Chapter 447: Another one
After Phoebe sent Barbara upstairs to bed, she didn't rest, she went to the kitchen to make two concoctions, and then opened the back door with them to the pool.
The lights in the backyard had long since gone out in the middle of the night, but it was not pitch black, after all, Phoebe lived far from the city center, and under the shroud of the starry sky and moonlight, coupled with the reflection and refraction of the pool water, the backyard could still see things dimly.
In the haze, you can see a white figure sitting on the edge of the pool with his hands and knees, as if looking at the water and the starry sky. Phoebe came at the white figure, so she walked straight to the other party without pausing, but when she got about five meters closer, she deliberately made the sound of walking and mopping the floor a little louder to remind the other party of her arrival.
The white figure didn't even move, just kept looking at the pool, and when Phoebe approached and sat down, the white figure turned its head slightly to look at Phoebe, and then continued to look at the pool reflecting the starry sky.
After Phoebe sat down, she didn't speak, just put a drink in front of the white figure, and then sat with her knees in the same position, looking at the pool.
After about five minutes, the white figure glanced sideways at Phoebe again, then picked up the drink and sniffed it first, then took it after a few sips, ignored Phoebe, and continued to stare at the pool in a daze.
After that, Phoebe and the white figure maintained their respective positions without making any movements, and after about three minutes, the white figure finally asked faintly, "You are also wearing brown glasses at night, can you see things clearly?"
Phoebe still didn't make any moves, just replied simply, "I can see clearly, and I've long been used to it." ”
The white figure put the cup on the ground, then looked sideways at Phoebe and said, "How did you know I was here?"
Phoebe pointed to her ear and said, "Sister forgot? ”
The white figure diǎn diǎn head: "Well, I know this." After speaking, the white figure looked at the pool again, holding his knees and feet rhythmically diǎn the ground, as if waiting for Phoebe to say something, but Phoebe kept silent, and after a while of silence between the two, the white figure finally couldn't help it, and took the initiative to say: "When I came out just now, both Mino and Dhaka saw me ∫dǐng∫diǎn∫ Xiao ∫ said, .■.o▼s_(); I ignored ......."
Phoebe: "......"
The white figure smiled again: "It's a little strange today, I still have to deal with two dogs......
Phoebe felt that the other party's affection was much more relaxed than just now, and knew that she could communicate well at this time, so she looked sideways at the white figure and said, "Sister Pani, there is a shooting task tomorrow, why don't you sleep?"
The white figure, oh no, An shrunk his neck a little embarrassedly, and then snorted a little depressedly, and finally said, "I don't know what's going on today, I just can't sleep." ”
Girls' Generation has a separate bedroom in Phoebe's house, although it is not very big, but it is private enough, which makes everyone who usually sleeps together have no opportunity to communicate before going to bed, and An sulked during the day because of her sister Michelle's attitude towards herself, and as a result, Taeyeon, who has always taken the initiative to comfort herself, did not take much care of herself, which made An depressed until before going to bed. The most important thing is that if she still lives in the same room with the group members as she did in the dormitory or when she was traveling and filming a few days ago, she can at least have someone to talk to before she goes to bed and exude a depressed mood, but when she arrives at Phoebe, she can only face it on her own because everyone has a long-lost personal space, so she loses sleep.
In fact, during the day, everyone walked a lot, and during the shooting, in order to set off the atmosphere, there was a lot of noise, so I was very tired when I came back at night, and even if I really lived in the same room, no one would necessarily take care of her who couldn't sleep.
When Phoebe was discussing things with Barbara in the study just now, she found that the love source assigned to the house had left the house and went to the pool at the back, so Phoebe would send Barbara away and go straight to the pool. And An's has always revealed a strong sense of loneliness, closure and other feelings, so Fei Bi didn't speak immediately after finding her, but waited for her to have the idea of taking the initiative to say it before helping this sister who usually has the most changes in her mood sort out her mood.
So Phoebe said, "Pani, I know you're in a bad mood during the day, and nothing has changed since you came back, what's wrong?"
An shook her head, reluctant to say, in fact, she herself knew that there was something wrong with her thoughts, especially because her sister Michelle left herself to talk to Phoebe, and now she naturally couldn't say anything in front of Phoebe.
Phoebe could feel that she was still a little ashamed at this time, so she said: "When I was shooting for Xu Xian and Michelle, my sister, your expression was very bad, and I also asked Sister Taeyeon to remind you to come, but when I checked the picture after shooting, I found that my sister, your expression is still not controlled, and it is estimated that you don't show your face much in this part when you are in post-production......"
An knew that this matter was wrong for her, but fortunately, Phoebe said it in private, so she didn't get angry, but she heard Phoebe say again: "Sister, you hated Xu Xian at the time, just because she cooperated with Sister Michelle?"
Although An himself couldn't tell what was going on at the time, he didn't want to wear the hat of "I hate Xu Xian", so he said a little excitedly: "Ah! I'm not angry because of Xiao Xian!"
Phoebe looked at An and didn't speak, and An also felt that she had overreacted, and suddenly sighed and said, "Really, it has nothing to do with Xiaoxian......"
In fact, now on the issue of work, the members of Girls' Generation have a different mentality when facing Phoebe, and everyone knows that it's okay to "bully" Phoebe in private, after all, he is very sensible. But in terms of work, especially this time when I went to the United States to shoot the group show, everyone knows that the small work can be said to be doing their best, so everyone will take it very seriously. An is like this now, knowing that he didn't manage his expression well during the day, it's really a bit excessive, filming in the United States is different from when he was in South Korea, after all, this is also a team variety show made by member Phoebe for the sake of the group.
In fact, the real reason why An couldn't sleep was that after lying in her room and thinking about it for a while, she figured out why Taeyeon was a little reluctant to talk to her later...... So she's more angry with herself now, and she's also a little guilty about Phoebe and Taeyeon.
However, when a person is angry and guilty, the change of position is actually very rapid and imperceptible, after all, the conscious mind is used to finding the context of things and rationalizing this context, so in addition to guilt, An is still angry with Michelle and Taeyeon, the whole process is simple to say, but the evolution process is quite complicated, and the emotions revealed will not let Phoebe figure out what An thinks, so Phoebe can only test her thoughts step by step, so as to gather intelligence.
"Sister Pani, if you're not angry with Xiaoxian, you're angry with Michelle?"
An pouted and didn't speak, but at the same time he was thinking about Phoebe's question, and after thinking for a while, he replied, "Well, it's mainly because of her." ”
Phoebe diǎn diǎn head, and said, "Aren't you quite happy when you first met her today?"
Naturally, she didn't have any doubts about this question, but she added, "You didn't notice that she didn't want to talk to me much today." ”
Phoebe snorted, and then didn't speak, but took a sip of the mixed drink, which caused An to take a sip as well, after which the two fell silent again.
After a while, it was An who broke the silence, first sneered, and then said: "Aren't you usually very comforting girl, why do you talk so little today......?"
"Hmm. "Phoebe heard the words diǎn diǎn head, and then said:" According to the plan, there are actually two protagonists during the day, one is Xu Xian, and the other is both Sister Pani and not Sister Pani, and the long shot of Michelle and Xu Xian playing together is not only to let the industry see that Xu Xian's piano playing skills are not fake, but also to figure out that Guò The scene introduces Xu Xian to the audience, and an who has a great sister, but Sister Pani, your expression may ruin this project, and you can only unilaterally highlight Xu Xian in the post-production of Zuò, as for you, at most, it will only add a diǎn topicality because of Michelle's table。 ”
An was a little disappointed, but she didn't ask for a reshoot, after all, she still understood the concept of long shots, and she also knew that Xu Xian was indeed very hard because she played it many times today, and she couldn't ask the other members to shoot that shot again for herself.
After feeling some remorse and guilt, Phoebe said: "After we go back this time, we will go to China in September to participate in some logistics work of the Paralympic Games, and my sister will also pay attention to it then." ”
An pursed her mouth diǎn diǎn head, she found that she was indeed the most problematic in the group, and from the perspective of the program system, she was indeed inferior to Kim Hyo-yeon, who had changeable ideas. However, there was some resistance in An's heart, that is, why did she feel that she couldn't move with her mood......
Phoebe naturally didn't know An's thoughts, but felt that An was showing grievances, so she raised her hand and stroked An's back, and then said: "I told my sister before, everyone sacrificed something for their debut, and when I was in Korea, there were many shooting accidents and the company helped to press, as long as we pay attention to the live broadcast, it's okay, but sooner or later we are going to go to the international stage, in the long run, the vast majority of audiences other than fans are artists who don't accept the temper of the eldest lady, even idol artists." ”
An suddenly glanced at Phoebe in surprise, but at the same time, he also thought about Phoebe in his heart: Is this the temper of the eldest lady? I really didn't expect Phoebe to look at me like this...... By the way, the other members, do they see me that way?
Phoebe stared at An expressionlessly, not at all worried about An, who in turn said that she was also the eldest lady's temper.
An didn't adjust his thoughts for a long time, opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, and finally couldn't help crying aggrievedly, and Phoebe, who had been prepared, put the hand that was caressing An's back to the back of her neck, and An leaned on Phoebe and continued to cry.
After a while, An's mood diverged a little, and he raised his head a little embarrassedly, regained his posture of sitting with his knees folded, and said in a low voice, "Don't tell them tomorrow that I'm crying." ”
Phoebe continued to caress the back of An's neck while diǎn her head: "Hmm. ”
An took a deep breath and suddenly whispered, "Let me tell you a secret of mine, in fact, my mother ......"
Listening to An's whispers that seemed to be talking to herself, Phoebe suddenly felt a halo of various colors appear in front of her, which made Phoebe understand that An was completely remembered by herself.