And except for those who have an accident in Banxia, the slightest wind and grass, Gongsun Ying'er will immediately wake up and become vigilant and protective. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

This is what I have learned in the palace in the past few months, it used to be the way of life that Gongsun Ying'er disdained the most, but now, everything can't go back to the past, no matter how much Gongsun Ying'er doesn't like herself like this, she can only live in such a safe way.

The palace is a big dye vat, Gongsun Ying'er has not been in the palace for a long time, and she has not been exposed to the most dirty, but she probably knows the things that should be known, and the truth that she should understand is probably understood, out of the palace, even if she still looks like Gongsun Yinger in the past, she still looks like a flower-like woman, and her core has completely changed.

Just like the conversation just now, if it was Gongsun Ying'er in the past, maybe she would keep amplifying the bad words of Tao Ruyi, and then tell them all to Gongsun Jin, and let Gongsun Jin die of that heart early, he is not worthy of Tao Ruyi!

But now, Gongsun Ying'er also wants to say bad things about Tao Ruye, but she will only say it without hurting the two of them.

She doesn't think about it anymore, what she said in time, who she offended, as if she didn't care at all.

Gongsun Ying'er has lost enough, and now she has very little, she has to learn to cherish it, and she has to learn to be good to the people around her, so jokes are jokes, but in the face of big things, there is no room for jokes.

So in the face of someone else's precious heart, it is simply the most important and important event in the world, how can Gongsun Yinger joke casually.

She used to think about how to make Gongsun Jin uncomfortable and how to come.

Not anymore.

Many things can't wait until they are lost to know how to cherish, and we must strive to hold the happiness we want from the time we still have them.

Gongsun Ying'er doesn't want Gongsun Jin to be sad, and she doesn't want Tao Ru to be hurt, she hopes that the best ending for the two of them is like this, one is in the court, the other is in the frontier, always thinking about each other, and has the best fantasy in the bottom of the heart, but never know the cruel truth to destroy the beauty of each other's hearts.

Moreover, if they really come to the day they are going to face, it will definitely be a very painful and crazy event, and if one thing is not good, it may destroy two people who are also very good and so beautiful.

The gap between Gongsun Jin and Tao Ru is is nothing else, or it is regarded very seriously by the world, and the gap in life and status, this will always be a chasm, and it is impossible to cross it easily.

Gongsun Ying'er said: "You don't know, I didn't understand when I arrived at the palace, it turns out that people are really divided into three, six, nine and so on, if you don't work hard to climb up, you may be squeezed down by others, or even stepped on into meat sauce, my previous life was too good, I didn't understand the suffering of the world at all, I lived in the palace for a few months, I understood a lot of truths, and learned a lot of ways to behave in the world." ”

Gongsun Ying'er looked at Banxia seriously, held her hand and said: "You have to promise me, no matter what I become, you will always care about me, be my friend, and never allow you to leave me, you promise me!"

Banxia hurriedly held Gongsun Ying'er's trembling hands, nodded again and again, and said, "Okay, okay, I promise you, I promise you everything, don't be afraid, don't worry, okay?"

Gongsun Ying'er was scared.

Her fear was so obvious that Banxia could almost instantly feel what Gongsun Ying'er was thinking.

Gongsun Ying'er was worried about whether she had changed her appearance, she had become the person she hated very much before, and Banxia didn't like her anymore.

Is it as long as Gongsun Ying'er also starts to calculate others and starts to be worldly, Banxia will not like her.

Is it that as long as she can't go back to the Gongsun Ying'er in the past, and she can't go back to the Gongsun Ying'er that Banxia liked at the beginning, Banxia won't like her.

Gongsun Ying'er has a lot of worries, even more than when she knows that there are many people who are beating her up and want to arrest her, threaten someone, or persecute someone.

She has looked down on her parents, sometimes things are very inexplicable, before she knew that Tao Ru is the eldest princess, before she went to the palace, Gongsun Ying'er had a lot of things that were very puzzled, but now she feels that everything is like that, as long as you look away, it's not a big deal.

But there is always such a person, no matter how tolerant you feel you can be, how much you don't care if he cares about you, as long as you care about him and like him, it is the person who exists in everyone's heart, so that all reasons to back down no longer exist.

You hope that person will never retreat from you, never turn his back on you, never go against you, you hope that even if he doesn't move forward, he can not retreat, instead of looking at you from a distance with a faint gaze, but it seems gentle, but in fact it is separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

Gongsun Ying'er now sees that everyone can be very calm, and she will learn to find a way to solve anything, and she will no longer be impatient and impatient, not knowing anything, doing everything wrong, but still having her own reasons for everything.

Gongsun Ying'er thought that she could look down on others, and it would be too tragic if Banxia was like her and looked down on her.

Gongsun Ying'er said: "The only thing I regret is that even if I become what I am now, I can't protect you, and I want you to worry about my affairs." I know that it is very unsafe to come to Northern Xinjiang at this time, but I still want to come, and I am determined to come, I don't know how much trouble I have secretly caused you. ”

"I seem to be a troubled person forever, whether I grow up or not, I can't help you, I just keep giving you more trouble. I'm so scared, if one day you don't reprimand me, and you don't care if I don't speak and act in a measured way, I'm afraid that when you give up on me and leave me alone, I'd rather not live. ”

"Don't talk nonsense!"

Banxia couldn't help but interrupt Gongsun Ying'er's crazy words as if she was enchanted, and reprimanded coldly: "You still say that you have grown up, but listen to what you just said, is this what an adult would say?"

"What is not dead, what is not alive, how ugly, I don't want to hear it again in the future. ”

Banxia scolded coldly, thinking that Gongsun Ying'er would find two excuses for herself, but Gongsun Ying'er just looked at Banxia who reprimanded her with a smile, not impatient at all, and didn't feel embarrassed to be scolded, let alone find a reason for herself.