If Dingguo and his wife can return to the camp, if that person can also accompany Banxia, even if they lack Tao Rushi, who is far away in the capital, Banxia will feel that the first New Year here is already very satisfied.

Thinking of Tao Ruyi, Banxia found that she hadn't received a letter from Tao Ru Ye for several days, and she didn't know if something had happened in the capital, or if something had happened in the palace, so Tao Ru didn't have time to write to her.

I haven't seen each other for half a year, Banxia still misses her, and thinks that Taoru is current identity, it is no longer possible to be the difficult beauty who can casually hook up with her before, and I feel a little depressed.

And Banxia didn't know that the person she was missing was also missing her at this time.

Maybe many people can be telepathic, it's not a joke, but it's true, so one day, you are thinking about someone very seriously, then, far, far away, that person may also be thinking about you very seriously.

There is nothing to do in the middle of the summer, except for thinking about how to have a good New Year's festival every day, it is to empty her mind and concentrate on missing everyone she misses.

She didn't dare to do this before, firstly, because she was afraid that the people she missed were not around, and she would not be able to stand the lonely days, and secondly, she was afraid that she would retreat, because if she was trapped in memories forever, she would not be able to live the current life.

Now you don't have to worry.

At least Banxia has so many good friends around him, everyone can live happily together every day, and they can noisily welcome a new life every day.

This can also allow her to recall the past with enough peace of mind, and she doesn't have to be afraid that she won't be able to come out, and slowly sort out a line of thought, which is also good for herself to go further.

Banxia always feels that missing someone will always become thin with the passage of time, but some people may never disappear as long as they exist in their memories, let alone because they have been separated for too long, their memories will become blurred, or they can't remember that there is still such a person.

Banxia also tried to think about what her relatives she had been thinking about looked like in the end, but she couldn't remember it every time. always reaches that critical point, and will automatically blur the past, and then let yourself look down on the past and avoid living a good life in the future.

Now she won't, and she hasn't regressed from what she had done before because of fear and fear.

She thinks that it may be because her mentality has changed, so her thinking and nerves have become more sensitive, so that she can remember the originally blurry picture frame by frame.

Banxia can finally remember what her parents looked like in her previous life, how much happiness they brought her when she was a child, many things that she had forgotten were remembered one by one, and then slowly reminisced, after reminiscing, the pain and joy slowly faded, and she really realized that the things in her previous life were really in the past, and her current life is the present that she should grasp well.

Being able to see the past clearly, and being able to look down on the past, is more helpful for her to recognize reality now.

Moreover, she can remember those people one by one, and then let go of them naturally, which is already a step, and it is something that she couldn't think of when she first came here.

Banxia felt that she was now more and more detached from the world, and if it weren't for the next person to appear, Banxia felt that she could go to the monkhood. Of course this is a joke.

Banxia's daily range of action is limited, but he will walk around the camp, anyway, there are people arranged by Gongsun Jin and Gongsun Ying'er everywhere, Banxia is not worried about his safety, not to mention Xiaobai's daily patrols, although Xiaobai is mainly in charge of the safety of the farmland, but as the things of the farmland are slowly on the right track, Xiaobai also cares about the safety of the camp.

With the protection of so many people, Banxia didn't have to worry about someone being unfavorable to her at all.

She goes out very easily every day, like when she returned to Qinghe Village, carrying a basket, walking around, bringing some good things back, adding meals to the soldiers, if there are no good things, if you can meet a good weather, Banxia can also be wrapped in a thick cloak and bask in the sun, and lie down all day.

Banxia really thinks that she has been a little lazy recently, but well, everyone will become a little lazy when the New Year is about to be, Banxia herself doesn't care, others say two sentences about her, she can still say a lot of big truths, and over time, no one cares about her anymore, and her life is getting better and better.

This time, I just walked around the camp, because the weather in northern Xinjiang has been good in the past two days, and I will go a little farther in the middle of summer, and sometimes I am in a good mood and very casual, so I will not pay special attention to where I go and how many places I have walked.

So, when she raised her head to look at the unfamiliar environment around her, she suddenly woke up and seemed to be lost.

The surroundings were places that had never been before, and although the scenery everywhere could be seen, this place was definitely not far from the camp, because although Banxia didn't recognize where he was, he also seemed to feel that the scene in front of him was very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere before.

Yes, where have I seen it.

And she thought about it, except for climbing the mountain with Gongsun Ying'er from time to time, standing on a high place and looking down, it was impossible to see such a scene again.

Banxia thought so in her heart, so she nodded subconsciously, it must be like this, she must have climbed high and looked far away one day, and she had also seen such a scene, so she felt that the surroundings were very familiar.

But no matter whether I have seen it before or not, whether it feels familiar now, Banxia must find a way back, determine the direction first, and know how to go back, which is the most important and primary problem.

Banxia returned along the same road, and walked slowly and leisurely for a short time, feeling more and more familiar with the scene in front of her, but she couldn't remember when she had seen it, she was not very worried because she was surrounded by familiar scenes, and continued to walk back, and stopped from time to time to take a look, she was not too nervous, so her senses of the outside world were not too sharp.

When someone called Banxia's name, Banxia thought she had heard it wrong.

The first sound, the second sound, Banxia only thought that he was an auditory hallucination, ignored it, and lowered his head to dig a small sapling.

Immediately after that, the third and fourth sounds...... A continuous stream of voices rang out, calling her name all the time, as if she wouldn't stop until she looked back.

Banxia raised his head suspiciously, and his eyes were confused for a moment.