Chapter 264: The Pain of Self-Blame
"What do you say? You repeat? ”
Jing Lu didn't believe his ears, raised his head suddenly, leaned in front of the guard from the chair, and asked again suspiciously. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
The guard thought that he had said the wrong thing, and thought for a long time with a trembling voice, this is indeed what he heard, right? Helplessly, he repeated Mu Xi's words again, this time in more detail,
"Back to the prince, his subordinates only heard the voice outside the window, but Yan Muxi's tone was very calm, and he didn't sound angry or annoyed, but he was a little sympathetic to the prince."
The guard hesitated and said softly.
"What else do you hear, say it quickly" Jing Lu's body and mind trembled, and his spirit that had just plummeted, and he was anxiously asked with great excitement.
"Forgive the incompetence of her subordinates, I didn't hear much, and in the end I only heard one sentence, Yan Muxi said, it's a pity that she will never be Princess Yanran, and then, and then her subordinates were discovered"
The guard responded timidly.
Jing Lu's heart that had just risen fell down again at this moment, what did Mu Xi mean by this, 'She will never be Yanran', this sentence echoed in his heart for a long time, and he repeatedly savored the meaning.
"How is Mu Xi's health?" Jing Lu asked with tears in his heart.
"Back to the prince, my subordinates heard Xiaoxia constantly teasing Yan Muxi to laugh, it seemed that Yan Muxi was not in a good mood, coughing came from time to time in the room, when the subordinates left, Jin Zhuo was sending medicine in, on the whole, Yan Muxi's body didn't seem to be very good, it seemed that he was resting on the bed, and he couldn't get down and move around."
The guard replied carefully.
Jing Lu looked at the sky outside the window, gloomy sky, when will it be clear, so that Mu Xi can breathe and recover, in other words, he has now become a brother of the weather, not only did not send charcoal in the snow, but played a role in making things worse.
Deeply blaming himself, the afterglow swept over the guards, and was reluctantly standing in the center of the endgame, Jing Lu commanded slightly:
"How's it hurting? Today, if you have merit, go and deal with the injury first, and then find Ershu to receive the reward, go down. ”
"Yes, Lord Xie"
The guards were relieved, respectfully thanked, and immediately retreated.
When the guards moved out of the room, Cangzhu flashed out from behind the screen, leaped to the Taishi's chair, and asked in a low voice:
"Lord Wang, what are you going to do next?"
Jing Lu's heart was tumbling with a thousand waves, tangled, and muttered to himself while analyzing:
"Judging from your investigation, Lin Yulang deliberately threw himself into the net after discovering that he had accidentally injured Mu Xi, just so that I could save Mu Xi."
"Yes, judging from all indications, the fact is just as the prince said, if it weren't for this, with Lin Yulang's martial arts, he would not be easily submissive, let alone easily imprisoned for so long, if he wants to escape, he should definitely have a chance."
Cangzhu confirmed.
"Mu Xi's heart is bright, his eyes are bright, and he is very smart, now that he thinks about it, when Mu Xi saw Lin Yulang, he had already guessed Lin Yulang's purpose and reason, so he planned to rescue Lin Yulang."
Jing Lu nestled deep in his chair, powerlessly speculating on the truths that were already known, and with each further push, he felt that he was one step closer to stupidity.
"This, Cangzhu was not there at the time, so I didn't dare to speculate, but with the compassion of Master Xi, she would do this, Master Xi can't see people suffering, just like a witch doctor who is a bit of a ruffian, hasn't Master Xi always taken care of his thoroughness?"
Cangzhu has a feeling of correspondence.
"Then do you need to say anything more, what kind of face can I face to face with Mu Xi? Judging from the news I just found, although Mu Xi didn't resent me, he was still disappointed in me in his heart. ”
Jing Lu seems to be extremely disappointed in himself, and he has no strength to speak.
"Lord Wang, Master Xi is soft-hearted, she understands you, you go to her to explain all this, when we are done, and then help Master Xi realize her dream of going home, she will change her mind."
Cangzhu saw that Jinglu was depressed, and he was also anxious and comforted softly.
"Once she goes back, will she come back? Here, except for the pain, it didn't leave her any good memories, I said self-righteously that she relied on my power, ha, now it seems that I have not brought her any happiness except for being imprisoned all the time, I, the prince, what face do I have to face her? Her words are very bleak, she is not Yanran, she is blaming me for comparing her with Yanran, and she is even more saying that she is not my princess. ”
Jing Lu's heart fell to a low point, his head hung weakly, his eyes were dull, as if he had no love, how much resentment he had towards Mu Xi just now, and how much remorse he had for himself now.
"Prince" Cangzhu was worried that Jinglu would be depressed, and then he would be depressed just like when Yanran died.
"Lord Wang, Cangzhu quietly entered the mansion, just to prevent Hongxia from getting the news, where is Hongxia now? Let's go to interrogate her, we can know the details and truth of the murder of Princess Yanran and the poisoning of Master Xi in Tongyun Palace. ”
Cangzhu reminded Jing Lu of the nameless fire, immediately found the source, and suddenly reflected, "Yes, Hongxia, this femme fatale, she was seriously injured by Shi Yi, I actually ordered someone to take care of her, and rewarded her as a hero."
Jing Lu looked at the chaotic scene in the house, and just wanted to summon his subordinates, but said indifferently:
"Tell me the truth, did Mu Xi say that my temper is too short?"
Cangzhu was asked by Jing Lu's sudden change of tone, but immediately reacted and replied euphemistically:
"Lord Wang, in fact, this time, when Master Xi sent Cangzhu to the front line to rescue the prince with the order of the military talisman, he had an explanation."
"How?" Jing Lu's eyes immediately widened, staring at Cangzhu, and asked nervously.
"Master Xi means that with the temper of the prince, if you don't listen to Cangzhu's advice and return to the court in time, let Cangzhu smash this pair of jade bottles in front of the prince, so as to express Master Xi's determination to wait for the prince to return to the palace in the palace."
Jing Lu looked at the jade bottle that she was still holding in her hand, she would rather be broken than broken, it turned out that she had such a full expectation for him in her heart,
"Why didn't you say it then?"
"Lord Wang, the situation was complicated at that time, you were surrounded by the eyes and ears of the Khan, Cangzhu was worried that what he said at that time would bring trouble to Master Xi, in addition, as soon as Cangzhu said Master Xi's plan at that time, the prince responded without saying a word, and Cangzhu didn't need to say this sad thing again."
Cangzhu also felt guilty at this time, saluted respectfully, and said softly.
"Where are these sad words, to my ears, enough to keep me awake at night, but unfortunately, now this wait has long been ruined by myself."
Jing Lu was lost again.
"Lord Wang, let's go and interrogate Hongxia, no matter what, we have to give Master Xi an explanation."
Cangzhu urged in a low voice.
"Someone, let Hongxia come to see me"
Jing Lu Muran's expression seemed to have found the feeling of a wooden man like Shi Yi, except for his mouth talking, there was no movement on his face, his heart was empty, Mu Xi was once full, and now, he wanted to put Mu Xi in his heart again, but when he saw Mu Xi in his heart again, every eye was stinging, unspeakable pain, it can be said that it was self-inflicted, unforgivable.
He only thought about how to explain all this to Mu Xi after dealing with Hongxia.