Chapter 148, the stain behind the divine light

Yuxia noticed that Chikage was leaving alone, so she casually found an excuse to follow. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

When Chikage came to the beach, she was seen standing alone on the edge of the waves, looking out into the swarthy distance.

"Why did you come out alone, Senkage-sama?"

Chikage heard her voice and hesitated for a moment before turning around and asking, "It's Misora, why did you come out too?"

"I saw you walking away alone, a little worried. Is there something on your mind?"

Chikage lowered her eyes and took a deep breath, "Misora, what do you think of me?"

"Eh, what do you mean?"

"How I killed Tang Ze that day, you should have seen it, do you think I'm cruel?"

"Nope. Xixia blurted out these words, and then lowered her head silently.

"It's okay to be honest. Actually, I just want to say sorry to you, sorry for giving you such bad memories. ”

"No, no. ”

Xixia shook her head desperately, "I have nothing but gratitude and respect for Lord Thousand Shadows. Whatever you do, I believe there must be a reason to do it.

I think the reason why that person was treated like this must be because he did something unforgivable. ”

Chikage was stunned for a long time by Xixia's words, and that firm tone moved her.

I don't know why, she always feels that this girl who has known her for a short time has very special feelings for her, and always inadvertently brings her a little warmth.

"You say grateful?ah, is it because of the incident that saved you and Seven Stars in the hands of Tsuruta Tsubasa last time?"

"It's not. ”

Xixia shook her head again to deny Qianying's words, and tears suddenly glistened in her eyes, "Since that day four years ago, Senkage-sama has become a light in Xixia's heart, and every time I think about it, it is very warm.

If you hadn't been in front of me that day, I don't think I would have survived until now, and my mother wouldn't have survived, even though my father ......"

Speaking of this, a gust of sea breeze blew, and the tears in Xixia's eyes were gently blown off, and she stopped talking.

Even though she explained this, Chikage still couldn't remember.

"Did I do anything four years ago?"

Xixia wiped away her tears with her hands, raised the corners of her mouth and smiled slightly: "If you can't remember it, forget it, I'll just remember it."

I say this just to illustrate that I believe in and support you in whatever you do. Even if it is murder, I am willing to hold the knife with you. ”

"Uh...... Misora, thank you. I'm really glad you can say that. ”

"Where, Senkage-sama doesn't have to say thank you to me. What I did was nothing compared to the life-saving grace you did to me and my mother.

I'm here to cheer you on whenever you need it. So, please cheer up, everyone is worried about you. ”

Chikage nodded, "Well, thank you for your concern. Actually, I'm basically numb to the murder.

It might seem a little scary to say that, but it's true. Most of the time, I can calmly pick up my sword and slash at the enemy's chest.

Of course, I hope that Misora never becomes like this. You are a kind person and I hope you will never come across a time when you need to kill someone with your own hands.

Because the killing is too heavy, there will definitely be no good end in the future. ”

"How so? Mistress Thousand Shadows has always fought for the gods, and the gods will surely bless you. ”

"It's not always like that. Although it is the duty of a lifetime to fight for the gods as a worshipper of the gods, can people really be so selfless?

Won't we get bloody, for revenge, for strength, for the sake of proving ourselves...... There are many reasons mixed in, and the purpose is no longer simple.

And, even if everything is done to save the gods, killing is not an act that should be forgiven, and one cannot deceive oneself.

I've often wondered what will happen to the worshippers when the gods return to this world from the void and become masters of the world again.

Can the sins we commit be forgiven by God and the world?

Is it because we are victors that those sins can be easily washed away?

If this is the case, how should God's justice and sanctity be manifested, and how is this kind of behavior different from the kings of the world who stepped on the throne with a lot of bones?

Forgive us, and be a stain on their light.

Thinking that we may still end up in hell, we should be sacrificed in order for the holiness of God's light not to be defiled.

Therefore, the name of the worshipper is light in front and dark in the back. ”

The more Thousand Shadows spoke, the heavier it became, and even her voice became low and hoarse, blending with the boundless darkness on the sea, making people more and more dazed and frightened.

Xixia was a little creepy when she heard it, "How could it be? In that case, wouldn't everyone be too pitiful?"

"Poor people? It is precisely because of this power that we can do whatever we want than ordinary people.

When under the influence of certain irrational emotions, we can do certain things that ordinary people can't do. It is easier to kill when blinded by hatred, and more violently to plunder when controlled by desire.

If we rely on this power to achieve our goals, then there is nothing wrong with going to hell because of it. ”

"No, don't say it. Chikage-sama, please don't say that again. ”

For Yuxia, who firmly believes that the worshipper represents justice, Chikage's evil theory is really unacceptable to her, and she can't bear the weight of these words as a fledgling.

For four years, she has been struggling and struggling, just to join the group of worshippers as soon as possible.

In addition to wanting to see a thousand shadows, she also longs to punish evil people in the name of justice. Because her happy family was destroyed by the wicked, she hoped that fewer people would suffer from this pain of life and death.

But now, Thousand Shadows tells her that the worshippers are using their divine powers for their own selfish desires, and that they will go to hell in the future. She couldn't accept this idea anyway, even if it came from the mouth of a thousand shadows.

Seeing Yuxia get emotional, Chikage realized that she shouldn't have told her about this.

The sunset is just a basin of clean and pure water, which should not be polluted with blood and darkness. She may change slowly in the future, but there is no need to force this in her now.

"I'm sorry, Misora, I shouldn't have spit out my bitterness on you. I was in a bad mood for the past two days, so I accidentally showed my emotions.

Although the Illuminati cast shadows, many people can remain innocent forever.

So, what I just said is just for myself, and you don't have to think of everyone like that.

I think most of the worshippers are righteous and don't have that many evil intentions. Like you, like Araki, you're all very pure people.

Let's go back quickly, or they will rob all the delicious food. ”

"Hmm. ”

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"Father, Kannayu wants to join forces with us to invade the Divine Domain. ”

The magic voice spoke in a pleasant tone, but her father was unimpressed.

"What happened last time has already strengthened the defenses of the Divine Domain, how can I go again at this time? ”

"Last time it was just a temptation, anyway, it's not our people, it doesn't matter if they let them die, this time it's very certain. ”

"How?"

“……”

"Well, maybe it's worth trying, and contact that person by before you go. ”