Mother's own enlightenment.

These words made my heart beat out of rhythm.

This is, the handwriting of the wonderful words, this letter, it is the wonderful words written to me!

Although it is not the first time I have seen the handwriting of Miaoyan, and it is not that I have never heard her called "mother", but this is the first time that I have received a letter from my daughter after so many years of separation!

It was just a letter, but in an instant, I felt that the cold air around me was warmed up.

I was a little overwhelmed with excitement, so I hurried to the window and sat down, lit the candle a little more, and then carefully opened the envelope and took out a neatly folded, but thin page.

Unfold it and take a look, it is still neat and familiar handwriting:

The woman knelt down with wonderful words

Mother, Blessed Jin'an. Since June, he bid farewell to his mother in Beijing and received five letters from home. When I learned that my mother had arrived in Sichuan safely, I was very happy.

Recently, the woman's body is normal, she has no pain, she goes to bed early every day, and she gets up early. Recently, I talked with the queen, all thought about the self-cultivation training of my mother, and I felt a lot in my heart, so I often meditated and meditated, and I was also diligent in my homework, "Xiao Dai", "Spring and Autumn", "Mencius" have each studied half a book, although the wind and rain outside the window are approaching, people's hearts are shaking, and the woman feels a little bit of work, not tied to things, not moved by the current situation.

The daughter is in Beijing, with the protection of the emperor's father, and she also knows that she is cautious, and hopes that her mother will cherish and maintain herself, and do not think about the safety of her daughter.

The woman bowed to him.

After reading this letter, I was stunned for a long time, sitting at the table and looking at the flickering candlelight, I couldn't come back to my senses for a while.

This is the first letter Wonder has ever written to me.

As a mother, I have always been by her side, accompanied her to read and write, and accompanied her through a lot of joys and sorrows.

But this letter suddenly gave me a strange feeling, as if I had just suddenly woken up - my daughter, she is not only my daughter.

She is Pei Miaoyan.

An independent soul and mind.

Suddenly having this kind of thought made me feel incredible, but looking at the letter, coming from thousands of miles away, a few words, let me see the appearance of a filial piety, optimistic, and at the same time a daughter with her own spiritual world, I couldn't help but feel joy in my heart.

After the first joy, I looked down and read the letter again, and when I had written down every word and sentence of it, the letter, which I was reluctant to destroy, was the first time my daughter had written to me, but I had to find a place to hide it.

However, when I looked down again, once the joy just now faded, some other feelings slowly emerged between the lines.

My eyebrows furrowed slightly.

From beginning to end, this letter of Miao Yan actually only wrote some of her own daily life, including her thoughts and entrustments to me, and did not write too much else, but just those few words, let me see her surroundings.

The wind and rain are approaching, and people's hearts are shaking......

Moreover, in her letter, the word "current situation" was also mentioned.

My daughter, who is only a teenager, has always been innocent, even reckless and coquettish, but after experiencing so many people and things in the capital this time, I can also feel that she has grown up a lot more than before, has her own hearts, and has her own plans, but no matter how she grows, I didn't expect her to mention the "current situation" in her heart.

She also said in her heart that she often talked with the queen.

If she only mentioned it briefly in her heart, then in her life, she might already be worried, and not only she was worried, but even the queen would unconsciously worry about the current situation.

If the situation is not obvious, Chang Qing, who is the queen, will not be alarmed.

I pinched the tip of my letterhead with a slight effort.

I just knew before, Shanxi, Henan and other places have begun to have some strong gentry were instigated to start raising troops, and then the Shaanxi side was also implicated in the war, since entering Gantang Village, the news from outside has been very slow, except for Zhao Yuncheng's occupation of Jiangling, I have basically rarely known anything outside Xichuan, but Xue Qian once said in front of the ancestral hall that "the rebels from all over the country responded in groups" After that, I was "robbed" by Pei Yuanxiu, plus these days, Xiao Wusheng can pass on the news to me, but he will not send the news from the outside in, besides, he has no such source, so I am almost blind to the changes outside, and I don't know anything about the changes outside.

Is it now, the situation outside-

I frowned, looking at the last line of the letter, the joy of receiving the letter had gradually been covered with heaviness and worry, and when I raised my head again and looked at the dark night outside the small window, my eyes and heart seemed to be dyed by the dark night, and became even deeper.

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From this night on, Pei Yuanxiu's boat began to move at full speed, I don't know if he was worried that there would be any twists and turns on the way, and he even canceled the docking to rest.

Fortunately, the water and food on board were very well prepared, and after a few days of sleepless driving, our boat arrived in Jinling a few days later.

This morning, there was a heavy fog on the river.

Ten feet away, it was almost impossible to see, and there was not a trace of wind, and if it weren't for the fact that our boat kept moving forward, breaking through the thick fog, I even had the illusion that time and the river had stopped at this moment.

Finally, our boat slowly sailed to the south shore.

As the fog cleared and the sun shone down, I stood on the deck and finally saw the familiar scenery on the shore.

On the wide pier, flags fluttered, and many people could be seen lining up there.

I'm no stranger to this kind of scene, I've seen it so many times that I don't even feel it anymore, but when I hold on to the fence and want to look farther away, the fog still fills the river, completely blocking my view to the north bank.

Yangzhou over there, I don't know what's going on.

Not only can you not see Yangzhou clearly, but even the huge water military camp on the other side is hidden by the fog, and even the outline cannot be seen. I frowned and looked hard for a long time, but I heard a deep voice behind me, "Don't look at it. ”

When I looked back, it was Mr. Xie, who was standing not far behind me with his hands behind his back, looking at the shore with a faint gaze.

I didn't speak.

The boat slowly approached the shore, and the river was pushed by the hull, constantly beating the embankment, stirring up huge waves, and then turbulent backflow, which made the hull tremble slightly. The boatmen were so quick that they dropped anchor, jumped on the table, tied the twine, and laid a wide plank between the hull and the embankment.

At this time, Pei Yuanxiu was helped up and stood up from the chair.

We hadn't seen each other on the ship since that night, and I don't know if he didn't want to see me, or if he was afraid to see me, and even today, when he had to meet on deck, his eyes never fell on me, and at this time, he didn't even look at me, but was supported by the people around him, and walked slowly.

Han Zitong kept following him, constantly telling the people around him: "Be careful!"

"Lighter!"

"Don't touch his wounds!"

With all hands and feet, everyone finally helped him ashore.

As soon as I walked over, I saw a large group of people on the shore immediately greet me, and the one walking at the front of the crowd, needless to say, was Han Ruoshi, who had been absent for a long time.

said that it has been a long time apart, but in fact, it is just my feeling, and in real terms, everyone has been separated for less than a year.

Come to think of it, within a year, if people are not missing arms and legs, there will not be much change.

But when I saw her, I felt as if she was a different person.

I remember the first time I saw her, I was in Crouching Tiger Village, and before I saw her, I had heard a lot of people say that she was weak, and even a rude and reckless man like Shen Xiaokun cared about this, and that kind of weak and slender appearance was really deep in my heart.

But what I saw this time was not what she looked like before.

is still a thick and slender figure, thin, and the dress on her body is constantly blown by the river breeze, but it is not like the past, as if it will be blown away at any time, but it gives people a particularly slender feeling.

Even, the cheeks that had been emaciated before were a little plump, with a little pink.

I don't know if it's a healthy pink, or an unconscious flush after seeing Pei Yuanxiu.

Her eyes were much brighter than before, and as soon as she saw Pei Yuanxiu, she immediately greeted her happily, and Han Zitong, who had been escorting Pei Yuanxiu off the boat, immediately let go of her hand at this time and took a big step back.

Han Ruoshi walked in front of Pei Yuanxiu: "Yuanxiu, you're finally back!"

She was so excited that she couldn't speak, and she subconsciously seemed to throw herself into his arms, but as soon as she saw that the people around her were supporting him, and then looked at his face, she immediately frowned, and said with concern: "What's wrong with you?"

Pei Yuan said: "I was a little injured. ”

"How could you get hurt? Who hurt you?"

As she asked, her voice became sharper, and she immediately raised her eyes to look around, but the first thing she saw was not me, but Han Zitong, who had retreated into the crowd and was silent, immediately frowned between her spring-willow-like eyebrows: "What's the matter?!"

She said this with a somewhat questioning tone.

Even, you're welcome.

It's like a pair - of course, she was originally the mistress of Jinling, Pei Yuanxiu's woman, and this kind of questioning is justified.

And just when Han Zitong was questioned by her, I took the last step and stepped on the ground.

At this moment, the river wind was chilling.

As if sensing something, Han Ruoshi turned her head and looked at me.