Chapter 116: Fear of Loss
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The dense forest is interspersed with sunlight, and the shade of the trees cannot stop the warmth of the sun, sprinkling warmth on the body. The smell of the leaves is very good, and the unique fresh smell is refreshing.
Is there a few unknown birds shuttling through the forest, waving their wings and knocking off a few leaves? The fallen leaves fluttered and fell gently in the palm of the hand, like the feathers left by a bird, very light, very light.
Xingzhe walked in the quiet jungle, and he came out alone to step on the spot. Wan'er and Yunyun both wanted to come with Xingzhe, but were stopped by Xingzhe.
Even Wan'er, who used her martial arts as an excuse, Xingzhe didn't let her follow.
Seong-cheol asks Wan'er to stay behind to protect Yun Yun and Li Jun, who has a team of more than a hundred soldiers, and the goal is too big, and if anyone is against them, it will be easy to find them.
And Xingzhe is just a person, the target is very small, and it is convenient to hide by himself, and it is not easy to be discovered.
It's okay if no one fights them, in case something happens, Yun Yun and Li Jun don't know any martial arts, even if they are protected by soldiers, they will inevitably be harmed, and if there is Wan'er's protection, it will be much safer.
Of course, Xingzhe is not confident that his luck is super good, and he will never encounter danger. But Xingzhe has Qin Yu's prince gold medal on his body, even if he encounters danger, as long as the prince gold medal is revealed, he can generally turn the danger into a disaster.
After all, no one wants to get along with the emperor, even if the emperor doesn't attack them in normal times, but the emperor has the world's military power in his hands after all, and if the emperor is really mad, he will definitely not give them good fruits to eat.
Xingzhe strode with a meteor, and every time he landed, he stepped on countless dried leaves, and the crisp sound was like tasting cookies, which was very pleasant.
In the morning, Xingzhe specially called Li Jun to the tent, and carefully asked Li Jun about the way to the robber's den three times, he was a road idiot, for fear that he would not be able to remember, and he would get lost in the forest at that time.
"I don't really say that if you walk through this forest, you can see the robber's lair, but I've been walking for so long, why haven't I crossed the forest?
Xingzhe has no doubts about his sense of direction at all, every road idiot has an unbelievable sense of direction, you never know how they distinguish between southeast and northwest, maybe this is an instinctive premonition.
Li Jun told Xingzhe that as long as he walked through this forest, he could see the place he was looking for, but Li Jun did not tell Xingzhe how big this forest was, which made Xingzhe miserable.
But there is no other way but to continue to move forward, and giving up halfway is not Xingzhe's character.
In fact, there is a road to the robber's lair, but it is too dangerous to take that road. The robbers sent people to patrol the road that day, and Xingzhe wanted to walk over the main road, unless all the patrols were blind.
But that's obviously not going to happen, and it's still okay to YY.
"Tsk, this broken road is really not easy to walk, and there is a lot of wrestling along the way. ”
Xingzhe complained non-stop.
His sense of balance has always been poor, sometimes he can walk on his heels, and he has been learning cycling for three years, but he has not learned it, but he is more resistant to falling.
Moreover, there are no roads in this forest at all, and there are many potholes, and if you are not careful, you may fall and fall into the mud.
So Xingzhe walked carefully step by step, he was originally walking alone in the forest, if he fell into some big pit at this time, it is estimated that he will spend a day or two at the bottom of the pit.
Time passed minute by minute, Xingzhe walked step by step, and after walking all morning, he still couldn't get out of this ghost place, and his legs were already sore and uncomfortable.
"Oh my mom, I feel like I've finished the rest of my life today, will I die here?"
Xingzhe really couldn't walk, sat down against the tree, put the kettle he was carrying, drank several large mouthfuls of water, and the sweet well water went down to his stomach, and suddenly he was very comfortable.
"My legs hurt so much, it seems that I can't exercise regularly, and I've only been walking all morning, and my legs are almost no longer my own. ”
Xingzhe gently patted his thighs to speed up the flow of blood, which would be a little better.
Suddenly, a small white figure suddenly appeared in front of Xingzhe, startling Xingzhe and almost not falling over?
Xingzhe immediately reacted from his panic, and when he looked at it, it turned out to be a snow-white rabbit.
Probably because he hadn't seen anyone and was curious, the little white rabbit was not afraid of Xingzhe, but approached Xingzhe in small steps.
"Come, come here, tsk, come on. ”
Xingzhe stretched out his hands to greet the little white rabbit, and the little white rabbit looked at Xingzhe cautiously, and made sure that Xingzhe had no ill will towards it, so he slowly ran to Xingzhe's side.
Xingzhe grabbed the little white rabbit, held it in his arms, and gently stroked the little white rabbit.
The white rabbit's fur is very soft, gently stroked, the soft fluff is like water flowing through the palm, especially comfortable.
The small thing is a soft lump that is very elastic to the touch, like a fluffy soft leather ball, which can be easily pinched out into different shapes.
Xingzhe's unscrupulous stroking did not make the little white rabbit afraid, but made the little white rabbit enjoy it very much, a pair of ruby-like bright little eyes were closed, and the little nose drove the beard, one by one, and the cuteness was turned over.
Xingzhe has always liked small animals very much, so he was very happy to see this little rabbit.
The little rabbit seemed to be coquettish, rubbing his head against Xingzhe's body, Xingzhe looked at the little guy in his arms, and couldn't help but think of his puppy.
Anger, regret, and self-blame.
It was a pain that he could never forget in his life, in a sense, the puppy was already his relative, but he was not able to protect his relative.
Although Xingzhe had already taken revenge on the landlady, he had not come out of the pain of loss at that time.
Loss is an indescribable feeling, like a piece of ice hidden in the atrium, and I don't know when it will touch the heart, and it is bitterly cold.
It was as if the air was suddenly deprived of oxygen, and the whole world was suffocated in an instant, choking its breath, and its body became light and dizzy.
It is enough to experience this feeling once, and no one wants to experience it a second time.
It's like at your wedding, the bride suddenly tells you that she is gay and that she has always loved her best friend.
Would you wish this kind of thing happened a second time?
I don't want to?
Because I'm really scared of losing.
This is also the reason why he obviously likes those girls and takes action, but he is always reluctant to show his heart.
Because of the fear of losing, so the fear of acquisition.