Compared to the other rooms, this one was clearly well cared for, so that there was no dust on the screen, so that she could tell at a glance who was in the words.

If it weren't for seeing this photo again, the question in Xu Xiwen's heart might never have been answered.

This photo is the most open-minded one in Xu Xiwen's career.

At that time, a very famous photographer accidentally saw the rare oriental face on the model card, and praised this Asian girl in broken Chinese.

The photographer took the initiative to contact and asked to help Xu Xiwen take a group photo, which is very rare, because it has always been someone else who has made an appointment with this talented photographer a month or even a quarter in advance.

Therefore, the agency attaches great importance to this opportunity and asks Xu Xiwen to cooperate fully with the photographer unconditionally. Xu Xiwen was confused, her English was not good enough at that time, and before she was taken to the scene, she didn't even know exactly what she was going to do.

When he saw this chattering photographer and heard the subject he was going to shoot with difficulty, Xu Xiwen waved his hand again and again, and blushed in a hurry, "No, no, I can't do it." ”

For the brokerage company, this is the fastest way for Xu Xiwen, who has no background resources to speak of, to come out of the public eye, and naturally he can't ask for it, and he knows that Lin Xiaoyu is very protective of calves, so he simply hides it from Lin Xiaoyu.

Lin Xiaoyu also learned about this situation after the scene, Xu Xiwen froze in the corner, Zheng Chiwen had never experienced anything, and the six gods looked at Lin Xiaoyu and asked her to solve it.

Lin Xiaoyu was also very embarrassed at that time, first of all, she naturally knew how rare this shooting opportunity was for Xu Xiwen. Secondly, she is not only Xu Xiwen's agent, but also her agent, who understands Xu Xiwen's shy and timid character. It has been almost a year since they came to this city where hundreds of catwalks are held every year, and Xu Xiwen is still not used to changing clothes in the noisy, co-op backyard, let alone let her ...... Take photos of you completely undressed.

Lin Xiaoyu tried his best to talk to the photographer, whether he could change the theme, and negotiate with the agency as much as possible, trying to exchange Xu Xiwen for other work content. At that time, the director of the company was nearly two meters tall, with a fierce face on his back and waist, and he waved his hand as if he wanted to slap Lin Xiaoyu to the ground.

The conversation was unexpectedly not smooth, the supervisor said the four-letter words in proficient English, Lin Xiaoyu was angry, and in English he sandwiched the words of Chinese curses, crackling and spitting out.

Except for being kicked out of the company, there was no result.

Xu Xiwen, Lin Xiaoyu and Zheng Chiwen spent a long and hopeless week huddled in a cramped house.

Later, Xu Xiwen took the initiative to find the photographer, and she explained the meaning in pit English. Perhaps the expression on her face was too serious when she spoke, or it could be that the desperation made her look very brave, and the photographer agreed to give her another chance.

It's just that I don't want to make any regressions about the content of the shooting.

Xu Xiwen agreed, because the other party promised to help her introduce another more professional modeling agency.

The photographer later commented on her, "Your English pronunciation is beautiful. ”

The filming process was not smooth, this photographer has worked with too many big cars, and too many of them are foreign artists who have a very good grasp of the word sex!

"Sun, you have to imagine that you are facing the man you love, who is looking at you with hot eyes, waiting for you to let go of yourself and come over like him......"

The photographer described the wonderful scene in English, trying to alleviate Xu Xiwen's embarrassment and discomfort.

This didn't do much for Xu Xiwen, and the only person who looked at her body with hot eyes was Hao Tiansong, who, like a pious apprentice, leaned down on her side and looked down at him in worship. His hands were honestly on the sides of her head, just looking over her body with his eyes, but it was enough to make that piece of skin, burning and drying......

Xu Xiwen thanked Hao Tiansong at that moment, at least so that she had some experience to refer to.

Standing in front of her was Hao Tiansong, what should she do?

Hao Tiansong looked at her with fiery eyes, waiting for her to walk over, what would she do?

Xu Xiwen let go of the arm covering herself, the expression on her face was finally no longer tense, and her eyes were no longer timid. With a faint smile on her lips and a red cheek, she walked shyly and timidly towards the person who loved her.

There is no uneasiness, because of complete trust, trust gives itself completely to him.

The photographer watched Xu Xiwen gradually enter the state, and turned the camera at her with joy, always ready to shoot the most beautiful moments. I don't know who touched something, and made a sharp sound, waking up Xu Xiwen, who was immersed in the beautiful dream he had weaved.

There was no Hao Tiansong, no eyes from him, only three or five unfamiliar faces, and an instrument.

Later, no matter what others said, it was difficult for Xu Xiwen to fall into that dream again.

And the one hanging on the wall now was inadvertently taken when the photographer almost collapsed, and Xu Xiwen almost collapsed. still remembers that the photographer angrily announced the intermission, and Lin Xiaoyu rushed up almost at the same time to put on clothes for her. Xu Xiwen's right hand was in front of him, placed on his left armpit, his left leg was bent to the right, and he was sideways, his cheeks were so red that he was almost dripping blood.

On the set, I don't know who called her name, Xu Xiwen raised her head and answered.

It was at that moment that the photographer said, "That's it." ”

Lin Xiaoyu didn't have time to dodge while holding his clothes, and Xu Xiwen's appearance was also dazed, so he was photographed like this.

Although it was not as good as the moment that could not be recorded in the future, the photograph that was taken was greatly praised by the photographer. When it was over, the photographer jokingly said, "Sun, the happy smile on your face at that moment is so beautiful, it really makes people think that you are reminded of the person you love." ”

The one who loves, not the one who has loved.

And that night, something happened that made Xu Xiwen feel very embarrassed, she actually had a dream with colors and smells, and the other protagonist of the dream turned out to be Hao Tiansong, and the scene was their first time. On the sofa in the rest room, the reckless force that made the bones ache can be clearly felt, the sweaty back and resolute cheeks, and the person who hit her hard while saying sorry without hesitation, is so real.

She felt like she was holding him, tightly, listening to him and not hearing clearly, but she knew it was him.

Later, she woke up from the dream and hugged herself tightly, at that time, she really missed Hao Tiansong, and she really hated him.

Seeing this painting again, Xu Xiwen's emotions cannot be without ups and downs. Later she got the endorsement of one of the world's top cosmetics brands, becoming one of the few Asian faces in history, and undertook the cover and inner page shooting of several most authoritative foreign magazines, as well as countless endorsements of first-line brands such as clothing, accessories, and footwear.

She also changed from the showman in the show to the most profitable model, and later had the hot Sun Pin.

In this series of follow-up incidents, the person who bought the painting at a high price is undoubtedly the most worthy of thanks. If he hadn't left a lot of money behind and had to resolutely get his hands on this photo, which was not so good in Xu Xiwen's opinion, she might still be the Asian who sat on the floor at the back of the show, no one knew.

And why is this painting here?

A voice swirled in her head, hitting her head a little foggy.

Unexpected, but I don't think it's so hard to imagine.

If it's not really lacking in heart, who would want to buy this worthless photo. If it weren't for the lack of heart, who would be willing to spend such a shocking amount of money for her.

Thinking about this, and thinking about the name again, there are only a few words left in my heart: so that's the case.

Like a dream, standing at the top of the stairs and going down, you can get out of this small western-style building, when you don't know what to do, and continue to live her more and more wonderful life.

Reason told her: go down, those are the past.

The emotion is saying: You obviously saw it, you were obviously very moved, can you really not know what to do?

Pessimism is saying: Even if there is a fart for moving, you used to love each other and not separate, but you just held on.

Impulse is retorting: Try it, it's already hurt anyway.

Zhang Yang said that Hao Tiansong had already left here, and even if she went to see his room, she would not meet him.

There is only one room door on the right side of the second floor, and it is obvious that this is the room where Hao Tiansong lived.

He left in the morning, and the conscientious staff must have already cleaned the room, and they would not see the slightest trace of Hao Tiansong.

Thinking like this, Xu Xiwen mustered up the courage to unscrew the doorknob, not so much like a pervert who peeped at others.

The door was unscrewed open a crack, and it was still dark, but not so dark.

The room was large, the windows were large, and through the glass you could see the lights on downstairs, and the furnishings in the room were so dim that you could only see the outline.

Xu Xiwen's hand groped for the wall, already pressed on the cocked button.

"Don't turn on the lights. "Suddenly, someone spoke.

Xu Xiwen's heart jumped, and she reflexively retracted her hand, her heart beating suddenly.

Only then did it become clear that there was a person standing at the window, and he was standing slightly off, most of his body facing the wall. That's why she didn't tell which part was a person and which part was a curtain.

"I'm sorry. Xu Xiwen was taken aback and quickly withdrew.

Zhang Yang said that Hao Tiansong would leave in the morning, but he didn't say whether anyone would live in, if she wasn't easily disturbed by Zhang Yang's person who was in the middle of the second wind, she wouldn't do such an outrageous thing.

"It doesn't matter. The man said, "I guess I didn't move.

Xu Xiwen didn't leave or close the door, knowing that he was abrupt, but he still did it.

She stood in the doorway, staring at the man's back.

He was facing the wall, Xu Xiwen couldn't clearly see how his legs were standing, but he could see the shoulders of different heights on both sides of him, which showed that the person was not standing straight, or that he was standing on one leg.

Of all the people she knew, there was only one person who was like that.

After a few minutes, probably without hearing the door closing, the owner of the room turned around.

Xu Xiwen's eyes couldn't adapt to the darkness yet, she couldn't see the facial features of that person clearly, but she could roughly see the outline of that person. Behind him was the window, and outside the window was the light that was on in the office downstairs, and he stood against the light, looking a lot thinner.

The man had stood in the dark for so long, and I wondered if he had recognized her the moment he turned around.

There should be, because he didn't say anything to drive away, and looked at her as well.

There are no hot eyes, no enthusiastic expectations, no waiting for her to walk over, just like seeing an acquaintance, waiting for the other party to make an opening and closing remarks to end this unexpected encounter.

Xu Xiwen didn't speak, but put his hand on the wall again and touched the switch.

With a click, the room was bright, and Xu Xiwen's eyes hurt.

Hao Tiansong stretched out his hand slowly, covering one eye, he lowered his gaze, looked at the corner of the table not far away, and said helplessly, "Sun Pinpin, didn't you turn on the light." ”

Seeing his face clearly, the troubles that had been lingering in his heart before suddenly dissipated, Xu Xiwen greeted him gently, "Who asked you to pretend to be a ghost and scare me." ”

Hao Tiansong is indeed standing on one leg, which is a labor-saving standing method that I don't know when I developed. He wanted to move forward, but he stood so long that one leg could not bend, and before the leg stretched out, his body leaned to one side.

Hao Tiansong saw Xu Xiwen's suddenly nervous expression, and unconsciously took a step forward and stretched out his hands that were ready to catch him. He gave up the prospect of walking immediately, and instead stood on his other leg, his toes on the ground, moving his calves and numb soles slightly.

"This is my room. Hao Tiansong said.

Xu Xiwen looked at his outstretched hand, withdrew it unnaturally, and put it behind his back, "I know, so let's take a look." ”

"What are you looking at?" Hao Tiansong asked curiously.

Xu Xiwen teased him, "Look at what's interesting in this room, so that you'd rather listen to the noise downstairs than go downstairs to participate." ”

"Did you find it?"

"Nope. Xu Xiwen shook her head, she had already walked up to Hao Tiansong, and pointed at him to maintain a motionless posture, "Aren't you uncomfortable?"

"......" Hao Tiansong breathed a sigh of relief and reluctantly admitted, "It's uncomfortable." ”

Hao Tiansong's arm was on Xu Xiwen's shoulder, and Xu Xiwen took him to the edge of the bed and sat down.

Hao Tiansong sat down without any other movements, put his hands on his knees, lowered his head, and did not speak, as if waiting for something.

Xu Xiwen didn't seem to see it, she also sat on the edge of the bed, "What's wrong with your leg......?"

"It's not. Hao Tiansong interrupted her urgently, "It's not because of you, it's because you were injured again later and fell ill." ”

"Oh. "When Xu Xiwen left three years ago, Hao Tiansong was able to walk, and at that time the doctor said that there was no problem, and this time he came back only to see him with some slops, but he didn't expect it to be to the extent that he couldn't stand for a long time.

Hao Tiansong didn't want to say too much, looking for other topics, "Why don't you play with them?"

"I'm tired and want to find a place to rest. Xu Xiwen didn't mention publicity, so as to save himself from looking brain-dead.

After a pause, Hao Tiansong's hand on his knee was already clenched into a fist, but his voice was still very calm, "It's been a long time since you came up, and your friends will look for you." ”

Xu Xiwen did not respond.

"Fine. Hao Tiansong called her again.

Finally, it's not Sun Pin.

Xu Xiwen looked up at him, his eyes were shining with water, "Are you suffering from uncomfortable leg pain and want to find medicine?" ”

"......" Hao Tiansong was stunned and denied, "No." ”

"What kind of medicine do you usually use, and where do you put it?" Xu Xiwen asked him, already standing up, "Is it in the cabinet?"

Hao Tiansong couldn't stop it in time, Xu Xiwen was already squatting at the head of the bed and opened the drawer inside.

"You go, I'll find it myself. ”

Xu Xiwen pulled for a while, but she didn't find anything, but she didn't give up and turned her eyes to the cabinet on the other side.

Hao Tiansong reached out and grabbed her, just grabbing her wrist, "It's really not because you were injured that it hurts, you go, I will apply the medicine myself." ”

Xu Xiwen didn't say a word, and after a while, he shook off his hand vigorously.

Hao Tiansong thought that she insisted on looking at the other drawer, let go of his hand, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at her helplessly.

Unexpectedly, Xu Xiwen didn't go to the other side at all, but strode towards the door.

Hao Tiansong sat down, looked at the empty doorway, looked at it for a while, and didn't know what to think.

He stood up, propped up the bed and dragged his legs to the other side, where the massage oil was indeed in the drawer.

He had barely walked half the bed when a man came in in a rage, and the man went straight over and pulled open the drawer inside.

took out the medicine, fell on the bed, and looked at him coldly with his arms crossed.

Hao Tiansong sat and had to look up to see her face.

felt that her puffing up appearance turned out to be something she had never seen before, and she couldn't help but look stupid.

Xu Xiwen originally wanted to count him down a few words, such as "kindness as a donkey's liver and lungs", etc., but seeing him staring at his face, he turned into a low sigh, "How to use it?"

Under Hao Tiansong's insistence and useless request, his trouser leg was still squeezed up by Xu Xiwen.

Xu Xiwen read the manual and understood the use and efficacy. She fell into the palm of her hand partially, rubbed her hands together a few times, and then put it on Hao Tiansong's lap. I don't know if it's because it's uncomfortable or just because he's been standing for too long, the color of Hao Tiansong's legs is obviously very dark, bruised, and cold.

Xu Xiwen did it seriously, and Hao Tiansong watched it attentively.

Hao Tiansong didn't dare to hope that Xu Xiwen could still speak to him with kind words three years ago, and he didn't dare to imagine that she would massage his legs so patiently and attentively. He didn't dare to move, he was afraid that it was a dream, and he was afraid that he would never be able to have such a dream again when he woke up.

The hot sensation was conveyed from the legs that were finally conscious to the limbs and body, and Hao Tiansong woke up.

Hao Tiansong didn't wait for his legs to dry, he put down his trouser legs and sat back slightly, "Fine, I have something to say to you, but I haven't been able to find a suitable opportunity." Hao Tiansong looked into her eyes, "Since you're here, let's talk about it." ”

"What do you say?" Xu Xiwen asked knowingly, what could she and Hao Tiansong say, how much could she guess what he was going to say, it was nothing more than that he still loved her after three years, and whether the two of them still had a chance to reconcile.

Because Xu Xiwen knew, she wasn't curious about what he was going to say, she just said, "Do you want to lean against the head of the bed?"

Hao Tiansong looked at her and felt that he wanted to get to know this girl again, to see her from the perspective of a friend or an ex.

"My leg is not because of the old injury left by saving you, but because ......" Hao Tiansong seemed to be a little embarrassed to say, "I once drank too much and slept on this leg for a day, and I had this problem after waking up." I went to the hospital, and said that it was caused by a long period of heavy pressure and blood blockage, and it was no problem if I didn't use force. ”

"Oh. Xu Xiwen looked at him, then at his legs, and said nothing else. He had to leave her so clean, why did she have to lean up with responsibility.

Hao Tiansong said, "Fine, I have become what I am now, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to feel guilty, I deserve it." After saying this, Hao Tiansong didn't speak for a long time.

Xu Xiwen looked up at him, what would he say next? According to the previous pattern, he should have said, "But you see that I am so pitiful, can you pity me" or "I need you".

Xu Xiwen waited for him to speak, she couldn't wait, and she had already begun to prepare the answer.

Maybe Zhang Yang's brain-dead is right, they have tortured each other for so many years, in fact, most of them are asking for trouble, and besides, she really doesn't want to see Hao Tiansong marry someone else, and use the arms and legs that hurt her to hug other women.

So ask me......

Hao Tiansong looked at the light in Xu Xiwen's eyes, and she seemed to be looking forward to his next words.

She should have expected it, it would have been what she had always wanted to hear.

Hao Tiansong turned his head and smiled, "Fine, I called you that for the last time." If you want, I'll call you Wen Wen in the future. ”

"What do you mean?" Xu Xiwen glared, a little silly.

Hao Tiansong smiled again, but didn't really smile, "I let you go, you're free." ”