Except when she was a child, she saw how her hemiplegic grandmother ate and drank in bed, and Xu Xiwen rarely came into contact with people who had lost their ability to live. In my memory, my grandmother lived in the innermost room in the house, the windows in the house were always open, but the door was closed without leaving a gap.

From Xu's mother's complaints, Xu Xiwen knew how her grandmother had soiled the sheets and quilt covers, and how dirty and smelly the house was.

Taking care of the sick, Xu Xiwen was mentally prepared from saying this.

But Hao Tiansong was not prepared.

Hao Tiansong was lying on the bed, his arms and legs were tied with plasters, and he couldn't move. His eyes were staring at the ceiling, his eyes were motionless, his cheeks were biting tightly, his lips and his color changed, and his face was getting worse and worse.

Xu Xiwen stood beside the bed with a men's urinal in his hand, and patiently persuaded him, "Your second brother has returned to Xinrong to deal with things, and it is estimated that he will not come back within an hour or two, don't wait for him." ”

"......" Hao Tiansong didn't speak, his teeth clenched very tightly.

Xu Xiwen learned from him and pursed his lips, "It's not good for your bladder to hold it for a long time." ”

Hao Tiansong closed his eyes and squeezed out a few words from between his lips and teeth, "Don't worry about it." ”

How could Xu Xiwen really ignore him, she bent down and put the urinal on the ground, lifted the quilt on his body, and wanted to pull his pants.

Hao Tiansong opened his eyes, his eyes were condensed with monstrous anger, if he could breathe fire, he had already burned the person in front of him into charcoal, he shouted, "Don't touch me, you go." ”

Xu Xiwen didn't leave, she had time, she could take her time.

Hao Tiansong couldn't, he spent his seconds like years, the corners of his mouth were already shaking, he was using his fragile will to support his dignity, refusing to let Xu Xiwen touch him and help him relieve him.

"It's going to blow up. After ten minutes, Xu Xiwen, who was standing like a little daughter-in-law, said, "If it is not discharged in time, it will be reabsorbed by the body and will ......."

Hao Tiansong closed his eyes vigorously, his voice trembled slightly, and he couldn't help but say, "I don't want to go to the toilet anymore, you go out." ”

"There is no one else here. Xu Xiwen continued to persuade him, "I can turn my back, I can not tell others, no one else will know." ”

Hao Tiansong snorted, "Refuse to get back together with me, refuse to want my feelings, you are someone else to me." Lifting his eyelids and narrowing into a line, "I'm going to sleep." ”

Hao Tiansong really wanted to go to the toilet, he was about to blow up.

But he can't let himself be like a waste man and let Xu Xiwen help him, that will make him even more worse than dead.

Hao Tiansong repeatedly recited "fall asleep and fall asleep" in his mouth, if he falls asleep, time will not pass so slowly, an hour or two, he should be able to wait until Hao Tianyi comes back.

There was a pain in the lower abdomen, as if it was about to split, and cold sweat kept coming out.

It is said that he thinks about it day and night, Hao Tiansong can't discharge normally when he is awake, and he has been looking for the bathroom in his dream, he looked at himself in the dream in a daze, and ran around looking for the bathroom in an ugly posture. Obviously, he saw a small house marked with the sign of the bathroom, not far away, but no matter how fast and how long he ran, he just couldn't reach it.

"Nest grass. Hao Tiansong was so anxious that he scolded.

Seeing that I really couldn't help it, I bent over and squatted on the ground.

When I turned around, I saw that there was a restroom in the rear left, and it was unused.

He was happy, "Nest grass." He cursed again.

Don't hesitate anymore, run two quick steps, open the bathroom door, and don't have to hold back your patience anymore.

The feeling at this moment is just two words: happy.

Hao Tiansong felt that he had slept for a long time, it should have been an hour or two, and Hao Tiansong had already returned.

He puffed out his belly, there was no uncomfortable feeling, and the feeling was still two words: relaxed.

Hao Tiansong, who no longer needed to be patient, when he saw his second brother Hao Tian enter his room, he turned his face and gave his second brother a golden and sweet smile.

Hao Tianyi was holding a walnut crisp in his hand, and he might as well be so well-behaved and cute that Hao Tiansong's smile flashed into his eyes. He rubbed his eyes and said with a smile of disbelief, "You haven't smiled at me like this since you didn't wear open crotch pants, and I miss it very much." ”

"Second brother. Hao Tiansong also wants to say something else, he is not a person who is rich in feelings and good at talking about words, and he still can't say the emotion and gratitude in his heart after licking it.

Hao Tian was shocked by his call, put the walnut crisp to his mouth, didn't have time to bite, and asked nervously and seriously, "Are you uncomfortable somewhere?" I called the doctor in. ”

"I wasn't uncomfortable. Hao Tiansong said that he felt that such a mother-in-law and mother were not like himself, so he simply said directly, "I used to see too many unpleasant things about you, and I had a bad attitude towards you, and in the future, I will call you second brother." ”

"No, call me by my name. Hao Tian raised his hand and wiped his sweat, "You suddenly became emotional, I don't feel comfortable." Don't talk yet, let me lean against the door. ”

Hao Tiansong endured it for a while before he said the word "brain-dead" that slipped to his lips, he thought about it and said, "Find me a male nurse, more powerful and cleaner." ”

"It's not that you have a little warmth to take care of you, what else do you need a male nurse to do?" Hao Tian clicked and ate walnut crisp.

"She has little strength and can't move me. Hao Tiansong muttered, "Sometimes...... Inconvenience. ”

"I remembered. Hao Tian finished eating, pulled a tissue to wipe his fingers, "Ah Song, you haven't drunk water in the afternoon? ”

Hao Tiansong said, "Not thirsty. He also said, "I've been going to the toilet after drinking, and I'll drink more when you're at home in the future." ”

"What about Xu Xiwen?" After a while, Hao Tiansong asked, in the past few days, every time he woke up, the first person he saw was Xu Xiwen.

Hao Tian said, "I'm washing the sheets." He smiled and praised sincerely, "It's different to have a woman who takes care of you, it's much more attentive, you lie in bed and don't move, she can change your sheets once a few days, how dirty it can be." ”

"......" Hao Tiansong looked at his feet, and sure enough, he had changed the sheets, but ...... Didn't you just change the sheets the day before yesterday?

Hao Tiansong was a little excited, and his voice didn't dare to be loud, "When did you come back?"

"Just came back. Hao Tian didn't understand his brother's sudden change of mood, he was a little confused.

"When are you going to help me...... Help me ......," Hao Tiansong gritted his teeth, "Xiao Jie." ”

Hao Tian looked innocent, "No, I just came back, Xu Xiwen said you were sleeping, so I didn't come in." Hao Tian walked to the door, "Xu Xiwen doesn't know where to buy the walnut crisp, it tastes good, I'll eat another one, Ah Song, do you want it?"

"Don't. A very frustrated and annoyed voice, and blamed, "I don't know what I'm lying at home, always wandering outside, if something happens, what will everyone around me do." ”

"You're vexatious. After being dumbfounded, Hao Tian pinched his throat and said.

Hao Tiansong was so angry that he wanted to pound the bed, but his arm couldn't be lifted.

The door that had been closed opened again, and Hao Tian came in with a smile on his face, "Ah Song, you wet the bed." ”

"Get out. Hao Tiansong shouted loudly.

Hao Tian saw that he was really angry, so he didn't dare to ridicule anymore, so he quickly closed the door and left.

"Xu Xiwen, Xu Xiwen, do you have to embarrass me so much?" Only in Hao Tiansong's room, Hao Tiansong was talking to himself, and no one responded.

Dinner, as usual, is made by Xu Xiwen.

In the past few days, when the food came out of the pot, Xu Xiwen first took out a part of it, left it for Hao Tiansong, and put it aside to wait for it to catch cold.

Xu Xiwen and Hao Tianwen ate at the dining table, generally Hao Tianwen said a lot, talking about Xinrong's artists and projects, Xu Xiwen listened more and deserved less. Hao Tianyi noticed her absent-mindedness, so he gradually stopped talking, but fortunately, he was clever and could always find a topic.

Xu Xiwen ate quickly, took the food that was not too hot, entered Hao Tiansong's room, and fed him.

Ever since Xu Xiwen entered the room, Hao Tiansong has been looking at her.

Xu Xiwen concentrated on moving the small table on the bed, put the food on it again, and then said, "Let's eat." ”

Hao Tiansong sneered, "Don't laugh at me." ”

"What are you laughing at?" Xu Xiwen didn't smile, her calm face had a gentle and gentle expression.

Hao Tiansong snorted, "Give you ten minutes to laugh at me, after this time, you are not allowed to mention the daytime affairs." Before Xu Xiwen could respond, he said again, "Five minutes, only five minutes." ”

"Do you want to eat vegetables or drink soup first?" Xu Xiwen said to herself, "Let's drink soup first to moisten your throat." ”

Hao Tiansong felt like a punch on the cotton, and he was a little annoyed, "Wait for the male nurse my brother found for me, you can go, go to work, don't be here." ”

"Why?" Xu Xiwen asked patiently like an unreasonable child in the kindergarten.

The more gentle she was, the more annoyed Hao Tiansong became, "I don't want you to see me like a breathing corpse, I don't want you to see me more dirty and bad, so when I ask you, Xu Xiwen, you can go, save me some face." ”

Xu Xiwen waited for him to finish, she tilted her head and explained, "Oh, are you angry because of Xiao Jie's matter? It was Mr. Hao who came back and he helped you, and I saw that the food fell on the sheets, so I took it to wash." ”

"......" she lied to his face.

Xu Xiwen was still not impatient, nor angry, and consciously turned the topic over, "Do you want to eat first?"

"Hmm. Hao Tiansong gave up on himself.

A mouthful of soup and a mouthful of vegetables, after feeding Hao Tiansong, Xu Xiwen carefully wiped his mouth, "No matter how you rush now, I won't leave, and I won't leave until you're well." ”

Caring for the sick is far more complicated than Xu Xiwen can imagine.

She looked at Hao Tiansong worriedly and sighed softly.

The next day, Hao Tiansong was lying down, already having difficulty swallowing food, chewing bananas in his mouth, and he said angrily, "Did you rob the banana shop? ”

"The last one. Xu Xiwen said, "You have to drink more water." ”

She lifted water, which was unintentional, but Hao Tiansong felt that she did it on purpose. He said in a weird way, "I won't give you a second chance to laugh at me." ”

"Hao Tiansong, do you want to go to the toilet, big?" Xu Xiwen didn't answer him, but asked.

Hao Tiansong's face was extremely pale, "I don't want to." ”

Another day passed, and Xu Xiwen became even more anxious.

Her anxiety was finally discovered by the careless Hao Tian, who asked strangely, "What's wrong with you?"

Xu Xiwen didn't want to say it, but remembered what Hao Tiansong refused to explain last time, maybe he would feel better with Hao Tiansong, "Hao Tiansong, I haven't been on the tuba for five days." ”

"......" Hao Tianyi, who loves cleanliness, was a little disgusted by this topic, "It's because he eats less, and when he has it, he will serve it." ”

Xu Xiwen said anxiously, "No, people who have been bedridden for a long time are prone to constipation, it's not that they don't have it, but they can't drain it, and he has an uncomfortable stomach, but he didn't say it." ”

Hao Tianyi said, "Call the doctor over." ”

"Don't call anyone else. Xu Xiwen was in a hurry, grabbed his sleeve, noticed the gaffe and let go, "Hao Tiansong, sure, I don't want others to help." ”

"......" Hao Tian was a little big, but in the end it was his own brother, he asked patiently, "What do you need me to do?"

Xu Xiwen said, "There is a medicine called Kaiserlu, which has the effect of softening, stimulating the intestinal wall and lubrication, I went to the pharmacy outside to buy it, you help him." ”

“…… Good. Hao Tianyi replied with difficulty, and kept saying in his heart, "Hao Tiansong, Hao Tiansong, you have to be kind to me in the future, you are what I brought up with a handful of and urine." ”

After the medicine was bought, Hao Tian read the instructions carefully, and listened carefully to the use method that Xu Xiwen asked from the pharmacy shopping guide, he held the white plastic bottle with his hand hard, with a generous and righteous expression, "I'll go, if it can't be done, you go in." ”

"I'm at the door. Xu Xiwen said.

As repulsive as can be imagined, Xu Xiwen stood at the door, listening to the sound of talking in the room.

It was Hao Tian's voice that was rare to be patient and persuasive, "Ah Song, you try, the doctor said this is very useful." ”

There was Hao Tiansong's angry and hoarse roaring voice, "I'd rather die than be uncomfortable, you don't have to worry about me." ”

The two brothers, about whether to use it or not, quarreled for ten minutes.

Hao Tian, who is always careless, earnestly persuades, and Hao Tiansong, who is always arrogant, refuses arrogantly and unreasonably. Although the two brothers are usually bickering, their relationship is still very good, and they are rarely tense like now.

Several times, there was a sound of smashing things inside, standing outside the door, Xu Xiwen, who was already anxious, had her hand on the doorknob, she wanted to rush in to see Hao Tiansong, but she knew that if she went in, it would become more difficult.

"If you really don't want to, I'll go out and call Xu Xiwen, and she's at the door. Hao Tianyi didn't have much patience.

"Second brother, don't. Hao Tiansong's Adam's apple rolled up and down, his face was pale, his eyes were scarlet, he gritted his teeth and endured his emotions, but he couldn't swallow the choked sobs that rolled up, "Don't let her in, please." ”

The door that had already opened a crack and closed it again, Xu Xiwen retreated to the door and continued to stand there.

A few seconds later, a few drops of water dripped from the white canvas shoes, and they quickly smudged.

It's really strange why it rains in the house?

After I don't know how long, Hao Tianyi opened the room and came out, holding a basin in his hand.

Xu Xiwen didn't say anything, took it and walked in the direction of the bathroom.

Hao Tian relieved himself, his face was not so ugly, and when he saw that Xu Xiwen had cleaned up, his voice was a little low, "You go in and see him, he is in a very bad mood." ”

"Hmm. Xu Xiwen responded, but did not enter the room immediately.

People are really in a fickle mood, not long ago, she was in a hurry to go in and see him, but now, she is not in a hurry.

Because she knew that what Hao Tiansong wanted now was just quiet.

Xu Xiwen entered the room, it was a meal, and it was a soft food that was easy to digest.

Hao Tiansong was lying on the bed, and he was lying slightly on his side.

The doctor said that he had a serious lumbar spine injury, and he could no longer withstand any twisting, so he could not lie on his side, so he could only lie on his back.

"No, it's so comfortable. When Xu Xiwen tried to turn him over, Hao Tiansong said.

Hao Tiansong's posture is not completely lying on his side, he only has his shoulders slightly sideways, and his waist and legs are still lying on his back. His head was buried in a plaster cast, revealing the back of his head, which had been cut in size from his bedriddenness. Contorted and curled up, curling himself as far as he could, his face avoiding the lights chasing him.

Xu Xiwen's hand was on his shoulder, and his strength gradually lost, but he still put it there, not daring to press him.

Pajamas under his hands, drenched with sweat.

Her subordinates are not the arrogant and undesirable Hao Tiansong, but a person who is shaking his shoulders and is forced to see no hope.

He was angry, angry, desperate, helpless, but there was nothing he could do, he didn't even have a way to choose death.

"Regret saving me?" Xu Xiwen took his hand back, put it behind his back, and clenched his hands hard.

"Nope. ”

"Xu Xiwen, I can't wait to ...... I wish I could die," he said, "than to die like that, than to live and be humiliated." 166 Reading Network