Seeing the male classmate who usually walks closer to Hao Tiansong, and there was him in the bar that day, Xu Xiwen asked him, "Why didn't Hao Tiansong come?" ”

The boy looked Xu Xiwen up and down, and suddenly laughed, "It's very good, the white lotus is interesting." ”

"What do you mean?" Xu Xiwen was not familiar with this person, so she asked again, "What about Hao Tiansong?" ”

"Gone, went abroad, arranged by the family." The male classmate said.

Xu Xiwen was stunned for a moment, and she retorted directly, "No, he didn't say it before, he won't go abroad suddenly, and going abroad will definitely ...... with me."

The male classmate crossed his arms and looked at her mockingly, "Who are you, why is he talking to you?" Let's tell you the truth, Ah Song's parents have long planned to let him go abroad, and his children will go abroad, and Ah Song has long known and made plans. The male classmate said, "Why do you make such an expression, thinking that you can tie him up after sleeping all night?" Didn't you get 200,000 for what family and what family he had? A lot of contentment. ”

In two days, Xu Xiwen had to accept that Hao Tiansong was really gone, and there was no one around her anymore, talking nonsense all over the world. The school still hasn't changed, and when she passes somewhere, she will be distracted and wonder why that person is leaving.

I don't know who started to say it first, saying that Hao Tiansong was forced by Xu Xiwen to go abroad, it was she who framed Hao Tiansong, and it was she who asked Hao Tiansong's family for 200,000.

High school is the age when you should be immersed in books, and one or two unusual things are like depth charges that fall into the water and blow the person in the center to pieces. Xu Xiwen is like an alternative, she is as concerned as she is, but it is no longer what award she has won, but "she is the one who slept with her male classmates".

"Later, my grades got worse and worse, female classmates didn't want to be in the same class as me, and male classmates always ......" Xu Xiwen tilted his head and tried to recall, "They always say a lot of strange things, dirty, cheap, insulting, I don't know why they do that." And ......" and the other school on the street, on her way to and from school, dragged her into a narrow alley, intimidated her and threatened her, "I seem to have suddenly done everything wrong, everything I do is wrong, I am wrong when I don't do anything, but where am I wrong, I just like him." ”

"......" Zheng Chiwen was shocked and speechless for a long time.

"He's back, I'm seeing him again, he's still fine, I'm ......" Xu Xiwen's hand stretched forward, she wanted to say something, but she didn't know how to describe her feelings, "I don't want him to look down on me, I want to be better, I want to be Xu Xiwen again." ”

"You still love him?" Zheng Chiwen hesitated but asked affirmatively, "Otherwise, you won't, thinking about changing yourself, in order to match him." ”

Xu Xiwen's hand stiffened, and her expression was stunned, as if the complicated feelings that had been circulating in her heart for this time had finally been answered correctly. Why did she step into the circle of the entertainment industry, which is not suitable? Why did she try so hard to get back to the way Xu Xiwen looked in the past? Why is she envious and jealous of Pei Xiuxiu? Why did she ...... It's because Hao Tiansong said, "Xu Xiwen, you shouldn't be like this."

"But he doesn't like me anymore." Xu Xiwen's tears fell, and her eyes didn't blink, "He looked at me and said: disappointed in me, I regret knowing me." Tonight, I want to cling to him like everyone else, regardless of the money, I want to say that I have been bad all these years, and I want to ask him why he left in the first place, does he really like me......"

Zheng Chiwen looked into her eyes, he slowly raised his hand and paused in mid-air. Fingers reached out, wiped the clear liquid off her cheeks, and gently, "Nine years of punishment is enough." ”

"Is that enough?" Xu Xiwen lowered her head, tears falling on her pants.

"Why did you take me to the hospital?" Xu Xiwen tilted his head to look at him, "Are you afraid that I won't be able to open it?" Let me see life, old age, sickness and death, and cherish life? ”

was pierced through his mind, Zheng Chiwen scratched the back of his head, "Seeing that your feelings are low, I don't know what to do." ”

"I'm not going to die, the hardest time has passed, how could I give up on myself." Xu Xiwen said, she smiled, "I think I shouldn't like him so much, now when I see him, the first thing I see is his advantages, such as his surname Hao, he has the absolute right to speak in Xinrong, he can help me succeed......"

Later, the mobile phone rang, Xu Xiwen picked it up, and it was still the reporter, "Hello, Xinrong is not allowed to send the news that Pei Xiuxiu wears copycat clothes, do you still have your photo?" Send it to me and I'll write your news tomorrow. ”

“…… Think about it. ”

The reporter urged, "Don't think about it, this is a good opportunity for you to turn over, and if you are wrong, it will be gone." ”

"I'll think again." Xu Xiwen hung up the phone.

"Why are you doing this job?" Zheng Chiwen saw that she hung up the phone, and had nothing to say, so he felt that it was inappropriate and asked, "Do you like this job?" ”

"I can't say I like it, but I make money fast." Xu Xiwen said honestly, she smiled, "But I haven't made any money yet." ”

"Why not change careers, you can do something else...... Sing. Zheng Chiwen thought about it and added.

"I don't know." Xu Xiwen shook his head.

"You can go home." Zheng Chiwen said, "If you don't want to do it, go home." ”

"Wait."

"What are you waiting for?"

"Wait until the last three hundred dollars are spent."

Xu Xiwen still didn't send the photo to the reporter, she waited for the last three hundred yuan to run out, and the last hope was exhausted, so she left.

Zheng Chiwen was so anxious that the hospital called to say that his mother was in some abnormal condition and that he was going to the hospital immediately, but Xu Xiwen was already lying on the grass and asleep, and she was curled up in a ball.

Zheng Chiwen thought for a moment, and finally found a complete solution to call the one who called the most on Xu Xiwen's mobile phone.

Fortunately, Hao Tiansong, who made more than 20 calls tonight, was selected.

When Zheng Chiwen was on the phone, Hao Tiansong had just lay down, and the phone rang, and he suddenly woke up, and his intuition would be Xu Xiwen, "Xu Xiwen." ”

"Hello, this is Xu Xiwen's phone, I'm not Xu Xiwen, she has symptoms of alcohol allergy, but she refuses to go to the hospital, can you come over?" Zheng Chiwen stood farther away, holding his mobile phone and whispering.

Hao Tiansong kept half-up, "Where are you?" ”

Hao Tiansong arrived in half an hour, and Zheng Chiwen was walking around in a hurry, like a headless fly. was in a hurry to go to the hospital, and did not forget to confirm his identity with Hao Tiansong, "What's your name?" What is your relationship with her, how to prove that you know her. ”

"......" Hao Tiansong took a small breath, he was most annoyed by this rigid elm pimple, "I am Hao Tiansong, and her ID number is XXX." ”

Zheng Chiwen tilted his head, looked at him in surprise, and muttered to himself after a few seconds, "How do you manage to remember other people's ID numbers?" ”

"Do you know her ID number?" Hao Tiansong asked.

Zheng Chiwen shook his head reasonably.

Hao Tiansong raised his eyebrows and raised his chin slightly, "Then how do you know that I didn't make it up." ”

"......" Zheng Chiwen was speechless for a short time, he stretched out his hand, "I'm Zheng Chiwen, not her friend, she is in a very bad relationship today, you can answer her phone should be her friend, help watch her." ”

"What's your name?"

Zheng Chiwen was puzzled, but he still reported his name, "Zheng Chiwen, galloping Chi, the text of words." ”

"Oh."

In the past, he always said that Xu Xiwen grew tall to match him, but now, is there a person who matches her name.

Chiwen, heh.

Hao Tiansong waved his hand, anxious to drive this person away, "Aren't you in a hurry?" Not to go yet. ”

Zheng Chiwen pushed the bicycle placed on the side of the road, he kicked on the ground with his right foot a few times, slid his leg to stretch over the sorghum, and the voice was still there when the person walked away, "You persuade her, if you can't do it, go home, you don't have to spend a lifetime for someone who is not worthy." ”

"......" Hao Tiansong stood and listened to the man's softer and lighter words, he said, "What a mess." ”

Hao Tiansong stood on the side of the road for a while before walking towards the place where Xu Xiwen was lying, if he didn't know what happened in the past, he could still face her with confidence, blaming and being disappointed in her current situation.

But now, he didn't even dare to see her.

Hao Tiansong stepped on the deep weeds, his black shoes sunk in, his legs heavy, and he walked slowly with each step. But the distance was limited, so he still walked next to Xu Xiwen and looked at her condescendingly.

It was the second time he had seen her sleep, and the first time, he was so excited that he didn't even look at her face. Now he looked at her, holding his hands in his heart, guarding against the whole world.

Hao Tiansong sat down, cross-legged.

I don't know if she fell asleep, Hao Tiansong looked at the sky with the white belly of the fish, and whispered, "Xu Xiwen, I'm sorry." ”

The person who was facing this side turned over to the other side.

"I shouldn't have left you alone." Hao Tiansong said, "At that time, I thought that you really didn't like me, if I was more convinced, and believed in you more, I wouldn't leave, and I wouldn't leave you alone." ”

sobbed, aggrieved but depressed, like her.

Hao Tiansong lay down, lying next to Xu Xiwen, he was facing up on his back, feeling the whole body of the person next to him stiff, I don't know if he would jump up in the next second, and said angrily, "Hao Tiansong, I don't care about your apology." ”

yes, his apology came too late and didn't do anything.

"I don't want you to be alone in the sea of people

I don't want you to walk alone, in the stormy hour

I don't want you to be left alone to suffer the cruelty of this world

I don't want tears to accompany you, eternity

After you leave, the relics of love are like empty cities

Left, your cup gloves, and laughter. ”

It turned out that he was not the only one who had a bad time in those years, and she was also suffering.

After going abroad, Hao Tiansong thought about indulgence, he smoked a lot of cigarettes, drank all the brands of wine, and brought different women home, they were either innocent or bewitching or ordinary, he didn't know what he wanted to do, he just didn't want to be alone. The prelude is quite harmonious, but every time it comes to a critical moment, he always feels that it is another person lying down, biting his lip crying, and saying aggrievedly, "Hao Tiansong, it hurts." ”

Hao Tiansong has seen a doctor, whether it is physical or psychological, the results of the examination are normal, but he just can't do it no matter what. The one who can let go scream to help the fun, he feels bored, the pure twisting and pinching, he feels even more boring, what is interesting, he doesn't know.

But when he came back, he was normal in the hotel bed.

"Xu Xiwen, if you're awake, can you talk to me?" Hao Tiansong's voice was choked, and he gritted his tooth socket to hold back.

The person with his back still didn't respond.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Hao Tiansong said again and again, I don't know who to say.

After a long time, the stiff back moved, and the voice was soft, "It's okay. ”

Hao Tiansong's tears suddenly fell, he turned sideways, hugged her from behind, and buried his face in her hair, "If you are willing to believe me again, I will not let you alone again." ”

"Hao Tiansong, we missed each other."

The reporter called again, Xu Xiwen didn't avoid Hao Tiansong, and said directly, "No need, I don't want to owe him." ”

This time she fell asleep completely, the most solid sleep, even if she dreamed, it was light.

Because someone said, "I won't leave you alone again," and said "I'm sorry" to her, she could finally forgive herself.

It's not her fault alone, it's the fault of two people, and it was right at the time.

When Hao Tiansong woke up, Xu Xiwen was already gone, his suit jacket was put aside, and the grass where she had waded bounced back, and the traces of that person disappeared without a trace, I don't know if he apologized last night, and whether she responded.

At seven or eight o'clock, Hao Tiansong answered the phone, "Hello, I'm Lin Xiaoyu, I can go to work tomorrow." ”

He ruined her future, can he give her another bright future?