Qin Yafu was grateful to Lin Zihang for not asking about the past. But it's still very uncomfortable. It's not that she doesn't want to sue him. Otherwise. On the fragrant hills of Beijing. She won't take the initiative to bring it up. It's just something. She couldn't tell if it was real. It was still affected by the chaotic environment at the time. So much so that the illusion is generated. And there are things that can't be understood at such a young age.

These confusions lingered in her mind for years. Every time she thought about it, it made her miserable. I want to forget, but I often appear in my dreams. It tormented her nerves, which were becoming more and more fragile.

Really. This night. Qin Yafu slept badly. But it didn't come out as she had hoped. Dreaming of something that is vaguely caught in my heart but cannot be grasped. It's just a simple dream: first keep running. Keep running. Nearby or in the wilderness. Or densely populated houses. Or a crowded downtown area. Like a cloud of smoke. appeared. In the blink of an eye, it disappeared again.

When I first started. Qin Yafu was still thinking about why she was running away so hard. Obviously, the legs are going to be broken. But I just can't stop.

Later. All that's left is numb, mechanical movements. Anyway, there is no way to control your legs. Then let it go. But at this time. But an unexpected wrestling halted his progress.

Qin Yafu lay on the ground and smiled bitterly. If you knew it was that simple, you could do it. Why don't you end it when you just feel tired?

This happiness is not over. New pain has come. I guess it was too hard to run before. All the tiredness came together. Not to mention the aches all over. Qin Yafu obviously felt that her heart was very stuffy. Let her desperately open her mouth. But I still can't get a breath of fresh air.

The feeling of suffocation is getting stronger and stronger. Her consciousness began to blur. It's a strange feeling. It was in a dream. Originally, the consciousness was not clear. But now she is like a bystander. Seeing that he was gradually unconscious......

"Japhe. Japheth ......"

I don't know how long it took. Qin Yafu was woken up by Lin Zihang's distant call. She slowly opened her eyes. In the soft light. The husband's handsome face was full of anxiety. I saw her wake up. I couldn't help but bow my head and kiss her forehead: "Baby." Don't scare me......"

"What's wrong. "Three words so simple. When it came out through Qin Yafu's throat. It was hard and dry.

Lin Zihang immediately thought of something. Hurriedly raised his hand to take the thermos cup from the head of the bed. Half-hugged her. Feed her a few sips of water.

"Hmm......" Qin Yafu leaned softly on his body and let out a long sigh of relief. My body is still sore. But it feels so good when I wake up.

"Let's go to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up. Lin Zihang still has lingering feelings about her situation just now.

"Why. Qin Yafu looked at her weakly. Both difficult. Uneasy again. "Am I sick? ”

"Yes. Not really. Lin Zihang is not very sure. He frowned. "It just feels like you looked weird just now. Seem. It looks like I'm not breathing. ”

"It's fine. Qin Yafu shook her head. "I just had a dream. A dream with no substance. I can't tell what I'm doing. First run. Then he fell to the ground. I'm so tired that I can't breathe. ”

"It is said that dreams are a sign of physical ailments. Whether it is or not. Check it out tomorrow. All right. Lin Zihang discussed with her softly.

"Okay. Listen to you. Qin Yafu hesitated slightly. I still happily agreed. Despite the fact that the unit is busy. But her happy life has just begun. She didn't want her work to interfere with her private life anymore.

After two people lie down again. Lin Zihang hugged his wife tightly. Whispered in her ear, "Japhe." Promise me. Live in good health. Don't leave me ......"

"Of course. No, it won't. Qin Yafu's tears fell quietly. She doesn't feel sick with her body. It's just that when will the nightmare that haunted her for years end?

The next day. Qin Yafu took a leave of absence. went to the hospital with Lin Zihang. Fortunately, the results of the examination were satisfactory: she was fine. The problem is that she has been too tired lately. After all, she waited for Lin Zihang in the hospital. I rushed back to work without a break. And the unit has accumulated a lot of things waiting for her to deal with. In addition, Christmas and New Year's Day are coming soon. Preparations for festive events are also needed. She couldn't bear to toss so non-stop. It is a bit strict to say that overwork becomes a disease. It's just that her body has a thin foundation. After the hard work. Inevitably, the recovery will be slow.

Knowing that his wife is fine. Lin Zihang can also be regarded as relieved. Secretly restrained the idea of nonsense. Thinking about how to condition her body.

When the two of them were about to walk out of the hospital gate. I met Qian Bing head-on, carrying a big bag of things in his hand. I was followed by a girl of twelve or thirteen years old.

"Zihang, Yafu. You've been busy lately. It's been a long time since I've seen you. Qian Bing greeted warmly.

Brother Qian laughed. How can it be so busy. It's just that we've been staying at my mother-in-law's house. "Qin Yafu doesn't have to talk to others about Lin Zihang's illness. Just a brief reason.

"Oh. I see. Then you came out of the hospital to visit the sick. "That's why Qian Bing came here. So. I guess they are, too.

"I ...... Well. Oh, yes. Qin Yafu still didn't want to tell him too much.

"Brother Qian. If it's nothing. Let's go first. Lin Zihang was already impatient. I didn't have a good impression of this man in the first place. Plus last night from the time his parents mentioned him. A series of things happen. made him more and more reluctant to deal with him.

"Hey. Japhe. Wait, okay. Qian Bing hesitated slightly. At the moment they turned around. Still stopped them. He put his hand on the shoulder of the girl next to him and patted it gently. "This is my daughter Wanning. ”

"Hello brother and sister. Qian Wanning greeted generously. The little girl looks very delicate. The face shape and temperament are a bit like my father. But the eyebrows and eyes should follow the mother.

"Ahh Qin Yafu's face turned red at that time. "Wan Ning. You. Don't call it that. We're not much younger than your dad. You should call it uncle and aunt. ”

"It's uncle and aunt. Lin Zihang saw that his wife didn't stop. Had to stop. At the same time, he did not forget to correct the loopholes in her words.

Qin Yafu cut her hair awkwardly. Nodding: "Yes." It's uncles and aunts. ”

"How can you be about the same age as my father? He's so old. Qian Wanning pursed her lips. Some didn't believe Qin Yafu's words.

"Your dad isn't old. Qin Yafu shook her head with a smile. "We are up to 10 years apart. Isn't it unreasonable for you to call me sister? ”

"Pure nonsense. I'm getting old. But it can't reach the level of being someone's uncle. After Qian Bing trained his daughter. Turn your head and smile. "Japhe. Excuse me. It's rare for my daughter to come back. I'd like to ask if the last photo you took was washed out. ”

"Washed out. Qin Yafu nodded hurriedly. I take something out of my bag. Bian explained. "When the photo first came out. I'll go door-to-door. But you're not there. Later. Noon the day before yesterday. I went home again. Still can't find you. ”

"Hmm. Yes. Last Wednesday. So I went back to my hometown. My brother broke his lower leg bone while riding a motorcycle. I wanted to have surgery over there. But I'm not at ease. I made an appointment with the doctor here. Pick him over for surgery. So. I wasn't much at home during this time. ”

"That's right. No wonder. Then he's okay now. Qin Yafu's mood was inexplicably complicated. There is no mercy at all. Just ask out of politeness.

"It's all right. It's been a week since the surgery. It's pretty good. Thank you. Qian Bing took the two photos with a smile as always. A cursory glance. And he handed it to his daughter. "Look. Pretty, right. ”

"It's really good. Qian Wanning admired. Children have a lively temperament. Joy and anger are completely tangible. He looked at Qin Yafu with envy in his eyes. "Aunt Qin is awesome. There are also boys in our school who build snowmen. There's no one who can make it so beautiful. ”

"That's done with the heart. Of course not. Lin Zihang was dissatisfied with Qian Wanning for calling Qin Yafu Aunt Qin. deliberately hugged his wife to talk. to increase their sense of existence.

Maybe Qian Wanning is still too young. Less than the stage of early maturity. She was just envious of Qin Yafu's happiness of receiving such a beautiful snowman. But he is not interested in handsome guys. He just sighed softly, "If only I could have such a beautiful snowman." ”

"It doesn't matter. It will snow again next time. Dad also heaps it for you. Although it may not be as good as your Uncle Lin's ......"

"I don't. Qian Wanning quickly interrupted Qian Bing's words. A look of disgust. "It's not like you haven't piled it up for me before. So ugly. ”

"Hey, hey. I never thought that a snowman could be built like this. Qian Bing laughed and defended himself. Scratched his head. Snorted and asked new questions. "Japherd...... Only...... That's all there is to it. ”

"There should still be. But ......" Qin Yafu had already flipped through the remaining photos in her hand while the father and daughter were talking. It looks like it. There is only a photo of a lone snowman and a soldier standing next to a snowman. In addition, he couldn't find a photo with Qin Yafu and Lin Zihang.

Qin Yafu was puzzled. inadvertently looked up at Lin Zihang, who had a determined look in his eyes. My heart moved. I already knew that it was he who did it. I had to nod apologetically: "Maybe I'm mistaken." Most of the neighbors are gone. Only two of them and yours are still here. But the next few are not. ”

"Okay. That's thankful. There is also money for washing photos. I. You're welcome. Qian Bing was slightly disappointed. He had a good impression of the young couple. His temperament is kind. But I don't have many friends. has an indescribable good impression of Qin Yafu. So look for that group photo. It's just a souvenir

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