Chapter 769: Lost Life (Part I)
Is it hate? It's a lie to say that you don't hate, although she knows that her daughter will definitely have it, but her father is better than Jin Shen even if he is a stranger.
Xintong knew that his father's candidate could not be Jin Shen's, but he did it without himself.
Xintong: "You know I'm going to hate you, why do you do this?"
Jin Shen: "I just know that if I don't, I'll hate myself." ”
What kind of logic is this? Isn't there a little guilt in changing other people's lives without permission?
Xintong: "You went against my will, and you knew that if I knew I would never agree to you doing this, but you still did it behind my back." I don't hate you, but I will never forgive you. ”
I don't want my daughter to live in hatred, and I don't want the tension between her parents to affect her. These are all things that Xintong should do, just let her let go, and it is absolutely impossible to completely forgive Jin Shen.
The heart that wants to live with her daughter is also sprouting, she still remembers the first time she saw her, she felt that she was inexplicably similar to herself, her eyes were very similar to herself, which gave her a special sense of familiarity.
She just lay obediently in her swaddling clothes, her eyes wide open, and she maintained a high degree of curiosity about everything around her. At first, he smiled at himself, but after a while, he began to cry when he met his gaze.
She was unfamiliar with herself, she was a stranger, and it was the first time she hugged her just now.
And the one who started it all was this man in bed!
Xintong's tinnitus improved, and she felt her voice drift back again.
"I'm going to take my daughter. ”
"I won't let you, either you go by yourself or you stay. ”
"We can raise her together, she is a stranger to me and I need to get her familiar with me. ”
"The timing is not right, we will discuss it later. ”
Xintong couldn't hold back the anger in her heart anymore, she shouted, "You don't have the right to decide by yourself. ”
Jin Shen: "Only I have the right to decide, I know that her mother is you, but no one can prove it except me." ”
Xintong almost forgot that she had died long before she entered the dust, and that her child must have been conceived by Jin Shen through a test tube when he intercepted her egg data.
Now she can't even prove that the data model that was saved in the game is her own, what is she going to fight with Jin Shen for the custody of the child? Her robot identity is her biggest obstacle, Jin Shen is accurate, even if he knows, he will not have any threat to him.
Xintong stood up decadently.
"You've planned it, you know in the morning that even if I knew, I couldn't change anything, did you?"
"That's right, I never put myself in a threat, no matter what the situation is or who is involved. ”
"Why did you tell me that you could have hidden it from me, did anyone know about it?"
"Yes, he doesn't necessarily tell you, but I'm not sure what he thinks. ”
Who will be so clear about their own affairs, who will know that they have a daughter and still hide it from themselves, that person needless to say, it must be sincere.
He knew about it before he did, and he was probably late in the morning because of it.
Does he not know how to face himself, or does he not know whether to tell himself the truth or not?
Xintong: "Is it Chengyun, you are afraid that he will tell me first and put you in a passive position." ”
Jin Shen: "It's him, and only he can break through the firewall of the man-machine laboratory and hack Dr. Gao's computer." ”
Xintong moved her footsteps, walked to the door, and the moment she held the doorknob, she felt her hands tremble, and she could only tighten her hands and tighten them, trying to calm herself.
Cheng Yun knew about this, he knew it before himself, could he misunderstand that he was deliberately hiding it from him?
Daughter, lover, and a bunch of bad things?
She struggled to calm herself down and left her last words.
Xintong: "I won't just leave it at that. ”
She's not going to just leave it at that, absolutely not.
She didn't know how she got home, and when she dragged her tired body and lay down in the game compartment, she remembered that she forgot to see if Chengyun was still in the game.
However, he didn't react to his homecoming, so he was probably still in the game.
The place where she went online again was the place where she went offline before - Ti Ying's room, and she couldn't find a place or go back to her room to be clean.
Ti Ying looked at her pale face and was not in the right mood, and hurriedly asked her, "What's wrong with you?"
Xintong: "If you get it, Jia Yo is Gong Hao." ”
Ti Ying: "Sure enough, then we saved a lot of effort." But why are you still listless?"
Xintong: "Nothing. ”
She hadn't digested it herself, and she didn't know how to tell everyone about the fact that she had a daughter.
Ti Ying was not at ease, no one knew Xintong's emotions better than her, they had been together for a while, and her feelings for her every frown were clear as if she was going through it.
Xintong is like her siblings, and the relationship between them has transcended blood.
Ti Ying: "If you don't want to say it, I won't force you, but your current mood is very wrong, I can't leave you alone." ”
Xintong: "Leave me alone, okay?" I want to calm myself down. I'm so tired I don't know what to tell you. ”
Ti Ying: "Where can you go? You don't have to be alone when you go back to your room, Chengyun is there! Can you tell Chengyun why don't you tell me first?"
Ti Ying said that Cheng Yun was in his room, did he come to question him, but now he was the last person he wanted to see.
Ti Ying was still waiting for her answer, but saw that she did it obediently, and had no intention of leaving.
This made Ti Ying very confused.
She asked, "Aren't you leaving? Don't you want to tell Chengyun what happened?"
Xintong: "The last thing I want to see now is Chengyun." ”
Ti Ying: "Why?"
Xintong: "I happened to him badly, although I didn't want to, but now it's an indisputable fact that I hurt him." ”
Ti Ying also sat down, and she looked at Xintong's red and swollen eyes very distressed.
She took her hand and said to her, "You can tell me first, don't hold everything in your heart, who can live in this world without troubles? Everyone needs an outlet for their emotions." Promise me not to worry about it, okay?"
Xintong took a deep breath and whimpered, she didn't intend to hide it from Ti Ying, she just didn't know where to start for a while.
Xintong: "Although I have long been out of this world, all my data was loaded into the dust through the brainwave connection experiment before I died, and this time the character system update caused me to have to find the carrier again, and then enter the dust again, which led to my data being learned by the human machine laboratory." ”