"Wenwen, you're awake. Qi Haohao almost pounced on it, holding Xu Xiwen's hand, and was so excited that his eyes were full of tears, "You finally woke up, scared me to death." ”

Xu Xiwen barely opened his eyes, he couldn't see people completely in his eyes, just a slit.

"What's wrong with me?" he opened his mouth to speak, his voice dry and hoarse, like a worn-out old bellows.

Qi Hao cried so hard that he sobbed, "Sun Hang, that bastard, he injured you, do you hurt?"

"Did he ...... me" Xu Xiwen's mouth couldn't open, and he could only make a vague sound.

Qi Hao shook his head, tears flying everywhere, "Even if you are forced, you can't be beaten like this, this brute." Qi cried for a while, and finally lost control of his feelings, choked up and said, "He had a marriage, and the last time he divorced, it was because of domestic violence, and your parents didn't sue you?"

Did they sue her? They probably said all good things in order to marry her, how could they expose it?

Xu Xiwen closed his eyes, swallowed hard, and swallowed the grievances.

"Fortunately, Hao Tiansong has a relationship and can arrange the ward in time. ”

Xu Xiwen's eyes widened, and his sockets hurt even more, "Has he been here?" It turned out that it was really him last night, not an illusion.

"I came and went, and I looked very bad and angry. Qi Hao tilted his head and thought about it, looked like a nymphomaniac, and smiled with eyebrows, "It turns out that he is Hao Tiansong, he is very handsome and tall, and he is very suitable for you." ”

Except for height, nothing else is worthy.

Qi Hao went back to help Xu Xiwen pack up the hospital supplies, Xu Xiwen lay down for more than an hour, and reluctantly went to the bathroom.

Xu Xiwen saw his face in the mirror, his facial features were completely sunk into the swollen facial muscles, his face was reddish-purple bruises, and there were stitch marks of four or five centimeters in length in the hair on his forehead.

On the body, there is no one intact, there are traces of pinching, beating, and kicking......

Xu Xiwen looked at it and smiled, and when she smiled, she shed tears, raised her hand, and wiped it clean by herself, but she still had a smile on her face.

Wolf bèi, ugly, like her days in the past few years.

After the meal, Qi Haohao still did not return to the hospital, saying that there was a traffic jam on the road.

Xu Xiwen put her bloodstained coat over the hospital gown, she went to the small restaurant outside the hospital to pack fried noodles with her back bent, and then turned into the small supermarket next door to buy cigarettes and lighters.

As we passed the entrance to the hospital, the rain crackled and began to fall.

Xu Xiwen hid the cigarette and lighter in his clothes, trying to walk faster, but he was still drenched.

Back in the ward, Hao Tiansong was there.

He was wearing a dark blazer, the color became darker, his hair was drenched in the rain standing on end, and he was holding the pants on the leg of the hospital bed with one hand, and when he saw Xu Xiwen coming in, he glanced at it and continued to fight with the pants on his leg.

scolded in a low voice, very impatient.

Xu Xiwen put the fried noodles on the table, went inside and took a towel out.

Hao Tiansong stretched out his hand to separate, raised his thin lips lightly, and spit out a word, "dirty." ”

Wet pants and shoes and socks were thrown together on the edge of the sofa, Hao Tiansong was only wearing a white shirt, walked to the table with a pair of long legs, took out chopsticks and rubbed them a few times, opened the fast food box, and bowed his head to eat.

Xu Xiwen sat on the hospital bed, her mouth was still hurting, and her words were slurred, "Thank you." ”

Hao Tiansong ignored her, and ate the whole box of fast food, not even a bean sprout.

Until he went to bed, Qi Haohao didn't come, and Hao Tiansong didn't leave.

He nestled on the sofa, Xu Xiwen slept on the hospital bed, and no one spoke.

I don't know when, Xu Xiwen felt that she was lying in pain, so she got out of bed lightly and walked to the bathroom.

Xu Xiwen can smoke and has a smoking addiction, which few people know.

But the one who taught her to smoke, knows.

Xu Xiwen had just smoked half a cigarette when the door of the bathroom opened, and Hao Tiansong stood at the door, looking at her and the cigarette in her hand. He should have really fallen asleep, the expression on his face was a little unresponsive, holding the doorknob with one hand and rubbing his eyes with the other, like a teenager, sunny, clean, and simple.

Xu Xiwen turned on the faucet and extinguished the smoke, and Hao Tiansong had already walked in.

Xu Xiwen felt his approach with each step, uncontrollable, and her whole body tensed.

Hao Tiansong rushed straight to the toilet, did not shy away from her, opened his shorts and began to shush.

Xu Xiwen was so embarrassed that she wanted to leave but couldn't move her feet.

The sound of the water stopped, Xu Xiwen knew that Hao Tiansong was going out, she stepped to the side, wanting him to go out first, but she tripped over her foot that she didn't have time to move, stumbled back two steps, and hit her waist on the sink.

Hao Tiansong sighed, Xu Xiwen heard it, and his nose was pantothenic.

He had bent down, put his arm through the crook of her leg and picked her up, threatening as he went, "Don't move, it will hurt you more if you move." ”

Xu Xiwen didn't move.

Hao Tiansong gently put Xu Xiwen on the hospital bed, he didn't go back to lie on the sofa, but sat on the stool next to him, looked at Xu Xiwen who was half-lying, and looked at her seriously, as if he knew her for the first time.

She knew he had something to say.

After a long time, Hao Tiansong laughed, "It seems that you really don't like me very much, and you are willing to marry a violent maniac, but you refuse to agree to be my girlfriend." I'm sorry for the trouble I caused you in those three years, and thank you for the lesson you taught me three years ago, otherwise I would have thought that you at least liked me a little, and thought that there was a misunderstanding between us. ”

Xu Xiwen didn't speak, because she didn't know what to say.

"Xu Xiwen, aren't you very high-spirited? How did you become like this? A puddle of mud can be bullied by others. ”

Xu Xiwen also wants to ask, I am beautiful, I am young, I am smart, even if I was unclean and self-loving when I was young, I was wrong once, I would not be like this.

"Do you plan to do this for the rest of your life?" Hao Tiansong looked at her and said, "It's like a puddle of mud, anyone can step on you." ”

"Xu Xiwen, you shouldn't be like this. ”

"Xu Xiwen, you shouldn't be like this. ”

"Xu Xiwen, you shouldn't be like this. ”

The voice over and over again questioned her, "Are you still the one I liked, but you don't look down on my Xu Xiwen?" Now you are really disappointing, I want to regret it, I like you." ”

Xu Xiwen didn't know when Hao Tiansong left in wet clothes, she only knew that she had slept the heaviest sleep in many years, and many things that she couldn't figure out seemed to have been figured out.

Maybe what can't let her go all the time is not gossip, but the feeling of self-loathing and self-abandonment after being abandoned in her heart.

When Xu's mother heard the news and came to see her daughter, she saw that she could sit and eat, so she completely relieved herself and looked around the room, "How can you live in such an expensive room, how much is it a day?"

Father Xu pulled Xu's mother's clothes, "Hao Tiansong is here, we saw him downstairs." ”

"Hmm. "Obvious things.

Xu's father and Xu's mother glanced at each other, and Xu's mother said, "He has changed a lot, and he thinks he has recognized the wrong person, is he married?

Xu Xiwen smiled.

Father Xu wondered, "What are you laughing at?"

"I remembered a news I saw before, my daughter was raped, and my parents married their daughter to that person in order to cover their shame, and they were grateful to that person. ”

Mother Xu's face sneered, "I'm just asking." ”

Xu's father and mother remembered Xu Shunliang and were in a hurry to go back.

"Mom and Dad, I want to quit. ”

"I did a good job, why quit my job, it's not easy to find a job now. Father Xu said.

Xu's mother agreed, "If you don't look at your academic qualifications, it's good to be able to find a job." I'll have to ask if there's the right age, you have to get married quickly, a woman is worthless after twenty-five......"

"I want to be a star. Xu Xiwen was still slow to speak, but this time he had a little strength.

Xu's father and mother looked at each other, "We don't have the money to toss around for you, the money is for your brother to get married and buy a house, and you don't have any share." Besides, you can be a star if you want to, you have to have a background or not, and you are not a professional graduate, who is willing to use you. ”

Father Xu said, "Your mother is right, celebrities just listen to good sounds, not a drama, and there is chaos in the circle......"

"I want to be the star, the one who shines the most. ”

Xu Xiwen looked out the window, the rain had dispersed, and the sun came out.

"Xu Xiwen, you shouldn't be like this. ”

You are a star in the night sky, you should hang in the sky, lonely but shining, being looked up to, that is where you should stay.

Xu Xiwen spent a month recuperating from her injuries, and she had quit her job at the supermarket, because her resignation was sudden, and she only received half of her salary.

Qi Hao sat cross-legged on the sofa, watching her friend standing in front of the mirror with her clothes rarely, she still felt incredible, "Do you really want to be a star? ”

"I know. Xu Xiwen was carrying two sets of clothes in his hand, one was white inside and black outside, and the other was a two-piece suit with a long inside and a short outside, both of which were heavy colors, "Which one is good-looking?"

"It's not pretty. Qi Haohao said very directly.

"The style is a little old, you don't have anything to do with me to buy clothes in the afternoon." "These clothes are still two or three years ago, and Xu Xiwen hasn't gone shopping to buy clothes for a long time.

Qi Hao's parents divorced and left two houses for her, one for rent and the other for living, and the conditions were much better than Xu Xiwen. Qi Hao took Xu Xiwen to the store where she always bought clothes, she was worried that Xu Xiwen would be hit, so she said in advance, "The clothes in this store are expensive and of average quality, if you don't like it, we will go to other stores to buy them." ”

"I have money. Xu Xiwen took the only rich □□ with him.

After entering the store, Qi Hao left Xu Xiwen to pick out his favorite clothes. With a □□ in his pocket, every time he takes a piece of clothing, Xu Xiwen will still look at the price with a brand, and there is a discount sign next to him, just looking at the price, and he has already calculated the discounted price in his heart.

No matter how she disguised and persuaded herself, Xu Xiwen was still weak-hearted, and the lack of money and her own lack of self-confidence made her timid.

After picking it out, Xu Xiwen tried on a simple white short-sleeved shirt on the inside, and an army green casual bib on the outside, with a hat, which looked pretty good.

Qi Hao picked out skirts, four or five of different colors, "You look good in this." ”

"A bit pricey. Xu Xiwen hasn't been in front of the mirror like this for a long time, looking at the clothes on her body back and forth, the clothes are very suitable for her skin color and height, and they are indeed much better than the old clothes at home, but the price makes Xu Xiwen hesitate.

"Miss, this style is only left in this size, may I ask, have you decided to ask for it?" the shopping guide in the store hunched his waist slightly, pointing to the clothes on Xu Xiwen's body and said.

Qi puffed out his eyes, "Is there any problem?"

"There's a customer over there who likes this outfit, if you don't have a ......"

Xu Xiwen wanted to change the clothes, Qi pulled her well, and said unceremoniously to the shopping guide, "The clothes are what we like first, and when we don't want her, we will pick them up and buy them, this is the first-come, first-served rule." ”

The shopping guide knew Qi Haohao, so he quickly explained, "Miss Qi, if it were you, I wouldn't have come over to ask, just your friend...... Don't really want to buy ...... It's not as good as ......."

Xu Xiwen entered the fitting room inside, changed the clothes, and handed them to the shopping guide. The shopping guide breathed a deep sigh of relief, happily holding the clothes and walking to another fitting room.

"These people are so powerful that I don't want to come to this store again. Qi Hao put the clothes hanging on his arm, threw them on the shelf, and pulled Xu Xiwen out.

When you walk out of this store, you will pass by the fitting room outside and see a woman surrounded by three or four shopping guides.

Tall, young, pretty, and confident, she looked back and forth in front of the mirror. The shopping guide enthusiastically talked about the advantages of clothes, but the woman still shook her head and said, "It's too earthy." ”

walked to the side of the road and waited for the car, Qi Haohao suddenly sighed, "Do you know who it was just now?" Pei Xiuxiu, the hottest female model and female star, ah, ah, we actually met her here, we recognized her early, so we asked her for an autograph, and someone on the Internet bid to buy her autograph, one or two thousand low, and tens of thousands of high......

"Okay, I want to buy that dress. Xu Xiwen suddenly said thoughtlessly.

Qi Hao looked at her confusedly, "Which one?"

"The one that is 'too earthy'. ”

The two-piece set was still bought by Xu Xiwen, although she gritted her teeth when she swiped the card.

Qi Hao looked at Xu Xiwen holding the bag of clothes, with a strong expression on her face, she said worriedly, "Xixi, is it who said anything, you just need to be yourself, don't care too much about other people's opinions." Becoming a star and being sought after is a dream that every girl has had, but the reality ......"

"Okay, you haven't seen what I used to be like, right? Xu Xiwen tilted his head to look at his friend, "It's like Pei Xiuxiu." ”

Qi Haohao is Xu Xiwen's classmate after transferring to another school, and the two of them are not close to each other at school, to be specific, Xu Xiwen and everyone are not close. She is beautiful but a loner, with a mediocre academic performance, a seat in the back, and ordinary clothes, which is easy to be overlooked.

Later, I don't know where anyone heard some rumors about Xu Xiwen, saying that she was unclean and self-loving, that she seduced her classmates for money, and that she was a vain bad girl. Qi Haohao's parents had just divorced at that time, and he couldn't figure out the affairs of his own family, let alone notice Xu Xiwen.

It was in the sprint stage, two people in a group, one day, Qi Hao went early and met Xu Xiwen who was crying in the corner of the classroom. That day, she just knew that her father was going to remarry, and when she heard Xu Xiwen crying, she cried and cried. The friendship between the two started at that time, Xu Xiwen never asked Qi Haohao why he cried so sadly that day, just like Qi Haohao never asked Xu Xiwen, whether those rumors were true.

"Carefully, do you really want to go to Hao Tiansong?" Qi said worriedly, "You were injured that day, Hao Tiansong was indeed very anxious and concerned, but ...... You go to him, will he really help you?"

Xu Xiwen looked at the opposite storefront and did not speak.

Qi Hao Hao continued, "You put the bet on him, aren't you afraid of losing your money? ”

"Will it be worse than now?" Xu Xiwen looked at her friend with a smile, she laughed like a big child without a heart, "Okay, I don't want to live my current life anymore." ”