cpa300_4(); My lowered eyelashes twitched slightly, and when I looked up, I saw the tall figure in the doorway.

He was standing at the door, the heavy night and his figure almost blended in, the whole person seemed to come out of the night, Wu Mama and they were all startled, and their voices changed when they knelt down: "The slave and maid visit the emperor." ”

"All down."

He said these two words lightly, without a trace of temperature, Mama Wu looked at him, then looked at me with a pale face, hesitated, and kowtowed a little tremblingly: "Your Majesty, the girl - she is very weak, and she has not been able to ...... with cold."

“……”

"Just now, she coughed up blood."

I don't know if it's my hallucination, but I seem to see the corners of his eyes twitch slightly.

After being silent for a long time, the atmosphere was so stiff that it seemed to be frozen into ice, and Mama Wu was already kneeling on the ground and shaking, and she heard him still cold, without a trace of temperature, and said, "Go down." ”

After all, they didn't dare to say anything, so they kowtowed and walked out tremblingly, hesitated for a moment, and closed the door.

In the room, it was just me and him.

He walked over step by step, the face shrouded in shadows was illuminated by the flames of the candles that had been extinguished, and the thick shadows cast by his tall figure slowly shrouded me, obscuring the candlelight, and the eyes were gloomy.

A strong smell of alcohol rushed towards him.

No wonder, just now Mama Wu had the courage to say those words to him, and she also smelled the smell of wine on him, and today Pei Yuanfeng came back, of course, wine was indispensable at the state banquet.

And the last time he came to me with a drink, it was—

I can't think about it, I don't dare to think about it, every time I think about it, it is like tearing the wound bloody again, and the pain is so painful that I can't continue to breathe, I feel a little disorder in my chest, and immediately try to calm myself down, and look at him lightly.

He approached step by step, the candle flame flickering behind him, and I could barely see his face, only the emaciated silhouette falling into my eyes, burning like a soldering iron.

"Sometimes," he said, his voice a little hoarse as he walked, "I really want to kill you." ”

“……”

"If only you were really dead."

“……”

"You're free, and I'm free."

After saying this, his right hand reached into his sleeve and twitched, and suddenly a cold light flashed in front of me, stinging my eyes, it was actually a sharp dagger.

My heart skipped a beat: "Don't! ”

As soon as the words fell, the cold light had already crossed his wrist, and suddenly red blood gushed out from the cut wound, falling to the ground drop by drop, and his hand had reached in front of me, and suddenly the thick smell of blood mixed with the smell of wine filled the tip of my nose.

No, no!

The hot feeling also surged from my heart, and suddenly my eyes were blurred, seeing that his wrist had come to my mouth, I hurriedly turned my face away, but his hand was tightly pressed against my cheek, blood stained, dripping onto my chest, and the snow-white placket was suddenly dotted with red plums, almost exactly the same as the scene during the day.

Tears dripped down like beads of broken thread, melted with blood, looking at the new and old wounds on his wrists, I suddenly felt that indescribable pain appeared again, and my heart was about to burst, but I couldn't say anything, I could only shake my head desperately.

He pressed against me, his face was already on the verge of rage, and said fiercely: "Open your mouth!" ”

“……”

I bit my lower lip and couldn't speak, although the tears had blurred my vision, I still looked at him with wide eyes, tears dripping down, dissolving with blood, burning people's hearts and hurting.

There was a hint of cruelty in his eyes, he put his wrist to his mouth and sucked hard, then grabbed my chin and squeezed it hard.

"Hmm!"

I let out a groan of pain, my jaw almost crushed, tears welling up in the pain, and he leaned down and pressed it against my lips.

Blood fed into my mouth from his hot lips, and the fishy sweet taste with a hint of cruelty permeated the mouths of two people, and I was forced to swallow his blood, feeling the hot red liquid flowing into my throat, as if it had been flowing all the way to my heart, and my whole body was shaking.

It wasn't until I swallowed the mouthful of blood that he slowly raised his face, the lips of the two people were still a little sticky because of the blood, and the breath also smelled of blood, my lips trembled slightly, looking at him, watching him put his wrist to his lips again, sucking a mouthful, and lowering his head again to print my lips.

……

Blood, mouthful, flowed from his body to mine.

I can't struggle anymore, I can't resist anymore, his taste seems to be so domineering and bloody, and no one can resist it, even if I want to resist in my heart, it will hurt so much.

Slowly, he stayed on my lips longer and longer, but the force became softer and softer, and the hand that was holding my jaw was released, but it gently stroked my cheek, and the hot and wet hand was rubbed, and the rough thumb wiped it over, and finally stopped on my trembling lips.

The two of them were only a little apart, but their lips were still glued together, and their breaths were full of each other's tastes.

He looked down at me, his dark eyes were deep and invincible, but there was a pale, small shadow reflected in it, I looked at the shadow, and slowly closed my eyes.

……

"Since you're not dead, let's continue to entangle."

The spring is cold.

The wind on the pier was even more bitter with a winter chill, blowing people to shrink their necks.

The ship was large, with a wide deck that could accommodate ten people walking side by side, and the three-story attic made the big ship less like a ship and more like a castle tower on the sea, towering in the morning light.

I stood up, watching the rippling water under my feet, filled with bursts of mist, and the smell of cold river water was blown by the morning breeze, moistening.

But my gaze is still looking farther, on the other side of the vast smoke wave.

"Girl, be careful not to catch a cold again."

Shui Xiu walked behind me and draped a thick coat over my body, and I immediately felt warm, I looked back at her and smiled faintly.

Because Prince Qi left a word, Shui Xiu could go south with her, and when she got up in the morning and opened the tent, she saw the blood stains on my body, on the quilt, and on the corner of her lips, and she was about to scream in fright on the spot, thinking that I really encountered an accident, or I covered her mouth and asked her to bring hot water to wash it off, and the quilt and clothes were also cleaned up early, so that Mama Wu didn't see them worry.

Moreover, the cold in my body has subsided, and even the low-grade fever that has been lingering for several days has subsided.

They didn't dare to ask a word about what happened last night, but they were also glad that I was in good health when I was leaving, at least I wouldn't be more seriously ill because of the fatigue of the journey, but when Shui Xiu remembered the tragic scene on the bed, he still seemed to have palpitations, and he was careful about everything.

As soon as he got on the boat, he followed me every step of the way, for fear that I would bump into me again.

A gust of wind blew, although the big boat was stable, but my thin body couldn't bear it, and I shook it while holding on to the railing, Shui Xiu hurriedly said, "Girl, let's go in first." ”

I nodded, and was about to turn around and enter the cabin when I heard the sound of drums below, and when I looked back, I saw the mighty Luan driving coming this way.

The emperor went south, the palace maids, eunuchs and guards were on the boat first, at this time Pei Yuanhao arrived at the dock, I looked back at the dock crowds of people, colorful flags fluttering, the roaring drums shook the water surface was trembling, and the smoke was scattered.

At a glance, I saw the man in the crowd.

is as tall and vigorous, his back is still straight, and the bright yellow dragon robe is still dazzling in the morning mist, maybe not only because of the dragon robe, in fact, no matter where he stands, people can see him for the first time.

The first thing I saw was his face, a little pale, paler than it had looked last night.

I subconsciously stretched out my hand, and my fingertips trembled slightly over the corners of my lips.

The hot, sweet feeling was still there, as if the words were still ringing in my ears, and even if I closed my eyes, even if it was dark, I could know how hoarse and heavy his voice was when he said it.

After all, we will continue to entangle.

Don't die, never stop.

Far away, he raised his head and glanced at the boat, obviously so far away, but I don't know if it was my illusion, he seemed to look at it at a glance, and met my gaze squarely.

“……”

I looked at him calmly, but I don't know if it was because it was too cold, but my fingers holding the railing were trembling slightly.

Shui Xiu looked at it, hurriedly helped me and said anxiously: "Girl, are you uncomfortable again?" Let's get inside. ”

“…… It's okay. ”

I took a step back slightly, leaning against the hatch, although the low-grade fever had subsided, and the cold had improved a lot, but my body was injured, and I felt weak after standing for a while, and cold sweat had been breaking out on my forehead.

I finally lasted for a while, and just when I was getting better, I heard a familiar voice behind me.

"Young Baby!"

Looking back, Pei Yuanfeng ran towards me with a happy face.

"Lord ......"

I walked over slowly, Shui Xiu also hurriedly knelt down and kowtowed, he ignored it, grabbed my arm and looked up and down, and said with a smile: "You look much better, your complexion is much better!" ”

I laughed a little, "Thank you." ”

Hearing this, he was stunned for a moment, and his face sank slightly: "I don't want to hear you say this." ”

I smiled again and lowered my head slightly.

Shui Xiu had already sensed something, she was also clever, so she took two steps back cautiously, I was still standing on the railing, Pei Yuanfeng stood beside me, slightly sideways, the burly figure blocked my vision, but also blocked the cold wind.

He looked at my somewhat pale face, paused, and said, "If you don't want to, you can forget all those words from yesterday." ”

"......" my eyelashes twitched slightly.

"I ...... I am who I am, and what I do is none of your business. He bit it down and said as if resentful, "You don't have to feel indebted to me." ”

I looked up at him, "Thank you anyway." ”

"You-"

Seeing that he was a little anxious, I smiled lightly, but my eyes slowly cast my eyes from that young and resolute face to the distance - the end of the vast smoke waves.

Because you don't know what that means to me.