Pomegranate was silent for a moment, and then said: "No matter what I say to the Zheng family, I can be regarded as having a marriage contract, but the Zheng family is ruined because of this, and our engagement will not bring you any trouble, right?" ”

Besides, he smiled bitterly: "What are you thinking about in your little head, the Zheng family is basically married first, they hid the marriage contract, and then used this to threaten us, they have been punished by God, this is enough to explain everything, this has nothing to do with you at all." ”

If you want to dissolve the bad influence of that marriage contract, you have to start from the fact that there is no legal reason in that marriage contract, and the Zheng family's punishment is the best proof.

is the only way to know what happened to the Zheng family's curse, it is all Xiaojun's masterpiece.

"I just heard from those daughters-in-law in the family that some women have a hard life, and some are still broom stars, and I don't have this kind of life, right?" Pomegranate gave a look of horror.

Besides, she was very helpless, and Pomegranate didn't think about it when she was good, she was now suffering from anxiety again, and she would always think about a lot of messy things.

"I also know a little bit about the numerology and eight characters, don't worry, your life will never kill anyone, and it is a prosperous life." Moreover, the tone is unquestionable.

"Just coax me." Pomegranate smiled sweetly.

She did think a lot a few days ago, and even thought of an illusory fate, and the more she thought about it, the more anxious she became, the more she thought about it, the more frightened she became, but she didn't understand anything, which is also a manifestation of the exposed symptoms.

"You still know the eight characters?" Pomegranate doesn't believe it.

"What's so difficult to understand about this, the eight characters of numerology, and the Jingfang Yi are all things that literati should learn." And laugh.

Moreover, drinking the old wine brewed by the Zhou family and nibbling on a crystal goose head, this is also the ancestral secret method of the Zhou family, and it is my favorite delicacy.

The two began to talk about the eight-character Yili, but Pomegranate's train of thought diverged, and she lost the idea of whether her life was hard or not for a while.

Besides, they are not psychologists, and they do not treat mental illness, or there is no good treatment for this disease, and those psychiatrists who sit and collect huge sums of money may not really have much ability, at least they don't trust them.

In addition, it seems that the treatment of mental illness is like taking countless keys to try to open a lock, you can only slowly grind the time to get it right, maybe you will find the right one at once, the lock will be opened, maybe you have tried all the keys and it will not work, then you can only change the key and continue to find.

Psychological locks can't be smashed with violence, and you don't know where the locks are.

Moreover, although I have not been practicing medicine for many years, I have not encountered a helpless disease, and now I really feel helpless about mental illness.

He had no choice but to follow some of the methods he had heard in his previous life, using aimless chit-chat and conversation, and slowly find the key that could be aligned with the keyhole.

Pomegranate ate a spring bamboo shoot in small bites, and drank the wine in the cup in small sips, she originally didn't like this kind of wine, just because she liked it, and then she often drank a little bit, and slowly she liked it.

The two talked slowly, Pomegranate may feel that it is only the two of them in the world, or maybe because he drank some wine, and gradually talked more, and began to talk about everything.

Although the two have already reached the point of talking about everything, in fact, it is only that, no one can really talk about everything to others, and the so-called proverbs of the so-called masters of science who "must say everything to others" are just deceptive talk.

There are many layers of the human heart, including the dark side, the violent side, and even many obscure aspects that cannot be explained by themselves, which are parts that cannot be shown to others at all.

So it is impossible for a person to really know another person, and he cannot even understand himself at all.

"Have you had nightmares too?" Pomegranate asked suddenly.

"Of course I did, and I used to do it often."

Besides, I suddenly thought of the nightmares I had before, always waking up in a firelight, and then I was full of fear. In his previous life, he often had nightmares, and there were only two types of nightmares, one was when he was taking a college exam, he looked at the test paper but his mind was blank, and he didn't know anything. The other is that during the final exam of the university, he couldn't get the work at all, and he was empty-handed.

The memories of the nightmare of the fire he made himself were sealed, and he didn't know if he could unravel it. As for the nightmare in his previous life, there is no truth at all, he has never had stage fright in the exam, whether it is the college entrance examination or various university exams, he can always cope with it, but where does this fear come from?

Only the fear in the subconscious can lead to this kind of nightmare, but he is confident that he has never had this kind of fear, could it be that there is really a deep fear in his subconscious, but he is suppressed by his own reason?

He didn't understand, let alone realized that there was any truth in this. But he can vaguely understand that psychological disorders must be related to the subconscious, and the reason why it is difficult to treat is because ordinary people do not show the level of the subconscious at all, so it is difficult to find it, let alone treat the symptoms.

"What nightmares do you have?" Pomegranate became interested, and she thought that such a person who was not afraid of heaven and earth would definitely not be bothered by nightmares.

Besides, he told him about his nightmare about the fire, and then said confusedly: "I don't know what happened now." Actually, it's not just this nightmare, when I was a kid, I just remember moving a lot, always moving from one place to another, so I was afraid to sleep, and I was always afraid that when I woke up, I would have gone somewhere else and left my own home. ”

Pomegranate felt a pain in her heart, she didn't expect that she had suffered so much, and it was when she was a child. She reached out and stroked her hand.

"It's nothing, I basically don't have these nightmares over the years, and I've dreamed well." Besides, he nodded slightly.

"What good dreams?" Pomegranate is in hot pursuit.

"Of course it's a dream to marry a daughter-in-law." Besides, he laughed.

"you." Pomegranate shook his hand away, knowing he was deliberately teasing himself.

"Why do you have so many secrets, you still have adult locks on you that I have never heard of, and the memories of your childhood are still sealed, what secrets do you have that I don't know?" Pomegranate looked at the situation and wanted to dig out the rest of his secrets at once.

"This memory is sealed as a guess, and I don't know if it's right or not. It's just that I knew that something very terrible must have happened at that time, but I couldn't think of it, and if I tried to think about it, my head would crack open in sharp pain. ”

Moreover, thinking of the sins suffered by Xiaojun and the British Duchess, I felt great sympathy, and they were not sealed in their memories, but directly erased.

"Who sealed it for you? Is it your father? ”

"I don't know, it shouldn't be him, and he won't do this."

Moreover, it is not particularly clear to what extent his father's medical skills are mastered, but this kind of sealing technology is by no means a doctor's family, or even a human being. What was going on here, he was also confused.

"Who else would it be, would you have someone else to live with you when you were young?" Pomegranate began to ask about the hour again.

She thought that it was similar to her and the Wenbin brothers, who grew up in a stable and wealthy family, but she didn't expect that besides, she lived a life of upheaval, and she couldn't say that the day was precarious, but it was common to move to one place in the morning and another place in the evening, and there were many vague memories, which seemed to be about fleeing.

"Is there someone chasing you?" Pomegranate said in horror.

"I don't know." And smiled bitterly.

"How can you know everything, but you don't know anything about yourself." Pomegranate smiled too.

"That was when I was a kid, and when I grew up, I asked my father, and he always said that it was not time to tell me, and when I came back, he was gone." And sighed.

He has never said these words to others, including the most intimate Xiao Nier, now he and Pomegranate are already husband and wife, but the etiquette of the church is missing, he wants Pomegranate to completely open his heart to himself, he must first completely open his heart to her.

This is not the means of a psychiatrist, and he will not be a psychologist, he can only do it according to his own methods.

"It's not like me, after all, I don't remember anything at the time, and everything I can remember is here in Suzhou." Pomegranate sighed.

She was talking about her father's marriage contract with the Zheng family.

"I don't know if my father's decision was right or wrong, but when I did, I felt betrayed and betrayed." Pomegranate said blankly.

Besides, there was a shock in my heart, by the way, betrayed and betrayed, this may be the biggest knot in Pomegranate's heart.

Pomegranate is not like Zuo Ling, Zuo Ling knew that she was engaged to the Li family, although she did not agree, but she was also forcibly engaged by the elders in the family, her arms could not reach her thighs, and in the end, although she was injured to a certain extent, it was not as heavy as Pomegranate.

Pomegranate suddenly knew that the whole world had been turned upside down, and she felt betrayed, betrayed, or her own father, which made her feel that the whole world was false, and that all the things she had previously identified had lost their sense of reality.

Later, even if she recovered a little, she still had too many scars left, betrayal, betrayal, falsehood, and a lack of reality and reality, which may be the biggest reason for her inner fear.

"Actually, it's not about cheating, betrayal, and betrayal, and you should feel that way, but it's not. Our parents took it for granted that everything should be arranged for us without our consent. To be honest, we are forced to be born even if we are forced, has anyone ever asked us if we want to be born and if we want to live in this world? We are still considered lucky, those children of poor families, do they really want to live in this world? Besides, he said.

"What? What do you mean by that......" Pomegranate was shocked by his words.

"I can say whatever I think in my heart, you can do the same, is it okay for us to talk about it today." And showed a naughty expression.

"Then I'll ask you," Pomegranate said slowly, "aren't our parents our greatest benefactors?" ”

"These are two issues that cannot be mixed together." Besides, he thought about it.