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Then you don't ever forgive me.
The best state of love may not be that the two do not owe each other, but in the final analysis, one person owes more to the other person, so that when they meet again, if they can't be red-eyed, can they still be red-faced?
Hao Tiansong's embrace was both strange and familiar to Xu Xiwen. Once she felt true love and warmth in this embrace, and also felt heartache and despair in this embrace, familiar is warmth, strange is frightened. If it's addition and subtraction, the final result is a little warmer.
may one day, it is because Xu Xiwen finally relied on her own efforts to stand at the same height as Hao Tiansong, and she never looked up again, and she no longer had to worry that someone would say that she was not worthy of Hao Tiansong.
Xu Xiwen is worthy of Hao Tiansong.
Hao Tiansong is worthy of a little warmth.
They fit each other well.
There are no disparities, and their love is equal.
Xu Xiwen was hugged by Hao Tiansong, her arms were raised stiffly, and her chin was on Hao Tiansong's shoulder and she didn't know what to do. Hao Tiansong couldn't see her face but could feel her trembling all over, and he whispered, "Fine, I'm sorry."
Fine, he is the only one in the world, who calls her that.
Slowly, really slowly, very slowly, every movement is broken down into slow motion. Xu Xiwen's hand was placed on Hao Tiansong's waist, and his coat carried his body temperature, and she landed lightly on it, not daring to exert force.
"I'm sorry I came back late."
Xu Xiwen's tense nerves finally collapsed, her reason no longer existed, she grabbed Jiang Shenhan's coat tightly, and clutched it harder and harder.
He said he was back late.
Yes, they have known each other for more than ten years, and it is really late for the first time they really have a heart-to-heart connection.
Either he was wrong or she was wrong, after so many years of going around and around, he never got along well with good words. After untying the knot like this, the two of them just hugged it, but they didn't know what to do, and they wanted to separate but didn't know how to hug next time, so they were reluctant to keep holding it like this.
In the end, Xu Xiwen felt that her waist strength was insufficient, and she said to Hao Tiansong a little uncomfortable, "You let go of me first, I can't stand still." ”
"Oh." Hao Tiansong let go of her, and he didn't know where to put his hand.
Xu Xiwen looked at him looking around, when he secretly held her hand when he was in school, he had never blushed like this, she looked funny, leaned in and deliberately stared at his face, which made him even more embarrassed.
Hao Tiansong was really annoyed, or he was flustered and didn't know what to do, so as to suppress the joy in his heart and not seem to be as useless as a stunned young man who had never seen the world.
But he couldn't help it, Xu Xiwen also loved him, this one thing was enough for him to be so happy that he couldn't wait to yell and scream.
Xu Xiwen also looked at him deliberately and provocatively, with a triumphant expression on his beautiful face.
Hao Tiansong didn't think about it, so he pecked her face violently.
Xu Xiwen was a little flustered and looked at him.
"I ......" Hao Tiansong saw her head down, he was a little worried, I don't know if Xu Xiwen didn't like his touch. She just confessed that she loved him, but she didn't allow him to kiss her.
Hao Tiansong was struggling with whether to explain it, he just saw that she was so beautiful that he couldn't help but kiss her, and he didn't mean to despise her.
He just......
Xu Xiwen raised her head suddenly, her eyes were very quiet, there was no anger or any unhappiness, she saw the anxious emotion on Hao Tiansong's face. Hao Tiansong was not like this in the past, he was such a coarse person, and sometimes he even realized it after Xu Xiwen had been angry for a day, but now he was very careful, and he saw her slightest reaction, and gave birth to countless guesses in his heart.
He was worried that she would be upset.
He was more worried that she would be upset about him.
He was nervous because he was worried that he would finally get a response from her, and because he was worried that she would take it back.
Xu Xiwen's hand was on Hao Tiansong's shoulder, gently exerting force, pushing him back a step, he stuck to the wall next to the door frame, she deceived him, picked his chin too high, her lips pressed against his thin lips, breathing around the breath, "I won't take it back." ”
Her height has an absolute advantage, it is destined that even when kissing, she will not be as small as other women, she tilts her chin slightly, bearing the enthusiasm from Hao Tiansong, she returns with the same warm enthusiasm, eager to burn the other party to death in this long expectation.
Xu Xiwen opened the door with one hand, but it didn't open, she twisted the doorknob again, but it still didn't open.
Hao Tiansong was close to her, his breathing was messed up, and he couldn't help it.
Xu Xiwen's body was hot for a while, she was as eager, but she couldn't open the door.
"I'll come." Hao Tiansong stepped forward and shook the door vigorously.
Xu Xiwen had Hao Tiansong's arm on her waist, and she leaned on him groggyly, like a soft bone. Suddenly, Xu Xiwen remembered someone, "Sister Xiaoyu, is Sister Xiaoyu in it?" ”
"......" Hao Tiansong looked at Xu Xiwen, then at the door panel, and was silent.
Xu Xiwen knocked on the door a few more times, "Sister Xiaoyu, I'm Wen Wen." ”
No one spoke inside, and the door still wouldn't open.
Suddenly, there was a hint of movement coming out of the door.
Xu Xiwen and Hao Tiansong looked at each other, Hao Tiansong reacted quickly, he raised his hand to cover Xu Xiwen's ears, and took her away from the door with half a drag and half a hug.
Xu Xiwen is not a little girl who doesn't know anything, of course she knows what that voice represents, but apart from her, Lin Xiaoyu is left in the room. Could it be Lin Xiaoyu?
Xu Xiwen grabbed Hao Tiansong, she wanted to go back, "I heard Sister Xiaoyu's voice, let's go back and see, there must be something wrong with her." ”
"No, you don't." Hao Tiansong said.
"Why?" Xu Xiwen thought for a while, "Inside the door is Zhang Yang?" ”
"Probably." Hao Tiansong said.
Xu Xiwen wanted to go back when she heard this, "Zhang Yang is even worse, Sister Xiaoyu will suffer." ”
Hao Tiansong grabbed her wrist and smiled uncontrollably, "Lin Xiaoyu is not a little white rabbit, so I don't need you to go back to protect her." ”
"Zhang Yang always bullies Sister Xiaoyu." Xu Xiwen said, a little angry, "If you don't go back, I'll go back by myself, I can't let him bully Sister Xiaoyu." ”
Hao Tiansong laughed even more, seeing that she was like a hen protecting her chickens, she was rarely anxious, "Lin Xiaoyu is an adult, right?" ”
"That's right." Xu Xiwen didn't know what he meant.
"Zhang Yang is also an adult, right?" Hao Tiansong asked again.
Xu Xiwen rolled his eyes, "He is an adult, and his mental age is immature." ”
"It doesn't matter if he's mentally mature or not." Hao Tiansong explained to her, "They are adults and have the ability to deal with their feelings, but you will embarrass Lin Xiaoyu when you go back." ”
Xu Xiwen stood and thought hard, she felt incredible, "You mean, Sister Xiaoyu is voluntary?" ”
Hao Tiansong nodded, "The two of us have been standing at the door talking for so long, Lin Xiaoyu must know that you are at the door, if she is unwilling, it is not that there is no chance to call for help." Hao Tiansong added, "I guess we will be blamed for talking for too long." ”
Xu Xiwen recalled the scene just now, she and Hao Tiansong exchanged affection outside the door, and the door probably heard it, her face was hot, and she was so embarrassed that she wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.
"Let's find a place to sit." Hao Tiansong said, "I guess I won't be able to go back tonight." ”
Inside the door, as Hao Tiansong guessed, Lin Xiaoyu's skirt was torn open by Zhang Yang, they were standing behind the door, and the conversation outside the door was heard clearly, especially Lin Xiaoyu, she was facing the door, her face was flat and sticking to the door. They have maintained such a strange posture for a while, Zhang Yang refused to let go of her, Lin Xiaoyu couldn't break free, she didn't dare to make a sound, worried that Xu Xiwen outside the door would hear it.
Zhang Yang looked at her scared look, he had mixed feelings in his heart, he thought he could get a lot of things, but those were not what he wanted, he wanted Lin Xiaoyu, but he couldn't get it. Even if it's coming, it's going to be sneaky like this.
The door lock was twisted, and Xu Xiwen outside the door wanted to come in.
Lin Xiaoyu was really scared, she struggled to turn around, her hand pushed indiscriminately, she was too anxious to scratch Zhang Yang a few times, she looked back at him pitifully, and begged silently, begging him to let her go and not let her be so embarrassed.
The more she struggled, the tighter they became entangled.
Zhang Yang leaned over and pressed against her back, bending her waist even more, and he pressed it to her ear, like a demon, "Bear with it, as long as you call out, we will be free." ”
Lin Xiaoyu shook his head vigorously.
She didn't want to, she didn't want anyone to know, and even if they were already like this, she didn't want people to know.
Zhang Yang could imagine that as long as he let go of Lin Xiaoyu, as long as Lin Xiaoyu tidied up his clothes, he would let him roll, and then pretend that nothing had happened.
But it's obvious that it happened, how can it be as if nothing happened.
As the name suggests, what a flamboyant man he is, he has obtained a lot and may have obtained it too easily, so he is always so ruthless when he destroys.
Lin Xiaoyu was forced by Zhang Yang, couldn't hold back anymore, and shouted.
It was quiet outside, and the lock never rang again.
Lin Xiaoyu's struggle also stopped, she had never hated Zhang Yang like this.
Zhang Yang turned her around, but still didn't let go of her.
"They heard it." Zhang Yang said.
Lin Xiaoyu raised his hand and slapped him, gritting his teeth and wanting to tear his good-looking face apart.
Zhang Yang hugged her, he smiled and said, "Lin Xiaoyu, I finally didn't rob you with me, you are mine." ”
"Lin Xiaoyu, I love you."
For a long, long time, no one said they loved her, for a long, long time, she was alone. Although she was accompanied by Xu Xiwen and had a lovely daughter by her side, when she was lying alone in bed in the dead of night, the loneliness that covered the whole bed swallowed her.
She hoped that a man could hold her, give her warmth and heat, and give her the sound of breathing that should belong to the night.
Zhang Yang saw that Lin Xiaoyu was stunned, he became more and more fanatical, his breathing was very hot, his breathing was loud, he said unsteadily, "Lin Xiaoyu, I don't regret it." ”
"Really?" Lin Xiaoyu opened his eyes and looked at this young face.
Zhang Yang nodded vigorously, "Really." ”
Lin Xiaoyu closed her eyes again, as if she was extremely tired, she took the initiative to hug his neck, "If you regret it in the future, I hope you don't blame me." ”
"There won't be a day." Zhang Yang hugged Lin Xiaoyu to the bed, and the moment he pressed her into the bed, he said, "Actually, you don't hate me all the time, in fact, you also like me." ”
Zhang Yang didn't leave this room all night, Lin Xiaoyu was groggy all night, like a dream and seemed to be extremely awake, clearly looking at Zhang Yang's face and counting his powerful impact and feeling his body temperature, she was very tired but didn't want to sleep.
Zhang Yang entered the circle very early, and there are many rumors about his life, all kinds of things, but to be real, he doesn't understand anything, at least not as much as Lin Xiaoyu. She taught him under the quilt, how smart he is, he knows what to do when he gets a little mention, and he doesn't like Lin Xiaoyu to teach him later, he likes to take the initiative.
In the second half of the night, Zhang Yang was close to Lin Xiaoyu's back, and his hands and feet occupied her.
Lin Xiaoyu rested enough and pushed him up.
Zhang Yang refused, and his temper came up, "We're all like this, and you still want to drive me away?" ”
"Wen Wen is coming back soon." Lin Xiaoyu found his pajamas and put them on.
Zhang Yang lay still, "She heard the voice, and she didn't have the eyesight to see it when she came back." Zhang Yang saw that Lin Xiaoyu insisted on getting up, so he sat up and hugged the quilt, "Isn't Hao Tiansong with her?" Finally, the misunderstanding was solved, maybe ......"
Lin Xiaoyu looked at him, his face was not very good.
Zhang Yang shut up, and after a while he said, he didn't have much confidence, "If Xu Xiwen comes back, how do you explain it...... Our relationship? ”
Lin Xiaoyu felt that this person really kicked his nose in the face, "I don't know." ”
Zhang Yang sat down and said with a serious face, "I wasn't impulsive last night, I was serious, you can't stop paying attention to my feelings just because I'm young, I really love you and want to be with you." ”
"What if I don't agree?" Lin Xiaoyu sat at the end of the bed.
Zhang Yang was a little aggrieved and said, "Anyway, I rely on you, and I won't leave." ”
"Then let's not go." Lin Xiaoyu compromised.
Zhang Yang nodded, and then tasted something else, "You mean, I don't have to leave tonight, or will I not have to leave later?" ”
"I don't have anything to lose anyway, as long as you think it's a good deal."
"It's a good deal, it's definitely a good deal." Zhang Yang got the answer, so he became blatant, he dragged Lin Xiaoyu to the bed, he lay down with him, he shrank in her arms, his face was close to her heart, he kissed her fiercely, "I have a home, so I won't leave." ”
Hao Tiansong understands Zhang Yang, and Zhang Yang also knows Hao Tiansong.
They all understand that the bitterness and loneliness of waiting have been lonely and sleepless in the dark night.
and all know that now, the beauty is on the side, how can it be safe and just sleeping.
Zhang Yang's guess is not completely correct, at least Hao Tiansong did a good job in the first half of the night, he and Xu Xiwen were lying in a quilt, but they really just slept honestly, Hao Tiansong didn't have any distractions.
This distracting thought was only because of Xu Xiwen's sideways leaning over and pressing his abdomen.
Hao Tiansong was used to sleeping alone, and now there was Xu Xiwen lying next to him, and he hadn't fallen asleep for several hours. It was also very shallow to fall asleep at last, so as soon as Xu Xiwen moved, he woke up.
It's scared to wake up.
There was no light in the room, Hao Tiansong couldn't see Xu Xiwen's face clearly, he lay down for a few minutes, thinking about tonight's events, and then believed that it was really Xu Xiwen who was lying next to him, he moved gently, half sideways, facing her.
Xu Xiwen slept soundly, and she was very relieved of him.
Hao Tiansong really loves Xu Xiwen, he has never squandered it in the years of separation, what he is worried about is that one day, Xu Xiwen will come back and he will not have the face to face her, so he has been enduring. Usually it's okay and I don't feel tormented, but now, Xu Xiwen is lying next to her, and her breath is fragrant and soft.
Hao Tiansong tasted the taste of torment.
"Fine, wake up." Hao Tiansong softly called Xu Xiwen.
It took a long time for Xu Xiwen to wake up, she was in a daze, "Huh? ”
Hao Tiansong felt like a beast, but he had to say, "I'm uncomfortable." ”
"......" Xu Xiwen woke up a little.
Now that he has opened his mouth, even if he is despised by her, he has to finish, "Help me." ”
Xu Xiwen woke up completely, "How can I help?" ”
Hao Tiansong was next to her, he looked at her face for a moment, thinking in his heart that as long as she didn't want to, he would let go and take a cold shower. So when he took her hand, he hesitated for a moment before placing it on his abdomen.
Her hands are beautiful, well-proportioned and slender.
Xu Xiwen also looked at Hao Tiansong, who was taken by him and completed it once.
For Xu Xiwen, it doesn't feel very good, and Hao Tiansong's feeling shouldn't be good.
When it was over, he immediately took a tissue to wipe her hands, wiped it clean, he lifted the quilt and got up, "I'll go sleep in the next room." ”
He wasn't completely liberated, but he wasn't willing to force it either.
When Hao Tiansong was about to leave, Xu Xiwen grabbed his pajama pants, she didn't look at him, and moved over.
"Fine, don't do that." Hao Tiansong stopped her, "I'm fine, just fall asleep." ”
Xu Xiwen asked him, "Can you sleep?" ”
Hao Tiansong said, "If you don't want to, I won't force you to score half a point." ”
Xu Xiwen lowered her eyebrows and was pleasing to the eyes, it may be night, her voice was extraordinarily soft and soft, "I didn't say I didn't want to." ”
"Would you like to?" Hao Tiansong asked rhetorically.
"......" Xu Xiwen stopped talking, a little shy.
Hao Tiansong lay back, he paused for a moment before turning over, pressing Xu Xiwen, he gently untied her pajamas, which were actually his shirts, he kissed her gently, without forcing any pressure, and asked her how she felt from time to time, is it painful and uncomfortable?
Xu Xiwen hasn't been in it for a long time, and he didn't accept it very smoothly, Hao Tiansong paused many times, and several times, he obviously couldn't help it, or said, "It hurts?" I'll get out. ”
Xu Xiwen knew that as long as she nodded or said something good, Hao Tiansong would definitely do it, but he would be very uncomfortable.
Xu Xiwen shook her head, she hugged Hao Tiansong's shoulders, hugged his neck, and hugged him tightly, she asked, "Hao Tiansong, you say you love me." ”
"Fine, I love you." Hao Tiansong said.
Xu Xiwen raised her waist, and she took the initiative to greet him.
"Fine, I love you." Hao Tiansong said again.
Xu Xiwen adjusted her breathing, and she slammed it up. Hao Tiansong was worried that she would be injured and didn't dare to exert herself, she knew that she could control her strength, but fortunately it wasn't so uncomfortable.
Hao Tiansong's breathing soon became chaotic, his restrained reason began to crumble, the gentlemanly and demeanor he maintained were gone, he began to get excited, his hand didn't know how to put it, he only kissed her again and again, telling her the most sincere feelings, "Fine, I love you." ”
Xu Xiwen kissed him back, she tried to keep up with his rhythm, "Hao Tiansong, I love you too." ”
Hao Tiansong scored nine points for this time, leaving one point of space, because he felt that it would be better next time.
Xu Xiwen was very tired, she lay on Hao Tiansong's body, and was massaged by him on her back.
"Is it heavy?" Xu Xiwen asked him.
Hao Tiansong shook his head, "It's just right." ”
Xu Xiwen laughed, lying on his stomach and not speaking.
Hao Tiansong helped her press for a while, let her down, and the two of them lay face to face, kissing lightly from time to time, just an emotional exchange. Hao Tiansong pinched her arm, groped and searched for it on her, pinched it when he encountered a lot of meat, Xu Xiwen smiled when he was afraid of itching, and shrank in his arms.
Later, Hao Tiansong touched her abdomen, remembering Zheng Chiwen's words, he didn't take his hand away for a long time.
Xu Xiwen knew that he should know, and her hand pressed against the back of his hand.
"I'm sorry." A long time later, Hao Tiansong said.
Xu Xiwen shook his head, "It has nothing to do with you, you don't know, what's more, you can't help with ectopic pregnancy." ”
"If I knew...... "If I knew, wouldn't you be in so much pain."
"The surgery was timely and went well." Xu Xiwen touched the corner of his eyes, "Hao Tiansong, we still have children." ”
"Okay." Hao Tiansong couldn't say the other words.
Xu Xiwen hugged him, "We will be very happy, we will." ”
The next day, Xu Xiwen appeared in the breakfast room with Hao Tiansong, and Zhang Yang and Lin Xiaoyu were already there with a light touch. Xu Xiwen was a little embarrassed to see Lin Xiaoyu again, but Hao Tiansong was very natural, took her over to say hello, and sat at the same table by the way.
Gently asked Xu Xiwen in sign language, "I can't find you when I wake up." ”
Xu Xiwen looked at Lin Xiaoyu with a weak heart, and told her gently that she had drunk too much and slept somewhere else.
Gently told Xu Xiwen in sign language, "He said he wanted to be my father." ”
Xu Xiwen was not a little surprised, she knew soft sign language, Lin Xiaoyu should know better, but when she said softly, Lin Xiaoyu was very calm.
Zhang Yang didn't know sign language, and he gestured to the gentle, but Lin Xiaoyu taught him for a long time.
Hao Tiansong understood a little, and seeing Xu Xiwen's surprised appearance, he could guess the general meaning, and asked Zhang Yang, "You have decided?" ”
"It's been decided a long time ago." Zhang Yang smiled indifferently, "Isn't it a large amount of compensation?" I made a lot of money in the past few years, and it should be enough to lose. ”
"It's good to decide." Hao Tiansong said.
Zhang Yang smiled, "I thought you would persuade me." ”
Hao Tiansong shook his head, "If you don't come back, I may advise you to weigh the pros and cons." Hao Tiansong smiled faintly and said affirmatively, "Compared with her, everything else has become unimportant." ”
"To my confidant."
Zhang Yang protected Lin Xiaoyu and gently guarded him very well, he proposed to terminate the contract with Zhengrong after patting the next work at hand, otherwise he might not really be able to pay liquidated damages. Zhang Yang is an absolutely popular representative of the new generation, and his sudden termination naturally caused an uproar, and the outside world speculated that he should have found a good home.
What surprised everyone was that he announced his retirement from the entertainment industry, saying that he was going to school.
Zhang Yang disappeared very quickly, without any traces of being caught, he was already the same as when he entered the circle, there was nothing. Later, some people said that they had seen Zhang Yang on the streets of foreign countries, and he no longer became a beautiful man, he took a child in one hand and held one. In the circle, the legend about Lin Xiaoyu also disappeared with her disappearance.
Three years later, Xu Xiwen successfully created her own brand, and no longer accepted advertisements to concentrate on the design she loved. Some people say that she focused on her career when she was young, and then resolutely changed careers at the right age and in the highest position, which is a rare successful person. Some people also said that the most rare thing is that the relationship between her and her husband has started since middle school, and it is really white.
Outsiders won't care too much about how twisty the content of the story is, as long as it's a good ending.
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There will be a few chapters, there are marriage proposals, having children, etc......
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