Hao Tiansong was taken aback by Xu Xiwen's sudden movements, and pushed her when he reacted. But Xu Xiwen didn't know if she was really drunk or what, she was extremely persistent, Hao Tiansong refused to let her kiss her mouth, so she kissed his neck and drilled into his arms.

"You really want to sell?" Hao Tiansong held her emaciated shoulders, separated the distance between the two people, looked at her face and asked her.

Xu Xiwen didn't look at him, but at the lamp behind him, across the dark distance, but it was always bright, "Yes." ”

"Okay, two hundred thousand nights." Hao Tiansong suddenly laughed, he took Xu Xiwen into his arms, and the two kissed in front of the hotel. After so many years, no matter what Hao Tiansong's appearance has become, his kiss has not changed, domineering and flamboyant, and he does not allow others to resist and can only obey.

Whether she had learned to ventilate or not, he didn't care about her feelings at all, and kissed unscrupulously and purposefully. Realizing her struggle, Hao Tiansong pressed the back of her head with one hand, and hugged her thin waist with the other hand and pressed it against herself, tightly, eager to insert it into her body, and she would never make him angry and crazy again.

Suddenly, Xu Xiwen pressed against Hao Tiansong's thin lips and burst out laughing, unable to suppress his laughter, trembling all over.

Hao Tiansong looked at her with a displeased expression and a swollen mouth.

"What's it like to kiss someone you really hate?" Xu Xiwen pointed to her mouth, she smiled, "When his tongue sticks into my mouth, or when it touches my gums, I want to vomit, it's really disgusting, do you feel the same way." ”

"Xu Xiwen." Hao Tiansong's face was extremely cold, and he lowered his voice and called her name threateningly.

Xu Xiwen tilted his head to look at him, looking very surprised, "Are you angry like this?" I just said two nasty words, and you can't listen to it, can't you? But over the years, I've heard more nasty things, dirty,, swearing. ”

"Female classmates say I don't love myself, so I don't have friends; The male classmates said that I didn't love myself, and I would be stuck on the way home to ask how much it would cost a night, so I didn't dare to go home late and participate in any club activities; I can't sue my family, they will blame me for causing trouble; I want to fall in love like others, but I'm afraid that they will know about the past......" Xu Xiwen stretched out her fingers one by one, and she could still smile, "Hao Tiansong, these are all gifts from you." Even if I didn't reject you that night, I really don't love myself, but isn't this punishment too heavy? ”

"When?" Hao Tiansong's brow twitched, and his temples jumped suddenly, he never knew that she had experienced these things.

"After you left, I went to my original school for a year, and I could barely attend classes normally, and then I transferred to another school, but others ......still knew about it," she murmured, "Hao Tiansong, why did you leave?" He laughed again, "Why do you want to provoke me when you're leaving?" ”

Hao Tiansong saw Xu Xiwen standing precariously on the separation between the path and the green grass, staggering, he took two quick steps and grabbed her, "You stand up." Xu Xiwen was pulled forward, and fell into Hao Tiansong's arms again, this time he didn't push her away, "I only know that you refuse to see me, your parents asked my family for money, you go to school normally, I don't know ......"

Hao Tiansong admitted that his heart felt like someone had been beaten hard at the moment, making him unable to breathe in pain. He didn't know that Xu Xiwen had gone through this, and thought she was doing well.

If he had only come back to see her once, wouldn't it have been like this?

It's been so long, why did she say it, in order to make Hao Tian feel uncomfortable, why is she the only one who is uncomfortable.

"Hao Tiansong, one last chance, as long as you give money, I will go with you now." She really hugged him, but without the slightest shyness and nervousness, his heartbeat was still as strong and powerful as before, maybe her heartbeat was too slow, like an aging old man, without the slightest vitality.

Hao Tiansong stiffened for a long time, he reached out and pushed Xu Xiwen's shoulder, but she still hugged him, "Xu Xiwen, you are a puddle of mud that can't be pasted on the wall." ”

"Do you think I want to? I don't want to. Xu Xiwen looked at him hurtfully, and she said sadly, "I want to become the Xu Xiwen of the past, but I just can't do it." This is not a question, there is a clear answer, because I don't know who Xu Xiwen was in the past. ”

"What is right and wrong? It's like that thing, everybody says I'm wrong, but what's wrong with me? Xu Xiwen pushed Hao Tiansong away, and she withdrew from his embrace step by step, "I didn't seduce you, I didn't take the initiative to do that thing, I didn't greed for your family's money, and you gave me the watch." Xu Xiwen said the doubts in his heart for many years, "But when you left, everyone said that I was wrong, that I didn't love myself, that my classmates laughed at me and scolded me, and he also misunderstood me." Why don't you explain it to others? It's not my fault. ”

"Xu Xiwen." Hao Tiansong saw that Xu Xiwen was about to retreat into the green belt on the side of the road, and he wanted to drag her over.

Xu Xiwen suddenly became intense, she pushed Hao Tiansong's hand and put her hand behind her back. As a result, she fell backwards on the grass in an unsightly posture, and her clothes became crooked again.

She pushed away Hao Tiansong's helping hand, got up by herself, and muttered in her mouth, "It's that I was wrong, I should know that I am shameful, no matter how you promise, I shouldn't do that thing with you." Xu Xiwen's expression was a little strange, his eyes were empty, but there was a smile on his face, as if he thought of something beautiful, and he giggled, "If I hadn't done that, I could have been admitted to a prestigious university, I would have done the translation work I liked, someone would love me, no one would scold me and blame me, I wouldn't be alone." ”

"I was wrong, I was wrong."

Hao Tiansong listened to her words like the tip of the horns, and wanted to help her up, Xu Xiwen pushed him violently, refusing to let him touch him, and screamed, "I'm not wrong, it's you who are wrong, you ruined my life, I hate you to death." ”

The loud bell rang suddenly, and Xu Xiwen's struggling hand shrunk.

"Your phone." Hao Tiansong saw that she was just sitting on the ground in a daze, and did not take the mobile phone that fell on the side of the road, he walked over and took it and handed it to her.

"Powder." Unreasonable, Xu Xiwen had a bad premonition in his heart.

"Sun Pinpin, come and save me."

"Where are you?" Xu Xiwen asked again, but no one answered.

Hao Tiansong looked at her eyes and called her name.

Xu Xiwen woke up like a dream, and ran into the hall with mud and mustard on his body, like a madman. Hao Tiansong was taken aback by her sudden behavior, reacted and ran in after her.

Xu Xiwen repeatedly said the room number in her mouth, she pressed the elevator up button, but she couldn't get it a few times, but Hao Tiansong, who was following behind, helped. She was in a hurry to find a room, but she couldn't read the house number, and ran rampant like a headless fly.

"What are you looking for?" Hao Tiansong hurriedly grabbed Xu Xiwen when she turned around sharply and was about to hit the door frame.

"Fan Fan, Fan Fan said let me save her, I can't find her." Xu Xiwen's eyes were flustered, her eyes looked around, but she didn't see anything in her eyes.

"I'll take you there." Hao Tiansong's hand moved from the wrist he was grasping to the cold palm. His hand was bigger than Xu Xiwen, and it was firm enough to cover it.

He walked in front with a clear purpose, and she was so lost that she could only follow him, but she forgot to shake off the hand.

Entering the private room, it was still very lively, and it was a little surprising to see Xu Xiwen and Hao Tiansong coming in. Xu Xiwen's eyes wandered around the room, "Where's the powder?" ”

There were Xinrong artists in the room, and when they saw Hao Tiansong's conditioned reflex, they covered their faces, but Hao Tiansong didn't pay attention to them at all, and just asked, "Is Fan Fan here?" ”

One of them pointed to the bathroom room, "She's been in for a long time." ”

What does it look like to be covered in blood, not the kind of special effect on the screen, but what it is like to be covered in blood.

Pink was dressed in white, lying in the blood on the ground, her face was almost transparent, she was still holding her mobile phone in her hand, her body was stiff and curled up, and she didn't react to the door surrounded by people.

What does it feel like that the legs are not their own, Xu Xiwen was stupid, followed behind Hao Tiansong, let her get in the car, let her hold the powder, and she would hold it. Xu Xiwen's hands were stained with bright red color, no longer warm but cold and greasy, stinging her eyes painfully, she was so scared that she wanted to cry, but she didn't dare to cry.

Hao Tiansong drove, he looked at Xu Xiwen's expression in the back seat through the car endoscope, her eyes widened, trembling all over, thinking of her previous abnormal feelings, Hao Tiansong stepped on the accelerator to the end, and rushed all the way to the hospital.

Fan Fan was sent to the operating room, and Xu Xiwen and Hao Tiansong were left outside to wait.

Xu Xiwen sat on the stool, her small black suit had been pulled to her shoulders, and there was blood on her face, neck, and hands. Her eyes were glazed, and her head hit the wall heavily, "She asked me to wait for her, and I forgot to call her to tell her; She started by saying that her stomach hurts, and I didn't care; She asked me if I was fat; She said she had recently become sleepy......"

"Xu Xiwen, don't do this." Hao Tiansong's hand was on the back of her head, looking at her like this, his heart ached. People who are not good at comforting people clumsily repeat, "It was an accident, it's not your fault, I don't blame you." ”

"Why can't I do anything?" Xu Xiwen closed her eyes, the back of her head was pillowed on Hao Tiansong's hand, and she asked him to herself, "Am I really a puddle of mud, useless." ”

At the end of the operation, the doctor came out and simply announced, "Ectopic pregnancy, massive bleeding, cut out the fallopian tubes." ”

"Will I be able to have children in the future?" Xu Xiwen's voice was trembling, she couldn't stand up independently, and she could barely stand with her hands on the chair.

"It's a little difficult to conceive naturally, but it's ......"

Others, Xu Xiwen couldn't hear it, she remembered the day she saw Fan Fan for the first time, Sister Qin went to her ring, and Fan Fan said, "I can't conceive a child after a long time, and I will have a child in the future." "What would it be like if she knew she couldn't have any more children.

Hao Tiansong called back to the company and adjusted the personal information of the powder. Time was pressing, Xu Xiwen was frightened again, Hao Tiansong instructed her to sit in the corridor, run back and forth between the several floors of the hospital by herself, pay the hospitalization fee and arrange the ward.

When Hao Tiansong returned to the place covered in sweat, the stool was empty, and Xu Xiwen was no longer there.