The most distressing thing now is not Li Lianlong, who fought bloodily, not the second egg who waited for the hero's return in his residence, nor Sister Bing who watched Hongchen, but Liu Shengyi. A snow lotus in the mortal dust is equivalent to withering like this, no one cares about it, no one understands, she now feels that there is no one around her, this feeling of loneliness almost makes her feel the most desperate life. People are always fragile, and she thought about death at this time, and wanted to end her unknown life.

Thinking about it, it is really worth the people here to feel sorry for her, if she tells it from her childhood to the present, it is definitely a magnificent picture of life and a guide to a profound interpretation of human nature. In fact, Liu Shengyi is an ordinary person, she was just turned from a mountain village girl into a goddess sought after by Ouyang Lie in a hype way.

To be honest, even Liu Shengyi herself never thought that this would be the case, she felt that she had not forgotten her original intention until now, but she had no qualifications and no way to control her lifestyle. Everyone wants to really control their own destiny, but who can really control it, absolute possession, relative freedom. All freedom and detention are relative, and no one claims to be completely free or completely free.

At least that's what Liu Shengyi thinks, he hadn't thought of that much before. However, when she looked at the bewitching light that suddenly bloomed not far away, she thought from the bottom of her heart that there was nothing to be nostalgic for coming here in this life. I searched my mind and found that what I remember most is the time when I met Mr. Li recently, but she didn't expect it at the time, and she wouldn't understand until they separated.

She still remembers when he was a child when he washed clothes by the river, how beautiful the time was at that time, there were no worries and no entanglements, but it was such a small day. She even remembered the times she had in the private school—

"Shengyi, wait a minute, I have something for you."

He panted and caught up with the heroic girl in front of him. Liu Shengyi followed the sound and turned her head, and saw a bouquet of inconspicuous wildflowers and a crudely packaged box, on which a few sentences of ancient Chinese were written crookedly, which were barely readable. This is a boy who shows his affection for her. But her expression did not change in the slightest, and as her lips opened slightly, his outstretched hand mechanically retracted, and turned away with his flowers and gifts, and with his carefully prepared confession.

After being rejected, he hadn't taken the initiative to find her for several days to avoid the embarrassment of seeing her, and today he once again mustered up the courage to ask her if he had done something wrong. Holding the things that wanted to give him again, he walked to the attic of Liu Shengyi, he recognized the familiar figure at a glance, but the strange figure beside her made him stop, the boy hugged her tightly into his arms, this scene was something he never expected, his heart, his soul was roaring and roaring again and again, he walked towards them angrily, but only took a few steps and stopped stiffly, turned around and ran towards the private school. On the way, he shouted one after another, and the people around him avoided him.

In the evening, no one could see his bruised arms, let alone his blood-red eyes. This anger was infinitely magnified in him. This kind of anger, he couldn't find a person to vent, he wanted to rush up and ask who that person was, but now he could only kick the poplar tree on the side of the road to vent his unwillingness. However, at this time, she saw a familiar figure again, it was none other than Liu Shengyi.

"What I want to say is that the two of us can't be together, you don't have the ability to do it now, and you don't have the sparkle that I can see. There are other times when I'm very disappointed in you, so please don't pester me anymore. Thank you. ”

In this man's opinion, Liu Shengyi's words are also full of determination and unwillingness, but so what? Who can know how helpless Liu Shengyi is to do all this, if she doesn't get along with another person, that person will be a threat to him. Liu Shengyi didn't want to be nice to that boy, but he didn't want to tell him the truth. That would only get him deeper and deeper, and it would lead to endless trouble.

But Liu Shengyi couldn't protect everything in his heart by doing this, and she even bumped into him venting with his friend at some point.

"Xiaobao, why? Go to the apricot blossom wine, brother will tell you a few words from the heart today! The man who loved Liu Shengyi called his brother to the tavern.

The two came to a place not far from the school, which is a famous lantern street in a small town south of the Yangtze River. In the evening, the whole street was filled with the smell of meat and alcohol, and after ordering a large table of stewed meat with apricot blossom wine, the two of them found a place to sit down. As soon as Xiaobao came, he opened more than a dozen jars of apricot blossom wine. It's just that he drank sullenly, and Tie Zhu also drank it, knowing that the alcohol was slowly burning the cheeks of the two of them.

"Tiezhu, I have been orphans since I was a child, only you and Shengyi are really good people to me, when I was sick, the two of you carried me to Dr. Zhang and took care of me! When I was down, you were there to encourage me and support me! Actually, I've always treated you as my family, and I don't want my family to be discordant, you know? ”

"Aren't you afraid that Shengyi will hate you?"

"I'll apologize to her over there, in fact, it's not easy for her to support that down-and-out family alone, she is often busy with some messy housework and doesn't even have time to eat, and now she almost got sick, and she is really busy with that family, begging people everywhere! We all know that she is very strong, but for the sake of her family, she has let go of her pride, and she will never be able to do it.

"Xiaobao, don't do such stupid things in the future, if you love someone, you have to support her unconditionally, isn't it? We don't want to see her dreams shattered! After finishing speaking, Xiaobao finished the last jar of wine, turned around and walked into the night.

Liu Shengyi also watched him walk out of her sight stupidly, and her love was dead from that time on, and there was not even scum left. It wasn't until later that Ouyang Lie's appearance completely changed her life, and she also had a period of admiration for Ouyang Lie, but she found that it was just a kind of use, and then extinguished the flame that was finally burned.

However, the appearance of Li Lianlong made her dim life shine again, and she could even see the former teenager slowly running towards her on Li Lianlong's figure......

(End of chapter)