At this moment, Chanjuan's eyes were completely bloodshot and red, like a beast in trouble, glaring at me viciously: "Then he just believed the wrong person!"

"What did you say?"

"He's dead, he's not coming back, do you know what that feels like to me?" she gritted her teeth and said word by word, "He left alive, but he didn't even come back......

My heart pounded.

"You know, the person I look forward to every day and every night, even if in the past, he rarely comes to Bishan once a year, but at least, he will still come once, I will still see him once. But now, no matter how much I wait, even from the time the lights are lit, until the lights go out, from dark to dawn, he will not come back. ”

“……”

"I can't wait for him to ......"

When she said the last sentence, she finally couldn't hold it back and began to cry.

I sat across from her, looking at her unkempt hair, tears gushing down her red eyes, the despair and helplessness, the powerlessness that I couldn't catch even if I straightened my hand, and I couldn't get it back if I screamed through my throat...... Actually, I understand.

That person, he shouldn't.

I couldn't speak, I could only listen to her whimpering cry, I don't know how long it took, she slowly raised her head, the eyes that were already bloodshot because of the tears, even redder, she gritted her teeth and said: "What else can I use to prove that he has saved zài? How else can I prove that in fact, there was such a person by my side, and I have him in my heart." ”

“……”

"There is only that part of the family business left, which he has earned back little by little by dragging his sick body in the middle of his life. ”

Speaking of this, the last two tears in her eyes fell, her eyes suddenly became fierce, and she said fiercely: "But Liu Qinghan, what did he do?!"

“……”

"He got his family business, but he is ruining his family business!"

I said in a deep voice: "That's not his family business anymore! He gave Qinghan before he died, and that's Qinghan!"

"Even if it's his, he can't ruin this family business!"

Chanjuan's love suddenly became excited, her hands slammed on the table, she stood up, leaned over to me and said, "You know that it is a feeling to give something to others, but after giving it to others, you see it being destroyed, what is it like?!"

“……”

I was stunned.

Wreck?

I asked, "What did he do? You say he's going to destroy this family business?"

Chanjuan sneered: "He thought he was hiding those accounts, but I don't know? He took advantage of the fact that there was about to be a war in the south of the Yangtze River, and there were many displaced people going to Xichuan, so he accepted a large number of them, and selected young adults from them to train and form his own army! Also, this time he came to bid for this mine, iron ore! Do you think I am a woman, so I don't understand anything? Now in this world, Shanxi and Henan are already in full swing, and he is the person who came out of the emperor's side, what is the purpose of buying iron ore here, isn't it just to cast weapons, and then participate in the war!?"

I gasped.

I didn't expect that Chanjuan, a woman who looks gentle and demure, could also see the connection.

And Liu Qinghan ...... He was building his own army.

Without waiting for me to think about it, Chanjuan continued: "Once I join the war, what is the situation, do you think I don't know? How many dynasties have been dragged down by the war? That is a bottomless pit!"

“……”

"Qinghan's family business was earned by his hard work, do you think I really allow Liu Qinghan to squander his family business?"

After saying the last sentence, she seemed to be involved in the injury in her body, and suddenly her whole face twitched in pain, and she could no longer stand steadily, and the wolf sat down, almost falling to the ground. And I sat across from her, watching him panting, unable to speak for a while.

In the room, only her weak gasps remained.

I don't know how long it took me to raise my head again, and when I spoke, my hoarse voice seemed a little empty in the quiet room, like an old ghost talking, and I said slowly, "Yes." ”

She frowned and looked up at me.

"You may be right. ”

“……”

"He's building his own army, bidding for mines, and casting weapons. He did this qiē in order to participate in the war. ”

“……”

"And fighting, it's a bottomless pit. ”

“……”

"But what do you think he did it for?"

“……”

"Is it to squander this family business?"

Chanjuan's eyes flickered for a moment, but immediately, she frowned, made an expression of resistance, and turned her head: "But in the end, he will definitely cause such a result!"

"Yes, in the end, this may be the result, but this result is not his goal, it is just a consequence of this matter. ”

She said coldly, "Is there a difference?"

"Yes. ”

"Hmph, what's the difference?"

I looked at Chanjuan's expression of complete resistance, and for some reason, I felt powerless first, I clenched the dagger on the table hard, and said: "War must be evil, but those who participate in war may not all have evil purposes. ”

“……”

"He may be for, to protect some people, some people who can't protect themselves, some people he cares about, some of his ...... Loved ones. ”

“……”

"No one is willing to ruin a good thing, and is willing to throw this family business that is enough to make him worry about food and clothing into that bottomless pit. ”

“……”

"Unless in his eyes, there is something more important than money. ”

I raised my eyes to look at Chanjuan and said slowly, "Yan Qinghan, it's dead." ”

This sentence was like the knife in my hand, invisibly pierced into her chest, and I saw the vivid, stinging expression on her face, but I continued to say expressionlessly: "His family business is also dead." ”

“……”

"However, these things can be used to protect living people. ”

“……”

"Who is more important, the living or the dead, can't you weigh it?"

“……”

I took one last look at her and sneered: "Then you are just a poor miser behind Yan Qinghan." ”

With that, I grabbed the dagger, got up and walked out.

Just when I was holding the door with both hands and was about to push it open, Chanjuan, who had been silent behind me, suddenly said, "Yan Qingqing!"

My steps faltered and stopped.

Her eyes were behind me, and although I couldn't see it, I could see it trembling like her voice, and she trembled and said, "Who is the person he wants to protect?"