30 Tangled emotions

Outside, the sky had gradually darkened, and darkness covered the country lanes, houses, and fields on the ground. The faint light that shines through the windows of every house reluctantly sets off the silence of the night!

However, I haven't heard the footsteps of her husband Hao Jian coming back. Cai Yulu couldn't help but look at the wall clock, the tip of the hour hand was already pointing at seven o'clock, and the second hand had already gone through most of the circle. Cai Yulu, who was sitting under the electric fan, couldn't help touching her sweaty face and exclaimed: Hey, Hao Jian went out to drink tea and chat at eight o'clock in the morning, why hasn't he come back yet? The weather is so hot that people are suffocating, could it be that he is so hot that he is suffering from heat stroke? No, I can't sit and wait at home. I have to go to him and get it back!

Oh, Yulu, what are you talking about? What's going on? Mother-in-law's voice came in, and then, mother-in-law Xiao Hua and father-in-law Hao Qingsheng helped each other to Cai Yulu's side. The father-in-law frowned and asked: We were pacing outside to enjoy the coolness, and I heard your voice from afar. Tell me what's going on?

Cai Yulu pointed to the kitchen and said: The dishes have been fried, and the porridge is also served and put on the dining table to cool, waiting for Hao Jian to go home for dinner. You two elders look at the sky outside, it's about to get completely dark. However, Hao Jian has not come back yet. You say weird, don't you?

Xiao Hua listened to Cai Yulu's words, and "chuckled" in his heart: Hey, Hao Jian has never happened before, and he hasn't gone home so late. Thinking of this, she anxiously urged her daughter-in-law: Yulu, you are very right. You have to go find Hao Jian!

As soon as her mother-in-law's words landed, Cai Yulu's big feet slammed on the ground of Hao's house with a bang. In the blink of an eye, she led the bicycle out of the gate of Hao's house. When Cai Yulu was about to get into the car with her legs, the voice of her niece Hao Yan sounded behind her: Second aunt, second uncle must have been left by two sworn brothers to have dinner before coming back. Don't go to him!

When Hao Qingsheng heard this, his eyebrows suddenly stretched, and his mood suddenly became much brighter. He took his daughter-in-law's hand and said with a smile: Yulu, I think Hao Yan is right. Otherwise, let's just wait patiently. What do you think?

Hao Qingsheng, a man, is well-known in the nearby ten miles and eight towns: the "Hao Chef" of loyalty and benevolence. When I was young, no matter who had a happy event when a man got married or a family member who passed away, people in these ten miles and eight towns would first think of inviting "Chef Hao" to sit in the town and "take charge".

People from all over the country obey Hao Qingsheng's words! In society, he can be said to be a core figure even if he says it! No one has ever denied his words. What's more: Cai Yulu's words and deeds are as atmospheric and refreshing as a man, and she will not object to her father-in-law's suggestion at all!

So, Cai Yulu frowned and obeyed her father-in-law's wishes, took the bicycle home, sat at the table of the eight immortals in the hall with her family, and waited patiently for her husband Hao Jian to come home for dinner.

Hao Yan looked at the second aunt's frowning appearance, and the taste in her heart was like the overturned oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, with all the five flavors of sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty!

Yesterday at noon in the school cafeteria, the quarrel between the second uncle and Uncle Lu has been deeply entrenched in her mind since last night, echoing and lingering for a long time and she is reluctant to leave. She didn't know: should she tell her grandfather, grandmother and second aunt about what happened in the school cafeteria yesterday?

Last night, this question kept haunting Hao Yan, making her mood not happy at all. She was really, really annoyed, so much so that she couldn't sleep in bed! After lunch today, she lay down on the bunk to make up for her sleep, but she couldn't do it. From time to time, her eyelids fought up and down, protesting strongly against the unfairness of their mistresses. They definitely can't stand the fatigue and soreness of "sleepless nights"!

Hao Yan's expression was all seen by the attentive grandmother. Grandma's heart couldn't help but "chuckle": Hey, why is this child so tired? Does she have something on her mind? The granddaughter's expression will definitely not be for no reason, and the grandmother looked at her granddaughter and asked distressedly: Yan'er, why are you so tired?

Hao Yan knew her gaffe at this time, which made her grandmother suspicious. She quickly retracted her thoughts like a wild horse, rubbed her eyelids and squeezed out a smile and said: Grandma, the final exam is coming soon, and I have to stay up late every day because of my academic tension. Lately, I've been so tired and tired. Just now, let my grandmother see my gaffe. What a big ugly thing I'm going to go to the room and squint for a while. Second Uncle is back, you call me!

When grandpa heard this, he stretched out his hand to hold Hao Yan and said distressedly: Yan'er, it's already past eight o'clock, let's not wait for your second uncle, let's have dinner now. Turned to look at his daughter-in-law and said: Yulu, let's go to the kitchen for dinner. We must not starve our children!

Cai Yulu waved her hand like a big man and said: You guys go and eat! I have to wait for Hao Jian to come back! Her words caused her mother-in-law's distressed voice: Oh, it's so late, Hao Jian must have been left to eat by some iron buddy. Don't wait!

As she spoke, she pulled Cai Yulu up and pushed her daughter-in-law into the kitchen. However, when she turned around to get chopsticks, Cai Yulu said to her father-in-law and Hao Yan: Hao Jian can't come back, I'm not in the mood to eat. As the words rang out, her footsteps ran to the hall again.

Hao Yan looked at the second aunt like this, and understood in her heart: Yesterday, everything that happened in the school cafeteria must not be known to the second aunt. At this time, grandma's boring and regretful voice came into her ears: Hey, Hao Jian always seems to have something on his mind when he comes home recently. Yulu's "masculine" personality really doesn't know when it will be able to change. I'm really worried that she won't be able to hold Hao Jian's heart in the future!

As he spoke, Zuo Cunfang pointed to the rice bowl on the table and said: You grandparents and grandchildren should eat first, and I will go and drag the rain and dew back. Hao Yan hurriedly said: Grandma, the second aunt's heart has always been worried about the second uncle. You still let my second aunt continue to wait for my second uncle!

Grandpa echoed and said: Xiao Hua, I think what Hao Yan said is very right. Grandma looked at her granddaughter and nodded thoughtfully and said, "Well, okay." Let's just listen to Yan'er! After speaking, he sandwiched a chopstick of scrambled eggs with leeks and a chopstick of potato stewed meat slices for his granddaughter, and then picked up his own rice bowl. Looking at the sensible Hao Yan, the thoughts of the two old men drifted away, far, far, far----

Twenty-two years ago, in order to fulfill their original promise to the Cai family, they went against their will with Hao Jian's grandfather and grandmother, and forced Hao Jian to marry Cai Yulu, who he didn't want to marry. After that, they never saw the smiling face of their son Hao Jian!

However, they didn't expect that Hao Jian and Cai Yulu had been married for two years, and Cai Yulu's stomach had not moved. Hao Jian took Cai Yulu to turn around the large and small hospitals across the country, and after saying good things and asking for many doctors, Cai Yulu's belly was still "calm as water".

It wasn't until one day 16 years ago, when Cai Yulu's father brought Cai Yuhua's bloody baby, that they saw Hao Jian's smile again. Every night, Hao Jian laughed and ate while chatting with them.

They also accepted with satisfaction: this baby, who had never eaten a drop of milk from his biological mother, took out a tablespoon of porridge soup from the porridge pot and fed it to the baby. The next day, they urged Hao Jian to hurry up to find a wet nurse for the child, and on the third day, Hao Jian went home and said: The wet nurse has been found, and the baby will be taken to the wet nurse's house tomorrow. They felt the infinite happiness in Hao Jian's heart, so they happily rewarded the baby with an auspicious name - Hao Yan.

Later, Hao Yan grew up day by day, and she was well-behaved and clever since she was a child. In school, her academic performance has always been one of the best in the class, and the homeroom teachers and classroom teachers of all grades she studied all like her very, very much. She has been serving as a class cadre, and the teachers praise her: she is the teacher's "intimate little padded jacket". At the end of each semester, she can go home with a few certificates! Now, she has become a slim and kind-hearted girl. Not to mention how happy they are in their hearts!!

In fact, the two old men didn't know at all: Hao Yan did this with his own careful thoughts. She hoped that the second aunt's lonely waiting could touch the second uncle's heart. I won't think about it anymore: I want to forcibly occupy Aunt Li Yue'e to live together! As long as the second uncle has no distracting thoughts about Li Yue'e in his heart, he will no longer be angry with Uncle Lu. The nurse's family will not be peaceful!

Only if the second uncle does not embarrass Uncle Lu in the future, and does not prevent her from interacting with Brother Zhiyi in the future, will she feel worthy of the selfless feeding of the nurse at the beginning! Worthy of Brother Zhiyi's life-saving grace twice! Worthy of Lu Ya, who is only three months older than herself, (since the day she entered the Lu family, Lu Ya has never eaten a drop of milk from her biological mother, and can only drink the porridge soup that the nurse brought out of the pot)! She is worthy of being reincarnated in the human womb and being a person in the world! (She knows: To be a man, you must know how to repay your kindness! The grace of a drop of water must be reciprocated!)

Hao Yan finished her dinner worriedly, sandwiched a chopstick potato stew slices into the bowls of the two old men, rubbed her eyes and said: Grandpa, grandma, I am very sleepy. I'll go to the room and squint for a while! The two old men waved their hands distressedly and said, "Go, go, we will accompany your second aunt." You can go to sleep with peace of mind!

Hao Yan looked at the hour on the wall clock, and said helplessly: Grandpa, grandma, it's almost nine o'clock now, I really have to go to bed. As she spoke, Hao Yan returned to the room and slammed herself on the bed, tears like a flood that opened the floodgates, wantonly invading her face. also wantonly invaded her heart!

Hao Yan lay on the bed and squinted for a while, when the voice of the second uncle came from the other side of the hall: "Oh, Yulu, it's so late, why don't you sleep and sit here?" The second aunt said with a big grin: Hao Jian, I'm just waiting for you to go home! Now, I haven't eaten dinner yet!

The second uncle was extremely surprised and asked, "What, you haven't had dinner yet?" What are you waiting for me? The second aunt was very puzzled and said: "Oh, you are my husband, and you haven't come home so late, can I not wait for you?" The second uncle suddenly woke up: Oh, the Lu family left me for dinner. Okay, let's go, go to the kitchen, I'll serve you food.

The second aunt is straightforward and rude: Oh, no need. You are a man, you should never be too obsessed with trivial matters at home! The second uncle still insisted: Yulu, you just let me do something for you! The second aunt didn't appreciate it at all: Oh, you shouldn't put your mind on women. Men should always live with their careers at the core!

Then, there was a sound of "pop, pop" footsteps and rushed to the kitchen. The second aunt was extremely helpless: Yulu, I'll be late when I come back in the future, don't wait for me anymore! The second aunt got angry again when she heard this: Hao Jian, you are my husband, and it is absolutely my obligation to wait for you to come home. The second uncle followed the second aunt vigorously: Well, I see. I know your heart is full of me!

Listening to the conversation between the second uncle and the second aunt, Hao Yan's heart jumped straight with a "poof, poof": Hey, I hope what the second uncle said is the truth. I will definitely not think about "Li Yue'e" anymore! Thinking about it, thinking about it, her eyelids are closed.

In the dream: Seven-year-old Hao Yan, with the children of the Lu family and the children of the neighbors of the Lu family, walked by a small river picking tender thatched grass, and greedily allowed the sweet juice taste of the thatched grass tip with her little mouth. Suddenly, I accidentally tripped the soles of my feet and fell into the river. Nine-year-old Lu Zhiyi threw himself into the river without taking off his clothes or shoes, flapping his hands and feet together, choking on several mouthfuls of water, and finally grabbed seven-year-old Hao Yan and dragged her ashore----

The second aunt told her: Yan'er, when you were three years old, Hao's family sat in the neighboring village of Uncle Lu's house. Because, when you were a baby, you grew up eating the milk of a nurse, and when you babble, you always like to call the nurse: Mom, Mom----。 Later, the second aunt asked you to call the nurse as: godmother. Later, your second uncle and Uncle Lu also made a decision: you and Lu Zhiyi's "doll kiss".

When Hao Yan could walk upside down, she always ran to Uncle Lu's house, so anxious that her grandmother was sweating and panting after her. Over time, she knew that the Lu family was not rich, and there were many children in the family, in addition to buying meat and fish for the New Year, the nurse was usually reluctant to buy meat and fish for the children, and pulled a piece of cloth to make new clothes and shoes.

However, as long as she goes to Lu's house, the nurse will definitely entertain her with fish and meat (the nurse's own children, but they can only be on the side, envious and swallowing their saliva.) )。 Every year, the nurse will be busy making new clothes and shoes for her, and during the New Year, she will also give her New Year's money----

When she was nine years old, Hao Yan and several children of the Lu family, as well as the children of the neighbors of the Lu family, hummed a song they learned from school and picked up a honeycomb by the mud wall of a family that had not lived in a long time. Suddenly, a boy in the neighborhood saw that there were the most wild bees in the bottle in her hand, so he walked up to her and grabbed it.

Lu Ya next to her turned her head to catch a glimpse, so she came over to help Hao Yan grab the bottle. The neighbor's child saw that Hao Yan had come to help, and knew that he couldn't get it, so he "jumped over the wall" and pushed the person in front of him violently.

Hao Yan fell down quickly, and there was a big stone lying behind her. At this juncture, eleven-year-old Lu Zhiyi rushed up and tried his best to push Hao Yan away. In this way, Lu Zhiyi fell sideways on the big stone, and then rolled to the ground with a "grunt" to avoid a difficulty----