Usually, it is Hao Tiansong who wipes Hao Tiansong's body.

Today, it was Xu Xiwen who wiped Hao Tiansong's palms.

Hao Tiansong was depressed, leaning lazily on the pillow, his eyes didn't know where to look, and he looked very seriously.

"It's a sunny day tomorrow, do you want to go out for a walk?" Xu Xiwen lowered his head and didn't look at his face.

Hao Tiansong shook his head, "Don't go, tired." ”

"It's not good to always lie in the room, it's good to go out for a walk, I'll push you. Xu Xiwen continued to encourage him.

Hao Tiansong still shook his head, "There are many people, don't go." ”

"We don't go to crowded places, we go to farther places, day trips. ”

Hao Tiansong moved his fingers, "Your hands are not dirty, you don't need to wipe them." ”

"Shall you go tomorrow?" Xu Xiwen continued to persuade.

Hao Tiansong still has two words, "Don't go." ”

The next day, it was a sunny day, Hao Tiansong slept for nearly a whole day, maybe he was awake, but he didn't open his eyes.

Compared with the fractured limbs and lumbar vertebrae, Hao Tiansong behaved calmly, thinking that he could get better just by enduring the pain, but the other functional effects brought by the lumbar dislocation completely destroyed his self-confidence and hope, and he could not get better.

In the next few days, Hao Tiansong didn't eat much, drank little water, and lost weight quickly.

And Hao Tian was angry, the return date was not scheduled, Xu Xiwen didn't know who to talk to, and he was in a hurry.

Xu Xiwen went to the doctor, but the doctor said that he couldn't help, "If this continues, Mr. Hao will suffer from mental illness." ”

Mental illness and Hao Tiansong, the two words are linked, making Xu Xiwen's hands and feet numb and cold for a long time.

If Hao Tiansong left her alone that day, it would definitely be better than now.

For a week, Hao Tiansong didn't come back, but Hao Tiansong had to take a bath.

Hao Tiansong has a plaster on his arms and legs, and he can't take a shower with a shower, so he usually uses a basin to catch hot water and wipe his whole body.

Xu Xiwen mixed some cold water with hot water, she tried the water temperature, it was only slightly hotter, but when the towel fell on Hao Tiansong's lap, he shrank for a moment, but he still didn't open his eyes, spread his hands and feet, and was at the mercy of others.

The plaster has been tied for almost a month, and although the weather is not hot now, it is still very stuffy and red.

Xu Xiwen slipped the edge of the plaster and wiped it carefully, from the calf to the thigh, and then up.

He hadn't taken a shower for a few days, and his body was a little dirty, Xu Xiwen just wiped it gently, and still rubbed up a layer of dirt. She damp the towel and tried to wipe the dirt off, but the water flowed down, and she scrambled to wipe it, and she came across something she shouldn't touch.

"I'll go get a dry towel. Xu Xiwen said anxiously.

She thought that Hao Tiansong had his eyes closed and would not respond to her words.

But she looked up and met him in the eye.

Her heart ached.

Hao Tiansong looked down at the soft stepping, his eyes were calm, there was no wave, but this silence was frightening, his voice was fluttering, "You didn't react when you touched it, I'm really useless." ”

"I'll go get a towel. Not daring to look again, Xu Xiwen immediately turned around and went out.

Xu Xiwen took the towel for three to five minutes, and when he returned to the room, Hao Tiansong was raising his hand to untie the plaster on his arm.

"It's going to take a few days to dismantle. Xu Xiwen dropped the towel and went to stop him.

The left side is more serious than the right side, Hao Tiansong used his right hand wrapped in gauze to pull the plaster on the left arm, he didn't move for too long, and it was extremely painful to move, he gritted his teeth and endured it, tore off the gauze and took off the plaster splint, threw it on the ground, and went to get it on his leg.

"Hao Tiansong, don't be like this, you will fall behind. Xu Xiwen picked up the plaster cast and installed it on his arm.

Hao Tiansong endured the pain and pushed her away, just lightly without much strength, "I'm fucking like this, what's the sequelae of this little more." ”

Xu Xiwen stood without speaking, watching him roar like a trapped beast, watching him drag the half-fallen plaster and swing the things on the table down in the room. Since he was injured, Hao Tiansong has been enduring it, but tonight, his dignity and self-confidence have been completely shattered into scum, and he still needs any reason.

The basin that was placed on the stool was pushed away by him because it was in the way.

Droplets of water spread all over the sky, and half of them fell on Xu Xiwen.

Hao Tiansong held his head in his hands, he buried it in his palm and whimpered, "I'm wasted, I'm wasted." ”

The first time Xu Xiwen saw him like this, how arrogant and domineering he was usually, when he was helpless, he looked more and more pitiful.

The room was extremely quiet, except for Hao Tiansong's voice, his crying and his own voice.

In comparison, Xu Xiwen's breathing became lighter.

The most worrying thing still happened, Hao Tiansong was ruined, ruined in her hands.

Because of her, Hao Tiansong, who was confident and showed a good face in the past, cried in front of her like a child.

His life was ruined, how should she repay him.

If he falls into hell, shouldn't she be with him to endure the same suffering?

Droplets of water had fallen on the back of Xu Xiwen's hand, which had fallen to the ground, leaving a trail.

White, well-proportioned fingers, trembling, lifted, pinched the transparent button at the collar, threaded it, unfastened.

The action is repeated until the last one.

Xu Xiwen was barefoot, stepping on the water-filled floor, she walked cautiously, but walked firmly in front of Hao Tiansong.

She opened her arms and hugged him.

The person in her arms stiffened and pushed her violently.

Although she is a woman, she is healthy, and Hao Tiansong is a man, but he is injured. He couldn't stop Xu Xiwen with his injured arm at all, so he could only be hugged by her like a child and kiss his neck and back.

Hao Tiansong admitted that he still had special feelings for Xu Xiwen, otherwise he wouldn't, when his brain judged that she was in danger, he would go out of his way to save her, and forget what kind of consequences he would incur for himself.

Now, he still has Xu Xiwen, who has special feelings, hugging him and kissing him.

"Fine, look at me. Hao Tiansong struggled to stand up, pinched Xu Xiwen's wrist, and controlled Xu Xiwen who was pushing towards him.

Xu Xiwen lowered his head, not looking at him, but his body was trying to get closer.

He refused, she was so anxious that she was wet all over, and she didn't know if it was the water just now, or the sweat.

"Fine, don't sympathize with me. Hao Tiansong said bitterly, pulling up the sheets on the bed and wrapping her.

Xu Xiwen dodged around, taking advantage of Hao Tiansong's unsteady standing, pushed him back, she pressed up, and kissed him on the lips. Rushed, busy, unruly.

"Even if it's sympathy, I want it. ”

This time-consuming and laborious activity ended after a long time, Xu Xiwen covered her mouth and jumped out of bed, ran into the bathroom, and vomited.

didn't want Hao Tiansong to hear it, turned on the faucet, and finally covered the vomiting sound.

Snot and tears were still saliva, and Xu Xiwen sat under the shower, biting the back of his hand, crying depressed and aggrieved.

After a long time, Xu Xiwen came out of the bathroom, her clothes were still on the ground, and she picked them up to go back to her room.

Hao Tiansong, who thought he was asleep, said, "Fine, don't go." ”

Xu Xiwen's hand holding his clothes turned white, but he still threw it on the ground, walked to the other side, and lay down.

But she was trembling all over, and she was still shaking after lying down for a long time.

Hao Tiansong, who was lying on a bed, must have felt it, but he didn't make any sound.

When the sky was white, Hao Tiansong moved over with difficulty, put his injured arm on Xu Xiwen's shoulder, accurately touched her eyes, and gently covered her eyes with a warm palm.

"I'm sorry. ”

When others either called her by her full name or "Wen Wen", he was the only one who stubbornly called her "Thin", and he hadn't called her that way in years.

That night, I don't know what it meant to two people.

Xu Xiwen didn't go back to her room, she lived in Hao Tiansong's room.

After Hao Tianyi came back, he was surprised to see that the two people still got along in the past, so he put his curiosity back in his stomach, because Hao Tiansong's state improved a lot.

Indeed, Hao Tiansong cooperated with the treatment, and the doctor said that he did it completely, insisted on rehabilitation training, and the whole person regained his past brilliance.

Like the sun shrouded in dark clouds, it shines brightly again.

Eight months, and it didn't go so slowly.

Everyone accepted this way of life and didn't notice anything wrong.

Hao Tian looked at Xu Xiwen, who was making breakfast in the kitchen, and quietly moved the stool to Hao Tiansong's side, "You quarreled with Xu Xiwen?"

Hao Tiansong tore the slices of bread and shook his head, "No." ”

"In the middle of the night, how can I smoke on the balcony alone. Hao Tianyi hurriedly raised his hand to promise, "I didn't intend to see it." ”

"She smokes?" Hao Tiansong frowned, he had forgotten that smoking was what he taught Xu Xiwen.

Hao Tian corrected his younger brother, "The point is not that Xu Xiwen smokes, but that she smokes in the middle of the night, does she have something in mind?"

"I don't know. ”

Yes, Hao Tiansong didn't know, he didn't know what Xu Xiwen was thinking.

In the past half a year, she has been too obedient, so obedient that he feels uneasy, and he can't find fault.

I don't know why, Hao Tianyi moved away in the afternoon.

Hao Tiansong didn't say, Xu Xiwen didn't ask.

At night, two people lay in the same bed, both silent.

Xu Xiwen pillowed on the pillow, facing Hao Tiansong's heart, and lay on his side.

This is the way Hao Tiansong likes it.

"Pilllow my arm. Hao Tiansong stretched out his arm and asked Xu Xiwen to come over.

Xu Xiwen shook his head, "Your arm is just right, it will be painful." ”

Hao Tiansong said, "It hurts, I'll tell you." ”

Xu Xiwen put the head spoon up, gently, not daring to use all his strength. After a while, I tried to pillow it completely.

"Second brother said you smoked?" Hao Tiansong wrapped her hair around her fingers, playing.

Xu Xiwen didn't deny it, "A few times, not much." ”

"Why do you smoke, are you in a bad mood?" Hao Tiansong wanted to look down at her expression, but Xu Xiwen was too close to him to see her face.

Xu Xiwen shook his head, "No, I can't sleep, smoke one." ”

Hao Tiansong thought for a while, "I'm much better, if you're bored, just go back to Xinrong and go to work, just come back in the evening." ”

"Nope. ”

"Why?"

"I don't want to. ”

I don't know when the conversation between two people began to become such a simple pattern.

Hao Tiansong's hand touched Xu Xiwen's neck from her hair, her fingers pressed the bulge on her cervical vertebrae, swirled with force, and pressed her back through her pajamas.

Xu Xiwen broke away from his embrace, sat up, pulled the hem of his pajamas, took it off, threw it on the quilt, and lay down in the quilt, shrinking down until his head couldn't see it.

Hao Tiansong didn't wait for her today, he shrank in, and in the quilt, he kissed her.

Xu Xiwen's hand was on his shoulder, leaning on him softly, soft and powerless.

Hao Tiansong kissed for a long time, lifted the quilt, revealing the messy hair of the two, he tried to suppress his breathing, "Sleep." ”

"Good. Xu Xiwen responded.

After stopping for a while, Xu Xiwen crawled out of the quilt and put on her pajamas again.

Hao Tiansong looked at her actions, "Xu Xiwen, now that I am in your eyes, is there only one left to vent." ”

Xu Xiwen turned sideways and lay down with his back to him, "It should be." ”

"Xu Xiwen, I'm not so dirty, if you want to go, you can leave now. Hao Tiansong said angrily, negative and turned his back as well.

After a while, Xu Xiwen turned around, hugged his waist from behind, and stuck to his back, "You go exercise, you're fat." ”

"Let go of me. Hao Tiansong took her hand and pushed her.

Xu Xiwen's ten fingers were clasped together and hung on him completely, "Sleep, I'm sleepy." ”

Hao Tiansong turned around and hugged her face to face, it was more comfortable to be in this position.

"Xu Xiwen, whether you feel wronged or not, don't leave me. ”

Hao Tiansong finished speaking, waiting for her answer.

Not for a long time, to see, she has fallen asleep.

When she woke up the next day, she was leaning against the side of the bed, pitifully tugging at the corner of the quilt, and he maintained the hugging posture he had hugged before falling asleep last night, but his arms were empty.

Hao Tiansong can walk on the ground, basically return to normal, and take care of his arm every day, no problem.

The only thing that is difficult is the spine, which only partially restores function.

Daily necessities are purchased and sent to the door by special people, Hao Tiansong is particularly pestering Xu Xiwen, she has not been out for a long time, and today she still said for a long time before she can come out for a while.

After buying the items he needed, Xu Xiwen came out of the mall, passed by several shops, and stood on the side of the road waiting for a taxi.

One of the shops has a large window, and there is not much fabric for the clothes in it, and there are many styles.

“forlove”

Xu Xiwen stood and watched for a long time, and only after three taxis came, she made up her mind to walk in, and came out twenty minutes later, carrying a bag.

Hao Tiansong agreed to Xu Xiwen to go out today, and the important reason was that the doctor he drove away on the grounds of arguing was coming to examine him today.

The doctor said happily, "Congratulations, Mr. Hao, your condition has improved a lot, and it won't be long before you can return to normal." ”

"How long?" Hao Tiansong, who heard the news, was not happy.

The doctor couldn't guess what he meant, "Keep exercising, three months." ”

Hao Tiansong suddenly turned his face and urged the doctor to leave, "Within three months, don't come, take away the exercise equipment at home, it's annoying to look at." ”

Because of the moody man, the complaining doctor went out, and happened to meet Xu Xiwen and gave her the most sincere praise, "Miss Xu has really worked hard this time, you have to take care of your health." ”

The doctor's sudden politeness was so confusing that he was confused.

Opening the door, Xu Xiwen felt that there was something different at home, and he couldn't say it for a while.

When Hao Tiansong saw her coming back, he stuck to her, asking what to eat at night and where to go at night.

"Didn't you say you wanted to eat fish yesterday? Xu Xiwen washed his hands and pushed him out, "Don't stand here, delay my work, after eating, if it's early, let's go to the night market." ”

"Good. Hao Tiansong agreed, but he didn't leave, he kept holding Xu Xiwen, rubbing and rubbing.

After eating, according to normal, Hao Tiansong should exercise.

Xu Xiwen realized that there was something missing in the house, and it was the machine that Hao Tiansong usually used the most.

In this regard, Hao Tiansong's explanation was, "If it's broken, send it for maintenance." ”

Xu Xiwen was noncommittal and said, "Go change your clothes, let's go out for a walk." ”

Night market, Hao Tiansong didn't come much, especially with so many people, he was a little panicked, and kept holding Xu Xiwen's hand.

Xu Xiwen held his hand back, looked here and there, except for food, he didn't buy anything else.

I didn't expect to meet Zheng Chiwen here, he no longer set up a stall to sing, but opened a stall for baking gluten, and the business turned out to be good.

The reason was that Xu Xiwen heard the voice of the little girl next to her, "The handsome guy has come out to set up a stall, let's go and line up." ”

Xu Xiwen was curious, how handsome this person was, and how attractive he could be to make people wait in line.

"I want to eat grilled gluten. Xu Xiwen hugged Hao Tiansong's arm and said.

Hao Tiansong snorted, "You want to see a handsome guy." ”

Xu Xiwen didn't deny it, and pulled him to the stall, "Let's go prove that you are not handsome at all." ”

When I arrived at the stall, I saw Zheng Chiwen, and the three of them were a little flustered.

Xu Xiwen reacted first and laughed out loud, "You, are you a handsome guy?"

There are a lot of people, Xu Xiwen's voice is loud, and many people have seen it, Zheng Chiwen is thin-skinned, red-faced, and red-eared, but he is still honest, and said in a whisper, "At least it's not ugly." ”

Yes, Zheng Chiwen is not ugly, but his previous clothes were too old-fashioned, which made people ignore his specific appearance, changed his hairstyle and wore a white shirt, and when he stood there, he really had a bit of an elegant temperament.

If you have a 100-point system, you can count 80 points.

Seeing Zheng Chiwen, Hao Tiansong didn't dare to relax his vigilance, he took Xu Xiwen into his arms and silently swore sovereignty.

It's a pity that Zheng Chiwen, who is honest, has no idea about Xu Xiwen at all, and said with a smile, "You two are together? ”

"Well, it's not easy. Hao Tiansong said, but he didn't notice that when Xu Xiwen heard this, the corners of his mouth faded to an indifferent smile.

rubbed two skewers of grilled gluten from Zheng Chiwen, and the two went home satisfied.

When he got home, Hao Tiansong took a shower first, and Xu Xiwen threw his clothes into the washing machine and washed them.

When he came back, Hao Tiansong was standing in front of the wardrobe, carrying a bag in his hand, which Xu Xiwen bought during the day.

"What is this?" Hao Tiansong's voice changed slightly, and the corners of his eyes jumped.

Xu Xiwen glanced at it and replied, "Prize." ”

"What prize?"

"Your recovered prize. ”

"When will I receive the award?" Hao Tiansong carried the bag and swallowed hard.

Xu Xiwen tilted his head and smiled, "When you recover your health." ”

The doctor said that Hao Tiansong had better hold on for another three months, but he could see the bag in the closet every day, and Hao Tiansong felt that the doctor's words were farting.

In the second month, Hao Tiansong received the prize.

Very pleasant award ceremony, and happy results.

Half of Hao Tiansong's body was pressed against Xu Xiwen, still breathing violently.

Xu Xiwen couldn't breathe well, so he pushed him, "Get up, it's too heavy." ”

"I can't afford it. Hao Tiansong picked the sweaty hair from her face, leaned over, and kissed her cheek.

Xu Xiwen turned his head and dodged, "Sweating so much, it's not dirty." ”

"It's not dirty. Hao Tiansong grabbed her head and deepened the accentuated kiss.

After making trouble for a while, Xu Xiwen still pushed him, "Get up, if you break it, you will get pregnant." ”

Hao Tiansong lay on his stomach and did not move.

Xu Xiwen had no choice but to lift him and drill out slowly.

She finally moved out, but Hao Tiansong just got up lightly and firmly pressed her again.

Xu Xiwen was angry and slapped him, "Get up, it's not a joke." ”

Hao Tiansong smiled, still kissing her, "If you have it, you will be born, it's not a joke." ”

I'm about to move, and I'm going to come again.

Xu Xiwen's struggle was still stopped by him, and he complied with his thoughts.

After it was over, Hao Tiansong fell into a deep sleep, Xu Xiwen dragged his sore hands and feet, got up, went to the bathroom, and swallowed the aftermath medicine.

It's really a joke.

One month short, one year is complete.

Several times, Hao Tiansong smelled the smell of smoke on Xu Xiwen's body, but he didn't ask, knowing that if he asked, she wouldn't say it.

Hao Tiansong felt that Xu Xiwen was making some decisions, but he could see him at home all month.

Whether it was an illusion that was too sensitive, or because it was Xu Xiwen's choice now, Hao Tiansong was pleasantly surprised.

Xu Xiwen stayed.

A month passed, and another month.

After a year, one day after two months, it was finally a little different, because it was frighteningly sweet.

Xu Xiwen cooked a table full of food, and kissed Hao Tiansong with the same taste at the table. Hao Tiansong was easily ignited, and he didn't have time to go back to the room, so he waved the food on the table on the ground and pressed Xu Xiwen on the table.

Xu Xiwen is so awkward and can't let go of her character, she didn't refuse.

Hao Tiansong was overjoyed, so he didn't think about anything.

Ups and downs overnight, hugging, watching shooting stars on the balcony, feeling the temperature of the walls in the middle of the night, and measuring the volume of water in the bathtub......

Hao Tiansong was too tired, but he still grabbed Xu Xiwen's hand, "Fine, accompany me." ”

Until I fell asleep, I didn't hear Xu Xiwen's promise.

She should have said it, hasn't she been with her wholeheartedly for more than a year?

But one day, Hao Tiansong woke up, and Xu Xiwen was already gone.

Hao Tiansong went crazy looking for Xu Xiwen everywhere, she didn't go back to Xinrong, she didn't go back to the dormitory, she didn't go to Lin Xiaoyu's residence.

Hao Tiansong did not hesitate to hurt herself, didn't she say that she would be responsible for his injuries?

The doctor stopped him at the right time, "Mr. Hao, Miss Xu said that you are only responsible for the injuries caused by your accident. ”

"How did she know?" Hao Tiansong's eyes cracked. Collusion with doctors to hide from her, passive treatment, deliberately pretending that the injury has not healed, and even learning to slope the foot, she could not possibly know.

"Miss Xu has known for a long time. The doctor said, "You remember a time when the documents were left at home, and Miss Xu knew about it that time." ”

The doctor saw that Hao Tiansong's face was not good, and persuaded him, "Two months ago, you have recovered, and Miss Xu can leave, but she doesn't." She stayed for two more months for your sake. ”

If you can stay for two more months, why don't you stay here for the rest of your life?

Xu Xiwen didn't take anything with him, and the room still kept the same as it had been for the year.

Hao Tiansong sat in the room without the lights on, thinking about any of Xu Xiwen's expressions in the past two months, how she thought about leaving while still being warm with him.

He had always thought he was the most shrewd, but he had forgotten how smart she would be if she was once the best student in her class.

"Xu Xiwen, you still won. ”

An injury, months of bedridden, still can't keep you.

Hao Tiansong smoked a cigarette, and in the dark, he laughed out loud.

laughed, and choked up.

Now that I remember, she said, "When you're well, I'll go." ”

It turned out that she was the only one who remained awake all the time.

Hao Tiansong beat his head hard, why didn't he think about it earlier. If I had thought about it earlier, would I have been able to really keep her for the two more months she stayed.

The hand beating his head, he stopped when he was tired, propped his chin, held a cigarette between his fingers, and grinned bitterly, "No, even if he keeps her, she won't really stay." ”

She's Xu Xiwen.

(If it weren't for loving you) how could I not be sleepy in the middle of the night?

Every thought is about you, I think about you, I miss you, I miss you well

(If it weren't for loving you) how could there be uneasy emotions

Every inexplicable day, I miss you so much

Love is a tormenting thing, but I am reluctant to give it up like this

Keep speculating that you have my name in your heart

Love is my only secret, heartbreaking yet fascinating

No matter what words you use, you will only be missed

(If it weren't for the love of you) how could you sigh inadvertently

There is an incomplete mood to love you love you (love you)

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