Xintong: "I don't care, I don't care if there are offspring like you don't care about dead children." ”

No one can bear the children dying in front of him one by one, Xin Tong is already close to collapse just by knowing it, but what about Jin Shen? He is the one who experienced all this, he watched the children be born one by one, and die one by one.

He participated in the creation of these lives without any disturbance about the loss of their lives. To him, it wasn't his child, it was just his test subject.

Life is so small to him that he can abandon it without any scruples.

Jin Shen: "If I were really as you say, I wouldn't have carried out these Lao Shizi experiments. You just see the immediate benefits, but you don't know what they represent behind them. Brainwave programs can comfort the loved ones of the deceased, and artificial life can comfort the regret of the continuation of life. In your eyes, I sacrificed the lives of our children, in fact, you just have to think that they should not exist in this world, I gave them new life, but they have not yet come to this world by fate, if you think so, the ending will not be so sad. ”

Xintong lowered her eyelashes, she no longer needed to see Jin Shen's face clearly. She wouldn't ask for his help anymore, and she wouldn't ignore him anymore.

After all, she and he are people from two different worlds, both of them are selfish people, but their selfishness is different. Xintong only cares about the people around her, she carefully protects the people she cares about, and doesn't want them to be hurt by the outside world.

And Jin Shen. His selfishness is mixed with selflessness, and he would rather sacrifice some people, including himself, for the sake of human development. He is more rational, and he is more suitable for the gamble of life, in this gamble, he can do everything, and Xintong can only repeatedly weigh the chips in his hand to not lose too badly.

Humble as her, crazy as him.

No matter what, two people can't let each other understand their current feelings, and it's useless to talk more. Xintong couldn't understand that Jin Shen could accept taking his own child for experiments, and Jin Shen couldn't understand the great pain of losing her child in Xintong's heart.

One has no heart, the other has no strength.

Xintong: "I killed 12 children, and you are the murderer of them." ”

Jin Shen: "You are only a nominal mother, you have no feelings for them, and they don't know anything about you, they didn't have the ability to discern this society when they left, they don't have the personality of normal human beings in the strict sense, they have no feelings, and they don't understand your feelings for them." ”

Xintong: "So? Because of these words of yours, they have nothing to do with me, and I can be indifferent to their deaths? You are too cold-blooded. ”

Jin Shen's indifferent appearance completely stung Xintong, she didn't know how a person like him who didn't agree with her three views liked her. She really regretted letting him notice, and if she was given another chance, she would choose to never know him.

In her heart, those 12 children were her children, and she didn't know they existed until she lost them, and her heart hurt as much as when she lost her parents.

As soon as that painful and restless mood appeared, she knew that she could no longer forgive this and the person who had made it happen.

If someone told her that her blood could extract antibodies that saved human disease, she wouldn't hesitate to let them drain their own blood. But if that object is her child, she will definitely prevent this from happening, she will not have the courage to watch them torture her child, she will definitely hate them, she will hate herself, and then the whole society.

Why is it her child, why is it her child to suffer?

Xintong didn't know that although she did not personally conceive and feed the children, her natural motherhood had been stimulated, allowing her to think about things from her mother's point of view all the time.

Jin Shen: "Instead of wasting time mourning for 12 lives, it is better to leave time to accompany 13." You hugged her for the first time yesterday, don't you want to hug her again?"

Xintong: "Is her condition serious?"

Jin Shen: "Are you asking her how much time she has left?"

Xintong didn't answer, she listened to Jin Shen pause for a moment and continued: "It should be in the near future, I got some medicine to treat her." I don't know how long it can last. ”

The defect is congenital, not that there is no treatment, but she is still too young, any surgery is a greater risk for her, and her situation is different from that of a normal baby, and it is difficult to say whether it will cause sequelae.

Although I will not give up treatment, the situation is really not optimistic.

Xintong: "Is there no way to solve it?"

Jin Shen: "I plan to send the child to the human-machine laboratory. It wouldn't be any better with me. ”

Xintong: "Why did you do this all of a sudden? If you want to treat the child, shouldn't you go to the hospital, is it that the child's body can't be saved?"

Xintong knew that the situation was serious, but she didn't expect it to get so bad. Jin Shen's decision to send the child to the man-machine laboratory is to show that the child's body is no longer capable of returning to heaven.

Jin Shen knew that he couldn't hide this matter from Xintong, in fact, the child's physical indicators were already very bad, and he was also considering the plan B provided by Dr. Gao.

Jin Shen: "If this experiment can be successful, of course we hope that it will end here, but the current results show that even if the experiment continues, it will be a waste of time, I think Dr. Gao will give up, so you don't have to worry about the birth of a 14th child." ”

Xintong breathed a sigh of relief when she heard Jin Shen's words, the main purpose of her coming was to prevent Jin Shen from using her data to conduct crazy experiments.

Now he has stated that he will stop the experiment and that there will be no more 14th child, which is undoubtedly the best result.

Jin Shen: "It's just that I still want to ask you the same thing." If I stop experimenting and I can't keep this child, can you really accept that you don't have offspring? Having a child is not the dream of all women, can you really give it up?"

Not being able to have children is undoubtedly the biggest regret, but Xintong knew and accepted this fact early on, for her, all the time is stolen now, she can only cherish it silently, and she can't ask for too much.

There really can't be anything she can do about children.

Xintong: "That's my own business, I don't want to share it with you, in fact, even if I tell you, you can't understand my feelings for my child." And most importantly, you don't have the right to ask what I think. ”

Not being able to know the answer from Xintong's mouth is undoubtedly a pity for Jin Shen.