I think I've encountered a hurdle in my life, a big hurdle.

Depressed, depressed, and want to cry.

Since I went to school, I feel that I have always been a very positive, full of longing and yearning for life, but, in the two years of work, I have seen a lot, experienced a lot, ups and downs, ups and downs, a lot of thorns, suffered a lot of pain, step by step, wear out too many things in my heart.

Before, I suppressed too many things and emotions in my heart, always telling myself that it would pass and the future would be better.

However, no matter how strong the heart is, it will eventually be full of holes.

When all the strength collapses, when the inner load is overloaded, it will always collapse.

I'm an emotional person after all.

It's too much suppression, and then after being torn open, that kind of rebound is really too ruthless.

There was a mess in my heart.

The mind is in chaos.

Sleepless nights.

When I walk, my eyes are empty.

I was entangled, confused, and miserable, and I didn't know what to do if I had to deal with each day in the future.

I think I've really hit a bump in my life.

I also told myself to be strong, nothing is unpassable.

However, this reason could not convince me anymore.

I'm really lost.

The mentality collapsed.

I asked the company for leave.

In these two days, it is possible to go for a psychological counseling and examination.

Take a week off, the kind of isolation from everything, I think I need to think about my inner thoughts and how I am going to go about the future.

I'm so sorry.

I don't know if I'll be able to figure it out, or if I'll be able to calm everything down and continue to repeat the old days after the irrigation of countless poisonous chicken soups, or if I will have the courage and ability to make a new choice.

I don't know if I'll continue to write.

Next Monday.

If you continue to adhere to this dream, there will be an update at that time, and if it is not updated, it means that the old wine has left the industry that it once loved......

Thank you to the people who have supported me during this time.

I'm sorry.

I've let you guys down......