Chapter 810: Death の Feeling
"Sister Feng, Sister Feng, please, can you help me? Help me get out of here, you can do whatever you want me to do. Ji Ran grabbed Sister Feng's arm tightly and pleaded.
"Okay, I'll figure it out, you wait here first. After Sister Feng finished speaking, she left the room.
Immediately, the sound of the iron door being locked was heard outside.
"How's that? does the chick agree?" asked the slipper at the staircase outside.
"In vain, that little hoof is bent on leaving, and it seems that she will not agree if she doesn't give her a little hardship. Sister Feng crossed her arms and said coldly.
"Okay, I know, I'll find someone to deal with her. Said the slipper.
"No, maybe it's still a chick, first detain her in the urn, detain her for two days, and if she still refuses to agree, give her an electric baton. Sister Feng said coldly.
"If you don't use an electric baton, you'll die. Slipper said a little worriedly.
"Take it easy, you can't die. Sister Feng rolled her eyes and said.
"Yes, got it. The slipper nodded and went to get ready.
Ji Ran curled up in the dark, and his heart was extremely cold.
For the first time in her life, she was so afraid, the fear that she might encounter danger at any moment, and the horror of not being able to control her fate, kept her awake at night, and even when she was huddled in a corner, she couldn't help but shiver.
Ji Ran now regrets her impulsiveness a little, she shouldn't easily trust strangers, she shouldn't follow others to a remote place so easily, if she had been with Huo Wuxian at the beginning, I'm afraid she wouldn't have been in the current predicament.
She missed Huo Wuxian so much now, and wanted to return to him, but now all this seemed impossible.
Ji Ran didn't know if she could escape from here, if she really couldn't escape, I'm afraid that all that awaited her was endless humiliation and ravage.
Maybe you will be found by different men night and night, or you may meet unclean men and contract diseases, you may be covered with red beanie, and the itchy and painful beans will gradually increase, get bigger and bigger, more and more painful, and the color will become darker and darker, and finally develop into abscesses, ulceration, skin and flesh rot into pus, flow out, and then, you will slowly die in pain.
Thinking of that tragic ending, Ji Ran's heart was cold.
Rather than that, it is better to die head-on, and it is more dignified to die by yourself than to die after being defiled.
Ji Ran came to the window, looked at the silver full moon in the sky, and sighed leisurely.
Why do there are so many twists and turns in life?
Originally, people's lives are very short, whether they are poor or rich, they are only a few short decades, but why do they have so much suffering and bitterness?
Every day you don't know what's going to happen tomorrow?
After eating tonight's lunch, I don't know where tomorrow's dinner will be?
Ji Ran didn't understand, why do people struggle so much for a lifetime, anyway, there is always a day when they die, why struggle so in vain?
Maybe when you die, everything will be pure.
You don't have to bow your eyebrows and beg others to pity you, and you don't have to endure a hard life anymore.
Although she is very nostalgic for her parents, she is very reluctant to be martyred and Xiaoyin's sister, she misses Brother Liu Zhan, Miss Gu Yue, and all her friends who have intersected with her life, but when there is no hope in life and you can only beg with dignity, life has become meaningless.
If a person can only barely fill his stomach by wagging his tail and begging for mercy, like a dog, then why should he be a human being?
Wouldn't it be nice to just be a dog?
Ji Ran is unwilling to become someone else's plaything, he doesn't want to spend the rest of his life in such a dim and dirty place, rather than aging without dignity, it is better to die vigorously.
It was late at night, Ji Ran untied the ribbon around his waist, hung it on the iron railing outside the window, tied the other end around his neck, and after confirming that the ribbon was tightened, Ji Ran kicked off the stool violently, and his whole body instantly hung in the air.
The ribbon was tightly strangled, as if it was going to be broken, it hurt, and I wanted to cough in pain, but my neck was tightly strangled, and I couldn't even breathe.
The pain, the panic, and the survival instinct of wanting to breathe made Ji Ran instantly regret what she had done, and she tried to step on the ground with both feet, and her hands tightly grasped the top of the ribbon.
However, the ribbon became tighter and tighter, her body became heavier and heavier, Ji Ran's brain was blank, and the feeling of suffocation made her feel painful, but helpless.
She wanted to make a sound for help, but she couldn't make any sound, only kicked the wall with her foot, making a banging sound.
Her body is getting heavier and heavier, the pain in her neck has become numb, Ji Ran's face is purple and blue, her eyes are blood-red, and her eyeballs are about to bulge, if she can see her current appearance, she will definitely faint with fright.
Ji Ran struggled violently, and kept kicking the wall, but there was still no movement outside.
Gradually, Ji Ran felt that his strength was disappearing little by little, and the feeling of heaviness in his body gradually became weaker, the heavy body seemed to be about to run out of fine sand, the body became lighter little by little, and there was a white illusion in front of him, as if he had ascended to heaven, his brain was gradually paralyzed, and his scalp felt a little crispy and numb, as if the weight of his whole body had disappeared, and there was no longer a feeling of suffocation, but there was an illusion of extreme happiness, and that feeling even made Ji Ran have a high [anti-harmony] tide for a while.
Slowly, all the feelings are gradually fading, and the white light in front of me is gradually returning to darkness, and everything, time and space, seems to be still, frozen in eternal darkness.
Huo Wuxian contacted Ji Ran all day, but he didn't contact her, in the morning, he gave Ji Ran a mobile phone, but the phone was always turned off, Huo Wuxian couldn't help but be a little anxious.
He hurriedly went to the train station, East Station and West Station, and searched for a long time, but still did not find it.
He called Modu and asked his mother, but Huo's mother also said that she didn't receive a call from Ji Ran, so why did a good person disappear out of thin air?
Huo Wuxian was anxious to look around, from the day to the evening, from the evening to the late night, now it is early in the morning, he is still looking outside, Chen Xiaoyin is gone, he can't lose Ji Ran anymore!
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The slipper called three people and carried a big man with more than 200 catties to the iron gate.
When I opened the iron door, I found that it was as quiet as death, and there was no sound at all.
Slipper took a flashlight and shone it into the room, however, when the flashlight shone on the iron window, he couldn't help but be startled, only to see a long-haired female ghost hanging on the iron window, a pair of blood-red eyes staring at herself...
(End of chapter)