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The main reason is, of course, physical factors, and all kinds of unhappiness that arise from them.

Because of my illness, I was unable to walk normally for quite some time, as I explained to my brothers and sisters who have supported me along the way.

Then, in order to fulfill my promise that I would never be a eunuch, I continued to write.

But after a few days of writing, more things happened.

The way I am now, I'm really decadent, and I don't know when I'll recover, so I kicked my girlfriend away, well, just broke up.

Because I told her to take good care of her, not for her to take care of me, I don't want to delay people.

And then, because of my health, I lost my job, which is easy to understand, what company would have such a number one person for nothing, right?

In the end, one of the domestic animations I participated in as a screenwriter was also cut in half, and at this point, I almost lost all my financial resources.

Think about the male ambition at the beginning of the first novel, think about the strong body at that time, it's really ...... Alas, mixed feelings......

I was anxious and didn't want to talk to my family, especially my parents, who were still waiting for me to soar, because I wanted my son to become a dragon, who knew that my son was so depressed now?

I am anxious, I don't dare to use all social software, including my own book friend group, I long for the comfort and encouragement of book friends, but I am also afraid of them, I don't know why I am afraid, ashamed, inferiority? maybe......

I don't want to pass on the negative energy to those lovely book friends who don't owe me.

However, if you say a thousand things and ten thousand, a man will be born in the world, and he will promise a thousand gold.

I'm still going to keep writing this book, even if I've been off for so long, and I only have a little subscription left.

Promises are made.

Please also be considerate of my update speed, my current state, and I can't type fast words.

At least in my novels, my mind is not limited, I can imagine in my mind how I should live, and then write it down, just like the main character......!

Finally, may you all be healthy, this is the best blessing.

Above.