"Sister Fu, let's be realistic, there is no point in keeping this child any longer, right?" The tears in Li Lei's eyes were forced back by her, and Qin Yafu's reflection was even reflected in her clear and bright eyes.

"I'm still so young, even if he doesn't get sentenced to death, after more than ten years, or decades of sentence, it is estimated that I will only have to wait for a pile of white bones, right?" Such a sad topic was actually said by Li Lei with a smile on her face.

"Li Lei, calm down, no matter what the result is, let's stop messing around first, okay?" Li Lei's deep despair frightened Qin Yafu a lot, and she hurriedly persuaded, "Listen to me, first of all, it is very important for a woman to be pregnant with her first child, and miscarriage will cause immeasurable damage to future births, you have to think about your own body."

Secondly, Qian You's matter has just happened, as for what will happen later, we still don't know, besides, the most important thing is ......" Qin Yafu paused, gritted her teeth, and then continued, "You said that you love him, and he loves you too, right?"

"Yes, it......'s a pity," Li Lei choked and shook her head, "How did I know that this love would be so heavy? I only understand now, it turns out that he used to know that there would be such a day, so he refused to give me his sincerity easily, how ridiculous you say, no matter how careful he is, he can't stop me from being a moth to the fire, regardless of the entanglement......"

"Of course, this is an aspect that we consider, but, thinking from the other side, you are young after all, if you really wait for him with everything, you have also thought about it, is it worth it?" Qin Yafu said with difficulty.

People always have to face the reality, and the pros and cons are all clear, in fact, it may not be able to help Li Lei make a judgment, but if you don't face it, blindly avoiding it is not a way.

"Sister Fu, what do you want me to do?" Li Lei raised her eyes and asked, although this question was a little unreasonable, but it was full of trust.

"You, how you do, I support it. Qin Yafu pursed the corners of her mouth, she really hoped that Li Lei would be good, but she really couldn't come up with a really feasible plan.

Changing places, if something happened to Qin Yafu, in the face of Lin Zihang, who loved her deeply and she also loved her deeply, she would definitely choose to give birth to a child without saying a word and wait forever.

However, after all, everyone's situation is different, Qin Yafu has no right to be Li Lei's master casually, she can only make her position clear and insist on standing by Li Lei's side.

"Hehe, how do I feel that Sister Fu is perfunctory to me? You say this, you should be afraid of taking responsibility, right? In case one day, I regret it, no matter which decision it is, you can't escape the condemnation of your conscience, right?" Li Lei suddenly laughed, but tears came out of her eyes.

"Is this a matter of responsibility?" Qin Yafu seemed to understand Li Lei's uncertain emotions, and lowered her face to her chest, "Everything follows your heart, whether he is good or bad, after all, he is the person you have loved deeply, and he has changed a lot more than before because of your love, this is a fact."

But at the same time, I believe that since he loves you, he must also want you to live well, instead of indulging in pain and unable to extricate yourself. ”

"Yes, you're right," Li Lei nodded reluctantly, "He even told me before leaving, he was a heinous villain, haha, you said it was funny, right? We have been together and loved each other for so long, and he has only now told him that he is not a good person......

"Don't be like this, Li Lei," Qin Yafu had already seen the tears that were quietly slipping from the corners of Li Lei's eyes, and couldn't help but persuade distressedly, "He treats you sincerely......"

"So what? The last thing he said before he left was for me to knock the baby out and start a new life.

He created a child for me, but in the blink of an eye, he persuaded me not to want the so-called 'crystallization of love' with a righteous face......" Li Lei finally broke down, put the water glass on her face, put her head against the mouth of the cup, and sobbed, "Why? Why does he have to make a decision for me?"

No matter what he did, it was all in the past, what does it have to do with the present? Okay, he killed people to pay for his life, and he paid his debts, I admit it, but I am willing to wait for him, who cares?

Including Zheng Hao just now also advised me to think twice about this child, heh, my child, born in my womb, who is qualified to decide his (her) life and death......"

Li Lei complained and sobbed, but she finally showed her heart: she was reluctant.

“…… He was supposed to go to work today, but because I said I didn't feel well, he asked for leave to stay at home with me, and he also boiled me preserved eggs and lean porridge because I love to eat it.

He often boils porridge of various flavors for me, I don't have a good appetite, he will change his tricks to make me delicious, Sister Fu, do you know? We just live the most ordinary married life, and it doesn't hinder anyone, why, why doesn't God even give me such a little bit of happiness?

You say he is old, indeed, his mood of spoiling me is really not comparable to that of young people, I admit, maybe I love him, that is, I treat him as a father, because I have lacked father's love since I was a child, I don't think there is any problem, and I don't care about the world's evaluation, but I shouldn't only have such a short period of happiness, right?

Even if this is the case, I admit it, and in order to commemorate the happiness I have experienced, I also love him willingly, raise our common child, let him (her) become better and better in the future, let everyone see how good our child is, isn't this a good idea? Isn't it realistic......"

"Okay, as long as you like it, whatever, you can rest assured, you still have relatives and friends by your side, we will support you, so ......"

"It's just that there will be more people who see my jokes. Li Lei slowly moved her head away from the rim of the cup, and it could be seen that a deep red mark was pressed out of the rim of the cup on her forehead, which was quite shocking.

After the imagination was over, Li Lei couldn't help but sigh softly, and her eyes returned to the previous desolation and helplessness: "The murderer's child, how cruel this title is!"

Actually, I know that I am selfish, and I really want to be able to keep our common child, but I don't know if he or she will hate me when he or she grows up?"

"A lot of things are involuntary, I believe that he didn't mean to hurt people's lives at the beginning, if you trust him, then, you have to show twelve points of courage to face it, no matter what the consequences, we have to accept it. ”

Hearing this, Qin Yafu was a little relieved, and she could feel that Li Lei's heart had already planned, and she was determined to rush forward.

So, as a friend, apart from encouragement and care, what else can Qin Yafu do?

"Who knows? He said to me, I was a person who didn't grow up, and kept saying that I liked the work of the 'Golden Beauty', but the result was not halfway? Now he gritted his teeth and said that he loved him, you say, will there be a good result?"

Li Lei is stubborn, but she is also at a loss, after all, she is young, she hasn't experienced much, but she has encountered a lot of unsatisfactory things, this kind of life is really unfortunate enough.

"Maybe we're thinking too much about everything. Qin Yafu hesitated, her heart was also chaotic, and she couldn't complain about Li Lei's changing emotions, after all, the incident happened suddenly, her psychology was not prepared, and it was reasonable to suffer from gains and losses.

So, Qin Yafu said frankly: "Li Lei, in fact, you and I both understand that the incident has just happened, and there is no need to make a decision immediately, you don't have to put pressure on yourself anymore, is this okay? Zihang and I are going to go back to our hometown, if you don't want to go, I'll call your sister and ask her to take care of you; if you want to go......

"I'll go with you," Li Lei quickly took over, her face calmed down, her eyes were red, and the corners of her mouth were pulled, "Instead of staying at home and thinking about it so cranky, it's better to stay close to him and listen to the results early." ”

"Okay, you rest first, and we'll leave later. Qin Yafu nodded, although she knew that it was risky enough to go out with a pregnant woman, but letting her be alone at home made it even more reassuring.

"Li Lei, if others don't say it, your sister ...... there"

"Wait, I know you're all for my good, but I'm still in a mess right now, and I don't want to see anyone. Li Lei gritted her teeth.

People are like this sometimes, when they encounter really annoying things, the most difficult thing to face is the relatives who love them the most, and she obviously doesn't have the courage to face Leng Mei's concern.

"If you can hide it for a while, you can't hide it for a lifetime, at most, when you go back, there is a result over there, what decision do you have to make, you still have to say hello to your sister." Qin Yafu was a little uneasy about hiding Leng Mei like this, but she couldn't bear not to follow Li Lei's wishes.

"Got it, listen to you. Li Leiwan smiled, her expression was a lot more relaxed, she turned her head to look at the water cup, pondered, reached out and took the lid of the cup that Qin Yafu put on the bedside table, covered it, tightened it hard, as if she was not at ease, she deliberately turned the cup upside down and shook it, and saw that there was no leakage at all, so she put her mind at ease.

"Sister Fu, you wait for me, I'll take two clothes and leave. Li Lei held the water glass in one hand, and was about to go down to the ground with the other hand supporting the bed.

"Don't worry," Qin Yafu hurriedly stopped Li Lei, and said with a slight smile, "You rest first, my children also have to take a nap, and when they wake up, let's go together." ”

Li Lei glanced at the alarm clock placed on the head of the bed and rolled her eyes: "It's half past ten, if you leave, it should be too late for them to take a nap in your hometown, right?"

"That's not good," Qin Yafu shook her head, "If you take the car at this time, they will easily fall asleep, and when they get off the car, they will easily catch a cold, so let's let us be empty." ”

"I know your kindness," Li Lei lowered her head and said softly, "Actually, it's okay, I'm not that squeamish." ”