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But I don't know when I started, but tears flowed down. She didn't let out a single cry, just let the tears flow.

Chai Jue was a little embarrassed, and he said angrily: "I said it, don't look at me like this!"

He turned and strode out the door, saying as he went, "I'm alive and well and don't need your sympathy." ”

However, after only two steps, Chai Jue suddenly felt something slam behind him. Then, a warm feeling came from the back.

It was Lelin who rushed forward and hugged him tightly from behind.

She hugged her so tightly, as if she was hugging herself back then.

Chai Jue is half a head taller than her, but in Le Lin's heart, what she is hugging at this moment is the little girl back then.

The self who is lonely and lonely all the time

The one who is at a loss in front of everyone, but still pretends to get along.

Countless times, in those dark times, when she was mad with jealousy, how she wished that someone could hold her so tightly.

Time seemed to stand still at this moment.

The dried and withered celiosis flowers are constantly blown down by the wind.

It fell on the hair of the two, on the shoulders.

Chai Jue didn't dare to move, he only felt that his back was hot.

There is also a warm wetness.

"You...... What are you crying about?"

He didn't understand, he didn't know what "Lelang" was for, and suddenly cried like a girl.

"I think that's a very painful word. ”

Le Lin said this for no reason.

"What?"

"'Coveting', I find the word bitter. ”

Chai Jue let go of Le Lin's hand around his waist and turned around, he saw her eyes red from crying.

He stared down into Lelin's eyes, as if to go into the depths of her soul.

Le Lin took out a handkerchief, blew her nose, and choked up: "It's not about thinking about it, it's called 'coveting'." But ......"

"Huh?"

However, it is often because it seems that it is easy to get at your fingertips. ”

This sentence, listening to Chai Jue's ears, was like a lightning bolt. He froze for a moment, only to feel that he couldn't even breathe.

Le Lin also said to herself: "This thought, close at hand but far away in the world, is too painful." ”

She also had "coveting".

She covets her parents' love so much.

However, the separation of her own parents seems to be bitter. When her father saw her, he immediately thought of her mother, the woman she hated the most in her life. And when her mother sees her, she will also think of her father, a man who ruined his youth.

How they don't love themselves.

Since this love can't be obtained no matter what, let's pretend that you don't need it.

Comforted himself that "if you lose your horse, you don't know if it's a blessing."

Force yourself to be independent.

She said to herself countless times: "I am not a greenhouse flower like Lezhen, I am a tenacious tree that can withstand wind and rain." ”

Since going to college, Lelin has never spent her parents' money again.

In work and life, she has carried all the problems hard.

No matter how you get hurt, you have to be as strong as steel.

Even the boss who was called the "female devil" by all her peers had to admire her and ridiculed her as a "female iron man".

It's her pride, her pride.

However, only when the night is quiet, she can't help but admit that if she can be like Le Zhen and coquettish to her parents, she can solve most of the problems in life, who wants to pretend to be strong?

Being strong is her helpless choice.

In the same way, she understands Chai Jue best.

"If you can be as qualified as they are to fight for that position, you will definitely not hesitate to give up their 'sincerity' to you. ”

Le Lin also stared at him and said seriously.

When Chai Jue heard this, his pupils shrank suddenly, and his expression was extremely solemn.

Le Lin continued: "'The rare family affection of the emperor's family' is just something you talk about. ”

"Le Lang ......"

"This is what I find the most painful, there are always things in the world that we have no choice but to accept, and we have to pretend to be extremely happy and content......"

Before Le Lin finished speaking, she suddenly stopped.

Because, Chai Jue stepped forward quickly and hugged her tightly.

It was as tight as she had just hugged herself.

At this moment, these two lonely hearts are clinging to each other.

Chai Jue was only really relieved at this moment.

has been lonely heart, and finally found another heart that understands itself.

Yes, she was not wrong at all.

Isn't their "sincerity" to him because he is no threat to them?

Then, he is also happy to play the role of the city without a heart, and he is happy to be with their brothers, friends, brothers, fathers, and sons.

However, this is a helpless choice.

He was unwilling, but he had to accept it.

The pain seems to be immersed in ice, and you have to pretend to be leisurely.

Chai Jue was like holding a life-saving driftwood, and she was almost out of breath when she hugged Le Lin.

He muttered, "You're right, I've always felt bitter. ”

After speaking, there was silence again.

The air was silent except for the sound of the two of them breathing.

After a long time, Le Lin's voice sounded in his ears: "We are all people who drink bitter wine with a smile. ”

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