"Is your relationship with Yuan Yuan over for the time being?" asked Pan Xueliang.

"The words are very ruthless, there is no room for relaxation, I blame me for being too angry, I would do something like that to make her sad, and I don't have the slightest idea of blame from my heart. Xu Feng told Yuan Yuan about it.

"Now it can only be like this, it is difficult for anyone to accept this kind of thing, breaking up is a matter of time or time, the long pain is better than the short pain, the two of them said that it is okay, at least there is no psychological burden, start their life again, as long as they work hard in the future, maybe they will change her view of you, and it is the best ending, after all, you have many years of emotional foundation, it is a pity to lose it, and the feeling of first love will be unforgettable for a lifetime. Pan Xueliang said.

"How can I still have the luxury of breaking the mirror, as long as she doesn't scold me for the rest of my life, I feel content, as the saying goes, a good lover does not become an enemy, and when you meet like a stranger, especially for my mistakes, it is impossible to forgive me. Xu Feng sighed and said.

Pan Xueliang saw Xu Feng's feelings for Yuan Yuan, he was still a little reluctant, reality is reality after all, there is no way to escape and change, it is impossible for the two to reconcile, unless there is a special chance, they are destined to have a marriage, this probability is quite low, it can be said that there is almost none, breaking up means starting again, each looking for the ideal lover in their hearts, who will treat marriage as a child's play, it is impossible to be in the twilight, and such a woman can't be wanted, of course, these are things in the future, and no one can guess how to develop.

"You can't blame yourself too much and stress, you have to face the reality, throw away your worries and distractions, start your life again with a correct attitude, what do you think about the future. Pan Xueliang said.

"This civil service exam is a soup, I have to wait for the next year in the exam, the exam is still unknown, the economic conditions of the family do not allow me to stay like this, my father is injured and can't repair the car and has no income, relying on my mother to earn that little money can not make a living, I can at least earn a few dollars by working for people, and I want to get through this difficult time in front of me, so that my parents can save their worries. Xu Feng said.

"It's right for you to think like this, at first I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to think about it, but now it seems that I am overhearted. Pan Xueliang said with a smile.

"I know my own situation, I understand a lot of truths this time, I have to face the reality, I can't have too high ideas, beyond the scope of whimsy can never be reached, this is also my failure, if I just graduated and entered the ranks of part-time jobs, maybe it is a different world, at least not relying on my parents to live. Xu Feng said.

"I'll help you figure it out and keep you informed if there's a job that's right for you. Pan Xueliang said.

"Wu Zibao, the old factory manager, found me a job as a cashier, and I went to work for a period of time, so there should be no big problem with my ability. Xu Feng said.

In fact, it is not difficult to find a job, but it is difficult to find a job that suits you, especially if you graduated from college, the standard is naturally higher, so it is a little difficult. Pan Xueliang said.

"After more than a year of traveling, I already know my position, starting from scratch, I won't learn from scratch, I don't believe that there is no room for my own development. Xu Feng said.

"Cheers to you to get off to a good start?" Pan Xueliang said with a smile and a toast.

"Thanks to your help, otherwise I would have been stuck in that cycle and couldn't pull my legs. Xu Feng drained the wine in the glass in one gulp.