Xue Ying in her previous life, no, at that time her name was Mu Xingfu and she was an orphan. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 InfoOrphans are nothing, after all, there are not a few fatherless and motherless people in this world.

But, she is an orphan who grew up in a monastery.

Not long after she was born, she was thrown on the road not far from Ganxiao Temple. Because she was a girl, she was put away for three days, and no one took her back to raise her -- the rural economic conditions at that time were not very good, and this kind of situation of throwing away a girl after giving birth to a baby still happened from time to time. Although some well-wishers fed her some water from time to time, a baby was left outside for three days and three nights, and the wind blew mosquitoes, and the body was already dying.

In the end, it was Shi Guoying, the host of Ganxiao Temple, who hugged her back and raised her as an adult. The town has the surname Mu mostly, and the host named her Mu Xingfu, which was originally a blessing, but many years later, the Internet language became popular, and "Mu Xingfu" is equivalent to "no happiness", which makes this blessing seem strange.

It is precisely because of such a background that she has been an "outlier" since she was a child, and has suffered countless sympathetic or contemptuous glances. There are no secrets in the countryside, and her reputation as a "girl raised by a nun" has spread far and wide to the next town. The children are not clear about right and wrong, and they know from the adult's account that she is different from others, so they are full of rejection of her, and regard talking to her as a shame.

Except for her, there are nuns in the temple, but to be honest, except for the host, everyone else is a semi-literate person who can only recite Buddhist scriptures - many of the monks in the temple are rural women who can't stand the abuse at home or don't want to remarry after being widowed. They are not bad for her, but one side is a monk, and the other is a little girl, and the common language of the two sides is quite difficult to find.

When she was a child, when the nuns were doing their homework, she would sit at the gate of the monastery and watch the outside world, with the noisy sound of people chanting scriptures in her ears, but her heart was at a loss. When she got old and went to school, the situation still didn't change much, but she finally found her purpose in life, and this goal was what almost all her elders told her: study hard.

The presiding master told her to study hard, the nuns and nuns in the monastery told her to study hard, and the teachers in the school told her to study hard, so she naturally regarded this very precious "entrustment" as the highest goal in life.

She's not smart, but luckily she has almost zero recreation, so she's able to devote all her time to her studies, and she's always got good grades.

So her identity has become "the girl who was raised by a nun with good grades".

After going to junior high school, she began to live in the school, and only during the winter and summer vacations would go back to Ganxiao Temple to live. During the festival, people from the county welfare institute will come to comfort her and send her condolences and winter clothes. She also learned from the people in the welfare home that when she was four years old, the host tried to send her to the welfare home, after all, the environment there is more suitable for a child's growth than the monastery. As a result, a month later, when the host went to see her, he found that she was injured, and only then did he know that she would be secretly bullied by other children in the welfare home, but she was young, and she was a native accent from the novel, so she didn't communicate well with the teachers in the welfare home, and she didn't dare to say anything if she was bullied.

When she saw the host, she rushed over and cried, and she didn't let go. Touching her body bones that had lost a lot of weight, the host sighed, and finally took her back to the temple.

The people in the welfare home tentatively asked her if she still wanted to live in the county town, but after thinking about it, she decided to stay in the monastery. No matter what others think, she has made Ganxiao Temple her home. Maybe this home is a little different from other normal families, but it is still the ultimate safe haven in her heart.

She was an orphan and was able to receive an education for free. After other girls finished junior high school and went out to work to earn money, she was able to continue her education because she was admitted to high school, and in this regard, she was much luckier than other female classmates.

She doesn't want to stop studying, from childhood to adulthood, others have almost no requirements for her, the only thing is to study hard, if she doesn't even have the "job" of studying, she really doesn't know where to go next.

As a result of her dedication to her studies, her hard work paid off, and she was successfully admitted to a key university, and then continued to rely on national policies to enter the highest universities.

In a new environment, no one around her knew her background, let alone whispers and strange eyes, she was excited, and she began to become lively as if she had changed people. My horizons were broadened, I made friends, and the world seemed to change from black and white to color.

However, the good times did not last long, and shortly after the start of the sophomore year, at the meeting of the college to run for the president of the student government, my best friend came to the stage to campaign, and I don't know why she made her life experience the subject of the speech. She still hadn't figured out when that person knew about her background, let alone what the fact that a child raised by a nun in a monastery had to do with that person's election for student council president. In short, the result was that many people were moved to tears by the speech of a good friend, and she was successfully elected as the president of the student union of "the youngest and most beautiful in the history of the college", and she was beaten back to her original form and returned to the world full of strange eyes.

It's like being beaten from heaven to hell.

A good friend was elected president of the student union and gave her a lot of care, grants, inspirational scholarships, and even quilts and cotton clothes that I don't know who sponsored them, etc., etc., every time it will be hyped up and become the glorious "achievement" of that good friend.

Of course, at that time, she no longer regarded her as a good friend, although that "good friend" kept claiming that the two of them were iron girlfriends, but she also understood that it was just to show that person's "condescension" and "magnanimity". After all, the gap between the two people is so big, she is mediocre, taciturn, and her background is a little difficult to talk about, while the other person is not only outstanding in appearance and cheerful personality, but also proficient in piano and dance, and the legend is that she is still a rich second generation.

The so-called difference between cloud and mud is nothing more than that.

Silence, silence, more silence, she re-sealed herself, minimized communication with others, refused to communicate with others altogether, and spent all day wandering the library - at the very least, there would be much less sound heard. And the grants and scholarships I got were donated anonymously when I changed hands, and I didn't want to get my hands dirty at all.

Everyone felt that she should be grateful to that "good friend", but she really couldn't.

But everyone thinks that she is normal like that, no matter how she grows up, she is also an orphan who grew up in a nunnery temple, and it is understandable that she is a little withdrawn and distorted.

In retrospect, she was "willful" at that time. In fact, as long as she lets go of her self-esteem a little and endures the initial awkwardness, she can still deal with her classmates, and she can still have a relatively rich college life. But I didn't know what was going on at the time, probably because no matter what she did, she would take the shadow of that person, which is why she behaved so decadently.

If she was given another chance, she would never be as stupid as before, clinging to that pitiful self-esteem, so that she wasted that precious youth.

After spending the remaining three years of college in silence, she suddenly woke up when she was about to graduate. Everyone is starting to look for a job, a graduate school entrance examination, and a going abroad country. She also hesitated to go to graduate school, after all, she didn't know anything but studying.

As a result, a "good friend" came to the door again, and bluntly said that considering her special background, if she wanted to go to graduate school, she could help come forward to ask the teachers in the college to intercede and see if she could fight for a targeted research place. She didn't know why she was holding back the fire in her heart at the time, and directly said that she was not going to graduate school.