Chapter 1062: Refusal and Welcome

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"Why should I laugh at you?" Qin Yafu couldn't bear it, softened her tone, and confessed what she was thinking, "Don't say that, I admit it, I also think you can't do it?" Otherwise, I wouldn't have almost gone crazy when I saw you and Nian Yue 'making' such a big farce later." Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info {We don't write novels, we're just online text porters.} -.:。 ”

"Hmph, it's good to go crazy!" Speaking of the old thing, Lin Zihang couldn't help but clench his fists resentfully, took a deep breath, and looked away.

"Qin Yafu, you know very well why I directed that farce, in the five years of separation, I relied on wine to 'essence' to anesthetize myself, either I didn't get drunk and didn't return, or I returned home with wine and drank until my brain was a mess...... I hope you can come and see me in my dreams......"

"You, why are you bothered?" Qin Yafu withdrew her hand from behind, and instead stroked Lin Zihang's strong and powerful 'chest' muscles, tears slowly fell.

"Now you know why I go crazy every time you ban me, right? Because every time I can't help but think, this can't be the last, right?

This life is very long, and it is too short, the world changes, I tried so desperately to keep you, but you still left, and then I was left with a heart disease, always afraid, I don't know when I woke up one morning, you left me for something......"

"Who said that? How could it be? You are so sentimental!" Qin Yafu was sad when she heard this, she couldn't imagine that the two of them had been reconciled for so long, and he still had a knot in his heart, and he really couldn't bear to continue to be sad, so he had to pretend to interrupt him easily.

"I said that I will live a good life in the future, no longer be 'chaotic' and suspicious, and even have children, where else can I run? You, this look is about to become a nervous disorder!" Qin Yafu really felt sorry for him, but she still had a hard mouth.

"Well, I was 'forced' into a nervous disorder by you a long time ago, and you didn't realize it until now, and you were too dull, right?" Lin Zihang frowned like a coquettish child who was not satisfied, and his dark eyes were full of grievances.

"Good girl, don't be sad," Qin Yafu raised her hand to gently smooth Lin Zihang's frowning eyebrows, and persuaded softly, "Since it is a neuropathy that I 'forced' out, I am responsible for it to the end, and it is ...... to accompany you to develop nerves."

"There is progress, I love to hear this!" Lin Zihang was much satisfied, and then, the hot 'lips' and tongue were entangled again.

"Hey, don't, don't be so endless, okay?" Qin Yafu was moved on the one hand, but her body couldn't resist him being so entangled after all, and she couldn't help but dodge it while getting angry again, "Lin Zihang, you said, did you ...... from the first time you saw me?" Got a bad heart?"

"Well, yes, at that time, seeing you sleeping so sweetly on the table, the 'meaty' cheeks, and the red lips' made my heart palpitate all of a sudden, and I couldn't wait to eat you at that time!" Lin Zihang coaxed her half-truthfully.

"Shameless, I thought about that when I first met!" Qin Yafu was so depressed that she couldn't do it, this man's bad thoughts were too strong.

"Yes, yes, I'm so shameless, every contact after that, I can't control it, and I wonder every day how to accept you as soon as possible. Lin Zihang smiled malice.

"It's too much! What a big man, bullying a 'girl' child like this, how embarrassing it would be for you to say it!" Qin Yafu knew that she couldn't compete with him, so she simply changed her strategy to squeeze him.

"Alas, Yafu, you won't know how boring my daily life was when I didn't marry you," Captain Lin Zihang sighed, he let go of her, lay down again, put away the appearance of a hippie smile, and said with a wry smile, "Before I met you, I was also a normal man, but I didn't have any special interest in 'women', especially the large group of 'girl' children around me who came over when they had nothing to do, I really didn't feel it!"

Lin Zihang narrowed his affectionate eyes, and talked about his original mood: "Until I see you, I am not me, as long as you are not around, close your eyes, it is you who pout, blink your bright eyes, and 'desire' refuses to 'seduce' and 'confuse' me ......"

"You just want to refuse to welcome you, I can't hide from you yet!" Qin Yafu was stunned by this idiom, and raised her finger and knocked Lin Zihang's forehead fiercely.

"It's really 'desire' to refuse to welcome, Yafu, don't quibble, you have always been like this in me, you can't hide, and you are unwilling, struggling and wandering every day, when I completely leave you, don't you think about it?" Lin Zihang hit the nail on the head and said Qin Yafu's true mentality at the beginning.

Subsequently, Lin Zihang sighed again: "However, in the five years of separation, I had a really bad life, and I missed you so much that I hated to go to you immediately, but then I thought, don't you just grab the 'door' of my life that I can't do without you, so you are willing to leave me so decisively? Why can't I fight for breath and live happily and happily in a place where I can't see you?"

But I didn't expect that the body and feelings were originally one, if they were forced to separate, then there would be no happiness at all, when you were by my side, no matter how you played with me, I was willing, and after completely leaving you, my life would only be numb.

Yes, I said before, in this world, whoever leaves is the same life, this is right, no matter how difficult life is without you, I can get by, even if there is no paralysis of wine, I can sleep, but I don't sleep well enough, I will often be woken up by your helpless cry, and then, I will remember that you are afraid of the dark, you are afraid of sudden movements, you are afraid of ......"

"Don't say it!" Qin Yafu covered Lin Zihang's mouth with tears, lowered her eyes, and couldn't help but apologize, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hurt your heart so much before, I made you sad, I, I will depend on you for everything in the future, we won't be noisy or noisy, we will be happy sweetly, and there will be no more days of separation, okay? Don't worry about the past......

Qin Yafu couldn't cry again, he loved someone, he loved Lin Zihang so deeply, how much pain did he have to have?

Once so unresolute hurt, it should have ended a long time ago, but it was always inadvertently taken out and turned over, is this a bittersweet memory, or is it difficult to solve the knot? Even the parties themselves can't figure it out.

It's not that they're too stingy, there is always the slightest nerve endings that will jump out from time to time, pulling the memories they want to forget, causing more irritability in each other's hearts, these superficial loves, in fact, can't hide their inner fear, everyone is afraid, afraid that an inexplicable disaster will come again.

"I'm not entangled," Lin Zihang opened his mouth to take Qin Yafu's hand on the side of his 'lips', and slowly kissed 'kiss', his tone was vague, "I just hope you can forgive me...... Forgive me for the desire I can't let go from time to time, really, really love you to the bone, with the regret of what I have lost, which makes me cherish it more and more, and the psychological ...... of last resort"

Lin Zihang was incoherent, his brain was no longer listening, his hands wandered again, and his breath was 'disordered'.

"Without compensation, it's ...... to live a good life in the future" Qin Yafu sighed secretly in his heart, he was still confused by this theory.

After most of the night's exercise, Qin Yafu fell apart all over, and finally fell asleep from exhaustion, but Lin Zihang was even more energetic, his heart was 'excited', he knew that he couldn't toss her anymore, but he still didn't like his own loneliness, so he couldn't help but put his mouth behind her ear, and asked in a gentle voice: "Yafu, are you happy?"

"Hmm!" Qin Yafu shrunk her neck uncomfortably and snorted softly.

"It is said that Xiao Biesheng is newly married, we haven't been together for so long, don't you like it very much? Don't be hard-mouthed, you say it yourself, the days when you don't do anything every day, and the days you ...... every day Which day does it make you happier every day?" Lin Zihang was still unsatisfied, and returned to his most tangled problem.

"It's all good!" Qin Yafu tried to cooperate with the person who was full of excitement, even if his brain was about to stop working, he couldn't tell what he said, just because he couldn't bear to blame, he had to answer.

"It's all good, what does it mean to be all good?" Lin Zihang is gone, this is a multiple-choice question, is it okay? She wants to 'blind' and 'mix' to pass the test, but it is too perfunctory, and she must ask clearly.

"I don't know......" The people in the chaos accidentally told the truth.

"Say it quickly, is the first one better, or the second one?" Lin Zihang pulled over the body that was originally hugged from behind, so that she faced herself, unable to escape.

"Well, good. Qin Yafu took the initiative to put her head into Lin Zihang's neck socket, and the answer on her lips was still unclear.

"Qin Yafu!" Lin Zihang was so anxious that he gently pushed the person away, holding her cheek and shaking, "Answer me!"

"What do you answer?" Qin Yafu opened her sleepy eyes, and her 'confused' and 'confused' eyes had a different taste, which caused Lin Zihang to love and hate.

"Just tell me, do you like us to do it every day, or don't you do it all the time?" Lin Zihang asked, and felt that this multiple-choice question came out like this, which was really a little awkward, and had to correct the statement, "Oh, no, I want to know you, do you like this, so endless...... Uh, don't say you don't like it, I see you're 'kindly' happy every time!"

Lin Zihang talked to himself and asked in a tangled way, but in the end, even he felt meaningless.

This time, Qin Yafu tried her best to stay awake, barely supported to listen to Lin Zihang's question, and couldn't help but sneer: "What are you talking about?

It turned out that although Qin Yafu listened attentively, she didn't understand it very well, but her sleepy eyes were blurred, but she also saw his tangled expression, and couldn't help but feel funny, and after muttering a word, she finally shook her head and closed her eyes again.

"Baby, don't sleep, don't sleep!" Lin Zi patted Qin Yafu's face, and 'rubbed' it for a while, but she refused to open her eyes again.

"Frankly speaking, I've heard some rumors about you and me......" Lin Zihang saw that he couldn't wake up Qin Yafu, so he was no longer reluctant, he stretched his arm under her neck, hugged her arms, and said with little confidence.