cpa300_4(); Su Su lowered her voice and said, "We don't know, it was the emperor who came over and took Miss Sun away." ”

"Oh?"

I subconsciously frowned.

The twitching of her eyebrows did not escape Su Su's eyes, she looked at me, cautiously approached me, and said softly: "Miss, where did the emperor take Miss Sun? ”

“……”

I was silent for a while, and then said lightly: "Zuo is just a few places in this palace. And don't ask too much, lest anyone say that you are too talkative, and that they will punish you. ”

"Oh, got it. ”

At night, everyone was all cleaned up, Miao Yan did not go back to her room to sleep, but lay in my bed, although usually, she rarely really slept in her room, she slept with me, but tonight, as soon as I lay down on the bed, I felt her crawl over and get into my arms, two small hands tightly wrapped around my waist.

I smiled and looked down at her, "What's the matter? The older I get, the more I look like a child." ”

Miao Yan didn't speak, only pressed it to my chest, and after a while, she suddenly said sullenly: "Mother, will you get sick?"

"What?"

"Will you still get sick? I asked Mama Wu today, and she said that my mother used to get sick a lot, and she was very sick. Will my mother still be sick now?"

I was silent for a moment, then smiled, "Do you think my mother looks like she is going to be sick?"

She raised her head and looked at me with wide eyes, looked at me for a while, and shook her head: "No, I think my mother is good, but she is amazing, much better than others." ”

I realized that the "other person" was someone else, otherwise she would not have come out with such a sentence for no reason, and after a while, I said softly: "Did you go to see the sick concubine today?"

Miao Yan hurriedly looked up at me: "Mother, how do you know?"

"Listen to your father. ”

"Ah, Dad said it clearly, don't sue Sù Niang. ”

“……”

I gritted my teeth and endured the evil breath in my chest, but the expression on my face was a little twitching uncontrollably, even hideous, and Miao Yan immediately sensed something sensitively, and said cautiously: "Mother, don't you like that mother." ”

"......" I was silent for a while, trying to calm my mood and make my expression a little more natural, and then looked at her: "What about you?

She didn't answer me immediately, but tilted her head and thought for a while before saying, "I don't like it, I don't know her very well." ”

I thought about it for a moment and immediately realized that when she said "I don't know", I actually meant "I don't know much".

Liking a person is naturally based on understanding, and the other party's good and evil are not clear, but it is indeed impossible to talk about liking.

"But," she suddenly smiled, "she's so good-looking." ”

I couldn't help but laugh.

Reached out and pinched her little nose and twisted: "You, so superficial!"

Counting, from the first time I saw her in Crouching Tiger Village in the past, my daughter has always valued people's appearance, and stubbornly believes that I am a great beauty;

Her little nose was pinched red by me, and she hurriedly whined and pulled my hand away, rubbed her nose herself, and then looked at me: "What's wrong with being beautiful, my mother is also beautiful!"

"Really, then do you think my mother is more beautiful than her?"

"Uh...... Mother pretty!"

I reached out again and pinched her little nose: "Hypocrisy!"

After a while, I let go of my hand and pouted: "That's what it was! I think my mother is beautiful, the most beautiful in the world! Besides, what's wrong with being pretty?"

I laughed, "yes, it's not bad, it's a big benefit." ”

"Really?

"When a beautiful woman makes a mistake, she will be easily forgiven by a man, while a handsome man will be forgiven by a woman more easily if she makes a mistake. ”

Miao Yan looked at me with a wink, as if confused by this somewhat absurd logic, and after a while, she suddenly said, "Mother, do you really dislike her?"

"Why do you ask?"

"I don't know, but today my father took me to see her, and specially told me not to sue my mother. Why did he say it himself, really...... However, does my mother really dislike her? If she really doesn't like her, Miaoyan will never look at her again. ”

Looking at her serious and solemn appearance, I thought about it and asked, "You tell Sù Niang first, what did you do today?"

"Just to see her. ”

"Why are you looking at her?"

"She was very sick, as if she was dying......"

Speaking of this, her face also showed a kind of fear, and the hands holding my waist tightened a little: "I can't even drink the soup, or someone pried open her teeth and poured it down." It's so pathetic. ”

"Do you think she's pitiful?"

"Hmm. ”

"So, taking you over, is it for you to do anything to help her?"

"I didn't do anything, but my dad asked me to stay in her room for a while, talk, and she woke up and could smile at me!"

“……”

"She's trying to grab my hand. But she didn't have the strength. ”

“……”

"Hey, she's so pitiful......"

I listened to the description of the wonderful words, and I also had some understanding of the sick and haggard beauty, but in the description of the wonderful words, the phrase "she is so pitiful" repeatedly appeared, and perhaps, that picture really broke her heart.

As for her, Nangong Lizhu could wake up, smile at her, and want to hold her hand......

Perhaps, this child is really the only bit of support for her.

At this time, Miao Yan pressed a little closer to my arms, I looked down at her, she also looked at me, and said seriously: "Does my mother not like her? Don't you want Miao Yan to see her? If so, Miao Yan won't go." ”

I looked at her big black and white eyes, and after a while, I reached out and brushed her messy forehead, and said, "If you don't care if your mother likes her or not, just say that you want to see her, are you willing?"

“……”

This time, it was she who fell silent.

The eyes looked at the candlestick at the head of the bed, which was also flickering, and after a while, she gently and with a hint of hesitation: "I still want to." ”

“……”

"Because, they all said, 'If I go, the lady will seem to be alive.' ”

“……”

For some reason, when I heard this, I felt unspeakably ironic.

At the beginning in Dongzhou, it was Nangong Lizhu who led someone to kill my daughter, but today, ten years later, she has the strength to live by seeing my daughter.

If this is the retribution, then fate cannot but be cruel to her.

What if I take back this force?

"Mother," Miao Yan shook my waist and asked, "What do you say, will you let me go?" If you don't let me go, I won't go. ”

I asked her, "Will you listen to what my mother said?"

"Of course, obedience guaranteed!"

I laughed, reached out and stroked her face, and then said seriously: "If that's the case, then you really have to listen to what my mother says next, if you don't listen, my mother won't like to talk about it in the future." ”

As soon as she heard this, she immediately became nervous, and her whole body was half-propped up, and her black and white eyes looked at me burningly.

I said, "My mother will not stop you from visiting that mother, if you really want to go, then you will go, but you must promise your mother a few things." First, every time you go, you must be taken by your father, and if your father is not there, even if you leave the mother's room for half a step, you must leave immediately, and you are not allowed to stay for a moment. If they want to leave you there, you cry and say that you will come back and sue me, and that you will never go again. ”

"Hmm!"

"Second, you are not allowed to eat anything or drink a little water from her. No matter how thirsty and hungry you are, you will come back and talk about it. ”

"Hmm!"

"One more, and most importantly, if someone wants you to recognize her as a mother-"

Miao Yan immediately said: "How is it possible!

I immediately laughed and rubbed her forehead: "That's right. As long as you do these three things well, then you can visit her, she is so sick, indeed, it is pitiful. ”

I say she's pitiful, but I really don't have much pity in my heart.

The beauty is sick like this, which will make people a little unbearable, but I have been involved in her grievances so far, and I have no kindness to her anymore, just wonderful words - she is not cured now, and the whole person is like a blank piece of paper, I don't want to portray filth in such a mind, even if it is the filth of others. What she should understand in the future, she will naturally understand, but now is the time for her to form a lifelong personality, and it is more beneficial for her to be positive and beautiful than to be evil in the negative.

And with my approval, Miao Yan seems to have finally let go of a stone in my heart, and kept me tighter, tired in my arms, and I was tired of her crookedly, enjoying the tranquility and sweetness of this moment.

In fact, at this time, I just made a very simple decision, for the sake of the wonderful words, but also for the sake of her future life.

But I didn't know that such a cause that I planted at this moment would bear such fruit in the subsequent changes.

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For the next two days, although I had my permission, the words did not go again.

Come to think of it, Pei Yuanhao also has scruples about the relationship between me and Nangong Lizhu, so he will let Miao Yan hide it from me, so when I stay in Jingren Palace, he doesn't show me.

However, two days later, it was time for Changyan Bai to leave Beijing and return home.

Pei Yuanhao had made arrangements before, early in the morning, the token to leave the palace was sent to Jingren Palace, I took the carriage out of the palace gate with Chang Qing, and listened to the lively sound outside all the way, after the carriage went out of the city gate, the road slowly became uneven, and the surrounding noise was gradually thrown behind the carriage, leaving only the sound of the wind blowing through the wilderness.

Finally, our carriage stopped in the suburbs.

The snow here has not yet melted, and it is all white, except for a gray-black path, which has been trodden out, and the path stretches into the distance, and on the other side of the dry forest, you can see an old and lonely pavilion.

That's where people often say goodbye.

In the distance, I have seen several people standing there, seeing off Chang Yanbai.