Chapter 328: Out of Control
"Compared to Pavilion Master Dai, you should be more concerned about Xue's participation in politics, right?"
"What can he do? Isn't it your idea to send him to the Northern Frontier Theater? You won't stumble him, will you?"
"Even if I don't stumble, it won't be easy for him to get in office. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoThe Northern Plains Country will not be happy to see a capable and courageous person like Xue Shenzheng take over the Northern Theater of Operations. ”
"Oh, then he'll be blessed. Xue Ying was still indifferent.
Huolu looked at her quietly: "You are so disappointed in him because you had hope, right?"
These words were like a sharp sword inserted into Xue Ying's chest, and she took a defensive posture unprepared: "I said that I am not the real Xue Ying......"
"It has nothing to do with that. Even if you weren't Xue Ying, you once hoped that Xue Shenzheng would treat you as a daughter, right? And Mrs. Xue, so gentle, intelligent, kind and considerate, full of trust and love for your children, isn't that what you have always hoped for?"
Xue Ying was dumbfounded, and then realized that what he said was not right at all. She has been self-hypnotizing all these years, because she is not Xue Ying, so everything Xue Qi and Liao Yunxi did to her did not cause harm, but it was not like that.
Subconsciously, she had hoped that Xue Qi and Liao Yunxi could give her similar care and love to her parents, so she was very hurt, but because she didn't have the courage to face the wound, she ignored all this and let the wound fester.
"Mingming......" She realized her choking after she spoke, and hurriedly wiped away the tears that she didn't know when they fell, "Obviously I have already lied to myself, why do you want to debunk it?"
The face of the stove casts a shadow in the candlelight.
"Where did I offend you, you want to make me so embarrassed? Yes, Mu Xingfu is an abandoned baby that no one wants, and her parents don't want her to exist in the world! When I arrived in another world, I thought that God had given me a chance, so I couldn't help but hope that someone would love me. I'm like a beggar, I put down all my self-esteem for the slightest concern of others......" Xue Ying wiped her tears more and more, "I know that Master Mingtu has been using me as a pawn from the beginning, but I will still listen to her, because she used me to really care about me when she used me." I know you have ulterior motives for being nice to me, but I still can't help but get closer and closer to you and like you more and more, I'm so cheap!"
"Mingche!" the stove interrupted her, "I'm sorry, I'm out of control." ”
"Cut, who is out of control now?!" Xue Ying wiped her face fiercely, her delicate skin flushed, "You didn't say anything, it's me who is too sensitive." ”
"It's me who is wrong, I'm in a bad mood so I'm angry with you. The stove took out a handkerchief and pushed it to her, "Don't cry." ”
Xue Ying took it and woke up her nose fiercely, her tears stopped, but her eyes were red and swollen, her nasal voice was thick, and she complained very aggrievedly: "It's too much, it's making me cry so ugly!"
"I'm excessive, but you're not ugly. ”
Obviously she should be angry, but Xue Ying couldn't help but laugh. After calming down, he asked, "What's going on? It's the first time I've seen you so mean!"
"I'm sorry. ”
"Didn't you explain?"
"No, I'm sorry. ”
Xue Ying thought for a while and asked, "Then, after I was made to cry by you, are you in a better mood?"
Such a strange thought made the brains of the stove knotted: "What?"
"If making me cry makes you feel better, then I'm not too wronged. Xue Ying was a little embarrassed, "I know what kind of manly husband you all pay attention to, and the husband doesn't shed tears, so I'll cry for you." ”
"Thanks, I do feel better. ”
Lacking rest and crying again, Xue Ying was a little dizzy: "Then I'll go back to rest?"
"Go ahead. Seeing Xue Ying turn around, the stove suddenly shouted, "Mingche." ”
"Huh?"
"In the future, don't cry for me anymore. ”
Xue Ying was silent.
"It's not worth it. ”
Xue Ying covered her eyes: "I want to cry again when I hear you say 'it's not worth it'." Finally calming down, she lowered her hand and stared at his face, "O stove, do your relatives love you?"
At that moment, Xue Ying saw a particularly complicated expression flash on the furnace's face, although it was fleeting, it still gave her a heavy blow to her heart, and then left a shock like an illusion.
Did she really see something just now, or was she dazzled?
She shrugged: "If there is a person in this world who cherishes you, you will not say the words 'not worth it'." You don't even know that we are actually the same. ”
The furnace didn't respond as if it was petrified. Xue Ying sighed: "You're already very tired, don't think too much about going back to rest, when you wake up tomorrow, everything will be fine." ”
“…… Good. ”
When she returned to the room and found Qiaoya walking around anxiously, Xue Ying asked, "What's wrong?"
"Miss," Qiao Ya cried with a sad face, "because you never came back, I couldn't help but go out for a walk, and then I accidentally heard a message." ”
This girl's gossip physique has been the same for decades!"What's the news?"
"There seems to be something going on over there with King Sui. ”
Xue Ying was stunned and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"
"I didn't hear it clearly, but miss, don't worry, it's not King Sui's accident, I sound like someone around him has an accident, and that person is quite important to him. ”
Xue Ying immediately reacted: It was the mysterious woman.
"What's wrong with her?"
Qiaoya was a little stumbling: "It seems to be dying." ”
Xue Ying was not surprised, that mysterious woman had been smoking for a long time, and her body was almost exhausted, and she was indeed about to reach the limit. "I see, you can go and rest. ”
"No, miss," Qiao Ya grabbed her hand, "the point is not this, the point is, I heard from those secret guards that their master seems to be going back to die or something." Aren't you with their master? Aren't you in danger too?"
Xue Ying frowned, then was startled, turned around and ran out. Back in the study, the lights inside had been extinguished. "Someone!" she shouted.
A dark guard fell in front of her: "County Lord." ”
"Where's your master?"
"He'......" the guard hesitated.
Xue Ying didn't wait, she ran past him and ran directly out of the door. Sure enough, a carriage was parked outside. In the astonished eyes of everyone, she drilled up.
"How do you ......"
Without waiting for the other party to ask, she was already panting and asking, "Are you going back to Anjing, will it be dangerous? Do you have to go, can you not leave?"
"You calm down first. The stove said softly.
"I'm not calm! Why don't you even say goodbye when you're leaving? We're here together, are you going to leave me alone?" Xue Ying yelled.
"Clear. In the darkness, a pair of hands covered her ears, and her head, which was about to explode, slowly fell silent in the silence, and her excitement slowly calmed down.