CHAPTER XLVI

In the café, there are lazy and comfortable English songs, and the thick and long female voice makes people feel happy, and every cell in the body relaxes.

Qin Zhen was still a little uncomfortable at first, but with a cup of warm coffee in her hand and a sweet cream, she quickly let go of that uneasiness and smiled at Meng Tang, "If you have anything to say, just say it." ”

Meng Tang's expression was very complicated, and he looked at Qin Zhen's gentle eyes for a moment before he spoke: "Didn't you get angry when I said that day when I said that?" ”

Qin Zhen sighed, and the end of the note was raised gently, "Why do you think I should be angry?" ”

"As that Mr. Cheng said that day, I deliberately ignored your intentions when you admired me, but when you were planning to live your new life, I came to you and said something that bothered you—" Meng Tang chuckled in a low voice, "Even I think this kind of behavior is despicable, and it is natural for you to be angry. ”

His smile was as good as ever, but there was helplessness in his eyes. Qin Zhen noticed that his hand holding the coffee was a little hard, his fingertips were slightly white, and he couldn't help but lose his mind, the barrister would also have times when he was nervous during the conversation?

After a pause, she said, "I admit I was angry at first, but not for what you said. That's right, everyone knows that I used to like you, and I don't deny that, if you don't like me, then I'm stupid, knowing that there are tigers in the mountains, and I prefer to go to the tiger mountains - after all, no one says you have to respond to me, right? But you clearly saw my thoughts, but you were still good to me as always, even from junior high school to high school, so I continued to maintain this mentality of asking for nothing but refusing to give up, which is incomprehensible. ”

She took a sip of coffee, as if she had found an outlet, so she continued to say confidently: "Someone told me that people should be decisive in liking and disliking things, liking is liking, and if you don't like it, you should quickly make it clear, otherwise you will watch others miss you with a cold eye, which is a kind of vanity and selfishness." In view of the various non-responses you have received from me over the years, I can understand that you don't like me, but if you don't, you shouldn't be nice to me, take me home, lend me exercises, and help me block the crowd on the bus so that I can sleep peacefully...... None of these behaviors should be done. You can say that this is classmate love, but you know that I like you, don't you think this kind of classmate love is too redundant? ”

Meng Tang seemed to be surprised that Qin Zhen would say so much in one breath, opened his mouth, and closed it again.

Qin Zhen looked at him and said very seriously: "And what you said that day is even more confusing, you said that you have always liked me, but from junior high school to high school, you have never responded to me for such a long time, and even went abroad after graduation, and you have no contact with me." Now after more than ten years, you came back, and you actually came to me and said that you like me, who do you think normal people will believe you? ”

Putting down the coffee in his hand, Meng Tang looked into her eyes, still in that gentle and light voice, "Have you said it all?" ”

"What?" Qin Zhen raised his eyebrows.

"If your questions and complaints are over, it will be my turn next." This is Meng Tang's opening remarks, not hurried, with 120,000 points of sincerity.

Then Qin Zhen waited for the truth and answer that she had been waiting for for seventeen years.

Meng Tang said that he had noticed her since he had been very early on. Among all the girls who like him or want to compete with him in terms of grades, Qin Zhen is definitely a very special exception. She never took the initiative to chat with him, nor did she run to the playground to deliver drinks while he was playing basketball, nor would she often pester him like a girl of that age, asking non-nutritious questions such as "who do you like" or "who likes you".

Qin Zhen remembered her previous self, timid and mediocre, not very good in all aspects, she wanted to have the courage to approach him, but under the light of the flowery Meng Tang fan group, she only dared to hide in the corner and secretly look up to him...... Well, it's quite special because of low self-esteem.

Meng Tang said that it was very strange, he thought that the little girl named Qin Zhen might really not pay much attention to him, but for a while when he was at the front and back tables, every time he turned around, he could see her holding a pencil or a cone to make a gesture against his backbone, as if "accidentally" she would stab him viciously at the right time.

Qin Zhen was a little embarrassed, during that time, in fact, she was so inferior that she had nowhere to vent, so she pushed all her sins on the genius boy sitting in front of her-it was originally yes, if he wasn't so good, he wouldn't have set off her so small and ordinary! What's more, every time the math teacher hates her dismal papers, she will always say: "Look at Meng Tang!" ”

Look at it, look at you ghost, the whole scroll is a tick, and there is no room for improvement, okay?!

Meng Tang said that one day when he came home from piano practice, he happened to find a little girl trapped in the classroom and couldn't get out, and the stubborn little girl cried so sadly for the first time, tears and snot were mixed together, and she couldn't tell who was who.

He took the doorman and aunt to rescue her, like a valiant prince, but the little girl did not look like a princess, and did not pounce on him and thank him in adoration, but kept talking about the fact that the scallion pancakes made by his mother might have been eaten by his brother, and made him cry and laugh.

Qin Zhen deeply reflected on the nature of foodies, it turned out that a great foodie had already emerged in all aspects since childhood.

Meng Tang also said that he would meet the little girl when he took the bus to school every day, and he didn't know what Lu Dao was doing every night, and he would always be sleepy in the car in the morning. In such a crowded crowd, she was able to nap properly, and he blocked the surrounding crowd for her countless times, using his hands to support a stable space.

Such behavior is silly and not at all in line with his style. But seeing her sleeping so soundly, his mood also improved unconsciously. He would even sneak a peek at her while she was asleep, with long eyelashes, immaculately fine skin, and a slightly baby-fat face.

Qin Zhen unconsciously touched the newly popped pimple on his chin, feeling that Meng Tang must think that she was gradually crippled by the ravages of the years......

almost recalled the eventful years of the past, and then Meng Tang looked at her deeply, with a touch of helplessness in his tone: "At the beginning, I felt that I was too young and it was inappropriate to fall in love, but later it was delayed because I was going abroad." ”

Who would want to be in a relationship with someone who is about to go abroad? And this person's plan to go abroad was set a long time ago, four years of undergraduate, four years of master's and doctoral studies, and he had to spend eight years abroad. What is he going to confess to her like this?

- I like you, so please wait for me for eight years, and after eight years, I will marry you?

Meng Tang smiled, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he looked up at her, his eyes were shining, and the meaning was endless. That kind of look, that kind of look, that kind of posture...... All of them were telling her that he had his own problems.

Qin Zhen digested it for a moment, seemed to understand something, and slowly put down the coffee in his hand, "You mean, the reason why you don't respond to me is because you know that you can't be with me." And you don't reject me because you have selfish intentions and want me to like you all the time? ”

Her eyes gradually cooled, and her tone was no longer gentle.

Meng Tang sensed the change in her attitude, was silent for a moment, and nodded.

Qin Zhen smiled, "Can you tell me what you thought at the time?" I'm curious how you could have made such a selfish decision. ”

Meng Tang was a little embarrassed, his fingers curled up, and he tried to maintain a steady tone and said: "At that time, I was young and ignorant, and on the one hand, I was uncomfortable that I wanted to go abroad to leave you, and on the other hand, I selfishly hoped that you would not like someone else during this time. So I didn't make it clear to you, but I always treated you well, hoping that you would remember my goodness and ......"

"And because I can't get you, I keep you in my heart, and I don't forget you, right?"

“…… Right. ”

Qin Zhen glanced at him calmly, took out a Grandpa Mao from his satchel and put it on the table in a chic manner, "OK, it's almost, let's stop here." I have to go to work in the afternoon, so I won't tell you more. ”

She controlled the anger in her heart, got up and left, but unexpectedly, Meng Tang suddenly grabbed her wrist and stood up, "Qin Zhen! ”

She reflexively shook him off and looked at him with a strange look, at the man she had loved for many years. For more than she could count, she had been thinking about him and thinking about him for a long time, just as he had calculated.

She once thought that she had the good fortune that ordinary people did not have, so she would meet a man in her youth, although she did not come to her as she wished, but the warm years he left her were enough to light a lamp to illuminate her ordinary and barren youth.

In the end, everything turned out to be just his deliberate, she didn't need to suffer so much, she could have been uncomfortable for a while at most after he made it clear and left, and soon returned to the normal trajectory of life, but he calculated her, deliberately treated her well, and then flew away from her homeland with her affection.

Thinking of the extreme tenderness he has shown to her in those seven years, probably every look and every action was carefully planned, right?

What a terrible mind, what a deep scheming.

"Lawyer Meng, since the words have been made clear, it is better to let me go as you said, everyone is clear, there is no need to continue to entangle." Qin Zhen took a step back, "I invite you for these two cups of coffee, after all, your kind of barristers have precious time, every inch of time and every inch of gold, and if you catch up with me for a long time, I'm afraid it will delay you a lot of money." ”

Meng Tang's heart suddenly stagnated, and the embarrassment spread all the way to his eyebrows. He slowly withdrew his hand, "I didn't mean to calculate you, I just, just ......"

The barrister, who had always been eloquent and thoughtful, suddenly lost his speech, as if he had lost his ability to argue.

What is he? It's just panicked, I just don't want to lose her, I just hope that even if there is such a one in a thousand chances, after he returns to China, she is still single, and she still has a little bit of love for him?

Over the years, he has been asking about her situation abroad, her work, life, circle of friends, her body, family, love status, everything is as he hoped, she has been single, as if she is really waiting for his return.

But when he returned to his homeland with great joy, he suddenly found that everything was different.

Meng Tang dejectedly picked up the hundred-yuan bill and stuffed it back into Qin Zhen's hand, "Even if you hate me, don't treat me like this." He smiled wryly, "If I could, I wish I hadn't said that to you today." ”

Then your impression of me may still stay in the gentle and beautiful boy at the beginning, and not dislike me to such a point.

Qin Zhen looked at his overflowing disappointment and sadness, paused, and then said, "Me too." ”

I hope you didn't say anything to me.

Even if you are already my old friend when I was young, even if I have walked out of that immature love mood, you are still my deepest memory of youth.

Instead of reaching for the bill, she walked straight out of the door, and the wind chimes on the glass door jingled, shaking someone's heart for a moment.

Once upon a time, without saying a word, he traveled alone to another country across the ocean with his bags on his back, leaving her to stay in her homeland day after day and covet the little warmth he had given. Now, she left the café with a gentle female voice without any hesitation, leaving him alone to taste the taste.

Sure enough, it is a gentleman's revenge, and ten years is not too late.

Qin Zhen felt that he should really call Cheng Luyang and give him this chic and classic finishing to explain it in great detail. However, after she guessed Cheng Luyang's possible answer, she silently cut off this thought.

Because with her understanding of Cheng Luyang, the guy will definitely say, "You still see him?" Which tendon is wrong for you to meet him? Qin Zhen, I said something wrong! You're not brainless, you're born with! You should hit his shy part at the first time so that he won't be proud for the rest of his life, so he won't have time to harass you! ”

Qin Zhen couldn't help but laugh secretly, and the melancholy that seemed to be nothing finally faded away with this little brain-making scene.

Well, sure enough, it's red near Zhu, and black near ink. Following them, Director Cheng, she also accidentally learned so many poisonous tongues with a certain color.

The author has something to say: Okay, Professor Meng's trip is for Qin Zhen to completely die to him.

Meng Tang [vomiting blood]: You! You poisonous woman!

Here's what I want to say, the new pit is not released because this story is about to end, my expectation is 300,000 words, but now it's only 18W, and there are still 12W words.

Will two people who have gone through twists and turns together be happy for a lifetime? No, we're going to see 2 funny happy lives.

Everyone is clamoring to see Bai Lu's story, and I promise that after the text is over, I will put her and Mr. Drunkard separately, there should not be only one chapter, but it will still be a small story on its own.

Finally, thanks to my friend Natalie for the 3,000-word long comment I received, I was really moved to cry!

I also hope that everyone will not overlord me because Meng Tang appeared and the big cheap did not appear, this is the most embarrassing catastrophe, the two of them can be together, it doesn't matter if I pave the way a little, right?

This is followed by a rhythm of full fire.

Love you, today there is a code in the wood, and the lazy worm can copy the author if he has something to say, no problem╮(╯▽╰)╭!

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