Late at night. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 After a lot of tossing, he was physically and mentally exhausted and fell into a deep sleep; Qiaoya, Dongxun and Aunt Shunzi dozed off while guarding the two children in another room; Uncle Junko and Bolt are keeping vigil downstairs.

Xi Xi sat in the window and drank alcohol.

Xue Ying went over and snatched the wine jug from her hand: "Don't drink it." ”

Xi Xi hooked the corners of his lips: "This is not like what you would say, didn't you advise me to drink more before?" ”

"It's in Jiuquan Villa, it's very safe, and drinking some wine will help you relax." Xue Ying put the wine jug on the ground, sat opposite the past, and watched the cold stars in the sky with her. "What you said broke your heart?"

"I'm asking myself if I'm being too greedy. When I escaped from the Pingwang Mansion, I just wanted to live, and I knew that the child would suffer a lot with me, and maybe even die, so I thought I was mentally prepared. Xi Xi smiled bitterly and shook his head, "But I've had a smooth life in the past few years, and I almost forgot the big knife that always hung over the heads of our mother and son." Xue Ying, I'm ...... I actually thought that I could give Broken a stable growth environment, hehe, it's so funny. He lived well in Jiuquan Villa, and it was I who brought him out to face danger, but in fact, I was not fully prepared, I just naively thought that I had been able to protect him well, and what happened? Fart, all fucking fart! I can't see it as clearly as he can! ”

"You have done well enough, if it weren't for your efforts in the past few years, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to get out of the courtyard of Jiuquan Bezhuang until now." Xue Ying comforted.

Xi Xi shook his head: "You don't understand. I knew I had to be more ruthless, but I couldn't. She raised her trembling hand, "I must personally raise Broken Break into a strong person, but...... How much damage does he have to take to develop his own armor? I was afraid that he would get hurt, but I was even more afraid that I didn't raise him strong enough and ended up hurting him. ”

Xue Ying lowered her head and was silent for a while, then suddenly leaned over and picked up the wine jug and poured it hard.

"Do you know how you feel after taking the poison?" Xi Xi asked.

Xue Ying said in a voice as thin as a mosquito and a fly after a while, "He was only four years old at that time. ”

Xi Xi's eyes suddenly turned red: "Four years old? ”

Xue Ying nodded: "I was a little weak because I had just taken that poison, and when he came to accompany me, he knew the reason and stole the poison to take it." I'm sorry I should have told you ......"

Xixi interrupted her: "What happened later? ”

"I gave him an antidote, and then he told me that he stole all my medicine. Either I teach him how to use it, or he tries it on. He was so young, very well-behaved in my arms, apologizing to me sincerely, but threatening me very seriously. You know, I was scared and cried. Xue Ying's eyes were also red, she drank several sips of wine again to calm her mood, and sighed, "So I took him to Ganxiao Temple." ”

Xi Xi's eyes widened: "Have you taken him to Ganxiao Temple?" You've been hiding it from me all this time?! ”

"That's what Master Mingtu meant. She said that if you knew, you would definitely oppose it, but for Xuanxuan, learning to use poison is too important, after all, we don't have much time to wait for him to grow up and wait for him to slowly practice martial arts to protect himself. ”

"If poison is so useful, why don't others learn it? Because everyone knows that it's too dangerous, and if you're not careful, you'll get on yourself! ”

Xue Ying nodded: "I know." ”

"Then you're still messing around with your master?"

"Because I didn't expect him to be so talented, he learned more in three months than I learned in four years."

"Three months?"

Xue Ying bowed her head: "I will take him up the mountain every year, one month at a time." ”

Xixi resisted the urge to kick her down: "And then you have been hiding it from me? ”

"I lied to them that it was because he was not in good health, so I took him up the mountain for treatment, so as not to worry you, so that they didn't tell you, so I was the only one who knew about it."

Xi Xi said coldly: "If only I had a knife in my hand." ”

Xue Ying handed out her dagger. Xi Xi lowered his eyes and stared at the dagger for a few seconds, then suddenly snatched it and stabbed it on the window frame next to Xue Ying's neck.

With a "tuk", the dagger slashed against the major artery in the neck, Xue Ying closed her eyes, waiting for the next outbreak of Xi Xi.

"Yingniang." Duan Duan shouted with a crying voice, and stretched out his hand to Xue Ying as he ran in.

Xue Ying hurriedly jumped out of the window and hugged him in her arms: "It's okay, it's okay, Yingniang is here." ”

He sobbed silently and buried his head in her shoulder.

Xue Ying touched his head and said softly, "Did you have a nightmare?" It's okay, the bad guys have been beaten away and won't come back. ”

Qiaoya ran in with Broken Break, and was startled when she saw the dagger stuck in the window, and muttered: "Quarrel is quarrel, don't move the knife!" ”

Xue Ying glared at her lightly and asked her not to talk more, and continued to comfort the break in her arms. After calming down, he obediently wiped away his tears and said, "I'm fine." Mother, Yingniang, I'll go back to sleep. ”

"Okay." Xue Ying kissed him on the forehead, "You go back to sleep first, Yingniang will wait to accompany you, okay?" ”

Duan Duan quickly glanced at Xi Xi and shook his head: "I sleep by myself." ”

"Okay then." Xue Ying rubbed the top of his somewhat messy hair, "If you dream of bad guys again, kill them all, don't be afraid, you know?" ”

"Hmm." He nodded, rubbed his eyes, took Qiaoya's hand, and went back to the next room to continue sleeping.

Xue Ying got up and looked at Xi Xi, who had been silent behind her. Xi Xi held back his tears and smiled: "He is really still close to you." ”

"He is still young and too sensitive, so he intuitively chooses a person with a peaceful personality to rely on, and you have too much resentment and fear buried in your heart, and it is normal for him to be afraid of you. In a few years, he will understand that you are the one who loves him the most in this world. ”

"yes, I love him." Xi Xi turned to look up at the sky and let her tears flow back, "But I hope I don't love him too much." Love makes us weak, and weakness is fatal - it's too hard for the two of us to live. ”

"Think about the first time we met." Xue Ying stood next to her and pulled out the dagger and put it away again, "No matter how difficult it is, it won't be more difficult than that time." ”

Xi Xi slowly clenched his fists, and his eyes refocused on coldness: "That's right, no matter how difficult it is, it won't be more difficult than that time." After a while, she suddenly asked, "You said that you are very talented in learning to use poison?" ”

Xue Ying nodded: "Whether it is dispensing medicine or using poison, he is a genius who touches the gap and draws inferences." Originally, I was a good student, but since he appeared, I was particularly disliked. ”

"Have you tried it?"

Xue Ying raised two fingers and announced in a straight voice: "I won twice!" ”

Xi Xi glanced at her: "How many times have you lost?" ”

Xue Ying counted carefully, and admitted very embarrassedly: "Fourteen or fifteen times." ”

"Cut!" Xi Xi couldn't help but laugh.