Chapter 107: Sin (7)
I woke up from a nightmare. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info still have that familiar face left in his mind, why is it a white cold face? The thought of the moment he stabbed me in the chest with his sword made me get irritable. Why is it him? Will he kill me? The heart is not calm, I only feel that there is a wave of waves in my heart, no matter how much I touch, I can't restore the normal heartbeat.
He took a deep breath and looked out the window. It was gray outside, and it was still some time before dawn. I kept repeating the dream in my head—a bloody scene. I subconsciously touched my chest with my hand, and I had the illusion that a sharp sword was really being pierced in my chest. With the sound of rapid breathing, my heart went up and down. I unconsciously turned my head and looked at the bed at a distance, in the dark, I couldn't see the faces of the two people on the bed clearly, and I could only vaguely judge by the sound of even breathing from there that the two had fallen asleep. In the dark, there seemed to be a pair of eyes watching me, was it my delusion? I shook my head flatly.
I was stunned in the darkness for a while, and suddenly a sense of emptiness came over my thoughts. The room was a little too quiet, and the more I cared, the more I felt that the room was too quiet, and the silence was terrible! I lay still on the bed, wrapped myself in a blanket, and closed my eyes firmly. The bell in the room was ticking, and I could tell why I was so sober? I don't quite understand, just because of that nonsensical nightmare, or because of the sword that stabbed me in the chest, because it was the man. I shouldn't have thought about it anymore, and although I was silently talking to myself in my heart, I couldn't help but recall the nightmare in the middle of the night. All night, I didn't sleep very well, tossing and turning, and I was shocked back to a thousand miles of dreams, and it was past three watches. In a daze, he gradually lowered his eyes.
Early in the morning, I woke up. Bai Leng Mian also got up immediately. Seeing me quietly on the bed, he looked up at me, and instead of teasing me as usual, he asked me in a low voice with concern, "What's wrong?" I raised my head and looked at him in a daze, as if I was about to cry, I held back the warm current in the corner of my eyes, and asked him in a low voice: "Bai Leng Mian, will you kill me?" He was inexplicably asked by me, looked at me with some surprise, stayed in place for a long time, and couldn't say a word.
The sudden sentence seemed to remind him of something, and his eyes were wide open, and there was a complex emotion in his eyes. He was a little dumbfounded, and instead of answering my question directly, he reached out and gently stroked my head. I couldn't read his expression, maybe it was because I was too young to perceive too many emotions.
I seemed to feel the hand on my head tremble a little, and I looked at him with a suspicious face. He also seemed to see the confusion in my eyes, the kind of look that looked at him, and after a pause, his lips squirmed slightly, and a slight voice came into my ears, "Of course not." His words made the uneasiness in my heart disappear at once, and I felt as relieved as a burden. At this time, Zhang Lin also got up from the bed. Seeing this situation, he joked: "Are the two of them showing affection early in the morning?" He raised his voice and raised his voice, as if he was afraid that people outside would not be able to hear it, so he deliberately said it to others. I was amused by his words and smiled unabashedly. It's a white and cold face, and his expression is still very natural, not showing his ears and red face. When he was happy, he still smiled, but he rarely showed this image in front of outsiders.
Grandpa Hu heard the laughter in the room and walked in curiously. Seeing that Zhang Linxiao's mouth couldn't be closed, he became curious and asked, "What is so funny?" Zhang Lin tried his best to hold back his smile, kept his composure, waved his hand to Grandpa Hu, and then pulled him out together.
There were only two people left in the room, me and Bai Leng Mian. When our eyes collided, his smile lines appeared on his face again. Suddenly, a voice came out of his throat: "What's going on? I don't believe you're asking me that question for no reason." His bright eyes twitched, and he sat down directly on the edge of the bed, looking at me, as if waiting for my explanation.
I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, so my head hung down unconsciously, and I sat there, motionless. As soon as I lowered my head, I felt his big black bean eyes staring at me, but I was afraid that too many questions would make me feel uncomfortable, he only looked at me, although I felt his anxious gaze, but how to explain to him the nightmare last night. He seemed to have lost his usual composure, and his unsteady gaze became a little impatient. Do you want to tell him? I asked myself softly. I looked up to meet his eager gaze, and I hesitated for a moment, and finally my lips squirmed, and a choked voice came from my throat, "I...... I had a nightmare last night that someone was holding a sharp sword and stabbing me in the chest, and that person ...... It's you, I woke up from my dream in fright, and I didn't sleep well all night. Until now, I have been thinking about the situation in my dreams, as if I have a foreboding premonition that I will be killed by you. Even though I knew it was a dream, I was scared. Those gloomy and dull words were enough to keep him stunned for several minutes.
He touched my pale cheek, and his eyes couldn't help but show pity. It was at this moment that I felt my heart beat faster inexplicably. Was he concerned about my feelings? Stunned by his sudden action. After a while, he echoed my ear in an extremely faint voice, and said clearly, "Don't be afraid, those are just nightmares." These words seemed to have a magical power in the depths of my ears. I stayed where I was, stunned for most of the day, unable to utter a word.
The room was quiet again, and the two of them were stunned for a while without saying a word. It wasn't until Zhang Lin walked in that the silence was broken. Zhang Lin made a gesture to him and motioned for Bai Lengmian to go out with him, he had something to say. Bai Lengmian stood up, his lips moved slightly, but he stopped talking, as if he forgot what he wanted to say, glanced at me, and left the room with Zhang Lin's back.
Inside the house, outside the window, everywhere, there was no sound. I looked out the window, and a white light pierced into my eyes, and I subconsciously closed my eyes, and only slowly opened them after a long time, allowing my eyes to gradually adjust. It was already so dawn that I was looking out the window. A gust of wind came, and some voices came from afar, it should be the conversation between Zhang Lin and Bai Lengmian. I took a greedy breath of air to dispel the fear buried in my body, and I told myself that I shouldn't think about it that much. Everything will be fine!