Yun'er was so full of thoughts at this time that she couldn't sleep anyway, so she had to look blankly at the receding building outside the car window with half-squinted eyes.

Recently, I don't know if the actor's predecessor is very effective, and she has rarely returned to live in the dormitory, which makes the whole crew praise her acting skills and improve quickly. In fact, Yuna is extremely sober now, knowing that these people are just complimenting herself, and as for her acting skills, she understands that she is still far behind.

However, due to the fast progress of filming, the number of times the company asked her to take leave with the crew has also increased, and the crew also knows that she also has the role of promoting TV dramas when she is out of the house, so she didn't stop it, but asked her to rest well.

In fact, everyone knows that three years before the debut of idol singers, how can there be a good rest, and even some groups will not have a regular schedule until five or six years after their debut.

Yuna actually misses the dormitory very much, misses the time when the group members play together, worry together, and eat together, and only in front of her sisters can she really let herself relax.

When she was in the crew and outside, she was not only the face of the group, but also had to worry about the opinions of the actors on her identity as an idol singer, and had to hold some of the actors' shelves.

This pressure is completely unimaginable to her, the only thing that is better is that the role of Shibi needs her to play in her true colors most of the time, and some pressure can be released during filming.

In just a few weeks, her weight plummeted to 43 kilograms, but fortunately, just last Sunday, Phoebe actually came to visit the class, not only comforted herself, but also specially arranged for someone to send nutritious porridge to her every day. The things made by Phoebe are really magical, and the feeling of being tired to death every day has been reduced a lot, and with the spices made by Phoebe zuò, it has persevered like this, and the weight has not been reduced, which is good news.

However, the trip she participated in just now made her really unable to calm down, so after the trip, she was originally planned to start resting as soon as she got in the car, but she never fell asleep.

The trip just now was a talk show on a local station, which is actually not difficult for her now, but she asked a few questions on the show that made her feel very difficult.

"Miss Yun'er, you are already the heroine of a hit TV series, which is □ for you to dǐng□diǎn□ Xiao □, .¤.↗os_ (); Is there any impact on participating in a combination event? Have you considered reducing your participation in portfolio activities? ”

Yuna replied in accordance with the official answer communicated in advance: "Well, about this, although the filming of the TV series takes up a lot of time, I will still participate in the group activities, as for reducing the group activities, this has to be arranged by the company." ”

"Miss Yuna, how did you juggle the activities of the group and the actors during the shooting, for example, did you feel that one aspect of the activity affected the other aspect of the activity? What do the crew and group members think of running on both sides of you? ”

Yun'er continued to say in accordance with the words communicated in advance: "Not at all, the itinerary arranged for me by the company is very reasonable, and the crew and members also have full understanding of my behavior of running on both sides, in fact, you should know that I am not the first member of the group to take care of both sides, our youngest member Phoebe now only comes back to participate in activities on weekends, and she is in MIT classes at other times, for this, the members are used to it, we all know, although sometimes they are separated activities, But no matter what the separated people are doing, they are actually working on the development of the group. ”

Yun'er doesn't like this answer herself, because it's obvious that the company wants to put Phoebe in front as her shield, and Yun'er doesn't have the habit of using her companions as a shield, not to mention that if she follows this statement, Phoebe is actually full of losses.

After all, after Phoebe went to the United States, she earned an audition opportunity for Hyoyeon, and warmed up for the group's debut in the United States, all of which the public did not know, outsiders could only see the appearance, thinking that it was the result of the company's operation, and Phoebe's efforts were taken by the company, so there will definitely be fans of Girls' Generation who think that Phoebe is more selfish, and when others are desperately active in South Korea, they go to the United States to study, and then take advantage of the development of the group......

But when Yuna questioned this statement, she was really alone, and even her two assistants said that the other members, including Phoebe, would understand, after all, Yuna was the façade, and the other members should be mentally prepared to maintain the façade.

And Yuna's recent situation is that her fans have also had some arguments with other fans because of the hit TV series, which is the top priority in the operation of Girls' Generation, and this way of protecting Yuna by sacrificing other members a little bit has not only been used in Girls' Generation, but also in other groups, and the effect is also very good.

Yun'er herself is actually a little hesitant, she doesn't want to see a quarrel between girls' generation fans, and the company's persuasion to her is that Phoebe's fans have always been at odds with other people's fans, and there is no need to worry about adding diǎn contradictions, saying this, Yun'er knows that even if she doesn't say it on the show, the company and the program team will also use guò to ask questions and edit the footage, and let this kind of remarks out, it is better to simply do it herself, and go back and apologize to Phoebe.

In Yun'er's impression, Phoebe's relationship with the company has always been bad, and she doesn't want to deepen the conflict between Phoebe and the company, so she does it herself, and then strives for Phoebe's understanding, which is better than letting the company and the program team edit the footage and let Phoebe increase her distrust of the company, after all, Girls' Generation is a company, and if Phoebe makes a fuss about this matter, it is difficult to guarantee that the company will not punish Phoebe again.

The result of Yuna's actions is that the company and the program team are very satisfied, and the reason for the company's satisfaction goes without saying, but the reason for the program team's satisfaction is unexpected, because this TV station is a TV station that specializes in serving the families of the US military stationed in South Korea

That's right, the main audience of this TV station is foreigners, especially Americans, and in addition to broadcasting some programs purchased from the United States, it also makes the news happening in South Korea into a TV program that meets the taste of Americans, so as to help Americans who need to be stationed in South Korea for a long time understand what Koreans are thinking and doing lately.

With the popularity of "You Are My Destiny", the program team invited the production team and the main creators of the TV series to add a talk show-like program, although Yuna and they answered the questions in Korean, but it did not prevent the addition of subtitles.

And this talk show-like program group naturally noticed Phoebe's reputation in the United States - the champion of the amateur group of the Boston Marathon; MIT freshmen with a SA1/2 almost perfect score; In several non-famous programs in the United States, he mentioned his experience of being rescued by the United States in 98 years, and so on.

This qiē made the program team realize that since Phoebe is no stranger to Americans, it is obvious that someone is pushing her behind her back, and after the TV station investigated, it was found that before the relocation of the Longshan base, Phoebe was actually quite famous in the family area (in addition to Tagulos's chef experience, she also worked in several professional car repair shops in the family area, and many people were impressed by this beautiful and good car repair skills at that time). ）

Therefore, before Yuna participated in this show, the TV station had sent an invitation to Saman to invite Phoebe to the show, but because Phoebe refused a trip outside of the weekend, Saman turned down the invitation without even mentioning it to Phoebe.

It just so happens that Yuna, a member of the same group as Phoebe, came to participate in the show, although the theme of the show is the TV series "You Are My Destiny" that Koreans like to watch recently, but it does not prevent Phoebe from being mentioned in the show, in addition to thinking that this can increase the audience's familiarity to increase ratings, the TV station also thinks that it may be possible to take advantage of this opportunity to invite Phoebe to also - after all, Phoebe praised the fact that the U.S. military saved him in the program that Phoebe participated in in the United States, and the purpose of this TV station is zài, It also has the effect of stabilizing the psychology of the US military personnel stationed in South Korea, and Phoebe's thanks will naturally make the audience firmly stay in South Korea and defend South Korea is the idea of defending a little girl like Phoebe.

In fact, whenever it involves the media, it is easy to involve politics, even if the artists involved don't know what they are really involved in, it cannot be denied that the artists who flock to participate make it easier for some people to achieve their real goals.

The topic returned to Yuna, after Yuna finished the show as required, her heart was mixed, there were anger, sadness, guilt, fear, and bitterness, although she didn't know her true role tonight, but it didn't prevent her from feeling sorry for Phoebe and sorry for the other members.

So even though she was very tired, she just couldn't sleep, she could only stare blankly at the scenery outside the car window, for her at this time, the sense of loneliness was particularly strong, tonight's speech, will appear in the TV program in the land of heaven and emperor after the Ming Dynasty, although it was only a local station's program, but Yun'a, who had long known what the zero percent diǎn ratings represented, was deeply frightened, she was said against her will, but she felt that there might be a part of herself who wanted to say such things.

The pressure from fans and the filming of the TV series has long made her feel unbearable, but as the face of Girls' Generation, she has been gritting her teeth and holding on, and she can't say a lot of things to others, including the members of the group, just like what happened today, she doesn't know what other people will think of her after saying it, and when she doesn't face such pressure, it is difficult to understand her compromise, and she even hopes that the group members will only blame her for being careless when she was doing the show because of fatigue, instead of knowing such words in advance, but acquiescing to the company's arrangement.

Yun'er, who was tormented by guilt, didn't know who else she could say this, two assistant sisters? They are just doing their job, in fact, Yuna knows that most of her words and deeds are reported to the company, unless she really does something. killing, the company will seriously consider her idea.

And since. Killing is a weak choice for Yun'er, after all, she has experienced more than 200 consecutive audition failures, but she has never given up, and she is also experiencing such a two-sided run now, busy with the trip that can only sleep in the car, and the fatigue has not broken her, but the loneliness makes her cry but can't cry, and she wants to find someone to talk to but understands that no one can really understand her.

"No, maybe Phoebe can understand me, because she is indeed a two-sided person...... "Yun'er thought silently, and then she took out the spice given by Phoebe and put it under her nose and sniffed it, Phoebe said that smelling it before going to bed can help you fall into a deep sleep faster, which is good for restoring your body, so everyone can't do without this thing now, but Yun'er complained a little about Phoebe: "Why don't you make it into a spice that can fall asleep by smelling it......"

After secretly complaining about Phoebe, Yuna began to regret that she shouldn't think so, after all, Phoebe has done enough, and the members of other groups don't have all the treatment in Girls' Generation, not that the company is unfair to others, but that for example, Phoebe's unique massage, spices, and nutritional conditioning are all because of Phoebe, and Phoebe is very "selfish" and tells everyone that this is all a benefit within the team, and no outsider should want to get it.

Thinking of what Phoebe said at the time, Yun'er couldn't help laughing, and suddenly Yun'er thought of what Phoebe said, she was like a desert, and now that she thinks about it, maybe it's true, no one can really get close to herself, because she can't open her heart to others, and now she can't even say something to the members, which makes Yun'er feel that the desert that rejects any life is really like herself, of course, there is still life in some deserts, but there are only a few types, and there are no more......

I don't know when, Yun'er still fell asleep, Quan Guiyu, who was driving, noticed that Yun'er finally fell asleep, so she motioned to Ma Jinhui to cover Yun'er with a blanket, Ma Jinhui found that Yun'er's mobile phone was on when she covered Yun'er......