Chapter 335+336: Let go
"I went to buy canned food for my eldest grandson. ”
Chen Zhong lifted Chen Fei up and put it on his neck, and Chen Fei giggled.
"Now I can eat whatever I want, don't talk about canned food when I was a child, I can't find the north so happy that I can eat a meal of white noodles, I can't compare. ”
Wang Niu sighed.
Romei nodded, she also felt that her life was so comfortable now, she was really glad that she had the courage to run out at that time and make this decision, otherwise she wouldn't know what life would be like now.
Everyone in the village said that she was blessed to marry Chen Gui and live a good life.
Yes, it is really her blessing, she knows it, many people in the village regret not marrying their daughter to Chen Gui at the beginning, and that Shang Lian, I heard that the Shang family regretted it, but that Shang Lian didn't know where she went, and she never came back.
As long as she is self-sufficient, she believes that better days are yet to come.
Luo Mei looked at the pomegranate who was sitting next to Chen Yan and listened to Chen Yan's story.
The next day, Chen Yan went to the paper mill again, Xin Hao should almost come back tomorrow, she may not come to the paper mill in the next few days, see that everything is normal in the paper mill, the four people who left have little impact, and the recruited people are also in place, led by skilled hands, and they are very serious.
The two grandmothers are also good, settle down to work, generally they sit and pick up the paper, sit up and move, do not need them to hold the paper, they are idle.
The new ones are also good, they work quickly, under the leadership of Zheng Yu's sister-in-law, they talk and laugh every day, not only for the two grandmothers, but also for the two grandmothers.
Seeing that everything is developing well, Chen Yan is relieved.
On the way back, Chen Yan walked slowly, the paper factory was not far from Chen's house, and it was only two miles, and Chen Yan didn't let anyone send her, so she walked back and forth.
Unexpectedly, today she coincidentally met someone she didn't want to meet - Yu Weimin.
Speaking of which, Chen Yan hasn't seen Yu Weimin for a long time.
Although Yu Weimin and Chen's family are in the same village, Chen Yan and her family live in the east and Yu Weimin live in the west.
Seriously, if he hadn't appeared in front of Chen Yan today, Chen Yan would have forgotten him.
Looking at Yu Weimin's somewhat boring hair, looking at his yellowed skin, looking at the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes, and looking at the coarse cloth clothes on his body and the black cloth shoes on his feet, Chen Yan was very emotional.
Is this for the people?
Is this the high-spirited Yu Weimin?
Everything in her previous life was a little abrupt for her.
Yu Weimin also looked at Chen Yan, he hadn't seen Chen Yan for a long time, he knew that Chen Yan had been in Chen's house recently, at first he thought that Xin Hao and Chen Yan had a conflict, and he was secretly happy, ready to find Chen Yan to see if the two could get back together.
Anyway, now Chen Wei can't come out, no one is Chen Yan and his hindrance, and he and Chen Yan can get back together.
When he thought about this, he simply forgot that he was still a man with a wife, although he had a bad relationship with his wife.
But after inquiring, I found out that Chen Yan was pregnant, and Chen Yan's man went to the south, so she went back to her parents' house to live for a few days.
The plan was disappointed, and Yu Weimin was very disappointed.
He didn't know why his life was like this? Obviously, he and Chen Yan were very good in his previous life, Chen Yan was a gentle and virtuous wife, and she was better to him than herself, why did she change later?
It was Chen Wei who ruined their relationship, and it would be nice if he wasn't with Chen Wei.
It's a pity that there is no regret medicine in the world.
Today, Yu Weimin is waiting for Chen Yan on this road, as for why he is waiting for Chen Yan, he has something to say to Chen Yan.
Looking at Chen Yan's stomach, Yu Weimin's gaze was complicated.
If he and Chen Yan have no contradictions and are not reborn, then Chen Yan is now in his belly and his child is broken, and their family of three will definitely be very happy.
It's a pity that there are no ifs in this world.
Yu Weimin set his eyes on Chen Yan's face.
God really favors Chen Yan, Chen Yan has fair skin, although she is fatter, her face is full, tender and silky, and there is no wrinkle at the corners of her eyes.
Chen Yan's face and eyes were full of happiness, proving that she was doing well.
She is indeed doing well, Yu Weimin doesn't want to admit it, but he has to admit that Chen Yan is better than when she followed her.
It turned out that I was really wrong.
After losing it, I knew that I was wrong, and I knew that I cherished it, but it was really late, and she no longer belonged to herself.
Chen Yan looked at Yu Weimin, he just looked at himself like that, and didn't say a word.
What does it mean to be for the people?
"Yanzi. ”
Just as Chen Yan was about to leave, Yu Weimin suddenly opened his mouth, and his voice was slightly hoarse.
Chen Yan's footsteps paused.
"I want a divorce. ”
Yu Weimin's words made Chen Yan frown.
"What does this have to do with me?"
Chen Yan looked at Yu Weimin, didn't he understand it until now?
"I know it's okay with you, Yanzi, I want to talk to you. ”
Yu Weimin looked at Chen Yan, looking at Chen Yan's wary look towards him, he knew that Chen Yan didn't want to take care of himself.
"Don't worry, I won't hurt you, and I won't say those bastard things to you again, just give me a chance, let me talk to you, this may be the last time. ”
Yu Weimin's eyes had a hint of pleading.
Chen Yan looked at Yu Weimin, her eyes were full of doubts, and she found that Yu Weimin was sincere at this moment.
"Say it. ”
Chen Yan found a place to sit down, anyway, she just said that she didn't want to hear it, Yu Weimin would still say it, so it was better to listen to him honestly.
She sits on the land, and she doesn't dislike dirty, and the reason why she sits down is also for her stomach.
Yu Weimin also found a place to sit down, he did not deliberately go next to Chen Yan, but left a certain distance from Chen Yan, so that Chen Yan could rest assured of him.
"I filed for divorce, saying that I would give her everything I could give at home, and she didn't want to take the children, so she stayed at my house, and my mother helped take them. In fact, I don't have anything at home, I don't have the ability, I haven't done anything in the past few years, not only have I not made any money, but I also owe debts, and she can't live a good life with me. The two of us either quarrel or fight all day long, and she and my mother don't deal with each other, and there is not a day in the family that is peaceful. In this way, it is better to leave, and they are all liberated. ”
Yu Weimin's face was full of exhaustion when he said this, obviously this kind of life made him very uncomfortable and aggrieved.
Is this a self-complaining complaint? Are you just a confidant sister?
Chen Yan wanted to complain, but said nothing.
"Yanzi, I really regret it, I know I wasn't a thing before. No wonder my mother doesn't even like me and doesn't want you to marry me. You married me, I don't know how to cherish it, I don't miss your good, and then I still do such a thing, I can't stand you. I've done a lot of things that aren't human here, and now that I think about it, I'm such a bastard, and you didn't follow me. ”
After Yu Weimin finished speaking, he glanced at Chen Yan and found that Chen Yan was looking at him, he smiled at Chen Yan, but the smile was very bitter.
How could Yu Weimin suddenly say such a thing?
Chen Yan looked at Yu Weimin deeply, but she couldn't see the ingredients of acting, could it be that Yu Weimin had really changed?
"I want a divorce, and she won't. Even if you die, you have to die in our family. But I can't live like this anymore. ”
Yu Weimin said that he grabbed his hair in distress, and without waiting for Chen Yan to answer, he didn't need Chen Yan to answer, he just wanted to say now: "The three of us came here, you made money with your own efforts, and you also found Xin Hao, and lived a happy life." And I live like this, as for Chen Wei...... Needless to say, we did it, no wonder. ”
"Yanzi, I'm going to get out of here. ”
When Yu Weimin said this, his eyes showed firmness, and there was a trace of reluctance.
"Leave?"
Chen Yan looked at Yu Weimin, she didn't expect Yu Weimin to plan to leave.
"I can't live like this, I want to leave, but I keep making excuses for myself, saying that sooner or later I will do something, in fact, dog, fart, then I lie to myself. Now that I've figured it out, I can't do it if I don't go. Now is a good time for reform and opening up, I plan to go to the south, not to mention breaking out of the world with knowledge, at least there are more opportunities there, even if I work for others, I can make some money. ”
When Yu Weimin said such words, there was a glint of hope in his eyes.
"As for the ...... at home"
Yu Weimin paused for a moment, and then said: "I also know that if I leave now, some people may think that I am cowardly, run away, and leave the family behind, but if I don't leave, I can't go, and if I don't leave, my life will always be like this, and it will drive people crazy." I can only work hard for my mother, and when I make money, I will pay off the family's debts and let my mother and children live a peaceful life. As for her, if she really wants to wait at home, even if we don't have a relationship, I will support her. ”
Chen Yanzhen didn't expect Yu Weimin to say such a thing.
She looked up at the sky, the sky was clear, it was a good weather, and when she heard such words, Chen Yan didn't know what it was like in her heart, she thought, it turned out that people would really change.
"Yanzi, can you forgive me?"
Yu Weimin looked at Chen Yan, Chen Yan's side face was so beautiful, he couldn't help but want to touch it, but he couldn't help it, because she didn't belong to him.
"Do you need my forgiveness?"
Chen Yan turned her head to look at Yu Weimin.
Yu Weimin nodded, he hoped that Chen Yan would forgive him.
"Yu Weimin, do you know? When I first came here, I really hated you and Chen Wei, in addition to hating your betrayal, I hated you for harming the original owner Chen Yan, she is really a very innocent person, I don't know why you are so ruthless to destroy her. ”
"Then I swore that I would make you pay, and I would make you pay back, but you should also know that I didn't do anything to you unless you did. ”
"We have time, the heroine is happy to revenge, and it's really cool to abuse the scum. When I have time, I will also think, I will also abuse you like the heroine, life is better than death, so that you have nothing, down to the dust. But my character determines me, I am a little weak, ordinary people don't offend me, I don't offend people. ”
"Chen Wei, although I made money and didn't use it for her, I didn't deliberately take revenge, because I was afraid that my parents would be sad, in their hearts, Chen Wei was their daughter. As for Chen Wei's imprisonment later, it was because she did something that was intolerable to heaven. In a society governed by the rule of law, I can't kill her, so I can only send her to prison and let her repent of what she did in prison. ”
"And you, except for the beginning, I have never deliberately treated you, it is you who have been looking for trouble. Although I said to Xin Hao that I would not let you succeed in business, you have been unhappy, we did it, but this is your retribution, Yu Weimin, do you admit it?"
Chen Yan looked at Yu Weimin, since Yu Weimin had a heart-to-heart with her today, then she didn't mind talking to Yu Weimin, but just like Yu Weimin said, this is the last time.
"I admit that it is indeed my retribution, in fact, I have long thought that no matter what I do, I will start to do well, but I can't do it. Once or twice is a coincidence, and each time it's like this, I know that someone is doing something out of it and doesn't want me to make money. I guessed it was you, too. ”
"Yanzi, I know that you are a person, as you said, you are actually a very soft-hearted person, you are very kind, every time you see weakness, you will always feel uncomfortable, and you will lend a hand if you can help. At that time, I would still think that you were hypocritical, what does the suffering of others have to do with us? So many people, do you sympathize with them? But now I know that it is your sincerity, and you are not pretending. ”
"You never deliberately target anyone, even if someone hurts you and you want to retaliate, you will be afraid that the person's family will be sad. It's your weakness and your strength. You don't have great ambitions, to be honest, I used to think that you have such good conditions, why don't you become a strong woman? But now I know that maybe this is the life you want. Your family is around, your husband loves you, and you have a happy home. As for money status, that's not what you're looking for. It's a pity I understood it too late. ”
After Yu Weimin finished speaking, he looked at Chen Yan deeply, as if he wanted to imprint Chen Yan in his heart.
"Yes, that's what I want. Yu Weimin, I used to hate you very much, but I don't hate it now, I might as well love the person I love if I have that strength. Just because I'm happy now, I don't want to hate anymore. If you ask me if I can forgive you, I can forgive. But this forgiveness is not what the original owner said, you and Chen Wei hurt her, I don't know if she will forgive. Do you understand?"
Chen Yan made it very clear that today, all these years have passed, and the hatred for her has long been let go, but she can't say forgiveness on behalf of the original owner.
"Thank you, Yanzi, thank you. Yes, Chen Wei and I are sorry for the original owner, and I'm afraid that I won't feel at ease when I dream back at midnight, after all, it was me and Chen Wei who harmed the original owner, and we owe her. Yanzi, I won't say hypocritical words, you cherish it, I hope you and Xin Hao can be harmonious and beautiful for a lifetime, and I hope you are happy. ”
Yu Weimin didn't expect that one day he would say such a thing, and he didn't expect that one day he would bless Chen Yan. Maybe he was leaving, maybe he was coming out, and he found out that he had really fallen into it before, that the world was vast, and that his heart was so narrow.
"Thank you. ”
Chen Yan saw the sincerity of what Yu Weimin said, and she thanked her, but she didn't bless Yu Weimin, she couldn't do it.
Watching Chen Yan get up and leave, Yu Weimin silently looked at Chen Yan's back, say goodbye today, from now on, I'm afraid it will be difficult to see you again, I hope you are well.
Chen Yan would not have thought that today's conversation would have a far-reaching impact on the people, and when she and Yu Weimin saw each other again, it would be fifteen years later, and that Yu Weimin was no longer the Yu Weimin she knew in the past.