Doudou knows very well what kind of person he is.

Children who grow up in front of their biological parents have a common problem - they don't trust others easily.

She is the same, she seems to have a big personality and can play with anyone, but in fact, there are very few people who can really make friends.

So when she lived to be sixteen, her true bosom friends could be counted on one hand, and those nodding friends were far less close to her than the maids.

She also admitted that she was an ordinary girl in her bones, and she was somewhat vain.

An outstanding girl like Lu Jiu told her when she first met and hated to see her late, she was very happy at that time, and even a little proud.

It's a pity that the reality tells her that it is indeed wrong to judge people by their appearance, and she must learn from this in the future.

Lu Jiu's understanding of Doudou is actually not as thorough as she thinks, for example, Doudou often uses two things, and she is unaware of the characteristics of desertion and talking.

So she didn't know that at this time, the woman with a sneering face was undergoing an extremely deep introspection in her heart.

She stared at Doudou's clear and beautiful eyes and said, "I admit that my mind is not pure enough for you, but I really appreciate you, and I can't wait to meet you earlier." ”

Doudou said: "Some words are good to say once, but it's boring to turn them over and over again." In fact, if you think about it carefully, I came to Beijing for the first time when I was 12 years old, and I left after a few months, and I had just returned to Beijing when I met you, and you didn't have a chance to meet me even if you returned to Beijing earlier.

You really hate yourself for why you didn't go back to the capital earlier, because you are too conceited, and you feel that with you, the 'pearl', Huo Xiao will definitely not fall in love with other girls.

I'm curious, all of you are high-ranking concubines, why do you have to be willing to be cheap?

Lu Jiu's face turned even redder, and he retorted: "I never thought of being a side concubine!"

Doudou sneered: "Yes, the granddaughter of Yasheng's concubine, you have to get a concubine to do it." ”

Lu Jiudao: "The little prince had a marriage contract when he was three years old, and at that time, everyone thought that Pei Jinxin was his fiancée, and you knew this and still had a ...... with him Don't you want to squeeze Pei Jinxin away and make herself a concubine?"

Doudou smiled, it turned out that she was such a "promising" girl in the eyes of others, and she was planning to snatch a man from the queen's niece at a young age.

It's just that the things she and Huo Xiao had in the past were one of the best memories of her life, and she didn't plan to say it and share it with others.

She said indifferently: "You said at that time that you met a boy in Kaifeng Mansion when you were seven years old...... It's true that I want to like boys, Kaifeng Mansion...... Hehe......"

Speaking of this, she couldn't help but despise herself a little.

When people are six or seven years old, they know how to think about their life's events, and they know that they have a secret promise to boys, and they even begin to prepare for robbing other people's fiancés.

But what about yourself?

When I was six or seven years old, I was still fishing in the trees and in the river, and I liked boys? Come on, boys at that age are at the age when dogs hate them, and getting together with them and not fighting is like the sun coming out of the west.

That's the gap, the gap!

Lu Jiu said quietly: "Yes, when I was seven years old, my grandfather returned to his hometown to worry about it, and before I left Beijing, I went to the palace with my grandmother to bid farewell to the queen mother......

She seemed to hear the song "Out of the Water Lotus" by the Qinglian Pond again, and once again saw the side face that was still very immature but flawless.

Since then, Qinglian has become her favorite flower, and "Out of the Water Lotus" has become her favorite song, and she strives to make herself better every day......

Doudou looked at her increasingly misty eyes, and said loudly: "Wake up, isn't it because you haven't woken up from your dream yet?"

Lu Jiu's body trembled slightly, and he reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Doudou only felt very tired, and said: "Don't say that you returned to Beijing a few years ago, even if there is no such person as me in the world, Huo Xiao will not like you." ”

Lu Jiu smiled bitterly: "I know ......"

Doudou rolled his eyes and said: "You don't know anything! If a person completely loses himself and lives completely for others, is such a person worthy of being liked? If people like Qinglian, you only have Qinglian left in your eyes; if people like "Out of the Water Lotus", there is only this song left in your ears; if you are from a family of military generals, you force yourself to like those military books and war strategies, and even secretly practice martial arts behind the back of your elders?

What's more, are you sure those are really other people's hobbies?

Since you are so interested, I will tell you the truth, Huo Xiao has never favored any kind of flowers and plants, and although he caresses the piano well, it is only to complete his homework. As for those military books, war strategies, martial arts, and horse archery, do you think that a person as proud as him would need his beloved woman to fight on the battlefield?"

Lu Jiu's self-confidence had been shattered, she lowered her head and muttered, "But don't you also know martial arts?"

Doudou said: "No matter what I know, it's because I'm interested or have to learn because I need to, and it's not to cater to anyone's preferences." You're a smart guy and you know the difference between the two.

Pandering to the preferences of others may be pampered for a moment, and only those who never lose themselves will earn the respect and true affection of others. ”

After a long time, Lu Jiu raised his head again and looked at Doudou: "You're right, but you don't know what I've lost over the years because of this love at first sight." ”

Doudou was not interested in her words at all, and readjusted his sitting posture and said, "His Royal Highness King An." ”

Lu Jiu said with a bleak face: "The scene when I lost my temper by the Blue Lotus Pond in the Imperial Palace completely fell into the eyes of His Royal Highness King An...... Who would have thought that such a weak body and seemingly very gentle and harmless temperament of the fifth prince of the Jin Dynasty would be so terrifying...... Hateful...... You have no idea what he's done to me all these years......"

If you think about it, you know that what she said must be dirty, dirty, and dirty, and Doudou doesn't want to hear it at all.

She sneered: "So you plan to kill two birds with one stone this time? First, to satisfy your reverie about Huo Xiao, and secondly, to completely cut off the hope of His Royal Highness King An to sit on that chair with Huo Xiao's hand, which can be regarded as avenging yourself."

Lu Jiu, this is the last time I will call you Lu Jiu in my life...... You are indeed a woman who is both smart and resourceful, but you are also the stupidest and most stupid woman.

You are not one of those helpless women who are bullied by others, you have a noble background, you have grandfathers, grandmothers, fathers, mothers, brothers and sisters, if it weren't for your little selfishness, you would never have come to this point. ”

Lu Jiu sat on the chair dejectedly: "You are right, but he has harmed me for the rest of my life, and he has also caused me to conceive ......"

Doudou felt that he had said all he could, stood up and said, "If you want to come to Huo Xiao later, you should arrive, where is the place arranged for me, send me over." ”

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