I grew up playing with my younger brother, he was not born with a disability, when he was 8 years old, he was poured convulsive medicine by his mother because he got up at night, but he didn't expect that the medicine would make him suffer from osteodystrophy, height development is limited, like a short boy. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Since then, he has low self-esteem, his mother feels guilty all the time, and his father ignores the family, so I can only support the family alone. But it didn't last long, and when I went out to work for the second time, I was taken back home.

I heard the man say that he was going to take me, I didn't know where he was going to take me, I just knew that I was the only one in the family.

I had made all the preparations, and I used all the money to pay for the tuition fees to buy the medicine that my brother needed, and secretly hid it under his bed.

I think that without tuition, the school will not ask for me, and I can work part-time to save money for my brother's medical treatment.

At that time, the hospitals were overcrowded, but fortunately they were all in the cardiopulmonary department, and there were very few orthopedic people, so I managed to get a job in the orthopedic department.

I hope that by talking to the doctors, I can find a way to save my poor brother.

Dad was a grumpy man, but he never hit me, on the contrary, he was afraid of me, and if I left, I don't know who else could control his fists.

After my mother caused my brother to not grow taller, she couldn't leave me for a day, she was afraid that if I was gone, my father would be depressed and beat her to death one day.

For the sake of my mother, I had to agree to go with that person, only in this way can I get my father's long-term commitment to protect my mother's life.

The man gave my father a sum of money, and I knew that they would be able to live a good life in the future, that my father would stop drinking heavily when he had money, that his mother would be able to recuperate with peace of mind when he had money, and that his younger brother would be able to heal and grow taller after he had money.

And I can leave them for the sake of their well-being.

I have long been disappointed in this family, and although I have a detached position in this family, I have never felt that it is my parents. Only my younger brother can still give me a trace of family warmth, and my parents are like strangers on the road, so I can only feel alienated.

They always look at you from afar, even worship you, no matter how big the changes in the family are.

I don't know if all parents are like this, but I have secretly seen them when I am not at home, my parents arguing, my brother crying.

I feel that way there is a sense of home, and respecting each other like a guest is not what I want to see.

I told my brother all this, but he said that this was the difference between me and him.

In his eyes, your parents are the biggest demons in the world, they hold you, but they don't care if you hurt or not.

I knew he blamed them, but then he seemed to figure it out, and I didn't find a trace of grudge in his subsequent actions.

He seems to have changed as a different person, and he still ignores his parents.

My brother's unusual behavior also made me very uncomfortable, and I told my mother, but she diverted the topic and told me not to worry about them in the future.

Looking back now, maybe my brother knew the fact that I was leaving, and his subsequent estrangement was telling me that even if I left, he would support the family like I used to be.

I was ashamed of this, I didn't know that my departure would cause him so much harm, I always thought that only my departure could make them live a normal family life with laughter and trouble.

I've always felt like I'm out of place in this home.

I never thought I would be taken to Abula, and I was stunned when I first came there. I was told that I actually had my biological parents, and that the other side of the earth was just a good Samaritan who picked me up.

And my biological parents also compensated them and took me to live with them.

But the days of life are still as plain as water, they will care about me, but the feeling of respecting each other has always existed.

Maybe I have a misunderstanding of my parents, I always thought that the only one who manages you is called your parents, and it is only passers-by who look at you.

Maybe I'm doing it too well, too perfect, without a single flaw? But it's not like that. I deliberately made mistakes many times to confront them, but they were just as peaceful, silently putting up with my bad temper, and flattering me and discouraged me.

Maybe I'm a weirdo, I just want someone to oppose me, it's a pathology.

I like to speak fearlessly, I like to be questioned, and I like to hear some opposition to improve myself. But that's a luxury for me.

Fortunately, I didn't despair that I waited for her.

The first time I saw her wasn't in Careoo, I had seen her back in Juth's days. At that time, we organized to rob the Daphne boss of the Eastern Continent, I didn't enter it, I saw her sneaking out of the cave and stealing out, and I had the barrier-breaking piano sent by the president.

As long as you hold the piano in your hand, you can see through all stealth and camouflage.

I could have exposed her, but I didn't. She was so confident, and the cunning on her face touched me and made me remember this little bad girl.

The second time I saw her was in Jusi City, she squatted on the street crying, I silently observed her for a while, but I didn't have the courage to walk into her at that time, this is the thing I regret the most so far.

Because I saw her carried away by others, and she was entangled with others in the water, which made me rest thinking about her.

She liked that man, and I could read her heart.

But God didn't intend to let me go, and then we met again in Karui City, this time I showed no mercy, I launched an attack on her first, and she was unsurprisingly wounded by our encirclement, and when I saw the blood left on her leg, my hand trembled uncontrollably.

I don't understand what's wrong with me, I don't know her yet, I don't know her well enough, how can I fall in love with her? I was puzzled, and since then I have been silently collecting everything about her, and only then did I know that it was not that I fell in love with her for no reason, but that she was so good that attracted me, and I just saw it all in advance.

She is the most admirable of all female players, and I have to admire my unique vision.

Within Constanta, too, although I was questioned for a while about the president's preference, I quickly gained the support of the majority of the guild and strengthened my position in the guild.

I don't know how I did it, but overnight everyone acquiesced to my existence. But I don't have a solution for her.

She actually had a conflict with my brother, and two important people in my heart actually accepted that fate was so ingeniously arranged and involved. I don't know if I'm lucky or unlucky.

Luckily I was finally able to get involved with her, which unfortunately turned out to be hostile.

In the end, I chose to side with my brother and waged a guild war against her.

My brother was so unfortunate that my departure not only did not make that family any better, but also completely changed my brother's character. He became a stranger to me and puzzled me. I don't know how he ended up like that, I just know that I owe him so much.

I promised to cure him, but I didn't, I promised to take care of that home, and I didn't do it either.

I can't let him die anymore, he's my favorite brother. It is also the only one that has given me the feeling of family affection.

Between love and affection, I chose affection, but what I didn't expect was that that choice would make me lose love forever.