Chapter 952: The only thing I can give you is myself

cpa300_4(); The wind rises, the waves surge.

When I walked to the dock, the wind was so cold that I couldn't stand, but fortunately a few maids were still sturdy and held me firmly.

And on the crowded dock, I immediately saw several huge sea boats floating on the river, although there was no Yang Fan at this time, but the tall mountain-like hull stood in front of me, with the gentle undulation of the water waves, like a giant, stepping on heavy steps slowly walking towards us. The sun shone on the sturdy hull of the seagoing vessel, casting a thick shadow that covered the entire marina.

As soon as I saw the boat, I felt like I was suffocating for breath.

It seems that a scene flashed in front of me, the waves are turbulent, and in the turbulent sea, the huge ship in front of me is wrapped in waves, like a small leaf in the river, which is wantonly thrown up and thrown down, as if it is a life played by fate.

I shuddered.

As soon as our group appeared, the neatly lined guards on the dock immediately noticed us, and a few hurriedly came over and saluted respectfully: "Madam." ”

"Madame, why are you here?"

I withdrew my gaze to look at them, and when I spoke, my voice was a little hoarse: "Where's Childe?"

"Childe is ahead, and the ship is ready to set sail. ”

"What?"

As soon as I heard this, I was immediately anxious, and hurriedly struggled to move forward, and the maids were startled, and hurriedly reached out to hold me, pulled me, and hurriedly said, "Madam, Madame, be careful!"

I pushed them away a few times and went up the stone steps, only to see Pei Yuanxuan and Han Zitong standing side by side on the dock, the river wind was cold, blowing their clothes in the wind, almost entangled.

Immediately, a guard stepped forward and whispered something in Pei Yuanxiu's ear, and as soon as he heard it, he immediately turned around and looked at me.

He also seemed to be a little unable to believe his eyes, his face was full of stunned expressions, and beside him, Han Zitong had also turned around, and when he saw that it was me, he immediately frowned, leaning towards him as if he wanted to say something. But before the words came out, Pei Yuanxiu had already hurriedly walked towards me.

"Young Baby!"

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My throat rattled, and I was speechless for a moment, but I looked at the tall ship behind him, and at him as he hurried toward me under the haze cast by its hull.

After a while, he had already walked in front of me, and his breath was a little uneven: "Qingying, why are you here?"

I only felt my whole body trembling terribly, and I looked up at his face, which was a little red by the river wind, and the pair of pure, always gentle and warm eyes when looking at me.

My throat choked slightly, and then I said with difficulty: "Yuan Xiu, Li'er, it's gone." ”

"What?!"

He was taken aback: "What's going on?"

"......" My throat stalked again, and before I could say anything, I heard another commotion behind me, and when I looked back, Han Ruoshi was also here.

As soon as she appeared, Han Zitong immediately rushed over, hurriedly stretched out her hand to support her sister, Han Ruoshi seemed to be in a hurry, her already somewhat pale face was even more bloodless at this time, she was gasping slightly and almost fell into her sister's arms, Han Zitong hurriedly helped her and walked towards us.

As soon as she walked up to us, she immediately gasped and said, "Childe, I'm sorry, I took Li'er out." ”

Pei Yuanxiu frowned and looked at her.

Han Zitong was also stunned: "What's the matter?"

I settled down, seeing that Han Ruoshi was out of breath, as if she was about to faint at any time, I said, "Miss Ruoshi took her across the river today, and when she went to the dock, she was separated. ”

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I said again: "Today, Liu Qinghan and their ship are also going to sea. ”

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The expression on Pei Yuanxiu's face was complicated, and he didn't say a word, and I raised my head and looked at the huge sea ships, and I also felt a stump in my throat.

Han Ruoshi came back before and said that Li'er had disappeared at the dock in Yangzhou, and now, less than an hour has passed, and Yao Lao's ship is about to set sail.

Thinking back to the letters I saw in the Cabinet, I only felt that the chill of the river wind had blown straight into my heart.

After being silent for a while, Pei Yuanxiu said, "She, is she on the ship in Yangzhou?"

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The river wind seems to have exerted its power at this time, and the cold wind continues to roll the fishy smell of the river water, almost overturning my whole person, but fortunately, Pei Yuanxiu's hand has been tightly holding my waist and holding me in his arms. I took a deep breath and said, "Yuan Xiu, I'm going to get on the boat." ”

His hand stiffened slightly: "You want to get on the boat?"

I looked into his eyes and said with some sadness: "After all, I only have her daughter." ”

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His eyes darkened suddenly.

After a while, he said softly: "I understand." ”

I said, "I know that Yao Lao's ship is about to set sail, and that the ship of Yangzhou has not been gone for less than an hour, and if it can catch up with them, if it can catch up with them before going to sea, then of course it is the best." I'll bring Li'er back. ”

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"But if you don't catch up with them before going to sea......"

Pei Yuanxiu's eyes flickered and looked at me.

I raised my head and looked at the tall, overly large sea ships, with an almost cruel smile on my face: "Maybe there is something that God has arranged." ”

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I distinctly felt that when I said this, their breath seemed to be choked.

Pei Yuanxiu said softly: "Qingying ......"

"Yuan Xiu," I interrupted him, but my throat was already a little choked, "Even if she is a son, it is impossible for me not to worry at this time." ”

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"I only have this one daughter. ”

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He looked at me for a moment, but after all, he didn't say anything, but the wrinkles of his eyebrows deepened, and the hand holding my arm was a little harder, and then let go of me, turned around and began to give orders to the attendants, and immediately someone ran quickly onto the ship, and informed the boatmen who were ready to set sail.

Immediately, the docks were busy again.

I stood in place, looking at the shadow cast by the huge sea ship, Pei Yuanxiu's busy back, which seemed to be a little stiff and uncomfortable. And in front of me, there are also the two sisters, Han Zitong obviously has some irrepressible anger vented at me at this time-

"What are you doing as a mother?I lost it last time, and I lost it again a few days after I found it?!"

Before she finished her words, Han Ruoshi, who had been standing beside her, had already said softly: "Zitong, don't talk about Sister Qingying like that. ”

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"She is also sad that she is gone. ”

"What's so upset about her? Look at what she's been up to lately?"

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"If she really gives birth to a son, she doesn't know if she leaves the son. ”

As soon as these words came out, it seemed that even Han Ruoshi felt a little stinging, and hurriedly stretched out her hand to stop her, and said, "Zitong, what are you talking nonsense?!"

I slowly withdrew my gaze from the front and looked at them instead.

These two sisters, the same delicate, the same beautiful, one with a straightforward temperament and a fiery temper, the other with a weak and delicate bed, were completely different from all the women I had met in the past, all the opponents. Such a person, anyone will feel that they can win easily.

However, it was such a completely different look and demeanor that plunged me into a battle that was most powerless and uncertain.

However, looking at Han Zitong's angry appearance, I suddenly laughed.

She was originally angry, but she was defenseless when she met my sudden smile, and she was stunned for a moment, and immediately said, "What are you laughing at?"

Not only her, but even Han Ruoshi seemed to feel a little strange, and turned to look at me, frowning slightly, and there was a bit of vigilance in her eyes.

My smile was a little colder: "Can you rest assured now?"

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"During this time, I'm going to sea. ”

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"In other words, at least for this time, I can't give birth to a son. ”

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"However, I can't give birth to a son, do you want to be happy, or are you not at ease?"

The faces of the two sisters changed suddenly.

I looked at them, and I wanted to sneer, but the heaviness in my heart made me unable to laugh, and even stood there a little out of strength, and when I turned my head, I saw that on the other side, the maids who obeyed my orders had hurried over, holding the bulging baggage in their hands, but seeing me and the Han sisters opposite, their faces were uncertain, and they didn't dare to get close for a while.

And behind them, there were a few attendants, they hurriedly walked over, but one of them walked directly towards Pei Yuanxiu and whispered something in his ear.

Pei Yuanxiu's back suddenly stiffened.

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After a while, a qiΔ“ was ready.

The tall hull once again stretched out its wide sampan and landed on the dock, and a few boatmen stepped down from the boat, took the baggage brought by the maids, and then said to me cautiously, "Madame"

I nodded.

Finally, he glanced at the two sisters of the Han family, especially at Han Zitong's guarded eyes, and didn't say anything more, and walked up directly.

But as soon as he stepped on the sampan, Pei Yuanxiu's voice sounded behind him.

"Green Baby. ”

My steps faltered.

When I turned around, he was already in front of me.

His complexion had calmed down at the moment, but the few wrinkles in the center of his eyebrows had not dissipated, on the contrary, in the deep ravine, there seemed to be more unclear haze.

I only looked up at him, then lowered my head, avoiding his gaze.

I don't know if it's because the river wind is too cold, his voice is a little hoarse, and when he speaks, he seems to be a little miserable: "You entered the council, right?"

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"Did you see those letters?"

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My head hung lower.

He also seemed a little dumbfounded, and stood there in silence.

The two of them looked at each other like this, and they seemed to be speechless.

There was silence for a long time, although the people around were a little nervous, but at this time, no one really moved, all the people looked at the two of us standing there like this, but a few steps away, but a thousand words, but not a word could be spoken.

I don't know how long it took, he said dumbly: "Qingying, I-"

"Yuan Xiu," I interrupted him, looking up at him, a faint smile appeared on his face, such a smile seemed to make him a little surprised, and looked at me in amazement. But I looked around and said, "Do you remember the last time you sent me on the boat like this?"

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We both were silent for a moment.

Naturally, they all thought about it.

Almost the same scene, but there are too many differences, that time he sent me, he sent me to a small fishing village that was very close, so close that it was under his control almost at any time, but this time, it was to go to a sea where there was no future and no prediction of life and death.

"I remember," he said. ”

"Do you remember what I said to you when I was leaving?"

This sentence is also familiar.

When he was hit by an arrow and was recuperating from his injuries at my home in Jixiang Village, when I knew that Liu Qinghan had taken Yangzhou, I also asked him this sentence.

He also seemed to be a little confused for a while, confused in the chaos of reality and memory, and muttered, "If only you are the only one within ten steps......"

"Not that. ”

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Last time, it was the same.

"What I want you to remember is that the war was all together, the people were scattered, the corpses were everywhere, and the people were so innocent. ”

His face froze slightly.

I laughed.

In my smile, my vision was blurred, I smiled, choked up, and said, "Why can't you remember this sentence?"

In the blurred vision, the expression on his face seemed to have a crack: "Qingying." ”

I took a step forward and walked all the way to him, almost face to face, breathing entangled. I looked at those pure, close eyes, and said softly, "Yuan Xiu, I have long known that it is impossible for me to change a person. ”

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"I also know that the general trend of the world cannot change for me as a woman. ”

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"I know all of this. ”

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"Our marriage is not a transaction, so none of us owe anyone, you don't have to hide, and you don't have to turn me away. ”

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"I just hope, just hope - you can think more about that. ”

A look of pain appeared on his face: "Qingying." ”

"This time to go to sea, maybe it's just the right time," I looked at him with a smile: "Between us, there are some things that are too fast, now we can let everyone separate and be quiet." In that case, maybe you'll have a better understanding of what you wantβ€”"

With that, I raised my head and looked over his shoulder at the Han sisters behind him who were standing on the dock supporting each other.

"Green Baby. ”

"But no matter what, I'm going to sue you," I looked into his eyes and said word by word, "All I can give you is myself." ”

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"Goodbye. ”

"Young Baby ......"

I laughed a little: "Hope to see you again." ”

With that, I slowly turned around and walked towards the huge ship.