Chapter 954: Regret
Those who have seen through these know that Liu Lu has gained the Tao, and she has the biggest and most righteous "Tao" of women, and the person who loves her the most cares about her all the time, and that person can give her a sense of security in this era!
Not only Liu Lu, in this era, the women who can stand by Zhengji's side have all "succeeded".
And what about our protagonist Masanori?
He is the benchmark of someone else's "success", so what is his "benchmark"?
A long time ago, his benchmark was "enough money!"
And what is "enough money" for?
It is the happiness of his family and the people he cares about, and it is a life without regrets.
Since then, Zhengji has his own "benchmark", and his "benchmark" is to pursue a life without regrets and pursue all that of this world!
Maybe it's right, maybe it's wrong!
Maybe good, maybe evil!
Maybe persistent, maybe sway!
Maybe ruthless, maybe merciful!
Maybe mercy, maybe cruelty!
He has no scruples about all this, and all he wants is to have no regrets in this life! He only wants to never deceive his heart!
At this moment, Zheng Ji, who is not deceiving, has just finished the last rehearsal of the Spring Festival Gala and has just returned to the backstage.
Many people in the bustling backstage, when they saw him, subconsciously focused their eyes on Zhengji's body, as if he had an invisible attraction, which was eye-catching.
Three years have passed in a blink of an eye, and when he went to the Spring Festival Gala the year before last, he is completely different at this moment, whether it is his status or vision, which makes him more confident and more calm.
In the crowd, Masaki saw many familiar faces, frequent visitors to the Spring Festival Gala, and those who knew him took the initiative to say hello, and those who didn't know him took the initiative to greet him and greet each other, after a year, he returned to this familiar venue again, many things and people have changed, and in the eyes of others, he is no longer the young man here, countless halos shroud over his head, so that everyone who faces him has a smile, no matter whether this smile is sincere or polite.
"It's been a long time since I saw Xiao Zheng, this year's show is very good!" Feng Gong greeted him with a smile, and he heard the performance during the rehearsal of Zhengji just now.
"It's been awarded, and Uncle Gong's sketches are also very exciting", Zhengji replied humbly, to be honest, he admires this Ivy League of the Spring Festival Gala, who has been dedicating happiness to the audience on this stage for 20 years.
When Zhengji and Feng Gong were talking, a pair of beautiful eyes quietly followed him in the crowd and did not leave for a moment.
It's none other than Lin Xinru.
Because of the return of the pearl, she was also invited to participate in this Spring Festival Gala, she performed a song "Yoyo Her", partnered with Cui Yongyuan, and the political discipline will participate in this Spring Festival Gala She didn't expect it at the beginning, because the political discipline didn't come last year.
Looking at the figure of Masaki, she felt as if there was a voice in her heart, urging her to pass, but when she really wanted to take a step, she couldn't help but freeze, facing him, what should she say? What topic are you looking for?
She didn't move, but Masaki noticed her and walked over with a smile on her face.
Seeing that Masaki was getting closer and closer, her heart was beating faster and faster, and even her face was a little red unconsciously.
"Hey, I haven't seen you for a long time, how are you doing?" Teacher Qiong Yao is okay", Zhengji looked at Lin Xinru with a smile on his face.
Lin Xinru opened her mouth, but found that her voice seemed to be blocked by something, she quietly held her hand, coughed lightly, and then said: "It's good, I am participating in the filming of a TV series, Teacher Qiong Yao is also very good, she often talks about you."
Zhengji looked at Lin Xinru's expression a little strangely, her performance made him think that he had a cold, "It's cold, pay attention to your body."
"Well, thank you, I'm fine", Lin Xinru heard Masaki's concern, a burst of warmth flowed through her heart, and she stared at Masaki and said softly.
There are too many words blocked in the heart, but they can only stop at the mouth, hold it in the heart, and can't say it.
Suddenly, she seemed to remember something, and looked at Masaki and plucked up the courage to say, "Is there any arrangement after the rehearsal?"
Masaki was stunned and shook his head: "It's nothing to do for the time being."
"Let's go have a drink together, Teacher Qiong Yao has something for me to pass on to you," Lin Xinru looked at Zhengji expectantly.
Masaki thought for a moment and nodded.
Zhengji didn't expect that what Lin Xinru said about having a drink was not outside, but went to her small residence in Yanjing, a very ordinary high-rise.
The moment she closed the door, Lin Xinru's heart tightened slightly, and she took a deep breath and locked the door.
"What to drink?" Lin Xinru asked casually when she opened the refrigerator, but her voice trembled a little.
"Feel free", Zhengji looked at the layout of Lin Xinru's house and said casually.
Lin Xinru's eyes stopped at the red wine in the closet, bit her lip, opened the cap of the wine bottle, and poured the bright red wine into the goblet.
Holding the wine glass, he handed it to Masaki: "Taste it, this is a friend of mine who made it himself at a winery in France."
Zhengji nodded and took it, "Cheers", and raised a glass to Lin Xinru with a smile.
Lin Xinru took a sip of red wine, turned around and walked towards the study, and after a while, she walked out with a letter and handed it to Zhengji.
"This is what Teacher Qiong Yao asked me to pass on to you," Lin Xinru said.
Zhengji took it, and he didn't shy away from anything, he opened it in front of Lin Xinru, the paper in the letter was fragrant, and Teacher Qiong Yao's notes jumped into view.
"What did Teacher Qiong Yao write?" Lin Xinru looked at Zhengji with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and couldn't help but ask curiously, she also sat next to Zhengji at some point, but out of politeness, she didn't peek.
After reading it, Zhengji handed the letter to Lin Xinru: "Look, it's nothing, Teacher Qiong Yao wants me to compose the music for the TV series you filmed."
Lin Xinru took the letter, looked at the content of the letter, and was fascinated by the words that Teacher Qiong Yao wanted to compose the music of Zhengji after the letter.
"Love is Deep and Rainy", "I Think About It" At the end of the letterhead, there are two poems, Lin Xinru muttered to it, and suddenly raised her head with a bright luster in her eyes, looking at Zhengji.
"Masaki, I have a request," Lin Xinru stood up and walked to the piano and said, her memory came to the first time Masaki met, the improvised song "You Are the Wind, I Am the Sand", she will never forget the confidence and calmness that Masaki sat by the piano in front of everyone.
"You say", Masaki looked at her vaguely knowing what her request was.
"Can you compose this song now, I want to hear it", Lin Xinru's eyes were full of expectation, and she suddenly wanted to relive the scene of that day.
Masaki closed his eyes, as if thinking about something, and after a long time, nodded.
A smile appeared on Lin Xinru's face.
Masaki walked to the piano, "I'm ugly, don't laugh at me if it's not good."
Lin Xinru shook her head, she believed in him unconditionally.
Masaki sat by the piano, the black and white keys met his eyes, he took a soft breath, and gently pressed his ten fingers on the keyboard.
A melodious and beautiful piano sound that I had never heard before flowed from Zhengji's fingertips, echoing in this small room, echoing in Lin Xinru's heart and ears.
"The love is deep, the rain is cloudy, and the buildings are in the rain
I remember that at the beginning, you and I were like a dragon
Despite the wind, the beauty is like a jade sword, like a rainbow......"
Masaki's magnetic and warm voice accompanied the sound of the piano, like a pearl falling on a jade plate, sounded in this room, and the beautiful and almost touching voice was matched with this incomparable rhetoric, so that the only audience even had a feeling of wanting to cry.
"It's not too late to meet, why hurry the mountains and rivers are tens of thousands of weights
A song singing a thousand lines of tears, in the gut
The love is deep, and the rain is endless
The high-rise building is broken, and I look forward to spring, summer, autumn and winter
Looking forward to the end of the world, where is the return to the Hong"
Singing, as if there is a magical power, straight through people's hearts, melody, let Lin Xinru's heart beat like an urn of a deer, she held a goblet, stupidly looked at the back of Zhengji, time seemed to go back to the past, back to the first time she saw him, everything was like yesterday, he played the piano, he smiled, he was always as indifferent as jade, and there were pictures of him in Lin Xinru's mind. The only difference, this time, is that she is the only one in his audience. There is a feeling called happiness, which arises spontaneously in the bottom of my heart.
"High-rise buildings, love for love, looking forward to spring, summer, autumn and winter," the lyrics echoed in her heart, her eyes moistened unconsciously, Zhengji's singing, as if singing into her heart, leaning on the tall building alone, love at first sight, lovesick through lonely days and nights, in the head, in the heart, there is only him, but looking forward to it, only endless powerlessness, lovesickness is poisonous, let her suffer a lot.
Masaki couldn't see her expression, and he didn't know that a song he had by chance had aroused Lin Xinru's feelings.
Suddenly, a pair of arms wrapped around his chest from behind him, and Lin Xinru half-squatted from behind and hugged Zhengji.
The familiar scent of her body wafted into Masaki's nose at hand, and the fingers he was playing paused, and the beautiful melody came to an abrupt end.
"Forgive me for being unreserved, I really don't want to hide it anymore, this time I don't want to let you go again, I like you, Zhengji", Lin Xinru's slightly nervous and trembling voice sounded in Zhengji's ears, as if she was afraid of Zhengji's refusal, she closed her eyes and hugged Zhengji tightly, so hard, pale fingertips, it seemed to have exhausted the strength of her whole body, the night she was in the bend of the stage, she regretted why she was not braver at that time, fortunately, now, there is still a chance.
"I, I have a girlfriend", Masaki's gentle voice sounded in the dark, and he said with a slightly complicated complexion, Ruby Lin is "special" to herself, he is not a wooden person, and she can also feel from her eyes that if a woman is not interested in a man, she will not invite him to her home at night.
"I don't mind, I don't care, I just know, I love you, you belong to me at this moment, even if it's only for a few hours, but I love you, I love you, I love you can't extricate yourself, deep into the bone marrow," the straightforward confession came out of her mouth, making Lin Xinru's face red.
Zhengji was about to break Lin Xinru's hand trembled slightly, he couldn't believe that such a hot and explicit word would come from the mouth of a girl like Lin Xinru with a bookish smell, how much courage it takes, he can feel Lin Xinru's trembling arms and the rapid heartbeat in her chest, and he can feel her nervousness and fear at this moment.
Fear of rejection.
The raised hand slowly put it back down.
"One day in the future, don't you regret thinking back to today?" Masaki's voice sounded softly.
"I won't regret it! I will never regret it! Even if I can't have you forever, even if I can only have you for a second, I won't regret it! On the contrary, if I give up today, I will regret it for the rest of my life, for the rest of my life," Lin Xinru said firmly.
What else can Zhengji say? What else can he say? In the face of such a confession, he can no longer be hard-hearted, and he can no longer refuse ruthlessly, he is also a man, an actress who had a good impression in his previous life is now so affectionate to him, and he also has a trace of pride in being a man in his heart.
Masaki turned around, looked down at the girl in front of him with her eyes closed and blushing, slowly bent her neck, and the moment the two lips touched, it was like lighting the firewood, Lin Xinru responded fiercely, even more active than Masaki.
The moonlight, covered by dark clouds, the two kissed each other from the living room, moved to the bedroom little by little, the lights went out, leaving only the wheezing of the two and Lin Xinru's occasional moaning, which seemed to be a little painful, but more happiness and joy.