Memories are truly amazing, they live in the past, they exist in the present, and they can affect the future. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Looking down through the portholes, the skyscrapers of New York are vividly visible, and the deep black Hudson River rushes to New York Bay in the sun.

This is not the first time Zhou Peipei has come to New York, she came to the United States at the age of 19 to go to Jackson City to participate in the quadrennial American International Ballet Grand Prix, and landed in New York. （BGM――《yesterday. Once.More》-Carpenters）

That year she won the heaviest tournament of her life, and two years later, she won the opportunity to study at NYU with that title and excellent results.

At the end of the study, I met Su Changhe on the plane back to Shanghai from New York, Su Changhe, who had a melancholy face and a decadent temperament, happened to be sitting next to her, reading the English version of "Far.from.the.Madding.Crowd" ("Away from the Hustle and Bustle").

The author of the book, Hardy, happens to be one of Zhou Peipei's favorite writers, and "Far from the Crowd" is a thoroughly pessimistic fatalistic work, expressing Hardy's ideal of wanting to get away from industrial civilization, and the love-hate and ups and downs of life in the protagonists of the novel are really not what should happen in a remote and remote country.

In the end, the author ruthlessly exposed the fact that no one can really stay away from the hustle and bustle under the erosion of industrial civilization.

Hardy's later series of books all express the confusion and struggle of the "Wessex villagers" in the midst of this change and conflict, and express the vagaries of life, the uncertainty of fate, and how small love as a manifestation of human instinct and emotion is in the torrent of history.

Zhou Peipei, who was very bored on the plane, did not prepare any pastime and entertainment, and it was a long journey from New York to Shanghai, and it happened that Su Changhe had prepared several books to read on the plane, so Zhou Peipei, who was bored, borrowed a book from Su Changhe next to him to read it.

She still remembered the blank and confused face when she patted Su Changhe on the shoulder, and his eyes were not as surprised and explored as others looked at her, which was very empty.

Zhou Peipei immediately remembered this young man who looked very negative and quite handsome, but it was relatively difficult to meet a stranger in those days.

When she got off the plane, she forgot to return the book to him, and it wasn't until they met again a few months later at the Xujiahui Library in the Shanghai Library that she asked him for his contact information, saying that she wanted to return the book to him.

That book was Maugham's "The Moon and Sixpence", and the illustrated 1983 edition of "The Moon and Sixpence" is still wrapped up by her and stored in her home bookcase.

Life is like this, always collide head-on with sudden fate, chance is an indispensable theme in life, but some fate is just a dream of Nanke, and it disappears in an instant to become a trace of the past, and some fate has taken root and rooted in your life, and has been entangled ever since.

Zhou Peipei looked at the Kennedy Airport that was getting bigger and bigger in her field of vision, and she was full of emotion in her heart, in fact, she couldn't tell it now, whether meeting Su Changhe was fate or calamity, maybe one part of the encounter was called fate, and the other part, maybe it should be called calamity, and there was destiny and there was no escape.

The plane was jolted and landed safely, the voice of the flight attendant sounded in the cabin, Zhou Peipei woke up Park Zhiyan, who was sleeping quietly, and the sleepy-eyed Xiao Zhiyan stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes, and then turned his head to look at Zhou Peipei in a daze and said, "Auntie!" Has it arrived? ”

Zhou Peipei took out a wet tissue to wipe her face, and then said with a smile: "It's here, little lazy cat, we're about to get off the plane, take your schoolbag!" ”

Xiao Zhiyan nodded and asked, "Auntie!" Will Brother Xiaoyu come to pick us up? ”

Zhou Peipei tidied up Xiao Zhiyan's somewhat messy hair and said, "We came to the United States to surprise him, isn't it revealing to ask him to pick him up?" ”

"When are we going to Los Angeles?"

Zhou Peipei said with a smile: "The day after tomorrow!" Tomorrow Auntie has some old classmates to visit. ”

For this well-behaved and sensible little girl, Zhou Peipei likes it very much.

The two got off the plane, and while waiting for their luggage, Zhou Peipei called Xu Qinning, and Xu Qinning didn't tell Zhou Peipei that Cheng Xiaoyu came from Monterrey on purpose.

When Zhou Peipei dragged the box and led Xiao Zhiyan out of the arrival hall, he saw Cheng Xiaoyu, who was no longer so thin and well-proportioned, standing with Xu Qinning, who was about the same height as him.

Cheng Xiaoyu waved his hand to Zhou Peipei and Xiao Zhiyan with a smile, Xiao Zhiyan immediately ran towards Cheng Xiaoyu, Cheng Xiaoyu with retro glasses was very similar to Su Changhe when he was young, although it could not be regarded as carved out of a mold, but the feeling from temperament to smile was too similar, and Zhou Peipei's eyes were moist in an instant.

Many times, people cry not because they are weak or sad, but because they have been strong for too long.

Tears were imprisoned in the eyes, and once the key was found, even a wisp of silver and a colorful view of the window could make the heart shrink suddenly, and then tears poured out defenselessly in the eyes.

For Zhou Peipei, Su Changhe has passed away for two years, and every day needs to be slowly boiled in order to get by, the family that wants to be maintained, the people who want to take care of it, the people who can't take care of it, the company that her husband left behind, can only be abused, but no one can talk to anyone about all this, and no one can help.

However, Zhou Peipei never thought about who she needed help, fortunately, Cheng Xiaoyu was still quite competitive, and she had made a lot of achievements in the United States, which made her very pleased, seeing that Xiao Zhiyan had already thrown herself into Cheng Xiaoyu's arms, Zhou Peipei turned her head to calm down her boiling mood, she quietly took out a silk scarf to wipe off the corner of her eyes, and then walked over.

Zhou Peipei was wearing a beige Chanel dress, her hair was draped over her shoulders with big waves, the years were very friendly to her, and she didn't leave too many traces, standing in front of Xu Qinning, she was more like a sister.

She first let go of the trolley box and hugged Xu Qinning, and then said, "Girl, thank you for your hard work." ”

Xu Qinning hurriedly said: "What hard work do I have!" It's that you have worked hard with Xiao Zhiyan, a little naughty. ”

The bodyguards in the back stepped forward and dragged away Zhou Peipei and Xiao Zhiyan's boxes.

Zhou Peipei walked in front of Cheng Xiaoyu, looked at Cheng Xiaoyu's familiar and unfamiliar face, and thought that Su Changhe's eyes were red again, which was really rare for her who had always pursued recuperation.

Cheng Xiaoyu also felt that Zhou Peipei's mood fluctuated a lot, he hugged Xiao Zhiyan hanging from his neck and said with a bright smile: "Aunt Zhou, if you don't tell me today, if it weren't for Xiao Ning, I wouldn't be able to pick you up, are you angry with me?" ”

Many people say that compared to a dancer, Zhou Peipei is more like a witch who walks in the mountains, mysterious, elegant, but not down-to-earth, Su Yuxi's temperament is a combination of Su Changhe's indifference and Zhou Peipei's mystery and elegance, and is more ungrounded than the two of them.

Zhou Peipei calmed down again, looked at Cheng Xiaoyu with kind eyes and said: "I also know that you have a heavy task to make a film now, and I don't want to disturb you, besides, you have to waste time taking a plane from California to New York, why bother?" It's not like I'm not going to California, Xu Qinning said that you have built a big ship, and I want to go and see it! ”

"That's right! I really want to see it, too! Brother Xiaoyu, you must take me there! Xiao Zhiyan rested his head on Cheng Xiaoyu's shoulder and said.

Cheng Xiaoyu nodded hurriedly and said, "Okay!" Good! If you want to go to the moon, Brother Xiaoyu will take you there....."

Zhou Peipei shook her head with a smile and said, "Zhiyan, come down and go by yourself, such a big girl, you still want Brother Xiaoyu to hug you, you are not ashamed." ”

Xiao Zhiyan still didn't dare to disobey Zhou Peipei's words, and jumped off Cheng Xiaoyu's body, in fact, Xiao Zhiyan is very tall now, the girl grew up relatively early, but she is still very thin, with a white T-shirt and denim shorts, her hair tied back in her head, with sunshine on her body, and her face is full of pink childishness.

And Zhou Peipei on the side is another kind of beauty, which is the mellow taste that can only be had after the refinement of time. She has removed those naïve, complicated, shady, and sophisticated, and may have a faint sense of seeing through the world, but it will show a more decadent taste.

The beauty of a girl like Xiao Zhiyan is naïve, and a woman like Zhou Peipei has a breath and taste, which makes people feel like they are in the abyss of silence, like drinking old Pu'er, and walking on the long river.

What time gave her, in addition to the cold cold, was more of this kind of thing called aura.

The four of them walked outside the airport under the escort of bodyguards, Zhou Peipei is not a little woman of her mother-in-law, she is a big woman who drives more fiercely than most men, so she didn't talk to Cheng Xiaoyu about trivial things in life along the way, but chatted with Cheng Xiaoyu about movies.

Obviously, she was very dissatisfied with the fact that Cheng Xiaoyu's previous movies were too commercial, and felt that Cheng Xiaoyu should not blindly pursue the box office, she expressed her hope for Cheng Xiaoyu, naturally asking Cheng Xiaoyu to promote Chinese culture more, and now he is no longer a small person, he needs to have a higher artistic pursuit, and he needs to take on more responsibilities.

Cheng Xiaoyu didn't say that he was short of money to buy "Baidai", but humbly accepted Zhou Peipei's criticism and education, and Xu Qinning on the side saw Cheng Xiaoyu looking like an honest response to the sound worm, hiding aside and snickering.

Then Zhou Peipei asked very curiously what movie Cheng Xiaoyu was going to make for 600 million US dollars.

Zhou Peipei had no opinion on Cheng Xiaoyu's exaggerated big investment, let alone any words of persuasion to be careful in the boat for ten thousand years, but only encouraged Cheng Xiaoyu to do her best, and said that in order to participate in the competition, she pedaled her bicycle by herself, pedaled for four hours, and took the video tape to submit, but because the time limit was exceeded, and the works were selected and sent by various units, there was no such player who rushed over single-handedly, so she rejected her.

She waited at the door for another four hours, crying so much, the person in charge of registration couldn't resist her, and said that she could play her video in the lounge during the judges' break.

Fortunately, the emperor paid off, and that year, the dance "We Are Dancing" broadcast in the lounge won the first place as a dark horse, allowing her to win the opportunity to go to the United States to participate in the Olympic Games in the ballet world.

Zhou Peipei said to Cheng Xiaoyu with the calmness and indifference of the ultimate realm: "The wonderful thing that ballet has taught me is that if you want to spin your life on your toes, don't be afraid of falling, as long as you work hard, you will definitely be able to fly." ”