Chapter 48: Cheer up
Qin Xiayi covered her ears tightly with her hands, her weak body was trembling, her face was pale, and her dark eyes were full of fear and anxiety. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Her reaction completely frightened He Mu, he stiffened his body, and immediately said to her gently: "Okay, okay, I won't say it, I won't say it......"
Hearing the sound, Li Sen and Cao Qian rushed over together, Qin Xiayi's mood was unstable again, he quickly ran over and wanted to trap her in his arms, but unexpectedly, she suddenly raised her head, her eyes were red, and her eyes shouted at him fiercely: "You go out for me!"
"Xia Yi, what's wrong with you?" Cao Qian looked at Qin Xiayi in shock, that appearance was completely different from the Qin Xia Yi in her memory, and now her crazy and manic appearance made her cover her mouth in surprise.
Qin Xiayi was short of breath, her chest kept rising and falling, she covered her head in pain, her pale fingers sank into her hair, the back of her fingers was blue, and the whole person seemed to be desperately enduring some kind of pain.
When Li Sen saw her like this, his heart seemed to be cut by something sharp, and the distress and discomfort swept over him like a tidal wave, spreading to his entire chest.
"You go out first. Li Sen said with his back to them.
"Li ......" Cao Qian wanted to say something, but was pressed back by Li Sen's eyes in the next second.
"Why don't you call the doctor yet!" Liesen yelled back to the servant, his tone extremely anxious.
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After taking the medicine, Qin Xiayi lay on the bed, and she stayed in the room because of Cao Qian's prayer.
Cao Qian sat on the side, his brows furrowed, Qin Xiayi felt that Cao Qian hadn't left yet, turned over, turned his back to the past and didn't want to face her.
Cao Qian sighed: "Xia Yi, don't blame yourself too much, if you continue like this, your body will be dragged down." ”
Qin Xiayi didn't speak, and Cao Qian continued: "You can't stop these things from happening, and it's inevitable that they have happened...... Then you should face it!"
"Isn't it the way of those people that you hurt yourself, blame yourself, and destroy yourself like this?"
"Xiayi, listen to me...... Pull yourself together and be armed to deal with the bad guys!"
Cao Qian's words were true, and her gentle tone made Qin Xiayi involuntarily sound what her mother had said to her in the past.
"Shay, cheer up......"
Cao Qian reached out and stroked the top of her head, and the soft touch of her palm made her feel at peace in her heart.
Pull yourself together...... Chailly.
Once upon a time, Qin Ruyue also sat on the edge of her bed and said the same thing to her.
When she was a child, she had a fever and was on the bed for several days, Qin Ruyue canceled the foreign meeting, rushed home overnight to visit her in illness, gently stroked her hair, and even remembered the temperature of her palm.
Thinking of this, the softest place in her heart was crumbled, her eyes gradually moistened, tears gradually soaked the pillow, and her voice was crying, revealing helplessness and confusion: "What should I do......"
Cao Qian was a little surprised when he saw that she finally spoke, gently held her hand, and gently persuaded Qin Xiayi: "You have to cheer up!" Xia Yi ...... You have to protect those you love. ”
Protect those she loves...... Can she? Can she do it?
What if she can't...... If she can't, she will end up where she is today!
How long do you have to be cowardly?
In the past, I was unscrupulous, conceited, arrogant, and often lost my temper because of a little unsatisfactory thing, regardless of the feelings of others, and even disrespectful to my elders, and was completely self-centered.
Cowardly and incompetent, with an arrogant temper, she feels disgusted by her.
Cao Qian is right, when will she have to do her own evil when she escapes and does not dare to face it? Isn't this incident enough to give her a wake-up call!
After figuring out something, my mind naturally became transparent.
Her hand quietly clenched into a fist underneath, her eyes that were still dripping with tears closed, she wiped away her tears with her hands, and although her voice was still intermittent, it revealed a faint perseverance.
"Good...... I'll do it. ”
Cao Qian's brows finally stretched, and a beautiful smile came back to his lips again.
After watching Qin Xiayi fall asleep, she finally stood up, only to find that her legs were a little numb because of sitting for a long time, she gently pulled the quilt for Qin Xiayi and left the room lightly.
Li Sen propped his hands on the edge of the balcony, and heard Cao Qian's footsteps, his voice was low: "Cao Qian," his chin was slightly raised, and his eyes were gloomy, "Thank you." ”
She was stunned for a moment, then chuckled, her eyes behind her black-rimmed glasses filled with a warm smile, and she walked up to Li Sen and looked ahead.
"I'm so flattered to hear you praise someone for the first time!" she curled her eyebrows and smiled softly, "Xia Yi, this girl, anyway, she's just spoiled, and now she's at her turning point, I'm going to give her a good hand." ”
The corners of Li Sen's lips rose, it was the first time he heard someone comment on Qin Xiayi so tolerantly, the words he usually heard the most were unreasonable, ruthless and pampered, and many school violence incidents in the school were all caused by her, and some students even named her "female devil" behind her back.
"Why are you so interested in her," he looked back at her, "as far as I know, you don't know Shay very well. ”
Cao Qian's eyes were shining, her long eyelashes drooped, and she seemed to mock: "When I look at her like that, I think of my former self." ”
After learning the truth about her life experience, she almost couldn't accept that her parents, who had been close for more than ten years, were not her biological parents, and her real parents had long been ruthlessly abandoned and left her......
So she can really feel the pain of the loss of her relatives, she smiled: "At that time, I was also in a slump, and even wanted to run away from home to find my biological parents...... But what's the use? My adoptive parents have treated me like their own since I was a child, and I shouldn't reject their love and abandon them. ”
"There are many choices in life, and I choose to stay...... Accompany them to old age. ”
The sun had set, and the afterglow of the setting sun was reflected on the clothes of the two of them, with a warm glow.
In the next few days, Cao Qian came to visit Qin Xiayi almost every day and talked with her in the room, as for He Mu, Cao Qian conveyed Qin Xiayi's meaning and told him that he didn't have to blame himself, so he turned him away.
After a few days, Cao Qian's heart-to-heart conversation worked, Qin Xiayi's complexion gradually improved, and her diet began to normalize, and the doctor said that as long as she was not stimulated, her body and mind would gradually become healthy, so as to get rid of her demons.
Every day when Li Sen came back from the company, he would go to Qin Xiayi's room to visit her, and seeing her condition improve, he was heartily relieved.
But for some reason, Qin Xiayi's attitude towards Li Sen was different from before.
She sent her countless messages at the company, asking her if she had eaten, what she was doing, what she wanted to eat at night, and so on, and she would reply to it every few hours, and the content of the reply was generally no more than three words.
He obviously felt cold, and he felt very uncomfortable.