Chapter 67

The night breeze blew, blowing Qin Zhen's loose hair up, and there were a few strands of hair fluttering on her face, and she didn't care, just stared at him fixedly.

Cheng Luyang looked at her for a few seconds, a complex emotion seemed to flash in his eyes, and then he curled the corners of his lips and smiled idly, "What, you feel sorry for me?"

The smile was too childish, and there was a playful look in his eyes, which almost made people suspect that the fragility that flashed in his eyes just now was her delusion.

Qin Zhen said: "What about me? Can't I touch your bottom line?"

"Where does the bottom line come from? I told you everything I should say, in front of you, it's just one, silk, no, hanging, what bottom line do you want?" still smiled so casually.

He took Qin Zhen's hand and asked casually, "Is it cold?"

"Cheng Luyang, I'm asking you. ”

"Well, it looks pretty cold. He took her hand into the pocket of his coat, and his warm palm wrapped her hand in it.

Qin Zhen silently walked with him for a long time before he said with certainty: "That's right." ”

"What's right?"

"I feel sorry for you. ”

Cheng Luyang reacted at this time, she was answering his initial question, and seemed to be slightly stunned for a moment, before she replied with a smile: "I know, my Cheng Qin family has always felt very sorry for me." ”

He seemed a little helpless, and turned his head to stare at her, "Didn't I say that? With you by my side, it doesn't matter if you look at the color or not, and I'm used to it." ”

"What about your parents?" Qin Zhen was a little reluctant.

"I haven't gotten along much, I don't feel it. ”

“……”

"What, don't you believe it?" Cheng Luyang seemed to have no choice but to stop and look back at her under a Christmas tree that had been erected early, "You think, I grew up with my grandfather since I was a child, and of course I am closest to him." My parents weren't with me, and I didn't have any feelings for them, so wouldn't it be nice to keep my distance like this now? ”

He was like a lonely ship, drifting alone on the sea for a long time, and then he bravely told others that he cared about nothing, because no one cared about him.

Qin Zhen suddenly asked him: "Why don't you tell them when you can't see the color? Why don't you tell them when your grandfather is gone? Why don't you tell them if you live alone in a big house?"

“……”

"Parents are not saints, they are just ordinary people, who ordinary people don't make mistakes? They also regret it, they also want to apologize to you for the wrong thing they did in the first place, but you don't give them a chance, do you want to have such a stiff relationship for the rest of your life?"

“……”

"Cheng Luyang, don't always stick to that bottom line, if you don't come out, how can you expect others to walk in?"

“……”

"Take me back to your house tomorrow, take me back to meet your parents, okay?"

“……”

"Okay, okay, okay?" she jumped up and down like a child, pulling his collar and shaking it constantly, "Take me to meet me, I'll marry you when I see you, okay?"

“…… That's what you said, okay!"

Qin Zhen suddenly felt that he had compromised a little too quickly?

"So, before you go tomorrow, will you go to the hospital with me?"

***

The taxi stopped at the entrance of the hospital, and Cheng Luyang sat still.

Qin Zhen stretched out his hand and pulled his clothes, "Let's go, it's here!"

"Qin Zhen......" Cheng Luyang's voice was a little helpless, "I told you, in fact, there is no need to come, if it can be cured, do you think I will let it become like this?"

"My mom often said that I don't shed tears when I don't see the coffin, so I don't listen to you, only to the doctor. ”

Cheng Luyang shook his head and followed her out of the car.

He didn't like the hospital, he never liked it, when he was a child, because he was frail and sick, he had to get an injection as soon as he came to the hospital, and then because after his grandfather died, he was sent to the hospital for treatment for more than a month because of temporary blindness.

In the darkness of the day, there was only the sound of footsteps coming and going, the doctors and nurses coming and going, and no one else.

Every morning when he heard the door of the ward opened, he knew that it was a nurse who had come to give him an injection, and then the doctor kept shining a flashlight in his eyes and asking him over and over again, "Can you see it?"

When he replied that he couldn't see it, someone would do acupuncture for him, and those tiny needle holes were inserted into his face, which made him cry incessantly.

After a month of tossing and turning, one day he could see it.

But after that day, his color vision gradually deteriorated, and it was only red-green for the first few years, and it was only in recent years that he became completely color blind.

He didn't dare to squeak, let alone tell his parents, not even Cheng Xudong, he was afraid that they would send him to that cold hospital again, the smell of disinfectant water already scared him, not to mention the torture of continuous needles day after day.

In this way, he stubbornly guarded that secret until now, and only Qin Zhen found out.

After coming out of the hospital, Qin Zhen didn't speak, and it could be seen that she had been hit harder than himself.

Cheng Luyang looked at her sad face, but couldn't help laughing, "What are you doing? The sky is falling? I'm just a little wrong, why do you put on an expression that I'm terminally ill and you're going to become a widow?"

Qin Zhen gave him a punch.

He took her hand, pulled her into his arms, lowered his head and looked at her seriously.

"Qin Zhen, let me ask you a question. ”

"What?"

"I can't look at the color anymore, I'm colorblind, I can't drive in my life, I can't help you match your clothes correctly, I may buy you the wrong color when I buy flowers, I may not be able to answer whether your color looks good after you dye your hair, I may be ugly in public because I can't distinguish colors, I even need to rely on you to help me do things like matching clothes......" He paused for a few seconds and asked her clearly, "Will you dislike Cheng Luyang like this?"

It was rare for him to be so serious, and there was no half-joking look in his eyes.

Those dark eyes were so beautiful, as bright as stars in the night sky, that people couldn't help but hold their breath to watch, and all she saw was her own reflection, so clearly reflected in those eyes.

She couldn't help but have hot eyes, and her voice was a little hoarse, "As long as you don't dislike me, I'm thankful......"

Cheng Luyang burst out laughing, "Okay, then none of us should dislike each other, okay?"

He lowered his head and kissed the corner of her mouth, "Just get your words." I didn't pretend to be strong, I've been hypocritical for so many years, do you really want to keep being hypocritical like this? If you don't like me, I dislike myself. ”

He took her hand and ran all the way to the outside of the hospital, "Don't you want to see my parents?

***

In the hospital, the doctor told Qin Zhen like this: "Mr. Cheng's eyes have lost part of their color vision due to strong light stimulation, and they have continued to suffer in recent years. This lesion of the eye should be permanent, and we are sorry that we are unable to treat it at this time. ”

***

There are many things in life that we can't change, and perhaps in the eyes of others, we can even be called miserable when we go through those things.

But if there is no tragedy to set it off, how can other moments of intense brilliance be turned into joy?

Shi Tiesheng said, if there is no suffering in the world, can the world still exist? If there is no dullness, what is the glory of wit? If there is no ugliness, how can beauty maintain one's luck? If there is no badness and inferiority, how will goodness and nobility define oneself and how can it become virtue? If there is no disability, will the able-bodied become tedious and boring because of its commonplace?

Lost color, but possessed love.

If I hadn't experienced those days when I couldn't see colors, maybe I wouldn't have appreciated how precious the colors you bring to the table.

I am so content, because Qin Zhen, you are another pair of eyes that God has given me.

Cheng Luyang, who lives alone in the black and white world, has a different color since you walked out.

Cheng Luyang's Diary・I'm saying goodbye to being single=3=

The author has something to say: There is no sensational and pretentious love scene ahead, only the real father-in-law, the big cheap mother-in-law and the marriage drama are left!

Oh yes, there's all the drama that writes shi!

And then there is Bai Lu and Mr. Drunkard's extra, and at the same time I am also writing a new pit, which is expected to open in mid to late June~