Sighing and patting Conan on the shoulder, I didn't continue the topic: "Speaking of organizations, Conan, there is something I want to tell you......"

"Huh?" Conan's interest was not very high, but after all, it was about the organization, and thinking that he was the culprit who had harmed his situation, Conan still barely bothered to cheer up.

"The other day," I paused, "I ran into someone from the organization......

"What? You met someone from the Order?" my words startled Conan, no longer an absent-minded answer, Conan immediately raised his head and looked at me vigilantly, his eyes revealing a light of both fear and expectation: "Could it be that you were discovered by the people of the Order?"

"No, there shouldn't be ......," I shook my head, in denial.

O the people of the organization...... Speaking of which, I've really met a lot of people from the organization in the past few days, Gin, Vodka, Imperial, and ...... Maraschirimo (black cherry) ......

Chiyuki Kiyoi and Black Cherry are both people who have had direct contact with me, on the surface, Chiyuki shows a simple-minded person, although I don't know how such a person survived in the organization, but she didn't associate me with Cointreau, and Black Cherry also thinks I look like Cointreau, but it seems that for some reason, it ruled out the possibility that I am Cointreau.

AS FOR GIN AND VODKA, ALTHOUGH I HAVE HAD MANY CONTACTS WITH THESE TWO PEOPLE, THESE TWO PEOPLE HAVE NOT SEEN MY REAL APPEARANCE, SO IT SHOULD BE ......

Kindness?

No, wait a minute......

Suddenly a possibility occurred to me, and my expression suddenly froze.

"What's wrong?" my expression made Conan feel faintly uneasy, and he couldn't help but stand up and ask urgently.

"Gin's words......" I frowned, a little hesitant, "maybe I knew I existed......"

"What?!" Conan's pupils constricted violently at the thought of the danger of exposure.

"...... the other day"

Next, I told Conan about my encounter with GIN in Osaka a few days ago......

After hearing this, Conan's expression also became nervous, and he unconsciously kept pacing in the living room, Conan held his chin with one hand, and analyzed: "In this case, GIN already knows about your existence, but he hasn't figured out your specific identity yet, right?"

"Well, that's right, at present, whether it is exposed or not mainly depends on how Qianxue Qingyi explains it to GIN. I nodded.

"Chiyuki Kiyoi...... Listen to you, she's also a member of the Order, how about it? Can she be trusted?" Conan paused, his eyes full of concern.

"That's right, her code name is Imperial, and as for whether she can be trusted......" I paused, then shook my head and shrugged under Conan's expectant gaze, "I don't know about that. ”

"Huh?"

Looking at Conan's puzzled eyes, I continued to explain: "I am not familiar with this person, the organization is much bigger than you think, I can't know all the people, in fact, I have only met this person twice. ”

"Twice?"

"Well," I nodded, thought for a moment, and then continued, "Remember the last time I disappeared? I was the one who took me home after I fainted on the side of the road, and I saw her for the first time, and I don't know how she knew me, and I don't know if she had any purpose, but after these two events, this girl didn't seem to have any intention of exposing me to GIN, and even whenever GIN appeared, she would want me to run away quickly. ”

"What? You've met them before?!Why didn't you tell me?" Actually, I wanted Conan to feel at ease, but my words didn't work as well as they should, and instead made Conan's brow furrow deeper and deeper.

"Well, didn't I say that before?" Looking at Conan in shock, I also turned my head to the side in confusion, is there something wrong with my memory?

"......" Conan was silent, and the answer was obvious.

"Ah, that's probably my mistake. Shaking my head, I told Conan about the first time I met Qianxue Qingyi again, and then looked at Conan who was deeply worried, thought about it, and said comfortingly: "But don't worry, judging from the current situation, even if Qianxue Qingyi tells GIN about me, GIN has nowhere to find me, and Qianxue Qingyi knows very little about me." ”

“…… Yes, I hope so. After a long silence, Conan nodded, barely reassured, but he didn't seem to be in a high mood.

"By the way, there's one more thing you didn't answer me about. Conan sat down on the couch again, took a sip of his tea, "About the kid inside...... I heard you call him Demon Moon just now, why is he involved in the affairs of the organization, who is he?"

"Ahhh......h There are so many questions...... "I watched Conan keep asking questions like a serial cannon, helpless,

"Didn't you hear all about him? Don't think I don't know when you came. ”

"That's right, I did see what happened just now, but, why did he call you brother? Also, the reason why he wanted to kill you was really as simple as he said?" Conan looked up at me and asked the question in his mind.

He did see everything that happened, but he couldn't understand it, he really couldn't understand it, and the reason why he wanted to kill someone was really just that simple? Although Conan himself had solved countless cases, the cause of each case, in Conan's view, was not a reason to commit a crime.

Whatever the reason, it was a life, how could it be so hastily and easily erased?

"It's just that simple?" ......Although it was the one who wanted to kill me, I couldn't help but feel a little amused when I heard Conan's words: "Na, it may seem difficult for you to accept, but I can probably understand the idea of that little ghost." ”

"What? understandable?" My words made Conan stunned, and then looked at me angrily: "What kind of idea can make killing people understandable?"

"What kind of thoughts?" stood up and walked to the window, I looked out the window with unfocused eyes, and said lightly: "Conan, don't forget, you also said that the little ghost in it is just a child, don't guess his thinking by your adult mind." This kid...... It's probably too lonely......"

Longing for it because of loneliness, and resentment because of fighting......

Clearly have parents, clearly have relatives, but are not recognized, try to make themselves stronger, hope to be affirmed, but to no avail, finally have a "Nissan" who thinks he has the same experience, but in exchange for cold eyes, and even face ruthless killing, from the perspective of a 7 or 8-year-old child, such a reason seems to be enough to make him resentful.

As a child who grew up in a killing environment, killing almost became his first thought.

As for me saying that I can understand, it is not because of sympathy for him, but because I used to have this hateful thought, no, or not once, but always had, although the reasons are different, but the desire for family affection is the same.

"Lonely?"

"Well, that little ghost, probably the child of a friend of mine, Demon Moon is his code name, hum, you also heard it, although I don't know if it's credible, but he said it was a killer, but he never killed anyone with his own hands, heh...... It's ridiculous. I turned around and glanced in the direction of the bedroom, not just envy or something, sneered, and then continued to explain to Conan about the demon moon: "Although I don't know the specific reason, but I think my friend is not a qualified father, probably he rarely cares about him, but he has a big brother who is full of love...... In the final analysis, it's just that the imp is psychologically unbalanced. ”

"Hmph, even if that's the case, it's not a reason to kill. Conan snorted.

"Well, didn't you say it?, that little imp didn't kill anyone," I shrugged, looked at Conan, who was a little pale, and continued, "and, if there is anything really wrong, it can only be said that the education is not good...... The reason why a demon is a demon is only because he grew up in hell, didn't you tell me this sentence? Now, well, there is a demon who grew up in hell but has never been stained with blood in front of you, how to educate it, it's up to you......"

That's right, about the demon theory, of course, that's not what I said, but what Conan said to me one day, well, it probably means, is to express that sooner or later he will change my mind, let me 'change my ways', heh......

P.S~~ Happy Lantern Festival, everyone, write more, look at how diligent A-Ying has been recently~~ There is a recommendation to recommend ~~