57. How to repay
Obviously he was so cruel to her, but he would rather anger Mrs. Han and save her when she was trapped in Ningfu and in danger! Obviously, he was so cruel to her, why did he reach out to help her when she was not treated well in Hanfu?! She knew that at that time, the extra carbon and the stove, the extra new clothes, and the food that suddenly appeared in her house in winter were all quietly sent by him......
Han Moyu sat on the ground and cried bitterly. "If you want to be so cruel to me, why are you so gentle with me?!Why do you hurt me and tell me that you love me...... Why can't I do it......" she cried bitterly, not realizing that her snow-white shaggy hair had begun to fade black and become soft......
"What should I do? What now?" Han Moyu sat on the ground, his tears still dry, and stared at Fu Changyu who was unconscious on the bed with a pair of eyes, "What do you want me to do now? Kill you with my own hands, or wait here and wait for you to die slowly like that?"
Han Moyu took a deep breath and said, "Okay, I won't kill you first, but I won't save you either." I'll sit here and watch you die slowly. ”
She suddenly showed a sad smile, "Yes, even if I want to save you, it's impossible." My spirit bead is long gone. So, my healing power is gone. ”
"Why do you do this to me? Could it be that it is because I am a child born to demon beasts and humans, so you treat me like this? I am like this, do you hate it, do you hate it?......" Han Moyu looked at Fu Changyu, who was unconscious on the white jade ice bed, and continued.
"Huh. Fu Changyu, how does it feel that your family is dead? Isn't it good?......" After a pause, she said again, "Before, the moment I was brought back to the Han Mansion, I always thought that I was the child of Lady Han and General Han. However, Mrs. Han's attitude towards me was so cold that I didn't understand what was going on. ”
"I thought she was disgusting me, disgusted that I was a cripple, disgraced her face, and disgraced the face of the cold mansion. That's why she won't admit me, she won't want me. Later, however, I realized that I was not human at all...... Do you know how frightened I was when I first found out that my hands had turned into claws, my ears had turned into animal ears, and my hair was white? That's right, I freaked myself out. Only then did I realize that I was not a child of the Han family at all, so she treated me like that. ”
A sad smile appeared at the corner of Han Moyu's mouth, "But, later I found out that I was wrong again." Do you know what my father's real body looks like? Surely you haven't seen it. His real body is a snow-white but incomparably majestic beast, a real beast!"
His eyes were as red as flames, and the heavy white hair on his body could not hide his fierce and powerful momentum at all. After meeting him, I knew what the momentum of a king was. Unfortunately, I'm only half of his blood, I'm just half human, half demon. Only then did I realize that I was actually the child of monsters and humans. At that time, I thought that I was the child of General Han, the father of the demon beast, and Lady Han, the mother of humans. ”
She paused, and then said, "However, every small thing shows that I am not Mrs. Han's child at all. I, maybe it's the child of the nurse Mo Chunlan and General Han, right? Or, it's him and some other woman, in short, it can't be Mrs. Hehan's. Sometimes, that's how cranky I feel. ”
"Every time I see Madame Han being so good to you, you know, I'm full of envy. How I wish I had a mother who loved me and loved me with all her heart as she did for you. I was like a child who had lost love, like a child who had fallen into a river and was on the verge of drowning, like a child who had been abandoned in the wasteland, desperate for love. ”
"So, the little kindness you have to me has made me remember it in my heart, and I remember it so deeply, as if it was imprinted, let me remember it in my heart, let me pursue it crazily, and make me nostalgic. Han Mo whispered as he spoke, and suddenly began to cry, "However, you treat me so cruelly. Do you know how much my heart hurts, how much it hurts!!"
Han Moyu cried for a while, and not long after the tears poured out, they turned into ice again, and she had no choice but to stop crying, and continued: "Okay, you hurt me, and now you have retribution, right? Okay, I'll just sit here now, watch you, follow your family, and die together." ”
"Isn't it bad for me to think like this?" Han Moyu tilted her head and asked, "Am I really bad?" she then shook her head and sighed, "No, I'm too cowardly, too soft-hearted." You don't know, you really don't know. If, if my orb is still there, I might take it out to save you. She smiled self-deprecatingly, "You must look down on me like this, do ......you?"
"If I don't have the spirit bead, I will stay here and die with you. Han Moyu suddenly giggled, "I look like a madman, right?"
She kept laughing, and she couldn't breathe. The temperature of the room was very low, she felt a chill, and her body involuntarily changed, turning into a half-human, half-demon appearance. This shape will keep her protected from the cold.
The room was so silent that I couldn't even hear the sound of breathing, but only the intermittent laughter of Han Mo echoed, because in such a silent room, the laughter touched the walls on all sides, and was reflected back, which was particularly terrifying. Han Moyu laughed for a while, and suddenly cried again.
"I'm a fool," she cried...... "why do you want to break my seal, and why do you remind me of these painful things...... Don't you know that I'm a fool, don't you know that I'm strong on the surface, but I'm actually very fragile on the inside, and I can't afford to take it or let it go?......"
Han Mo cried and buried his head between his knees, "I remember a lot, but I also forgot a lot. ”
"I remember this life, but in the previous life, I forgot it, and what remained in my mind was just a fragmented shadow, like a dream. ”
"Okay, I'll forget all of that. And what about this life, how can you repay what you owe me?" Han Moyu raised his head with red eyes and looked at Fu Changyu who was unconscious, and said. The scratches on Fu Chang's neck had healed, leaving only some dried blood, which looked particularly glaring.