"Gray Plains......" I groaned, silent, and then changed the topic noncommittally: "Forget it, let's talk about this later." ”

"Well, that's all there is to it. Conan didn't really have any good ideas in his heart, so he nodded and didn't say anything more.

"Speaking of which, how is the case resolved?" I did not want to discuss this issue any longer, so I changed the subject.

"It's almost solved, the suspect should be the killer named Shi Kaobing, but it's a pity that that person may not be on this ship anymore, there is a speedboat missing on the ship, just now Sister Xiaolan came to you in a hurry, just because she was afraid that you would encounter any danger alone. Conan shook his head regretfully, explaining by the way why Xiaolan had just knocked on the door.

"Shi Kaobing?" I raised my eyebrows when I heard this, Xiaolan's intention made my heart warm, but I was more interested in another name.

"That's right, what, you've heard of him?" Conan asked when he saw that I was a little strange, and hurriedly stood up.

"Nope. I shrugged and shook my head.

However, although it is true that I have not heard of this killer named Shi Kaobing, I know who Shi Kaobing is...... Pu Si Qinglan, is it called Shi Kaobing......

"But then again, how did you know for sure that killer was called Shi Kaobing?" I couldn't go out anyway, so I simply lay back on the bed casually, leaning on my back and asking casually.

"I called Dr. Asa and asked him to check it for me. ”

"Dr. Asasa?" was originally just a boring question, but when I heard Conan's answer, I sat up from the bed suddenly, remembering the words I had said to him before, 'Go ask Ashbara', and frowned: "So, you ...... about the bracelet."

"Ah, the bracelet thing, I haven't asked Gray Yuan about that yet. I didn't expect me to react so much, Conan was stunned for a moment, but the next second he shook his head, and the words he said made me feel certain.

"Oh?" I looked at Conan with a little curiosity, Conan's search for my identity was obvious, since he had called Dr. Asasa, how could he not stop by to confirm the answer with Shiho?

"To be precise, I wanted to ask, but unfortunately Gray Yuan was not at home at the time. Conan shrugged his shoulders and expressed regret, and then stood up after a change of voice, "But speaking of which, Gray Yuan should have come back during this time period, I just told the doctor that I would call him again for a while, if it's okay, I'll go out first......"

"That's right......" I sat on the bed and watched Conan's back and was silent for a while, the look in my eyes kept changing, and finally I stopped Conan when he was about to walk out of the door: "Wait a minute, Conan......"

"Huh?" Conan turned his head in confusion as he opened the door.

With my fists clenched, I stepped out of bed and slowly walked in front of Conan, but fell into silence for a while......

"Mochizuki?" Probably sensing my hesitation, Conan also frowned, closed the door with one hand, and Conan looked up at me.

Looking at Conan's eyes, I lowered my eyes, and after a long time, I finally sighed and said in a low voice: "Na, about the bracelet, I don't think you need to ask Gray Yuan......"

"......" Conan didn't speak, his blue eyes still staring at me intently, as if he had expected it, his eyes widening with a hint of anticipation and fear.

"That's right, I mean, Shinichi Kudo, you don't have to ask Shiho about me. I took a deep breath, my voice trembling unconsciously, and I looked down at Conan, and I said slowly, "Don't you want to know about me? ”

"You ......"

"Whew...... Sit down......"

Ignoring the changes in Conan's eyes, I moved two chairs casually, and I sat on one of them casually, spreading my hands to signal the other.

"Why, all of a sudden, you decided to tell me the truth?" After a brief shock, Conan quickly calmed down, pushed his glasses, and the detective with a soul that did not match his age hidden in his small body sat in his chair and looked at me motionless.

“……”

yes, why did you suddenly change your mind? I was silent, and didn't answer him for a moment.

Conan was not in a hurry, looking at my blue pupils with a light that could not be seen directly.

Why...... Scold...... Probably because of ......

"There are some things I hope you don't tell her. I said with a wry smile.

"She?"

"Shiho, Shiho Miyano. I replied.

"Shiho Miyano?" Conan sensitively noticed the change in my tone, and looked at me with a frown, "You mean Gray Plains......?

"I'm ...... with her" breathed a sigh of relief again, and after sorting out my mood, I looked up at Conan and decided to tell the truth and reveal part of the matter.

………………

"So, you're really, Nighttalk?"

After a long time, Conan looked at me and asked, his voice trembling slightly.

"If what you say is true, then there is no doubt that I am the person you call Kudo Yayu. I nodded slightly.

"......" Conan did not speak again, and fell into silence.

Conan felt very strange now, and he should be happy to find his brother who had been missing for many years, but why did he feel astringent in his heart......

It turns out that my guess has been correct all along......

However, the child who always had a faint smile on the corner of his mouth in his childhood memory, the child who seemed to know everything, and the child who even had a lot of expectations for him, has now become an indifferent killer?

Conan suddenly felt a little congested in his chest, like a feeling of resentment and powerlessness, in order to find evidence of the existence of the boy, he worked hard to grow into a detective, and his younger brother turned out to be a killer?

For so many years, how much blood has been stained on the hands of the young man in front of him, and how many innocent lives have been buried in the hands of the young man?

But......

Conan looked at the thin body of the young man in front of him and was silent, the angular young man in front of him was clearly the night talk that had been separated for more than ten years, although he did not explain to himself in detail what he had experienced in the organization, but what kind of experience would make a boy who was only 19 years old crawl with all kinds of terrible scars?

And what is the culprit for all this?

When Conan thought of this, his eyes suddenly had a sour feeling, it was his wrong choice at the beginning......

"You are not to blame for that. I looked at Conan's gloomy eyes and said lightly, but at the same time, I was laughing in my heart: comforting? This kind of thing really doesn't look like I would do......

"According to you, I voluntarily followed those two abductors at the beginning, didn't you also say that? At that time, I asked you to run first, since I have already sensed the danger, but I still want to stay, then even without you and Xiaolan, the outcome will be the same. Thinking like that in my heart, I continued to say it in my mouth.

It's just that I didn't say something, and since Belmode was able to have the bracelet my mother gave me after I woke up from the Order, it is quite possible that they had something in mind for me. I don't remember anything before, but ......

Thinking of all the things in the organization, I gritted my teeth and was silent, although telling Conan about those things could alleviate the apologies in his heart to a certain extent, but now, it was not the time to tell Conan......

"You just said that there are some things that you don't want me to tell Gray Hara?" After a long time, I finally digested a huge amount of information, although Conan's mood was still not high, but at least his ability to think had recovered, remembering what I had said to him before, after learning about my relationship with Shiho, Conan was still a little puzzled by my decision.

"Well?...... Yes, yes. Recovering from my thoughts, I nodded and sighed softly, "As for my identity, Conan, I want you to help me hide it." ”

"Why? You know that Gray Yuan ...... her" Conan frowned and asked, although he had not known Gray Yuan for a long time, but whether it was the abnormality of Gray Yuan when Mochizuki disappeared before, or the bits and pieces of daily life, Conan could still feel the importance that Gray Yuan Wai attached to the person named Cointreau. Now that he understands the whole story, Conan thinks that although the two missed it for various reasons before, but now that the misunderstanding has been resolved, it is still a good thing that the two who were once close can recognize each other, but why does Mochizuki ......

"Why......" I shook my head and smiled bitterly, not answering him first, but looking at Conan and asking a seemingly unrelated question: "Remember the last time I disappeared? I have already admitted to you before, before that, the person called Sakata Akahara was disguised by me, but later, due to some unstable factor, I changed from Sakata Akahara's adult body back to Mochizuki's juvenile body, remember?"

Conan nodded, but there was a question in his eyes, not understanding why I had suddenly said this.

"Later, you asked me which one was the real me, then me or me now, right?" I continued with Conan nodding my head, and the topic gradually got to the point.

"That's right, you didn't tell me the answer at the time, but asked the same question. Conan nodded.

"Actually, from the time I was re-small until a few days after I disappeared......" I paused, took a deep breath, and finally decided to tell the truth: "I have no memory. ”

"What?!" Conan's eyes widened.