Chapter 949: Helpless Fate
Zhao Tingmei is nineteen years younger than Song Aigong, two years younger than Song Zhe, and twenty-five years old this year, at the prime of her youth.
Originally, Zhao Tingmei was Song Aigong's family of his son Song Zhena, but when Zhao Tingmei, who was known as the first beauty in the Great Xia Kingdom, came to the Song Kingdom, Song Aigong fell in love with her at first sight, and he actually took her for himself on the same day.
This incident also became a big laughing stock in the Song Kingdom, the father actually robbed his son's wife, and this matter also became a joke in the vassal states.
Song Zhe was robbed of his wife by his father, and he was depressed in his heart, but Song Aigong was his father after all, what else could he do?
I could only swallow this breath in a loud voice, when nothing happened.
The next year, Zhao Tingmei gave birth to a son named Song Kang.
Song Kang is 19 years younger than Song Zhe, but because Song Aigong loves Zhao Tingmei, he was made the son.
The prince is a nobleman below the king, and the title of the eldest son may not be the eldest son, but it must be the son of the son, once he is established as the son, after the death of his father, he will be succeeded by the son.
Although Song Zhe had a lot of complaints about this, when he thought that he was born by his mother, although Song Kang was young, he was born by his aunt, so he had to endure it.
It's just that what he can't tolerate is that Zhao Tingmei, who was supposed to marry his wife, after marrying the old man Song Aigong, actually couldn't get along with himself with every scheming, and wanted to trouble himself again and again.
Later, he secretly sent killers to get rid of him.
Song Zhe couldn't bear it, thinking that he was dead anyway, it was better not to do two things, and to strike first, so, in a palace banquet, Song Zhe bought the maids beside Song Aigong, poisoned Song Aigong's wine glass, poisoned Song Aigong, and sent a killer to assassinate his half-brother Song Kang, and set himself up as the king, and at the same time, blamed Zhao Tingmei for poisoning Song Aigong.
Zhao Tingmei couldn't argue, because the monarch died, the prince also died, Song Zhe was the only son of Song Aigong, plus Song Zhe promised all kinds of benefits to the major families, so everyone stood in Song Zhe's team overnight.
Zhao Tingmei felt that the general trend was gone, so she wrote a suicide note and secretly sent someone to the Great Xia Kingdom to ask Brother Wang to avenge her.
However, Zhao Tingmei didn't expect that Song Zhe didn't kill her at all, although she wanted to get rid of Song Zhe several times, but Song Zhe still didn't kill the killer.
For the past few days, he has been drunk every night, and he has come to her bedroom every night to spend the night.
He slept on his father's dragon bed, hugging the woman who should have belonged to him, and he was crazy every night, sometimes he would laugh like crazy, sometimes he would hug her and cry, and even once, in front of her, he cut his arm with a knife, so that the blood flowed down his arm.
She was afraid that he would take the throne of her son, so she wanted to put him to death, and when he succeeded in seizing the throne, she thought that she would definitely die, but she didn't expect him to let her go again.
She didn't know, why did Song Zhe do this?
I just feel that he is a poor man, a pathetic man, a distressing man.
"If it weren't for my father's mediocrity, you would have been my wife. Song Zhe pinched Zhao Tingmei's beautiful face and said with tears in his eyes, this is the sentence he says the most these days.
Zhao Tingmei also had tears in her eyes, choked up and couldn't speak.
She married into the Song Kingdom at the age of sixteen, so why did she want to marry an old man?
It's just that how can women have dignity in such a world?
His own marriage was just used as a bargaining chip by Brother Wang, and as soon as he said it casually, he promised others.
And after marrying into the Song Kingdom, how could he have his own wishes?
She deeply remembered that on the night she came to Song Kingdom, what was waiting for her was not the young and handsome Song Zhe, but a bad old man in his bad years.
She thought about dying, but what was the use of dying?
Brother Wang will continue to send other sisters to fill his place, and living may be the best fight against fate.
Later, she gradually became numb, she felt that women in the eyes of men, will always be just a plaything to find happiness, whether it is a young man or an old man, they will not treat women as people, at best they are just tools to produce offspring.
After she figured it out, she began to think about how to change her fate.
How can women change their fate in an era of male supremacy?
Then you can only rely on your own son, and a woman can only have a little dignity in front of her son.
Therefore, since her son Song Kang was born, she has hope, everything revolves around Song Kang, she does her best to please Song Aigong, and uses her body to serve him, the purpose is to defend her son's status as a son.
As long as one day in the future, his son can succeed to the throne, and he can truly live a free life.
Maybe at that time, you can also find one or two beautiful men with good figures and handsome as faces, and experience the taste of being a little woman.
Perhaps, he will remarry to another country and become the queen of another country, or return to the Great Xia Kingdom and find his first love back then, whether he is married or not, and whether he has a son or not, and have a year-old love with him that he failed to achieve when he was young.
Zhao Tingmei thinks very well, this is a woman's plan for her own destiny, the only reason to live in the world.
However, all this must be based on the fact that her son Song Kang's status is not shaken, and the only person who can shake Song Kang's status is Song Zhe, her original fiancé.
Therefore, in order to defend her son's position, she had no choice but to kill the killer and repeatedly wanted to assassinate Song Zhe.
However, God did not fulfill people's wishes, every assassination failed, and in the end, he became Song Zhe's prisoner.
Although Song Zhe has never felt sorry for her these days, her heart is even more uncomfortable.
Because she saw this man who almost became her husband, and also an innocent person of fate, he lost his mother in his early years, his mother was killed on the way in order to cover Song Aigong's escape in the early years, Song Aigong took Song Zhe, who was only three years old at the time, fled all the way to Xirong, and then traveled for more than ten years, wandered, endured all the hardships, and finally returned to the Song Kingdom.
He repeatedly forced Zhao Tingmei, endured it again and again, and endured it silently for his father's ruthless snubbing, but when he even had to lose hope of living, he had no choice but to pick up the butcher's knife, poisoned his dearest father, and stabbed his half-brother.
Although he became the new king, his heart was even more painful, and he had lost all his relatives, so what was the point of such a victory?
Moreover, his death is approaching, and he can't escape this catastrophe after all...