It's not an easy task, at least for now, and I still see it as a daunting path and don't dare to try it easily.

He saw that in Chen Baisha's notes, there were many truths that he realized after entering the meditation, and he also saw many descriptions of the taboos of entering the meditation, and it seemed that entering the meditation was the only way to realize the avenue, but he had not yet consulted Chen Musa about the mystery.

There are also requirements for entering the meditation in the ancestral exercises of the Guo clan, and they are more stringent, and they are absolutely not allowed to enter the meditation without the presence of a teacher who has practiced the same exercises.

He also does not seek to obtain anything through the entry of the determination, whether it is to understand the avenue of science or the truth of medicine, it is still a very distant thing for him, it should be after people reach middle age, rich experience can get involved.

Now deep meditation is the maximum he dares to try, and he still has to retain a part of his divine consciousness to pay attention to the movements around him, and he does not dare to really wander outside the objects.

Just as he was about to fall into silence, he suddenly heard a low whining sound in the next room.

His heart moved, don't you be haunted?

In the middle of the night, hearing this whimpering sobbing sound is really a little creepy.

"Qiuyue, don't cry, it's not good for others to hear. Another muffled voice said.

Besides, my heart was relieved, it wasn't haunted, it was the two girls on night duty in the next room muttering.

"If you hear it, you will hear it, I will die, and I will take care of it. "This is the voice of Qiu Yue.

Moreover, the faces of two pretty maids came to mind, these two girls were high-level maids assigned to him, equivalent to the raiders and Qingwen around Bao Erye, the first to cry was Qiuyue, and it was Chunhua who persuaded her, although the name was vulgar, but it was also the custom of the time.

It is said that Mrs. Tai did have this thought when she divided the people, and she carefully selected them, wanting to make these two girls the people in the room. It's just that his mind is not on these delicate girls around him at all, and after being sent, he actually regarded them as nothing.

Xiao Nier didn't know if she was guarding against them, and always kept them out intentionally or unintentionally. Besides, he has no opinion on this, and for him, it saves him a lot of unnecessary trouble.

"What nonsense, you're so sick and not sick, how can you die?"

"I'm not sick yet, I've heard that some people are going to be matched with boys in the house in a few months, and I may not be able to escape this time. Qiu Yue choked up.

"You mean this, there is no way, I didn't inquire, I don't know if I'm on that list. But we are all of age, if the master does not stay, those housekeepers will naturally do the same. Chunhua sighed.

"If you were a boy, would you agree?"

"What if you don't agree?"

"We don't want to leave, there are always people here to serve the master, and we didn't make a mistake, why did you send us out?"

Besides, I understand a little, these two girls are unwilling to be forced to be rationed to the boys in the house, this is also human nature, being a high-level girl by his side, the status is not low, if it is rationed to the boys outside, the value will plummet.

These two girls may be born in the family, so they will be forcibly rationed to the boy without asking, and if they are bought, they will at least ask if they are willing to redeem themselves and marry them.

He wanted to be quiet, but his heart was suddenly disturbed, and it seemed that he couldn't do it.

This kind of thing should be in his hands, but he can't think of a good way. It is good for these two girls to stay by his side, but he doesn't plan to accept them into the room, so he will delay people for life. But if it is matched like this, it is against their will, and it is really pitiful.

Besides, my heart was uncertain for a while, and the voices of two girls came intermittently next door, this hearing is too good and troublesome, no wonder a sage in the Tang Dynasty said that he was not deaf or stupid, he was not a writer, he had to be a family member who was really deaf and stupid, and he could pretend to be confused.

"I know what you mean, but our master doesn't think about it, don't say that there is a second lady guarding us against thieves, even our master doesn't seem to have this mind, and usually doesn't look at us at all. The voice of the spring flower sighing.

"Originally, I really wanted to, where do you dare to have any delusions now, don't you want to?" Qiu Yue's voice.

"Why don't you want to? Isn't that what the old lady meant when she asked us to come, who would have thought that the master would be ruthless. Qiu Yue let out a sigh of eternity.

Besides, touching his nose, he said in his heart, why do you blame me, I'm ruthless?

This is the first time I've heard this evaluation, he's not a ruthless person, but he just doesn't want to owe more debts.

Thinking about it again, this matter still has to be managed, no matter what, he is still the head of the family here, and he must not make the people around him unhappy, otherwise his master will be too disagreeable.

The conversation between the two maids inadvertently touched a place in his heart, that is, Qiu Xiang.

If Qiu Xiang hadn't been because of the preference and protection of Sisi's father and daughter, maybe she would have been the same as Chunhua Qiuyue, either forcibly rationed to the children in the family, or sold or even given to others as concubines.

There are many rings in the house, and he can't manage them, but he still can't ignore these rings around him.

He was thinking about it when he heard the voice of Chunhua again.

"According to me, it is better to beg the second lady tomorrow, although she is always guarding against us, but usually as long as anyone encounters difficulties, only ask her, and she will always be able to get her wish. She is the person most valued by the master, and she is also a celebrity next to the old lady, and she is more favored than the eldest lady. ”

"What kind of lady is she, she's just a level higher than us, and she's not a serious master. Qiu Yue said disdainfully.

"I can't say that, I heard that once our master marries a wife, he won't come here often, and the second lady is naturally our master here, so you can't think about it. ”

"That's useless, she might wish we all got out of here, you don't see the way she usually looks at us, as if we are always thinking about stealing the master. ”

"You still blame others, who let you see the face of the master, like that, tsk, red face, red ears, legs are weak, if it weren't for the second lady's defense, you wouldn't have jumped into the master's arms a long time ago?"

"You're like that, you're not much better than me, anyway, we're all thorns in the second lady's side. Don't think about begging her. ”

Besides, after a little groaning, I thought back to the plot when I saw the spring flowers and autumn moon, and I didn't find anything abnormal?

Maybe he didn't care at all, so he ignored the reaction of the two.

As for Xiao Nier's jealousy, he didn't think it at all, maybe jealousy is a woman's nature. It's just that Xiao Nier doesn't have the slightest jealousy in Zuo Ling's affairs, how can she compete with these girls in the house, she should know her own heart.

Only then did he understand one thing, everything is born from the heart, there is no need to pretend to be deaf and stupid at all, as long as he doesn't pay attention, the effect has been achieved.

Thinking that he has become the head of the family before he gets married, he is really uncomfortable.

This is different from the old mansion in Suzhou, he treats Liu Ma and Ji Wu as his own family, as his elders, and never treats them as subordinates. He feels that he is still a young master, enjoying the care and warmth of his family, and Xiao Nier is worried about the big and small affairs of the family, and he is the young master who can't help the oil bottle.

It's a different story here. He is the second master here, but he feels like a guest house, and his sense of alienation is particularly strong, as if everything around him has nothing to do with him.

But the words of Chunhua and Qiuyue made him wake up, everything here is not related to him, but related, everything here belongs to him, whether it is property or these people, especially the fate of these people is also in his hands, it really can't be ambiguous.

"I don't care about this, anyway, I will never be at the mercy of them, and I will give it to any kid. I thought I didn't know, this time the one who wants to match me is Steward Zhou's nephew, who usually relies on Steward Zhou's power to be a powerful person, not an adult at all, drunk and beats people and does everything. "Autumn Moon's voice.

"You know, we are caged birds, and we can't be our own masters. I don't know how far it will fall when the time comes, and sometimes I really want to shave my hair and become a monk. Chunhua sighed.

"I don't leave home, and if I can't do it when the time comes, I'll go to the old lady to judge, and if the old lady doesn't pity me, I'll die headlong. Autumn Moon's fierce voice.

Besides, I couldn't listen to it anymore, and suddenly coughed hard.

The next door immediately fell silent, and he deliberately pretended to be half-asleep and shouted, "Is there anyone?"

After a few moments, there was already a hurried echo outside.

"Sir, is there something wrong?"

It was Qiu Yue's voice, and there was both surprise and surprise in her voice.

"Who's out there?" he asked.

"It's the maid and the spring flower. Qiu Yue said in a trembling voice.

"Come in. ”

Chunhua Qiuyue pushed the door in, neither of them dared to look at the master, bowed down and waited for his orders.

Besides, this time, I had the heart, and I took a closer look at the two of them, and sure enough, I found that both of them were trembling a little, either scared or excited, it should be the latter.

He was a little embarrassed, and called the two beautiful girls to his bedroom late at night, but some of them were meaningful, and let the family know, I don't know if there would be gossip.

What's more, the lonely man and widow were in the same room late at night, or in the bedroom, and there were a few ripples in his heart.

"I seem to have heard you say something about what kind of boy you should match. "Besides, he didn't dare to detour and get straight to the point, and after a long time, even he felt that the temptation was too great.

"The lord atoned for his sins, and the servant didn't know that he had alarmed the lord. The two of them lowered their bodies, looking genuinely afraid.

"You don't have to worry about it, I don't mean to blame you, but I don't know how to deal with your affairs, shouldn't I ask for advice first?"

"This ...... Steward Zhou may not have had time to report to you. Chunhua hesitated.

She just didn't want to report to her master, the master didn't like to take care of things, she was convenient, and she decided everything arbitrarily. Qiu Yue said it directly, which was tantamount to suing their immediate superiors.

"Well, that's my negligence, I'll ask tomorrow. In the morning, you go and call Steward Zhou, and I will ask her face to face. ”

"Just ask the lord to call the shots. Qiu Yue suddenly fell to her knees and bowed her head.

"Hurry up, there's no need for this, that's what I'm supposed to do. I won't say anything superfluous, I'll give you an explanation, no matter what, you are all my people, whether in this house or outside, I will never allow anyone to violate you. "And make a guarantee.

"Thank you, sir, for your grace. ”

Chunhua also knelt on the ground and kowtowed, but her expression was overjoyed.

Both of them also understood, and they didn't wake up from a dream at all, but they didn't fall asleep at all, and their conversation was all heard by their master.

Although the two are shy, they like it very much in their hearts.

These two people have long regarded themselves as people who are in trouble, but they have always been ruthless.