Chapter 234: I'm from here, but don't be fooled by me
"It's so unbearable to lose everything, and that's why I'm so scared and longing for everything in front of me. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" said, Xia Zhe stretched out his palm and looked at the unreachable red moon, as if he wanted to grasp something.
Youlan felt the other party's "lonely and helpless" aura, and her mind was in chaos.
"What has he been through? Is that the same feeling as me? No, far darker than I am, it's the feeling of despair, the feeling of not seeing a glimmer of hope......
Suddenly, for some reason, Youlan wanted to take this "wounded" man into her arms, soothe him, and soothe the wound that might never heal.
However, just when Youlan was a little uncontrollably wanting to act, Xia Zhe's aura suddenly changed, and he changed back to the temperament of being a mess of mud.
"Haha, sorry to remind you of something bad. Xia Zhe grinned, as if the sorrow just now existed in another dimension entirely.
However, this will only make Youlan blame herself even more, "The person who should say I'm sorry is me, and the person who doesn't understand anything is also me, it's ridiculous to naively think that only I am the loneliest and most miserable person in this world." 」
However, without waiting for Youlan to adjust her mentality and say "sorry" to Xia Zhe, the otaku suddenly mysteriously bewitched Youlan.
"Do you want to experience what it's like to be invincible?"
"What?"
Before she could react, Youlan felt a fiery aura envelop her.
"Close your eyes, take a good look, wait until I let you open them, and remember, don't peek. ”
Youlan, who was still struggling a little, suddenly became docile after feeling the damp heat in her ears, and her whole person was soft and couldn't lift her strength.
Now, she leaned on Xia Zhe's arms with a little trembling, closed her eyes tightly, although she didn't know why, she wanted to listen to the other party's words, but she didn't seem to be so disgusted.
"Let's take it as an apology for hurting him before...... However, this embrace is really warm and reassuring......
Suddenly, Youlan felt a strange feeling of weightlessness, and slowly, there were gusts of breeze caressing her cheeks from time to time, which was very comfortable.
Unconsciously, she seemed to be in a fantasy world, with colorful glimmers floating around her, and if you feel it carefully, those flashing glimmers are surrounding her and laughing at her.
A feeling that she no longer had to be guarded, that she no longer had to worry, that she no longer had to worry......
I don't know how long time has passed, Youlan gradually stopped trembling, and shrank quietly in Xia Zhe's arms.
If she could, she really wanted to just lean on here forever and never wake up again.
It's just that there was a slight shaking from the top of her head, wanting to "cruelly" strip her from that fantasy world, "Youlan, Youlan, you can open your eyes." ”
Youlan, who was extremely resistant, slowly opened her eyes reluctantly, and her dissatisfied "uh-huh" sound also reached Xia Zhe's ears.
"It's not like you're asleep, it's a shame that I'm going to take you up so hard, so it's good to give you some face. ”
The more and more clear complaints finally woke up the confused girl, but the girl just wanted to say something, but her mouth opened wide in shock by everything around her.
"Really, if you're sleepy, let's go back, and it's okay to feel "invincible" next time. ”
However, a slight tugging in his chest interrupted Xia Zhe's next movements, and then a small voice sounded in his arms.
"That's fine. ”
Looking at Youlan's timid appearance that she had never seen before, Xia Zhe hooked the corners of his mouth.
At this moment, the two of them hugged each other quietly, floating very high in the air.
After a long time, after getting used to everything in front of him, a very unreal feeling gradually came to Youlan's heart, "Is this really the sky, am I not dreaming?"
"Hmmm. ”
"The stars are so close, and so is the red moon. Youlan innocently stretched out her hand, wanting to grab the celestial body that was close at hand, and she felt that she was always a little worse, and even arched upwards with Xia Zhe's body.
It's just that this behavior made Xia Zhe grab his hair funny, "They are still a long way away from us, this may be a distance that we can't cross in our lifetime." ”
Subsequently, Youlan found that she couldn't catch the flash in front of her, and finally could only retract into her arms in disappointment.
"How is it, this feeling ......" Xia Zhe raised his head, looked at the largest and brightest red moon, and asked lightly.
"It was exciting and satisfying...... But there is also some emptiness...... "And you lan, who wanted to look down, looked at the light under her feet, it should be the faint light emitted by Longmian City.
Facing the empty sky, I don't know why, the feeling of emptiness quickly replaced all the previous feelings.
"Yes, emptiness, from the excitement at the beginning, to loneliness, from loneliness, to boredom, until there is nothing left around you, everything else will be lost except emptiness, just like it, although it is high, people can only look up, and can only stay there alone forever, there is nothing left but themselves......"
"This is the so-called 'invincible'!"
Xia Zhe's words strongly shook Youlan's beliefs, and she was suddenly a little unsure whether what she had been insisting on was correct or not, and at this moment, her heart was disturbed.
Looking at the silent girl, Xia Zhe rubbed the other party's hair lovingly, "Youlan, do you just know that if you only rely on strong strength, you can't survive in this world." ”
"Then what should we blood heirs rely on to survive?human compassion?or completely give up our dignity as human beings?" Youlan retorted angrily.
“…… Let's go on like this first, because I'm also looking for a way to survive, although the front is confused, but walk slowly, you can always find a smooth road, don't you say?"
Youlan looked at the perfunctory Xia Zhe with dissatisfaction, if she didn't rely on the power of "invincible", where would she go, and what would Xiaoyu and the clan need to protect in the future.
"Okay, don't think about it so much, you're strong now, just let yourself rest and rest, take the 5,000 gold coins, enjoy it, maybe you'll find the answer in the next second." Besides, I'm just saying that "invincible" will make you empty, and I didn't say that you won't be "invincible", as long as you follow your heart and don't be corrupted by power and negative emotions, it's fine. Hahaha. ”
"That's all for today, it's bedtime, let's go down." ”
Youlan, who was gradually falling, shrank in Xia Zhe's arms at this time, not knowing what she was thinking.